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I Have Fantasies of Killing People

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 83 People

    Night Tracks

    Late and cool, the air is still and my evening is about to turn dark. Alone in the woods near railroad tracks I hear my hallucination come to life. Footsteps running towards me my eyes focus on what's to emerge from the silence. A girl out for a late jog is rare here so my thirst...
    jonten jonten
    31-35, M
    7 Responses Jul 22, 2011

    Waking The Night

    .... can't sleep, my mind is a fury of thoughts. I go outside and try to tire myself out by staying a wake in the cold air. I wander into the woods that are near and find my solitude among the old place where a special friend of mine would chill. She was scattered a while back...
    jonten jonten
    31-35, M
    2 Responses May 30, 2012

    One Day

    I have had all sorts of things rattle through my mind on murder. Too many for one person I'm afraid. I do enjoy the sight of ghastly things, like a strange fixation I can't explain. Mostly to fix my romance. Death is romantic in ways which fiction and non can only relate to the...
    jonten jonten
    31-35, M
    Jul 13, 2011

    I Often Forget That Most People Don't

    I have yet to meet another human being that I have not fantasized about killing. Mostly I just get a quick vision when I meet anyone new: a gunshot to the back of the head, a blade slamming into the top of their skull, a straight razor slashing through their neck, a garrote over...
    Sanguis666 Sanguis666
    18-21, M
    Dec 24, 2010

    It's Been A While

    Well, its been a while since I have posted on here. A lot has changed. I got divorced, the ex wife's boyfriend moved in three days after I was gone. That is now almost three years ago come December. During that time I have dated and confessed my fantasies to some of my lovers...
    revolution1066 revolution1066
    41-45, M
    Jul 12, 2013

    My Fantasies

    First off and I'm very glad that I have found a place to express my fantasies and know that I am not alone in the world. So here we go. My fantasies is 'killing' women before and during sex. I guess I am a dominate to an extreme point where I take a woman's life. I have many...
    revolution1066 revolution1066
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Jan 23, 2011

    I'm off again! Told I'm ******* everybody off,

    but can't see the proof! He is hurting me from the inside again and those thoughts reel and rage again. I have to stand here looking off, siding along his form, my mind one defiant defense. It's not long after that plague fills my brain and his end seems closer. He's blind to it...
    jonten jonten
    31-35, M
    Jan 30

    My Boyfriend

    Now, get this straight, I love my boyfriend! I love him dearly! And I would never do him any harm. But, not long after we met and started to have sex together, I started to have weird fantasies and dreams about him. I started to have this really wicked dream where, after we...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 16, 2011

    Something Abut Me

    I like fantasies about cruel women, I like to fantazise about women killing and torturering defenseless people. The victims should be adult humans, preferably male. Never children or animals. I believe this interest comes from my childhood. My first intense fysical contact with a...
    xerxesapeire xerxesapeire
    31-35, M
    Jan 11, 2013

    The Monster Within

    I have these thoughts swirling constantly.. even in my dreams.. I'm covered in blood, but I know it's not mine.  A knife in my hand, a gun in my other, I take them down..Taking the knife to their throat and feeling the heated blood sear my skin as the blade bites into them...
    kittenoftheblade kittenoftheblade
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 28, 2008

    Killing My Dad

    I'm in the kitchen rehearsing again. I'm finally ready to do it. I put down the kitchen knife onto the table and get food. My dad comes downstairs and talks to me for a minute before going to the coffee maker. While he is distracted i quickly pick up the knife and sneak up behind...
    LavaStones LavaStones
    3 Responses Jul 3, 2011

    Everyday Dreaming

    The rope around her wrists are cutting off circulation. It fascinates me, the whole process. The discoloration, the pleading in her eyes. Both make me want to make the binds tighter. But I don’t want a nerve to burst just yet. What fun is a woman who can’t fight...
    XCRevolution XCRevolution
    18-21, F
    14 Responses Mar 21, 2010

    Every Day..

    I work nights with one other person.. in the past 3 years my coworker has been replaced 4 times.. (they cant hack the long nights).. there are times where we go to watch the monitors and all i can think about is bashing their heads in... or smashing their face into the marble...
    NIM626 NIM626
    Aug 5, 2010

    What Can I Say?

    We're down in my basement. My beautiful canvas is laid onto a table, bound by her wrists and legs. Scars and bruises are the only things that cover her body. After all these months together, she still isn't broken. I can feel her slipping though. Her fight is dying out. So I make...
    XCRevolution XCRevolution
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 20, 2011

    The Dreams

    My dreams are scary ****. I dream of killing my step-father night after night, the dream starts of with him sleeping beside my mother. She is sound asleep and he is snoring like the filthy pig he is. there I am standing in the doorway of there bed room and I stare at him with...
    RazorLily RazorLily
    18-21, F
    Jun 20, 2011


    well ...she is the chemistry teacher in my college ... she is so nice but i don't know why i feel like i want to kill her .. really.. like every time in the lecture .. i imagine my self choking her and beating her head into the wall .. i don't know why i mean i don't hate her...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 5, 2012


    I want to strangle some stupid ***** and while she struggles for breath i will say "You are worthless" over and over.I want to take a knife and plyers and tear out some stupid ***** teeth one by one then stab them in the neck.I want to drain a body of blood and drink it. Then...
    rowang1926 rowang1926
    18-21, M
    Jun 14, 2011

    Just To Watch The Blood Flow

    The thoughts are always there just bubbling below the surface. When I get up, walk down the street, always. When I look at people I love to just imagine them tied up and screaming in pain. When I see a girl I like I follow her, while I’m following her I try to imagine her...
    trax5 trax5
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Aug 16, 2011

    Killing As A Means

    My fantasy is to get an embalmer's license and rape dead bodies. In order to get attractive women instead of a bunch of old geezers, I would have to kill. I would poison the food at the university I attend in order to get hot, college-aged chicks. I would get access to...
    Necrophiliac Necrophiliac
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Jan 5, 2010

    This Weekend

    So this weekend I will be seeing my girlfriend in the flesh (we live 5 hours apart for now). I am very much looking forward to seeing her and playing with her. When she was here last we did a quick video shoot of her getting shot in the shower and 'dying'. It wasn't much, she...
    revolution1066 revolution1066
    41-45, M
    Sep 10, 2013


    ..i've never told anyone i have these thoughts..i lock them deep within and i think thats making them worse, making the urge stronger i don't kno why i feellike this ..if u asked anyone that "knows" me they would say imthe least violent person they kno...but ppl only...
    SuicidalMess SuicidalMess
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Dec 31, 2007

    I Dont Just Think It, I Do It!

    The notion of erradicating some one is common and shouldnt be thouight of in a  guilty way.  Emotional responses are the animal aspect of our nature and need a cathartic release of some sort or else we repress them and might do terrible things.  I think of butchery...
    Deadweezyl Deadweezyl
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 26, 2008

    I will not give up on her.

    I want to kill her, but the urge is left for others and she must know this. It is all we have together and will ever be. She will help me as I help her; we kill together and stay together forever. The hay stacks and the tracks will always bring me back to that. The new the old...
    jonten jonten
    31-35, M
    Nov 22, 2014

    Work It Out

    I can't stand it anymore; I hit my co-worker in the face and keep hitting her till I tire and exhaust myself. I then notice we are alone and take her to the back and lock the doors to the store. I slam her head into the concrete and take a blade and run it down the front of her...
    jonten jonten
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Aug 1, 2011

    She's here again like clockwork.

    That girl has nowhere to be I guess; just laying around my floor like lazy. I try to think and it come to me in pieces and scents ignited. The walk home- smell of cedar and my mind switches and I plan an instant course. I've seen her before and catch up with her on the way down...
    jonten jonten
    31-35, M
    1 Response Mar 30, 2014


    Sometimes, I always think that my fantasies are starting to get very boring, I wish that i could transform my fantasies into actions and would like to see how fun it could be.
    KillingIsFun KillingIsFun
    18-21, M
    Oct 27, 2012

    Rest Of The Night

    I can hear him, jelly eyes still moaning and calling out a girls' name. The name I can't distinguish; it is nothing but a name no more than any other. It hits me then like waking up in a strange place; I have another person I'm responsible for. My lovely is in a safe area and...
    jonten jonten
    31-35, M
    Jun 30, 2012

    I would be interested in chatting with a woman

    that has these sort of desires. Feel free to message me if so; as you can tell from my profile, I have some pretty wicked thoughts.
    breathlessyesterday breathlessyesterday
    1 Response May 10, 2014


    I have had them ever since I was 12 and I watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre. The blood, the screams, the twists their faces became. I remember my breath speeding up, the heavy beat of my heart in my chest. I closed my eyes and only listened, imagining myself inside the movie...
    SickGirl4Ever SickGirl4Ever
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 20, 2010

    My Darkest Fantasies

    I don't know why I have them, I only know that I have them. I see my hands covered in blood, not mine though, someone else's. Whoever, this unfortunate person is, he isn't an innocent person, what he did to deserve a hard goodbye was horrific. Did he rape a woman, or a child? Did...
    JollyDevittaRoger JollyDevittaRoger
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2007

    A Bright Light In A Dark Void.......

    I have a huge family........But they never bothered with me........I was always with my mother......We were very poor......We couldn't afford to go on and vacations but what she lacked in money SHE MADE UP FOR WITH SO MUCH LOVE FOR ME........She may have had 7 children but she...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 23, 2012

    My Fantasy

    I always fantasies about killing people, I always wish that I had a gun so i could carry out a killing spree some day and show no remorse or even show no emotions and having a great big smile in my face as i shoot down a couple of people, I'm sure things like this will end in...
    KillingIsFun KillingIsFun
    18-21, M
    Oct 27, 2012

    <3 Damsel In Distress? Yes, Please!

    Disclaimer: For those of you who have read my stories before, I have a pattern here. I like it when the victim runs; I like opening her stomach up; I like it when she begs for my mercy; and I like to fall asleep with her afterward. :) The wood splinters into my arms when I...
    XCRevolution XCRevolution
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 17, 2012
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