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I Have Fallen In Love With a Guy Who Has Mpd

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 15 People

    So Far So Good

    It's been hard. What with all the mood changing and disappearing. He says he doesn't need me some days, and the others he doesn't want to let go. I hear people all the time telling me that they don't understand how I put myself through it. He doesn't understand when I told him I...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2009

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    Through It All..

    Ya so, when I found out my girlfriend had MPD, honestly it didn't bother me that much. I chalked in up to something I would just need to learn about and in turn try to be as supportive as I could. Me being me, I began to be a nerd about it and did some research online, at the...
    ollifer ollifer 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 23, 2010

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    I Was

    Feeling rather bummed out when I woke up but I completed my first diary entry to my partner for when she returns and I feel tons better. Woot.
    ollifer ollifer 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 15, 2011

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    If You Were Here...

    If I could talk to you right at this exact moment: I don't know when you will read this but I want you know that it's time of year again and I am okay with it. Though I have questions and concerns I understand the process. I actually understand where it comes from and why it is...
    ollifer ollifer 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2011

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    How Does He See Me?

    We're living in the middle of no where now. I had to quit my job and now neither of us are working. I'll make it somehow. We're sleeping on a futon and hoping to make this house look normal. Seven adults, three kids...like twelve animals. But I think we can do it. As for Steven...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2011

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    I Will Wait

    So....hello again loyal fans. I believe this is the best story yet. Enjoy! So Steven came over last night just to hang out. He ended up staying the night. We were all going to drink and decided to scrap together four dollars so we could get some orange juice and mix it with some...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F Jul 18, 2010

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    Something True In Myself

    I almost lost him. And sadly enough, it's been my fault a good chunk of the time. I've been so afraid of saying something to him, cause when I do he runs away. And I'm so afraid, that it just piled on top of me. Steven was pulling away, he wouldn't even kiss me. I didn't know...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F Feb 19, 2010

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    Took A Nap

    Well, Steven just got back from moving his older brother to Seattle. We were all planning on going for a hike tonight at Fain Lake. So I figured I'd at least invite him. It's been a while sense we all just hung out. But he hadn't slept very much and I could tell he was really...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F Jul 9, 2010

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    Starting Over

    Hello faithful readers. I've finally gotten a chance to write about all the crap that followed the huge fight. He came over after a couple of days just to try and make some kind of peace. But he was stubborn, like usual. He helped me move my dresser and then left after we talked...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 24, 2010

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    What's Changed?

    The other night Steven and I were discussing Jake. I told him I don't want him to cheat on me ever again. He said he wouldn't and he knows that I won't be able to trust Jake. Not for now and that he understood and that he could only start off by apologizing. Jake likes me...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F Dec 11, 2010

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    It's Been A While....

    Hello faithful readers. It's been a while sense I've been on. A lot has happened. Some very good, and some that will break your heart...I know it hurt me. Last we spoke I was living on my own with my two room mates. Well, we lost our house thanks to our friend's mom who was...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2010

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    I'm Also Your Freind

    Soooo....we all had a very good night here in AZ. Nine people came to our house (including my ex...grumble).....but it was fun. We had a really awesome dinner consisting of steak, chicken legs, garlic butter noodles, mashed potatoes and all the dr. pepper we could handle. Steven...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F Jul 24, 2010

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    I Asked For One and Got Four

    So I've never EVER had a good boyfriend before I met Steven. He's a wonderful guy and I'm totally head over heals for him. But about three weeks after we started dating I noticed weird things about him. Sometimes he was all lovey-dovey and telling me he loved me and we would...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 13, 2009

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    Thanks Giving

    Well, Steven's dad invited me to his gigantic four story house for Thanks Giving. *excited* I was amazing. I played video games with him and his older brother for five hours straing. We chatted and sad to say it was the best Thanks Giving I've ever had. In the context of course...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 27, 2010

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    Never My Luck

    So Steven says he's going to Russia in one year. And my impression is that he's not going to stay for me. Not for anyone. I'm biting my tongue. I'm holding back the tears every single time I hear from him. The **** keeps building up and he won't stop lying to me. He's pushing...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    First Big Fight...

    Well, by bf has been pulling away...a lot. I decided to take the inisitive and try to make him relax. It was my roommates 20th Birthday and we were up all night drinking. He was kinda pissy all day and we ended up staying up till seven in the morning watching movies. I tried to...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 10, 2010

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    Onward I March

    My friend told me they saw Steven at Best Buy the other day. He's supposed to be in Russia visiting old friends. So when I called and said I saw him, he pretended to be someone else. I went over there to drop off our one year anniversary gift, and right as I was about to...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 24, 2010

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    Does He Really Care? (dream)

    I am part of a 2% population of people who still have night terrors after the age of 2 or 3. They come in cycles and those periods are usually time where I don't sleep much. I wake up in sweats and usually start crying. So the other night I had one of those dreams where I'd...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F Jul 29, 2010

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    True Love And A Perfect Enemy

    Well, my bf's alter Jake is the one who protects him from everything. And I guess he feels the need to protect him from me. Jake pushes me away, hates me touching him. He went as far as telling me that he doesn't like me. I only see my bf once a month now, if that. I really...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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    Invading My Dreams

    The last couple nights Jake has been in my dreams, every night. I told him about my Boogie Man and now they all want to help me. Why Jake, though? He hates me, right? Well, the next paragraph is four dreams combined into one so I don't boar you. lol I stood on the cliff where...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2010

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    I'll Never Understand People So Long As I Live

    Well, my loyal readers, here's the latests rotted cherry on the **** sickle of my life. My boyfriend screwed big. He packed up his stuff in the middle of the night and left his home with some people he met over the internet. They tried to convince him that he wasn't diebtic, so...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F May 4, 2010

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    Mpd

    I am the very proud friend of someone who has mpd/did. When she was diagnosed she said she would understand if I didn't want to be her friend anymore. What kind of a friend would I be to pick up my skirts and run. That was the first yr we met. It is 13 years later and it has...
    mpde mpde 56-60, F 6 Responses Dec 9, 2011

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    Just A Talk

    This week, for three wonderful days, I'm going camping with the group. Steven can't go unfortunately. He has to help his older brother move to Seattle. I went to his house and talked with him for a little while about apsolouty nothing. It was nice. We even sat in the back of his...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2010

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    Disappeared?

    Well, Steven's foster mom called me because Steven is missing. I'm out of town going to medical school right now so there's nothing I can do. I'm ready to pack up my bags and hitchhike home. I'm so afraid right now. I know he disappears from time to time but not even his family...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 7 Responses May 1, 2010

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    Life Change

    Well, honestly I thought there for a while things were going south. Who would have guessed that we would have packed up our things and moved far away? We live in Phoenix now. And there are some basic rules I've found. You have to be a crazy driver, it's mandatory to sweat out a...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F Apr 21, 2011

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    Can't Live Without Them

    In posting a letter that I had written to someone special, I began realizing that I haven't really had the opportunity to really express my appreciation to my partner's middles for all they have done. I don't know if it is really required but I feel that it is important to let...
    ollifer ollifer 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 8, 2011

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    I'm So Afraid For Him Right Now

    Well, he up and moved out of his parents house for no reason at all. And he's in the hospital because of his diabetis. He won't accept anyone's call, not even his sister's. So I'm cutting everything I'm doing short and I'm leaving and going home. He's lost and afraid and he's...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F May 2, 2010

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    A New Friend

    So I been apart of this support group dealing with a mixture of people with MPD/DID and their supporters and I found this guy has been going through the same process in which I am right now. Same time period, length, same everything. I haven't had a chance to get to know him that...
    ollifer ollifer 31-35, F 6 Responses Jan 17, 2011

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    Dreaming Again

    We've been here at Dogbite's for about a week. We're moving in soon. Sense being here Adame and Jake have been out several times! We're all comfortable here. So much so that Jake got his ears pierced on top of a libre which looks hot as hell might I add. You'll never guess what I...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F Dec 16, 2010

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    In Love With Two Different Personalities

    I'm in love with both of my boyfriends personalities. It's getting hard to tell the difference between them and every time I spend time with one or the other I feel like I'm cheating on the other. I don't know how to get over these feelings.
    LockedInsideMyHead00 LockedInsideMyHead00 16-17 1 Response Nov 8, 2012

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    The Truth Will Set You Free.

    Steven was in the hospital. He up and moved out for no good reason and came out to everyone that he lied. Karra and I have a dinner date with his father and step mom and even got a hug afterwards. ZIt was a little awkward, okay...a lot...Steve passed around Steven's birth...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F May 17, 2010

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    St. Patties Day Break Down

    Well, I'm big on St. Patrick's Day. So I had the whole day with friends and came home and Steven bought me a twelve pack of Irish Beer (which was amazing). We hung out and I asked if we could take things to the bedroom and he shot me down cause I was drinking. I didn't understand...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2011

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    Going Over His Head. Seriously?

    Alright, so those of you that don't know, back in November I had a miscarrage. I haven't told Steven until now. Technically I told him yesterday morning. I drove over to his  current house (he's living with his brother now) and told him I needed to tell him something. I...
    AngelofStone AngelofStone 22-25, F May 20, 2010

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