I Have Eating Disorders

Eating Disorders anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Eating Disorders. You're not alone. 99 People

    Fading Away...

                      The blood pounds in my head. It courses through my veins, and I know I’m alive. I feel it filling me with power, and I feel as if I were at the top of the world. My legs are...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2008

    When I was 15 I was sexually abused,

    ever since then I have had really low self-esteem. I come across confident but that's just because I don't want my friends to see that I am insecure. I have been bulimic on and off for about four years. I hit my low point about two years ago and was able to stop throwing up...
    lemonb6347 lemonb6347
    22-25, F
    Dec 28, 2013

    I'm 16 years old.There are 10 days till my

    birthday.I've been depressed for good 3 years.My whole puberty was a great mess.One year and two months ago,I got bulimic.Before that,I was never self-conscious and I never really cared about my body.I would give all,just to go back to that 'unconscious state',as I call it.I...
    mystiquebelle mystiquebelle
    18-21, F
    Apr 19, 2014

    I've been eating about 500 calories a day,

    but I throw a lot of it up. I'm not pro ana, because I haven't been losing a lot of weight, I'm just tired of being fat.
    101worthless101 101worthless101
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jul 27, 2014

    I'm about to purge right now

    and it's been over a year someone help me!
    Sarahsmiless Sarahsmiless
    18-21
    Jun 5, 2014

    Trying To Find Myself

    I have always been a bigger person, when I was younger I would wish that I would wake up the next day and I would be a skinny person, to be normal. In my finial years of high school I decided enough was enough and to commit myself to losing weight. With perseverance I managed to...
    MariaCo MariaCo
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

    Food and Weight Have Taken Over My Life...

    i am 18 years old and everything started at the beginning of the summer of 2008. I weighed 145 pounds, 5'3" which isn't fat but it wasn't as skinny as i always dreamed to be. I really wanted to go on a diet and impress a certain boy in school that i liked when school started...
    jenn1619 jenn1619
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Dec 4, 2008

    I starved myself for a week now,

    it's an emotional feeling that comes and goes. Today I accidentally ate and I wasn't hungry now I feel guilty and regret doing that.
    HaileyVogue HaileyVogue
    16-17, F
    Aug 23, 2014

    Here are more than 25 characters

    so I can post this pic
    Flowerposter Flowerposter
    16-17, F
    Dec 14, 2015

    I hate the way I look.

    I'm to fat I should stop eating why can't I be pretty like other girls
    anestacia anestacia
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 5

    Does everyone think eating disorders are a bad

    thing? It helps me lose weight for the first time so I don't see the problem...
    ElisabethH123 ElisabethH123
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 8, 2015

    Usually

    well idk if u wud call it a disorderbut somtimes i will eat tons of food and not stop for hours but on other days i wont eat at all. i think it might have somthing to do with my emotions.
    tyroo9 tyroo9
    13-15, M
    Feb 7, 2012

    I Am Living In Hell

    i have had eating disorder since i was 13 i killing myself slowly i make self sick i losed most my teeth 10 years ago i take 100 laxativies plus a day i was told i get bag soon i just want look food normal eat real meal i hated food is my enemy i dieing slowly now my electrolight...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 29, 2011

    I'm not really sure if this counts

    as an eating disorder. Because most people feel emotional about theirs, I'm not. I'm 18 years old. I've been making my self sick since I was around 12/13 whist I've also always ate a lot of junk food because my dad allowed me to eat what ever I wanted. I suppose it was okay at...
    ProjectSuspense ProjectSuspense
    18-21, F
    Mar 7, 2014

    His words keep floating back into my mind.

    How ugly I am, fat, disgusting. I don't why I listen to the man who r.aped me, but I do. Why would he go to all that trouble if I wasn't even attractive? But I believe it all the same. I used to 'control' my food. Then I managed to stop, when people started noticing. I had to...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 27, 2015

    I'm so sorry if this is another irritating post

    about eating issues. I realise they appear quite common from all the research i've done online but i've never spoken to someone with a problem. I have really messed up eating. I was overweight because i felt rejected and depressed by a crush, in fact i think the key is my...
    MessyLife1 MessyLife1
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2013

    I Don't Like Eating Infront Of Others Sometimes

    when my panic and anxiety has been really bad I hate to eat infront of people.... I have hang ups about chocking on food... I went through this for ages in 1987 and 1988 I was always eating my food slowly and chewing it right down to a small bolus before swallowing and I would...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 23, 2011

    This Isn't Me

    Four years ago, in my freshman year of high school, I don't know how, why or when exactly, but I started to cut back on what I ate and I liked it. I felt like I had control when there was little in my life at the time. That hungry feeling that I grew to love was a great...
    mandycat992 mandycat992
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 2, 2012

    how horrible is it that I want to be anorexic

    again. even though that stage of my life ruined me, this whole binge eating and bulimia is doing me way more harm. I need to just fast for a week to lose the weight and then slowly eat small small meals
    yafeelmepenguin yafeelmepenguin
    18-21, F
    Aug 1, 2015

    Starving Works

    Fat is dirty and hangs on your bones like a parasite. Starving works.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 18, 2013
    anestacia anestacia
    18-21, F
    Feb 4

    Nobody loves me. Nobody cares about me.

    I eat because nobody likes me. I force myself to eat until I vomit. I vomit to lose weight because I'm too fat. Nobody loves me because I'm too fat.
    oOoitslucyoOo oOoitslucyoOo
    22-25, F
    5 Responses May 9, 2015
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