I Have Ednos

So I've had Ednos for like, forever. Before I even knew that's what it was called. Pretty much Ana but not quite there, it's a work in progress. My current goal is just to lose 5 pounds, that's it..... shouldn't be too hard, right? I'm...

So apparently I have EDNOS... My psychologist clamed that I have orthorexia, but this is not an officially recognised disorder, so officially I have EDNOS...
 
My food “issues” though are strange... it’s...

So, here I am 30 years old, the Executive Director of a national organization (my dream job), in a 5 star hotel, in the most comfy bed you can imagine and all I can think about is ordering more room service when breakfast begins. It...

Just gave into Burger King.
Gods, do I wanna puke it all back up.

I've never been one for throwing up; I have a fear of suffocating to death. But, I was bulimic for a while in 6th grade. I haven't purposefully thrown up since Hallowe'en 2012. But, I relapsed today.

So i guess ive realised i need to talk to someone about this.. im 20 years old, 5 ft 8 and have been struggling with eating issues since i was 14,  i was bulimic for 4 years and then recovered and since september 2008 i started...

so- i binged.
and, now i wanna purge.

I have ednos.  I am 41 years old, and just came to terms with the fact that I have suffered with ED for as far back as I can remember.  I have run the gamut of behaviors, have been significantly overweight...

So, its been two weeks since my 18th birthday, surely I should be happy, I could go out and legally buy alcoholic drinks, buy cigarettes, be a woman! So why is it that I'm not happy. I have a perfect family, great friends, and a...

im tired of my weight going up and down...i wish i could stay strong and not overeat again and again..why i can't stay in that time between, where i am strong enough not to eat,  just run, study and not feeling guilty brcause of...

EDNOS, defined as an “eating disorder not otherwise specified”. Let me change the definition; specify it in relation to myself. EDNOS; not a disorder, but an existence. A creature made of tentacles and oily black skin, writhing...

either im eating to much or too little and then binging later, I cant freaking win. even when im good for a few days I remain just as fat as before and I just want to freaking binge again and again

I've decided to eat dinner with my family tonight. Usually, my dad will make dinner for me, my brother and my sister and himself, but I won't eat.

He takes this as I've eaten before he got home or I'm just not hungry. Being born three...

My wrists look really small today. And, now I'm only 100 lbs. Which seems normal for someone who's 4'11''. Haven't eaten since noon. But, now I'm really hungry. I'm forcing myself not to eat for another seven hours. Considering going...

I would much rather be anorexic than ednos. I feel like ednos is not real because I am not losing weight. I hate it every day and I purge sometimes. I wish I could lock myself up in a cage with no food. I would be happy then.

I think the main problem I have with EDNOS is restrictive eating. I make rules that I have to follow.
I am on weight watchers...I am a nursing mother (still making plenty of milk and baby is thriving, so...

It all started in fifth grade. One of my nearest friends had insulted me and called me pig. She told me i was just jealous of her body since she was so thin. I was actually the biggest kid in class. I decided to do something about it. I...

I grew up in a big house. My mother took in young people with trouble in their own household. So My mom lived there, my brother and sister (which doesn't have the same father as me) lived there, i lived there and then there were always...

I binged today... It really sucked.
I had DQ ice creme after almost six hours of not eating.