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I Have Forgot How To Smile For Real

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    Burnt In My Memories

    You are burnt in my memories!! From the very first time I saw you. When you step out of your car. You are burnt in my memories!! When I first saw your sexy legs. The first smile on your face when you looked at me. You are burnt in my memories!! From the first kiss, the glow...
    travelingman77 travelingman77 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2013

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    Forgot How To Smile For Real At Times.....

    I have no idea what it is like to smile for real...it is always forced...no one likes to see a sad face, so many times I fake it and smile....makes everyone feel better that way, always hiding behind the mask.   My life is a mess, and trying to figure out how to make it better...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Dec 6, 2012

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    Perfection Vs. Fake

    My smile....what is that again? How do I do that again? What does it mean to actually smile? Because of my many years of perfecting this smile of mine, I have forgotten how to actually smile for real. It's perfect, and no one can ever tell how I am actually feeling behind this...
    XxTINYAZNxX XxTINYAZNxX 18-21, F Nov 23, 2012

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    Meet all of my personalities= Ale= respnsible fo all of my bad decisions Ace= respnsible for all of my good decisions Asher= the one that always tries to make everyone laugh Jae...
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 9

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    I am loved by my one set of grandparents, my single mother of 51, boyfriend, and my bestie carey. I don't have any other family anymore :-( I don't feel like I can truly talk to...
    JessiAnn27 JessiAnn27 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I am now a 30 year old male and this really happened to me when I was 24 (at least 6 years ago). It was a 98 degree hot summer day and I was wearing a black tank top, blue denim...
    DiamondD84 DiamondD84 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    so I am trying to forgive and move on but its alot harfrr than what I had thought it would be.. so maybe someone can help me out. let me tell you what is going on my fiance broke...
    alexmorales123 alexmorales123 18-21, F Jan 16

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    I really need to talk to someone and just vent. I feel like my depression has completely taken over. I don't feel the same anymore. I use to be so happy, funny, loving and caring...
    ArtisticLife ArtisticLife 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    How do you start a post, I wet the bed steady, till I was 15. College years, lucky, then once graduated about once a week. I was ashamed, thought I was immature. I'm grown-up...
    Philie Philie 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    I do not know how this happened to me... i have fallen n love with him... We started our friendship somewhat a year ago... from simple talks to logical ones... in between there was...
    misstensed misstensed 18-21, F Dec 29, 2014

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    The one person I LOVED talking to I barely get to catch up with. He was my other EP half. I miss him more than I want to but its ok. I hope life isnt trying to kill him like its...
    xxladyjadedxx xxladyjadedxx 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    HELLO!! im NEW here and i'm bored and lonely you want to join me, add me on SKYPE EMMA.LIBBY84 im waiting i'm REAL GIRL :)
    emmas1990 emmas1990 22-25, F Jan 15

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    By "real," I mean, I've never met a stranger, they asked me on a date, and then we went somewhere together at later and specified time to learn more about each other.
    loveVSlust loveVSlust 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It started 5 years ago. Little by little, I started to drown. That is what depression feels like. Drowning. No matter how hard you try to keep your head above the water, you get...
    SummerOf22 SummerOf22 18-21, F Jan 8

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    I've lost everyone and I have no one to vent to. and I really need to get a lot off my chest and I need someone to help me.
    itswhateverdoee itswhateverdoee 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    One minute I'm punk rock, dressed in black and listening to all time low and fall out boy, the next I am girly as **** dressing in pink. I don't have to decide.
    lolznewaccountio lolznewaccountio 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Moved to a new city to be close to a friend who SWORE she would be a support. Get here and *poof* gone. As a single mom moving because I believed she could help, her disappearing...
    essie01 essie01 31-35, F Jan 10

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    I've been prescribed 40mg of propranolol for public speaking - to be taken an hour or so before the presentation. However, I have a presentation at any point within a 2.5 hour gap...
    peanutbutterjellytimelol peanutbutterjellytimelol 18-21, F Jan 14

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    My ex is most selfish person I have ever known-Me to my ex a few years ago Me:"Why did you do this? Why did you rob me and abduct our two younger children? Were you not happy in...
    LadinoAbba LadinoAbba 46-50, M Jan 4

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    I ended up re - friending my ex friend on fb. All this because we liked the same guy. (No longer speaking to). I still have hurt from when I told her I liked him too. yet she went...
    meleternal meleternal 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I have been there..done it..yet I crave for Love. I am married with a kid. I do not feel special or loved by my partner anymore. He is caring but something is missing.
    Onamika Onamika 31-35, F Jan 11

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    My personalities: Yasmin:Responsible,mature but still fun to be around. Kendi:Crazy,outgoing,down for whatever, bad-*** rock chick. Onika:My typical big-*** Nicki Minaj mood. P...
    PYazmin PYazmin 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    My friends think that i am happy because i am always laughing. When in reality I am crying myself to sleep wondering if this pain will ever end. It used to be worse I used to cut...
    lolawolf lolawolf 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I hope we can see each other soon, I miss your hand in mine, your luscious lips, the sweet tone of your voice, the goosebumps you give me when you run your hand along my arm and...
    hunterw0lf hunterw0lf 41-45, M Dec 26, 2014

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    Well, 3 actually, but it's been awhile. Things were getting better for a while and now its starting to go downhile again...:(
    coolcat123919 coolcat123919 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    My boyfriend left for basic training on the 29th ?? Can anyone give me information on when you receive your first letter or anything? He went in for army infantry. Training to me a...
    kcasto123 kcasto123 16-17, F Jan 2

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    Forgive, but never forget.
    CascadingCoquette CascadingCoquette 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I have been very lucky through the years and have taken a number of my gfs for fully clothed swims. my fiance and I love to swim and have done so many times. the first time was...
    kerrmit84 kerrmit84 26-30, M Jan 12

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    So apparently I have enough skills to make a funny comment that gets everyone laughing but it backfires cause ones they take notice they initiate conversation which can't do and...
    AlexanderGarcia AlexanderGarcia 16-17, M Jan 16

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    Ladies, I'm trying to figure out your body language. My question is sometimes you'll be standing normal and then I notice you sort of criss cross your legs and feet. I have many...
    Here4u72 Here4u72 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    Last summer my girlfriend and I went down to Weymouth for the afternoon having spent the morning working. We had wandered along and played crazy golf for a bit of fun but things...
    kerrmit84 kerrmit84 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Except now I haven't had ice cream in a year....... Not just bc of the new year and all......
    Lolllipoop Lolllipoop 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    It's like closing your eyes and being in a dark tunnel or pitch black roller coaster and seeing and hearing and feeling everything that's happened or gone wrong or been missing...
    losthope313 losthope313 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I have been depressed off and on since I was 14 and I am now 20. most of the time I have no reason to be so sad. I just get so down and get anxiety. Sadly things like this run in...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Sometimes there's things you just can't talk to your family about and it's hard to know what to do with them. I'm a very open person, I say whatever I think and I don't keep...
    lillolipop lillolipop 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    My best friend is verbally abused by her parents and it directly effects me emotionally and physically. There doesn't seem to be anything I can do about it. I love her with all my...
    Draaaaaaven Draaaaaaven 13-15, M Jan 9

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    Well I am in a not good situation... Anyone who cares to chat!! I need someone who I can talk to.☺️
    MissGee22 MissGee22 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    Some random guy spammed my FB inbox full with profane content and insults that broke my feelings so hard that I had emotional pain, also blame my own stupidity to read the spams. I...
    iTetra iTetra 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    He's so worried and so am I... We just can't talk to each other about it. The possibilities of becoming young parents. But it's our mistake. Our fault. We need to be in this...
    IvyRed15 IvyRed15 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    i wear nappies 24/7 as i am incontinent
    bigbabymark bigbabymark 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I am a vampire willing to turn people
    stevenbryant stevenbryant 18-21, M a week ago

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    Its a special balm...which helps...trust me
    spicycook spicycook 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    Thanks to James Franco from the movie "The Interview" They hate us because they ain't us :p
    jonnygoode74 jonnygoode74 36-40, M Dec 31, 2014

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    4 months on and i still think about her all the time
    artandtravel artandtravel 18-21, F Dec 31, 2014

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    Ever since my aunt was diagnosed with breast cancer a few years ago, the color pink has been part of my life. Every October, her two sons wear pink clothing with no problems at...
    thongluvr582 thongluvr582 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 11

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