I Have Doubts

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 60 People

    And They Are Running Deep

    Due to the events of the past couple of weeks I have found myself doubting so many things that I thought I had settled. The biggest thing I am trying to sort out is my career choice. I thought that I had finally found my career. I have prepared for and trained for it. Now...
    ColorMeReal ColorMeReal
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2008
    Mar 31, 2015

    I pray to a "loving god"

    who is " all mighty and powerful" and he shows me nothing, I pray for him to save my father because he's sick, and you kill him. faith has left us blind, and dragged us all behind
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    Aug 31, 2014

    Sometimes i doubt God.

    Sometimes i feel like he never has my back or is never there when i need him. I used to love church but...idk. I sometimes dont feel like going.
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    1 Response Nov 22, 2014

    I won't believe in my air travel

    until the wheels are up with me on the plane. I don't believe in making plans too far ahead as it only dooms the more than likely cancellation or delay. My dreams exacerbate this issue as I am always getting lost or finding there's a little more to go when I get somewhere in...
    STMsSub STMsSub
    36-40, M
    Jun 9, 2015

    Sometimes i doubt God.

    Sometimes i feel like he never has my back or is never there when i need him. I used to love church but...idk. I sometimes dont feel like going.
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    Nov 22, 2014

    So Much Evil.

    Not only do I doubt myself but I have seen so much evil in this world and know so much evil I have doubts about god. My family is not highly religious but they do believe. After seeing people I care about die. And experiencing pure evil myself and seeing it everyday I doubt that...
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    2 Responses Nov 1, 2013

    I am engaged to my bf of ten years.

    But when he's angry at me, he threatens me by saying he doesn't think we should get married anyone. He says he only say it out of anger after we make up, but each time my heart just breaks a little more. Then I think to myself, whats the difference when we do actually get...
    SimplySpammy SimplySpammy
    Nov 18, 2014

    They're what stop me

    and I'm no different than most people ,I'm not writing this to tell my story I'm attempting to write what it is that has people remove the power and potential they have in life .It's our stories we believe that have us limited in what we think we can accomplish and in a mostly...
    tom67890 tom67890
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Aug 2, 2014

    My husband and I have stopped having sex.

    I'm not sure how we got here but I remember that it was one thing or another. One of the reasons was that we both worked long hours and got home totally exhausted, I thought it would pass especially after I quit my job. But I realise I'm just as bad. The weird thing is I find...
    Orgasme Orgasme
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Oct 28, 2015
    ellavalencia ellavalencia
    22-25, F
    Feb 1, 2014

    Where do sighs go..? How much joy can a soul

    feel..? How to listen when silence is around...? Which is first, desire or need...? What to say when we lack words...? It´d take an assembly of poets to think about some questions from within...:) EROS Club
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 30, 2015

    I moved back to my home state.

    I missed it. I am glad to be back. The man I have lived with for two years said he felt very solid about us before I left. So, I went ahead an moved me and my son back. I got a job. I'm here now. My fiance' is supposed to be working on selling the house there and getting a job...
    lisa36 lisa36
    36-40, F
    May 29, 2014

    I Was Raised To Believe. And I Do Want To Believe.

    Each night, I pray. For strength, for love, forgiveness for not being all that I could've been. But as I sit on my knees beside my bed, and I talk to someone whose will I am supposed to trust, I have never seen him. Never have I met the man to whom I have devoted a large part of...
    OneOfTheBand OneOfTheBand
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2013

    Sometimes I seriously wonder

    if I've attached myself... in every aspect of the word....to the wrong person. Its scary to think so. We have so much linking us together...I just dont know why it always has to come to this.
    lovelife84 lovelife84
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 1, 2015
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