I Have Done Things That I'm Not Proud Of

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    I ate the last pop tarts at a friends house one

    night and then put the empty box back on the shelf so he'd get his hopes up in the morning. Looking back on it no one deserves that
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 3, 2015

    I've slept with a friend's girl before.

    the first time they were not together and I could not help it once she came onto me. I was in high school she was in college and I won't deny that I was attracted to her. we ran into each other 2 yrs later and had sex again. two months later my friend was murdered. I was crushed...
    nosubstitue nosubstitue
    22-25, M
    Sep 5, 2015

    Who Hasn'T?

    In my younger days, I was even stupider than I am now. I loved the thrill of danger. I did a few more drugs than I probably should have. The same applies to women. It made me who I am today. Without that life, I wouldn't have my kids, though. God truly can use evil to show his...
    PapaPluto PapaPluto
    41-45, M
    Aug 9, 2013

    As an oldest sibling,

    I have found that parents hold us to a particular standard. And generally, younger siblings look up to the older ones, and parents tell them to be as accomplished as the former. However, in my case, that is not so. I actually overhead my parents telling my siblings not to grow...
    Tayns2010 Tayns2010
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 1, 2014

    In the name of love, I did despicable things,

    but I'm not sorry one bit for any love lost. Its all part of growing up.
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    1 Response Jun 14, 2015


    I believe everyone has done things they are not proud of. That is part of growing up, learning from our mistakes.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow
    51-55, M
    1 Response Sep 14, 2011

    Time For Change

    I have done many things that have unhinged my character Im not proud but the important thing is I'm ready to change and try and make a difference in peoples lives now who need my help.
    DD77 DD77
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2012

    Done things I'm not so happy about,

    but I have to move on and let go.
    ashleykaylor45 ashleykaylor45
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 7, 2014

    Not Proud But Alive

    I got chase by bullys onetime into parking garage construction site an got in a fight with one them an pushed him off the 4th floor. I still got nightmares bout the noise he made...not proud but I'm still alive an he's not. He was prob gonna push me off anyway that why he was at...
    AquilaAqua AquilaAqua
    16-17, M
    Jul 25, 2013

    I Had Signed On To Post About Something Else, But Instead....

    My relationship with roomie was seriously stormy in the past. We went through a phase that we were mutually abusive to each other, to the extent of getting into verbal altercations that evolved into catfights. We've both had our turn going to jail for fighting eachother. We...
    TheButterflyMind TheButterflyMind
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2012
    FerCuellar215 FerCuellar215
    13-15, M
    Apr 5, 2015

    I've attempted suicide

    and had devastated my two younger sisters; something I wish to never do again. I've been clean from cutting for two years now and still have the scars trailing up my arms and is a constant reminder of how hopeless I used to be. I've become much stronger for myself these two...
    InexplicableKy InexplicableKy
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 20, 2014

    ...i Think Everyone Has...

    ...i've never done anything extreme. maybe taken a couple of bucks from my parents without them knowing, but that was way back in my rebellious teenage years lol...still, im not proud of it...maybe some day ill tell them about it, maybe not. it wasnt enough to get noticed...
    mi25ke mi25ke
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 1, 2011

    too many to mention..

    charge to experience
    yrinmairi25 yrinmairi25
    26-30, F
    Mar 24, 2015

    and now I regret it with all my life.

    I have led myself into hell. I won't have a peaceful life for some time.
    meandmythought meandmythought
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 23, 2015

    Why Did I Do Those Things? To This Day I Don't Entirely Know.

    When I was in my early twenties I was in a dark place…a mental wasteland… because I allowed myself to get involved in situations in which I was sexually and mentally abused. I have never been really able to say why exactly I behaved that way. I was not abused as a child...
    eightysix eightysix
    3 Responses Dec 26, 2011

    How Can I Be So Stupid?!

    Back when I thought I knew everything and didn't care about all of it. I used to let people take advantage of my body. I don't even care if we just met or if they've been a long friend of mine but for all I care is that I don't. I don't even want a serious relationship before...
    GirlWithThePWSBM GirlWithThePWSBM
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2013

    I had 6 with My 27 year old teacher.

    .. I am 16... He toke My virginity ... Help...
    Ilovehatemyteacher Ilovehatemyteacher
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 8, 2014

    This app really makes me realize

    that **** is in the past- let's all keep it there- and be who we want to be today!!!
    Outoftheashes87 Outoftheashes87
    26-30, F
    Mar 8, 2014

    My First Real Love

    The first time I really fell in love I was 18. I know thats a little weird but I just never dated anybody.. This girl, was beautiful, and she was dating my best friend. I liked her at first, but then we talked, a lot, and I fell in love. Like, end my life to make her happy love...
    Sasuke276 Sasuke276
    18-21, M
    Jan 8, 2013
    Alisonsmith2014 Alisonsmith2014
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 29, 2014


    i am eighteen and i have done MANY things i am not proud of. i lost my virginity when i was 16 to someone i regret and now have a child with and still love him. i first tried drugs when i was 14 years old starting with ecstasy, pot, and shrooms. i hung around drug dealers...
    lilbebe lilbebe
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 27, 2010

    I have done A LOT of things i'm not proud of,

    but the thing i regret most was being blinded by love. I loved someone too much that I would do anything for her, ANYTHING. Now that I look back I can't believe how taken advantage of I was.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 13, 2014

    Yes I have. Just as I'm sure there are others

    out there who have as well. That means you're human. That's all. Live and learn I say! :D
    Whoami30 Whoami30
    31-35, M
    Feb 15, 2014

    There Are Days I Wish

    There are days that I wish I could erase all the bad things I have done in life that hurt people. Not the things I did with a lot of thought before acting, but the things I did without any thought to how my actions would impact their lives. God sometimes give us a second...
    Jones47 Jones47
    61-65, M
    1 Response Feb 24, 2013

    Oh Yes

    I have done many things in my life that I am not proud of, that when I think about it I cringe. I have so many regrets, and I truly hate myself for some of the things that I have done, and my stupid *** made a lot of those mistakes over and over again...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 2, 2013

    Recent Happening

    I happened to stay away from EP for two weeks or so recently. I joined EP after having had split from my Ex and had time on my hands. Having not been any form of physical contact, I confided on matters regarding my ex and also my personal position on my feelings and expectations...
    HardingP119 HardingP119
    36-40, M
    1 Response Dec 20, 2012

    I am a breathing contradiction of myself all

    the time, a confused bundle of emotions laced with false demands and imaginary lines in the sand. Becoming myself is painful, but beautiful. I've let bad people steal my life, but I am no longer sleeping with the enemy.
    dollyrotten dollyrotten
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 23, 2015

    Ive been so mean to family members

    who love me so much. I dont know why, something is wrong with me. If i could go back, i would fix everthing.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 15, 2015

    4 Days Ago

    I did some coke,just a little,i wanted to know what it was like,so i had some while i was drinking beer.all it did for me was to make me feel like i drank more.i guess i dont need to do that again.ill stick to just drinking beer
    frostbittensoul frostbittensoul
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2010

    Pain&Amp; Guilt

    I've done things that have been regretful and have filled me with pain. Every day I wish I could take them back and start all over.
    Numbing65 Numbing65
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 18, 2013

    I Could Use Your Help For My Podcast

    This is how I want to help others (and at the same time help myself). The name of the podcast is The Closure Graveyard I'd like your help by sharing with me ur closure story, something that has happened that you have let go or are ready to let go. You can email me at...
    CrazyStacy CrazyStacy
    31-35, F
    Apr 26, 2013

    Everyone Has...

    But it sucks a lot. I gave my virginity to a boy who told me we were getting married... stupid, right? Well I believed him. I got HPV from him, since he was sleeping with several other girls at the same time as our relationship. It ruined me emotionally and all I did was cry for...
    rk0315 rk0315
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jun 20, 2010

    "I breathe air" everyone makes mistakes,

    take responsibility for your actions and move forward with your life
    Based4ever Based4ever
    16-17, M
    Jul 7, 2014

    I catfished someone. I never meant

    for it to go on as long as it did (7months). He was the most amazing, caring, kind, thoughtful person that I have ever talked to. I just feel miserable, and ashamed, about what I did. And I have no way to make it right, because I broke his trust. I have never been a liar...
    Betsyblue221 Betsyblue221
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jul 7, 2015

    When I was a teenager,

    I had a part time job working for a lawyer. He had a slew of clients who had Alzheimer's or dementia, they often needed groceries delivered or the snow shoveled, etc. When they had to be moved to a nursing home for more intensive care, the family would often elect to sell the...
    dannyboydreaming dannyboydreaming
    26-30, M
    May 25, 2015

    How long have you got?

    We all wish we had done things differently.I think some of the things I've done have made me the way I am today.
    deleted deleted
    Jun 14, 2015

    I take drugs to sooth my pain.

    .. But tonight I didn't stop:/ I usually can hide my pain well. Luckily they are shallow... I'm effed up huh?:/
    ttboo101 ttboo101
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Sep 20, 2014

    2 Steps To Improve Your Life

    Step 1 - Acquire and maintain the Iron Balls or Brass Ovaries or Both, that it takes oneself sometimes to admit you have made a mistake or done something you wish you hadn't. Step 2 - Follow step one closely and consistently and the rest will fall into place as naturally as the...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 10, 2010

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