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I Have Felt Love, Loneliness, And Pain

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    ... Wow and it's strange and real I almost don't know how to process it honestly... I can't really put it in to words , *sigh*.... Now I'm up at 5am trying to come to terms with my new felt emotions ....I was messing around on my computer and found old pictures of someone I cared...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F Apr 27

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    I believe you'll have to go through all kinds

    of emotions in order to understand life. Loneliness and pain helped me become more open minded about things and understand myself better. And love is the greatest feeling ever<3
    99Problems99 99Problems99 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 24, 2014

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    Mostly pain and loneliness.

    More like %50 pain, %49 loneliness,and %1 love
    princeofmonsters princeofmonsters 16-17, M Sep 23, 2014

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    Lost

    You've filled my heart with love 
With happiness and joy 
A feeling so strong and willed 
That nothing could destroy 

I often wake in tears 
Wishing you were here 
But in my dreams you visit 
Makes you feel so near

 Yet when I reach out to you
 As far as I...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 46-50, F 2 Responses May 21, 2012

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    I Have Felt Love, Loneliness, And Pain

    When I was little, I've always wanted a REAL best friend. Girls used to bully me, call me gay, etc. Probably because I was pretty, and a little bit too nice, and people like to take advantage of nice folks. I kind of settled with that kind of behavior from people, and it carried...
    LetsPray LetsPray 66-70, F Dec 21, 2011

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