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I Have Fatal Familial Insomnia

A Fatal Familial Insomnia anonymous support group with information on diagnosis, treatment, symptoms, along with personal stories and experiences with Fatal Familial Insomnia. You're not alone. 3 People

    Me First!!! Whoopee!!!

    SO I GET TO SHARE THE FIRST STORY ON THIS GROUP. I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH FATAL FAMILIAL INSOMNIA 3 MONTHS AGO. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN EXTREMELEY SUICIDAL, AND THE PANIC ATTACKS AND THE FEARS, AND ALWAYS FEELING PARANOID. WELL, THATS NOT HELPING. I ONLY SEE ONE OTHER MEMBER TO THIS...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 26, 2013

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