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I Have Felt Love, Loneliness, And Pain

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 198 People

    Mostly pain and loneliness.

    More like %50 pain, %49 loneliness,and %1 love
    shadowofbrokendreams shadowofbrokendreams 13-15, M Sep 23, 2014

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    My loneliness is starting to take a toll on my

    body. I never thought I could experience loneliness this deep. Maybe its equivalent to the counterpart of how I felt happiness with her here. But now that she's gone, Im always feeling lovesick and tired and drained out of energy. And the only escape I have is sleep. Its only...
    Listening2us Listening2us 26-30, F Sep 23, 2014

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    Lost

    You've filled my heart with love 
With happiness and joy 
A feeling so strong and willed 
That nothing could destroy 

I often wake in tears 
Wishing you were here 
But in my dreams you visit 
Makes you feel so near

 Yet when I reach out to you
 As far as I...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 41-45, F 2 Responses May 21, 2012

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    I believe you'll have to go through all kinds

    of emotions in order to understand life. Loneliness and pain helped me become more open minded about things and understand myself better. And love is the greatest feeling ever<3
    99Problems99 99Problems99 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 24, 2014

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    I Have Felt Love, Loneliness, And Pain

    When I was little, I've always wanted a REAL best friend. Girls used to bully me, call me gay, etc. Probably because I was pretty, and a little bit too nice, and people like to take advantage of nice folks. I kind of settled with that kind of behavior from people, and it carried...
    LetsPray LetsPray 70+, F Dec 21, 2011

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