I Have Felt Love, Loneliness, And Pain

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    I used to have a friend

    who I taught sharing my life with her would be the greatest decision I will ever make. But it turn out that the girl who I loved didn't actually love me even though she say she did. At first it did hurt me a lot when I found out the fact that I was just in a relationship full of...
    CallMeAJ CallMeAJ
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 13

    All in one click of a button.

    ... Wow and it's strange and real I almost don't know how to process it honestly... I can't really put it in to words , *sigh*.... Now I'm up at 5am trying to come to terms with my new felt emotions ....I was messing around on my computer and found old pictures of someone I cared...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl
    70+, F
    Apr 27, 2015

    All at the same time.

    Right now. Let me explain. I'm a crossdresser. I have an amazing wife who has been not only accepting of it but encouraging and helpful for the sixteen years we have been together. Over those sixteen years our sex evolved from male/female to female/female for obvious reasons...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 21, 2015

    I Have Felt Love, Loneliness, And Pain

    When I was little, I've always wanted a REAL best friend. Girls used to bully me, call me gay, etc. Probably because I was pretty, and a little bit too nice, and people like to take advantage of nice folks. I kind of settled with that kind of behavior from people, and it carried...
    LetsPray LetsPray
    70+, F
    Dec 21, 2011


    You've filled my heart with love 
With happiness and joy 
A feeling so strong and willed 
That nothing could destroy 

I often wake in tears 
Wishing you were here 
But in my dreams you visit 
Makes you feel so near

 Yet when I reach out to you
 As far as I...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180
    46-50, F
    May 21, 2012

    I believe you'll have to go through all kinds

    of emotions in order to understand life. Loneliness and pain helped me become more open minded about things and understand myself better. And love is the greatest feeling ever<3
    99Problems99 99Problems99
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 24, 2014

    I'm feeling so annoying about everything in

    life just because I can't be with the person I love but at the same time is because we live so faraway from each other that things now are hard. He has change with me he ignored me and hasn't text me or call me back. And that's what gets me idk what to think anymore.! I just...
    ddanniiella ddanniiella
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 18, 2015

    Mostly pain and loneliness.

    More like %50 pain, %49 loneliness,and %1 love
    Totalwar1214 Totalwar1214
    18-21, M
    Sep 23, 2014

    I don't want to call you.

    So I'll just write it here... My heart is hurting for you.
    cloudedsky cloudedsky
    Jul 18, 2015
    Loretta78 Loretta78
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2015

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