I Have Drug Addiction

Drug Addiction anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Drug Addiction. You're not alone. 233 People

    Cannot Stay Clean For More Than A Week: Heroin Addiction

    I'm not about to post my life stories, because most of us have gone thru similar things and have see/done a lot of things that brought us to our addiction. I am a mother of a beautiful 4 1/2 year old son whom currently resides with his grandmother. I just lost my boyfriend of 7...
    SomethingLostnFound SomethingLostnFound
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Oct 3, 2012

    My Story From Prison

    This may seem a little crazy being that I'm in prison but I've started a blog to help others through my experiences. It would be cool if you could check it out and if you like it, I would appreciate if you follow it & pass it on to others. http://mypersonalatonement.wordpress...
    israelsolomonpureheart israelsolomonpureheart
    31-35, M
    Sep 28, 2012

    (I refer this to Christians going through

    TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God doesn't give us what we can handle but helps us handle what we are given, because, just as impure gold is passed through fire and made pure, we...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10

    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke

    1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is nothing to the Age of Ages. There yet is hope for you in Christ. All other things are void of actual help. Some may help in soothing the problem...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3

    My Day.

    Up early,7.59, quick **** and put the computer on to warm up whilst making a coffee. 8.00 local shop opens, I open my curtain and there is the owner opening the front door, I struggle to get dressed and then I'm off, the welcome beep of the computer fades in my ears as i lock the...
    derekdob derekdob
    56-60, M
    Nov 29, 2012

    I am so baffled right now.

    It's my first year of marriage. When we first met we didn't do drugs. Then we did hydrocodone at work waiting tables. We became a couple and went from dones to oxy, methadone, duladid, percs, xanax..you name the pill we could tell you everything about it right down to the...
    ladyeljay ladyeljay
    26-30, F
    Aug 24, 2014

    So I have been addicted

    for about five years now, to the game, lifestlye, drugs, euphoric feelings, people and misery. Isn't it funny how it all starts off fun and games and literally we never dreamt of getting ti this point, I NEVER thought I'd ever get to this point. I sometimes think I have had...
    samanthasavagee samanthasavagee
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2015

    When life is rough, pray.

    -----:------:------:----- Pray, when life is great.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 1

    For those of you who have lost your desire to

    pray, to sing,I'm asking God to put that melody back in your hearts tonight; cause you to lift your voice, even though you don't understand. Your Father in Heaven loves you, do not forsake Him...do not forget the benefits of the Lord. God bless you.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 1

    If you call to Him, He will answer you If you

    run to Him, He will run to you If you lift your hands, He will lift you up Draw near to Him, He is here for you Give Him your love, He's in love with you He will heal your heart, He will cleanse your hands If you rend your heart, He will heal your land. Come now praise His name...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Mar 31

    Okay I don't know where else to go,

    and I'm kind of scared right now. I don't have a drug addiction. But my older brother does and he's been doing pain pills for years. He crushes them and snorts them. I do it occasionally and I smoke weed. He normally does roxys. I think the 30mg? Idk cause I don't do them. But...
    kyliereneaa kyliereneaa
    16-17, F
    5 Responses May 13, 2015

    On The Road To Somewhere

    I have done pretty much every drug there is to do. For the past 3 yrs I have been snorting pain pills. It took over my life. I am now in a suboxone program and getting my life back slowly. Everything is so strange. I know I have to do this but just not sure if I really want it. I...
    tiffanytwisted tiffanytwisted
    36-40, F
    Nov 8, 2010

    It's a sick routine..

    Even when I really don't want to, I still do... Why can't I just go to sleep like everyone else? No.. I need a few bumps first, then a cigarette. More bumps more cigarettes... CocaineCigarettesCocaineCigarettes... Oh let's not forget the nights I drink...
    terriblefixations terriblefixations
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 21, 2014

    Cocaine

    A poem written with so much false happiness during a cocaine overdose a few months ago, Glorious and white  She is like snow Lined up neat and straight  She enters Up the tunnel and into the body There, she is transformed and powerful She becomes one with me Room spinning...
    Alissabella Alissabella
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

    My first time taking an adderall was

    when I was 13 years old. I loved the feeling more than I could explain. Luckily for me, my parents AND my sisters were prescribed Adderall, so I could steal it very easily. For about seven months, I took either one or two, everyday (60 mg). I loved it. My grades went up, I was...
    juicylucey17 juicylucey17
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 26, 2014

    (I refer this to Christians going through

    TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God doesn't give us what we can handle but helps us handle what we are given, because, just as impure gold is passed through fire and made pure, we...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10

    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke

    1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is nothing to the Age of Ages. There yet is hope for you in Christ. All other things are void of actual help. Some may help in soothing the problem...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3

    The Hardest Part Is Doing This Alone...

    Well I Have Drug Addicion...  I've been an addict for as long as I've been an adult and it is eating me up mentaly physicaly and emotionaly and I don't know what to do where to turn or who to talk to.  I know all the regular avenues to take like telling my friends and...
    nooneknowsbutme nooneknowsbutme
    26-30, M
    6 Responses Oct 17, 2009

    Cocaine Is my drug of choice,

    its ******* amazing, oh my god, Its an addiction i can control i think, I can go a few days with out but not a week, I will eventually stop but not anytime soon, the rush and smell of it just is like sex, I cant go a day with out one , sex, booze, or coke, they give me a feeling...
    madlydreaming madlydreaming
    22-25, F
    Dec 19, 2013

    With Friends Like Opiates, Who Needs Enemies?

    I have struggled with opiate addiction for 7 years. I am maintaining it now with suboxone. It works for me and I have been clean for over 2 years with a couple of minor setbacks. How do you manage your addiction? I need therapy because of childhood trauma but I already miss work...
    drivingmyselfcrazy drivingmyselfcrazy
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 16, 2012

    My Decision To Live

    Before I finally got clean, I relapsed many times. I worked the streets to survive, was in jail too many times to count, fought myself and others, slept in stairwells and crack shacks, weighed as little as 94 lbs at one point; I tried to control everything; I was lost in denial...
    tquesnel tquesnel
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 8, 2012
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 14

    Not All Addicts Head To The Streets......

    Im almost 30 years old..... I managed through all my teen years to avoid drug addiction, though many close friends were not so fortunate or did not make such good choices. NOW, as a wife and mother of two, I find myself with a monster addiction...... METHADONE. It is being given...
    trugritt02 trugritt02
    26-30
    3 Responses Jul 11, 2011

    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke

    1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is nothing to the Age of Ages. There yet is hope for you in Christ. All other things are void of actual help. Some may help in soothing the problem...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3

    I have a real problem with Xanax

    and crank. i dont think ill ever quit.
    oftenunconscious oftenunconscious
    18-21, T
    Mar 3

    My Love

    When i met my birth mother , she was laughing when she told me how high she was when she went into labor with me...I was born addicted to cocaine...and i am an addict to this day. I was introduced to coke when i was 16 yrs old. I am now 40 and i still battle. I was clean for 8...
    sheenab1971 sheenab1971
    41-45, F
    1 Response Aug 6, 2013

    I am on my road to recovery.

    I got addicted to meth, but I call it the demon. I wasn't into it for even a full year.. Just about 4 months, and it turned my world upside down, but for me, it helped me... I've been chemical dependent since I was 13 years old, I am now 18. I have struggled with depression...
    shlamanthaa95 shlamanthaa95
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Feb 8, 2014

    Is Addiction A Curable Disease?

    Can Addiction Be Cured? Yes. In today’s world, most addiction treatment professionals view addiction as an incurable disease, which can only be managed and controlled using ongoing aftercare programs. In other words, every addict will always be a recovering addict, and cannot...
    3StepsToRecovery 3StepsToRecovery
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Jun 30, 2011

    Yeah it's true I'm addicted to pills.

    It's called "relax" in the last two days I've taken 20 of them I need to stop though because my kidney was starting to hurt and I don't like the side effects.
    phoenixrko phoenixrko
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 7, 2014

    If you call to Him, He will answer you If you

    run to Him, He will run to you If you lift your hands, He will lift you up Draw near to Him, He is here for you Give Him your love, He's in love with you He will heal your heart, He will cleanse your hands If you rend your heart, He will heal your land. Come now praise His name...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 31

    I am getting off the methadone

    and not having the easiest time with it.. I have been on the methadone program for 8 yrs now and am finally off it though I have another week of withdrawals to go through and it really sux
    AnnieLouisez AnnieLouisez
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 20

    I have a weakness I have a hunger I got a jones.

    ...... Im sick and I need to get well I hurt deep withen my bones.... I have a weakness I have a fever I got thirst.... Sittin on the edge of a bubble just waitin for it to burst.
    wickedone72 wickedone72
    41-45, F
    May 3, 2014

    Drug Addiction

    My life isn't the best of the best and one thing I'm proud about is I have never had a drug addiction.  I'm not saying; I haven't tried but I have never been addicted to drugs and I don't think, I will ever be.  (Drugs or pills).  Drugs are not meant for me.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 1, 2011

    I never thought I would get addicted marijuana

    prior to the first time I smoked, based off what I read and heard. But oh how wrong I was. My activity soon turned into a really bad addiction. Rapidly increasing how much I smoke. Now I'm rolling like 3-5 joints a day. When I don't smoke I have terrible mood swings (anger...
    CursedSinceBirth CursedSinceBirth
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2014

    I Guess I'm Lost.

    I'm not so sure why this is hard to write, but it really is. Maybe it might be because this is the first time I'm ever admitting that I'm basically out of control. I have had my problems mainly with drinking and pain killers. I've become someone I truly hate. I feel the need to...
    iluvtom13 iluvtom13
    22-25
    5 Responses Jun 13, 2011

    Starting the new year all coked up

    and willing to take as many dicks as i can
    diegop diegop
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 1, 2014

    How To Quit???

    i do whatever i can get my hands on whenever the oppotunity presents itself. i know i have a serious problem. a couple days ago i tried to quit (again). i went to 2 narcotics anonymous mettings that day. i don't have a problem with the n.a. program, i have a problem with people...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 21, 2011

    I Hate This Drug

    I hate this stupid drug! Someone please just make it go away. Please give me strength to say NO, not only for myself but for my fiance as well, you see.... he is also an addict, well we were both clean when we got together again (we were together when we were younger). OUr...
    Kymmerz41 Kymmerz41
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Oct 27, 2011

    Drug Addiction: Im 18 And A Girl.

    I'm 18 and I have been on drugs my whole childhood life basically. I started out with bud/weed first at the age of 13, and from then on I went to become a full blown drug addict. Iv been addicted to literally every drug from: weed to meth. Iv been on the streets, got in the drug...
    whitesky94 whitesky94
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 1, 2013

    I haven't told the truth in a long time about

    my drug addiction. The last time I was clean was about 8 years ago and I'm not even sure that is true. My drug of choice has been meth since I was in my 20's. Back then I wasn't an every day user and I had two children and wasn't doing it while pregnant either. But for years and...
    Goddess007 Goddess007
    46-50
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2014

    I'm the type to get attached to things I love

    and since that day all I do is pills. At first it was super cool and life was extra beautiful. Now it somehow ruined my life and it became beyond depressing. I have to let it go but I don't have the time to quit. I have uni and work and to quit I just need some good time alone...
    Sheisinlove Sheisinlove
    22-25, F
    May 19, 2015

    Everyone needs compassion,

    a love that's never failing, let mercy fall on us. Everyone needs forgiveness, the kindness of a Savior, the Hope of nations. Savior, He can move the mountains My God is mighty to save. He is mighty to save. Forever, author of Salvation He rose and conquered the grave. Jesus...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3

    Staying Sober

    Been fighting addiction for some years now. Finally got sober but I am stuck. My life is right back to we're it was the only thing that changed I I am sober. I know it's only a matter of time before I fall back into .
    otherside918 otherside918
    31-35, M
    1 Response Nov 11, 2013

    Guilt

    Guilt, I hold so fond the memories of when I was a child, and a loving son. My mom is so loving, I wish I could be loving aswell, but I choose rock and beer over everything. I feel overwhealming guilt but forget it as soon as i get money. My mom has lived this hell with me over...
    guiltydesperate guiltydesperate
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 16, 2013

    Just My Experience

    Hi my name is Bill, and I'm an addict.  I'm from Edmundson Ave. in Baltimore Maryland.  My drug of choice is Dope (Heroin.)  I have been clean and not used a needle in over 5 years.  I started using when i was 11 years old with my step-father.  He was a...
    discospacemonkey discospacemonkey
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Nov 3, 2009
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