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I Have Done Things That I'm Not Proud Of

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    My First Real Love

    The first time I really fell in love I was 18. I know thats a little weird but I just never dated anybody.. This girl, was beautiful, and she was dating my best friend. I liked her at first, but then we talked, a lot, and I fell in love. Like, end my life to make her happy love...
    Sasuke276 Sasuke276 18-21, M Jan 8, 2013

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    Alisonsmith2014 Alisonsmith2014 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 29

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    Regrets

    There are a lot of things I regret doing in life. The thing I regret the most would have to be the drinking, though. The first time I had beer was in kindergarten although after that first time I stopped until I was twelve. I drank occasionally until I was thirteen when I...
    Vythesin Vythesin 13-15 1 Response Jul 1, 2011

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    There Are Days I Wish

    There are days that I wish I could erase all the bad things I have done in life that hurt people. Not the things I did with a lot of thought before acting, but the things I did without any thought to how my actions would impact their lives. God sometimes give us a second...
    Jones47 Jones47 61-65, M 1 Response Feb 24, 2013

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    Yup..

    i am eighteen and i have done MANY things i am not proud of. i lost my virginity when i was 16 to someone i regret and now have a child with and still love him. i first tried drugs when i was 14 years old starting with ecstasy, pot, and shrooms. i hung around drug dealers...
    lilbebe lilbebe 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    As an oldest sibling,

    I have found that parents hold us to a particular standard. And generally, younger siblings look up to the older ones, and parents tell them to be as accomplished as the former. However, in my case, that is not so. I actually overhead my parents telling my siblings not to grow...
    Tayns2010 Tayns2010 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    A Little Known Fact

    July 23, 2013 Ten years ago today I lost my mother. She was my best friend, my world. Needless to say, after her passing , I fell into the bottle. I figured I could drink all the sorrow and pain I was feeling away. I quit my job. Pushed all my friends and family away and...
    HELLSBABY HELLSBABY 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2013

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    I have done A LOT of things i'm not proud of,

    but the thing i regret most was being blinded by love. I loved someone too much that I would do anything for her, ANYTHING. Now that I look back I can't believe how taken advantage of I was.
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 13

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    Painful Lessons Learned

    Yes, I've done plenty I'm not proud of. Most of it has to do with my temper.  Those aren't so bad.Worse is the memory of twisting people with my words...for no other reason than that I could.  I learned to manipulate people from my cradle; my father is master-class when it...
    Plaid Plaid 31-35, F Oct 25, 2012

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    I Could Use Your Help For My Podcast

    This is how I want to help others (and at the same time help myself). The name of the podcast is The Closure Graveyard I'd like your help by sharing with me ur closure story, something that has happened that you have let go or are ready to let go. You can email me at...
    CrazyStacy CrazyStacy 31-35, F Apr 26, 2013

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    How Can I Be So Stupid?!

    Back when I thought I knew everything and didn't care about all of it. I used to let people take advantage of my body. I don't even care if we just met or if they've been a long friend of mine but for all I care is that I don't. I don't even want a serious relationship before...
    GirlWithThePWSBM GirlWithThePWSBM 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 12, 2013

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    Time For Change

    I have done many things that have unhinged my character Im not proud but the important thing is I'm ready to change and try and make a difference in peoples lives now who need my help.
    DD77 DD77 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 20, 2012

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    I Had Signed On To Post About Something Else, But Instead....

    My relationship with roomie was seriously stormy in the past. We went through a phase that we were mutually abusive to each other, to the extent of getting into verbal altercations that evolved into catfights. We've both had our turn going to jail for fighting eachother. We...
    TheButterflyMind TheButterflyMind 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2012

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    Not Proud But Alive

    I got chase by bullys onetime into parking garage construction site an got in a fight with one them an pushed him off the 4th floor. I still got nightmares bout the noise he made...not proud but I'm still alive an he's not. He was prob gonna push me off anyway that why he was at...
    AquilaAqua AquilaAqua 13-15, M Jul 25, 2013

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    Oh Yes

    I have done many things in my life that I am not proud of, that when I think about it I cringe. I have so many regrets, and I truly hate myself for some of the things that I have done, and my stupid *** made a lot of those mistakes over and over again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2013

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    Everyone Has...

    But it sucks a lot. I gave my virginity to a boy who told me we were getting married... stupid, right? Well I believed him. I got HPV from him, since he was sleeping with several other girls at the same time as our relationship. It ruined me emotionally and all I did was cry for...
    rk0315 rk0315 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 20, 2010

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    I had 6 with My 27 year old teacher.

    .. I am 16... He toke My virginity ... Help...
    Ilovehatemyteacher Ilovehatemyteacher 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 8

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    Yes I have. Just as I'm sure there are others

    out there who have as well. That means you're human. That's all. Live and learn I say! :D
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M Feb 15

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    I'm Only Human.................don't Judge!

    of cause i've done things i'm not proud of but mostly i don't regret doing them either.i know what i said about your hair not being nice was hurtfulplease forgive meyou over there, i'm sorry i didn't greet you when i met youcan't use the fact that i didn't know you as excuse. i'm...
    needyfun needyfun 18-21, F 6 Responses May 18, 2011

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    Um...

    haven't we all, whether we admit to them or not? >:/
    ElvenLady ElvenLady 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    This app really makes me realize

    that **** is in the past- let's all keep it there- and be who we want to be today!!!
    Outoftheashes87 Outoftheashes87 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    Recent Happening

    I happened to stay away from EP for two weeks or so recently. I joined EP after having had split from my Ex and had time on my hands. Having not been any form of physical contact, I confided on matters regarding my ex and also my personal position on my feelings and expectations...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    I've attempted suicide

    and had devastated my two younger sisters; something I wish to never do again. I've been clean from cutting for two years now and still have the scars trailing up my arms and is a constant reminder of how hopeless I used to be. I've become much stronger for myself these two...
    InexplicableKy InexplicableKy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    Like Right Now...

    I'm spun and no one but a good old friend of mine knows... I did it with him though so he doesn't really care as long as I don't bring him into it... Which if I get caught my dad will slap me around 'til he gets the answers he wants. I am so dumb... But I can't stop... Well I can...
    Kidd12 Kidd12 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2012

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    2 Steps To Improve Your Life

    Step 1 - Acquire and maintain the Iron Balls or Brass Ovaries or Both, that it takes oneself sometimes to admit you have made a mistake or done something you wish you hadn't. Step 2 - Follow step one closely and consistently and the rest will fall into place as naturally as the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    Haven't we all? It's a part of

    who we are and what makes us!!
    lexxxus lexxxus 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    Of Course, Many Things.

    Who hasn't? I dare you to find one person who hasn't ever looked back on something with regret and shame. I'm not going to delve into my mistakes right now (it would take far too long). But I will say that guilt is a double-edged sword. When wallowed in, it's a pointless emotion...
    WrextonLisabeit WrextonLisabeit 13-15, F Sep 10, 2012

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    Pain&Amp; Guilt

    I've done things that have been regretful and have filled me with pain. Every day I wish I could take them back and start all over.
    Numbing65 Numbing65 16-17, F 1 Response May 18, 2013

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    Done things I'm not so happy about,

    but I have to move on and let go.
    ashleykaylor45 ashleykaylor45 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I take drugs to sooth my pain.

    .. But tonight I didn't stop:/ I usually can hide my pain well. Luckily they are shallow... I'm effed up huh?:/
    ttboo101 ttboo101 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    "I breathe air" everyone makes mistakes,

    take responsibility for your actions and move forward with your life
    Based4ever Based4ever 13-15, M Jul 7

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    Proud

    I believe everyone has done things they are not proud of. That is part of growing up, learning from our mistakes.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2011

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    Have Done Many Things

    for god and country many i wish i had not had to do but it came down to them or me
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Dec 26, 2011

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    Who Hasn'T?

    In my younger days, I was even stupider than I am now. I loved the thrill of danger. I did a few more drugs than I probably should have. The same applies to women. It made me who I am today. Without that life, I wouldn't have my kids, though. God truly can use evil to show his...
    PapaPluto PapaPluto 41-45, M Aug 9, 2013

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    ...i Think Everyone Has...

    ...i've never done anything extreme. maybe taken a couple of bucks from my parents without them knowing, but that was way back in my rebellious teenage years lol...still, im not proud of it...maybe some day ill tell them about it, maybe not. it wasnt enough to get noticed...
    mi25ke mi25ke 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 1, 2011

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    Why Did I Do Those Things? To This Day I Don't Entirely Know.

    When I was in my early twenties I was in a dark place…a mental wasteland… because I allowed myself to get involved in situations in which I was sexually and mentally abused. I have never been really able to say why exactly I behaved that way. I was not abused as a child...
    eightysix eightysix 51-55 4 Responses Dec 26, 2011

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    4 Days Ago

    I did some coke,just a little,i wanted to know what it was like,so i had some while i was drinking beer.all it did for me was to make me feel like i drank more.i guess i dont need to do that again.ill stick to just drinking beer
    frostbittensoul frostbittensoul 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    So Many Things.....

    One thing I did was I tried to set my house on fire....... second thing I drugged myself when I was 13 I tried to smother my lil sis I cut myself and drank my blood I don't kno if I'm a demon or a mistake but when I'm angry my friends say my eyes changes color and I try to hurt...
    blackraindrop blackraindrop 18-21, F Nov 5, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I have done horrible things that im not proud of to someone that i really love,actually to the person i love the most in the world.I will never forget of the things i've done.
    Tessa3 Tessa3 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 4

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    I've done summit am not proud of well couple things I will not do them again
    24chris24 24chris24 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 8

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    So I kind of been hooking up with my manager but nothing more and he's always sending me mixed signals. I'm not proud of this but I am so attracted to him. I try not to catch...
    Xxxitsme Xxxitsme 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 11

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    I guess. I mean, when I was in 9th grade I used to shop lift with my best friend. (She got me into it). I wasn't as bad as her though - she stole costly things like clothing...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    I am doing a lot of things that I'm not proud of but they are in the past now that doesn't mean I won't do something else I like a good challenge I love to have fun I think that's...
    jeepwrangler1 jeepwrangler1 46-50, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have done many thing I have regretted but there is nothing you can do about them. I have done jail time I got fair and square, I killed a man, stole, hurt, and I am sad to say...
    dailyguyboyjr dailyguyboyjr 22-25, M 4 Responses Dec 6

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    It happened again! I'm prepared to die!!!
    biancatodd biancatodd 22-25, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I have stolen things, broken hearts, lied, taken the easy road, been selfish, not taken responsibility, broken the law, and been a bad role model to my kids... on some occasions...
    bluepeep bluepeep 36-40, F 14 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have done a lot of things I hang my head down to. A lot of them I am not sure why I did (I am BPD), something came over and the next thing I am doing something I should not have...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    i just graduated from medical school, i just want someone to be happy for me, i'm just 23 lol
    babylonkush babylonkush 70+, M 7 Responses Dec 11

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    I have done this more times than I can count and it's never pleasant! Waking up not knowing where you are or the girls name who is laying beside you is somewhat become an exciting...
    jbc62 jbc62 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 17

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    I betrayed my best friend.I have an issue I have been trying to cope with for about 6 months. I have been friends with my best friend for about 18 years, since second grade. She...
    Vettech1 Vettech1 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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