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I Have Felt Love, Loneliness, And Pain

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    I believe you'll have to go through all kinds

    of emotions in order to understand life. Loneliness and pain helped me become more open minded about things and understand myself better. And love is the greatest feeling ever<3
    99Problems99 99Problems99 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    Mostly pain and loneliness.

    More like %50 pain, %49 loneliness,and %1 love
    shadowofbrokendreams shadowofbrokendreams 13-15, M Sep 23

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    Lost

    You've filled my heart with love 
With happiness and joy 
A feeling so strong and willed 
That nothing could destroy 

I often wake in tears 
Wishing you were here 
But in my dreams you visit 
Makes you feel so near

 Yet when I reach out to you
 As far as I...
    silentwriter180 silentwriter180 41-45, F 2 Responses May 21, 2012

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    I Have Felt Love, Loneliness, And Pain

    When I was little, I've always wanted a REAL best friend. Girls used to bully me, call me gay, etc. Probably because I was pretty, and a little bit too nice, and people like to take advantage of nice folks. I kind of settled with that kind of behavior from people, and it carried...
    LetsPray LetsPray 70+, F Dec 21, 2011

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    My loneliness is starting to take a toll on my

    body. I never thought I could experience loneliness this deep. Maybe its equivalent to the counterpart of how I felt happiness with her here. But now that she's gone, Im always feeling lovesick and tired and drained out of energy. And the only escape I have is sleep. Its only...
    Listening2us Listening2us 26-30, F Sep 23

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    It is funny how life works always taking away from me the people I love. I want to believe everything happens for a reason - why I have to go through so much loneliness and pain in...
    Francoise25 Francoise25 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'm currently dealing with depression for more than 2 years now, and I'm feeling absolutely desperate, terrified, miserable and completely out of hope. My pain and my fear are so...
    LookingForTheSunshine LookingForTheSunshine 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    Hope u like it like me !!!!!! Do you know a life of loneliness and one filled with pain living a life with nothing to gain. Surrounded by darkness Overwhelmed with shame. A life...
    belllla belllla 18-21, F Nov 9

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    It does get better For years and years I have suffered from Major Depression, ever since I was a teenager. It really became a problem as a teen, when I went to an all male high...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 28

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    I Choose To I choose to love you in silence… For in silence I find no rejection, I choose to love you in loneliness… For in loneliness no one owns you but me, I choose to...
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    So this was friend B, whom I have mentioned before in other experiences. It grew to the point where all we did was fight. She would easily ditch me, it seemed like she was hiding...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 13

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    Utterances And you cared for words they mated and trapped your existing sustenance and subsisting resistance that my shadows of hatred were filled of castaway pain and resonating...
    ymfas ymfas 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 16

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    “Love’s Deceit” Pleasure turns to the pain of lessons learned from the strain of the questions burned in my brain about whether love is humane in its touch These thoughts...
    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Nov 1

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    He is incredible and makes my heart melt...and its not just some puppy love..its intense and strong, like ive known him my whole life..i used to be afraid of being loved again, but...
    kitkat2797 kitkat2797 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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    "All of the people crying from all the loneliness in their hearts All of the people lying that they will understand every part. All of the people truly think that love is a thing...
    LostEmeraldEyes LostEmeraldEyes 18-21, F Oct 28

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    kanga4 kanga4 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    I honestly feel like a marinet being played like a toy by some cruel sadistic master taking everything I have ever loved from me and leaving me to clean up the mess as they watch...
    TheSameOne TheSameOne 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    I don't even know how to begin this but yesterday I broke down, and i haven't done that in months, but I really thought I could be stronger. since I was in middle school I've been...
    kawina kawina 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 28

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    I feel the sad melody over take my feelings sinking in the tears I can't keep under control, I lay in this pond I created where the tears cradle me, I close my eyes wishing to be...
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    Dear Ms. c130patra, I read your post and it really hit home. I'm not going to say that I know what you're going through, because I don't - every life experience and what caused it...
    Darcie5 Darcie5 18-21, F Nov 3

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    AzureSmile AzureSmile 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 8

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    After years of trying to find a solution to fix why I feel the way I do I still believe it is not ALL me, but rather the people closest to me making feel inadequate, and bringing...
    rrainfall rrainfall 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am sitting here waiting for the time to go home. I was just stunned for a moment and realize that next week is my natal day. Wow! can't believe it! tears just flowed on it's own...
    ShadesofWhite67 ShadesofWhite67 26-30, F Nov 6

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    I'm so tired up life, sick of all the struggles, pain. Along with a number of struggles that I have faced in life, loneliness is becoming the hardest having pretty much struggled...
    JohnTaurus65 JohnTaurus65 46-50, M Nov 8

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    I feel that nobody have ever seen the real me. People often think of me as a funny, social, happy girl but in fact im just sad and full of loneliness all the time... Now im so...
    JN96 JN96 18-21, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    Being born on St Patrick's Day a pisces, a person might think that is something lucky. personally for myself I feel it is not, if anything I only have bad luck, that honestly feels...
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    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 10

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    My past memories are all negative & painful. As a little girl, my emotions were soooo extreme that I was breaking down on a regular basis while still attending elementary school. I...
    MrsOMS MrsOMS 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 6

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    You, the liberator Imagine, the pounding impatience of desired self fulfillment, Like a new born carefully suggesting it's fingers through The slits in your rib cage. Between...
    LegitimateRabbit LegitimateRabbit 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Short free verse: 'You, the liberator' Imagine, the pounding impatience of desired self fulfillment, Like a new born carefully suggesting it's fingers through The slits in your...
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    How are you dear beloved? how many storms have you weathered? you who are always calm and centered we don't know why but we got hurt your silence screamed in pain my prayers for...
    beautifulbutterfly2 beautifulbutterfly2 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 28

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    Some Trivia About Me 1. Name? LMNOP 2. Male or female? Lady. 3. Were you named after anyone? Nope. 4. Does your name mean anything? Yes, eternal ruler. 5. Nick Names: I don...
    Ellemenope Ellemenope 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 29

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    I need to say something and I can't think of any other place. My whole has been good. I got things that I asked for. I made great friends wherever I go and I have been doing great...
    aztecwolf aztecwolf 16-17, M 4 Responses Nov 3

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    chocolatecurlz chocolatecurlz 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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    forsa85 forsa85 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 19

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    SelfUnaware SelfUnaware 18-21 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    First post huh? Cool.... Anyways... I guess the title could describe me to a tee. I feel for people who hurt...who are in pain. It really bothers me because we were meant to life...
    shakenama shakenama 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    As I write this I can feel the pain in my gut grind away at my spirit. Perhaps over dramatic but it is there none the less. Fear. Anxiety. Anger. Stress. Loneliness. They all...
    Tantalustay Tantalustay 22-25, M Oct 30

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    monty1212 monty1212 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 13

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    Because meh. 1. Name? Carissa, duh. 2. Male or female? Duck. 3. Were you named after anyone? Probably not. 4. Does your name mean anything? I'm pretty sure it means beloved...
    MrsDuckx3 MrsDuckx3 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I know you like as well as I know myself. I know the many emotions that change your face and the manner in which you carry yourself. I feel the presence of your writhing anger; the...
    InspireMeZilly InspireMeZilly 26-30, F Oct 29