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I Have Forgot How To Smile For Real

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    Burnt In My Memories

    You are burnt in my memories!! From the very first time I saw you. When you step out of your car. You are burnt in my memories!! When I first saw your sexy legs. The first smile on your face when you looked at me. You are burnt in my memories!! From the first kiss, the glow...
    travelingman77 travelingman77 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2013

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    Forgot How To Smile For Real At Times.....

    I have no idea what it is like to smile for real...it is always forced...no one likes to see a sad face, so many times I fake it and smile....makes everyone feel better that way, always hiding behind the mask.   My life is a mess, and trying to figure out how to make it better...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Dec 6, 2012

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    Perfection Vs. Fake

    My smile....what is that again? How do I do that again? What does it mean to actually smile? Because of my many years of perfecting this smile of mine, I have forgotten how to actually smile for real. It's perfect, and no one can ever tell how I am actually feeling behind this...
    XxTINYAZNxX XxTINYAZNxX 18-21, F Nov 23, 2012

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    I think it's social anxiety, I never do anything with people anymore. Got invited to a 4th of July party and didn't go, same with birthdays. Being around people just makes me...
    minatek616 minatek616 22-25, M Aug 3

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    Outside. Wandering. Look at that leaf, it's fluttering in the breeze. It's not the only one. There are thousands and thousands of leaves on that tree, all moving. And it's not just...
    emutree emutree 16-17 Aug 16

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    Yes they do, but what I really love is when they sometimes have that certain look on their face, with mouth open, eyebrows raised and gazing in wide-eyed youthful curiosity. This...
    Cristofori Cristofori 41-45, M Aug 3

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    I've been suffering from acute depression for years. I've hidden my illness for a long time because I figured that It would go away as I grow older. However, that has not been the...
    agathashelly agathashelly 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I am 24 and I have experienced so much pain that you would die, you'd just ******* die! But I'm alive now and I got a nice big and beautiful smile on my face! Yay!
    northexit182 northexit182 22-25, M Aug 17

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    FINALLLYYYYY ITS FAMILY DAY AT LAST!!!!!!! I'm so glad basic is over. I've missed that smile more than anything. Excuse my ratchetness.
    armygirlfriend14 armygirlfriend14 18-21, F Aug 20

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    This group makes me laugh, due to the fact that my boss has brought this exact observation to me. When I prepare for the day, I go over everything I need to do, add notes, and...
    YouBeTheAnchor YouBeTheAnchor 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    "Its reality. Deal with it." That's what I've been telling my self for the past 2 years now. "You'll grow out of it, don't worry" is what my mom been telling me. It sounds...
    EduardoMontes EduardoMontes 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    For as long as I can remember. I hvnt told anyone about what I have been going through, how i felt or wht i really thought about anything. At times I feel like I hv lost the...
    masquerader masquerader 18-21 Aug 5

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    i have a hard time telling whats real and whats fake, as im typing i dont know if this is real life or if im some completely different person looking down on someone else, i see...
    IsabellaSykes IsabellaSykes 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    My dear, Let me explain this life to you. Nothing but the truth. You chose nothing in the first place. Nothing chose to exist in the first place since you have to exist first...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F Aug 7

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    It's gotten worse since my father died in Nov and I feel real lonely because i spent a lot of time being by his side and taking care of him as he had bad health. Having a really...
    youcantbreakme youcantbreakme 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    How long are the boys normally there for? I just want to talk to my boyfriend but it's already been over two weeks and I haven't gotten a call or anything
    sherilena sherilena 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    How long does it normally take before you hear anything about /from your soldier that's in OSUT? He shipped out to Fort Benning on the 12th? Any help/advice is greatly appreciated...
    ArmyFiancee20 ArmyFiancee20 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I think piercings and tattoos are really hot
    tat98 tat98 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Our beach date lol. I am so whole heartedly in love with him. I've never loved another with all of my being until him. I can't fathom it really. All I know is that he makes me a...
    armygirlfriend14 armygirlfriend14 18-21, F Aug 7

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    It all started when my mother abused me for 7 long years
    izzybubble000 izzybubble000 26-30, F Aug 10

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    Orange is my favorite for sure.
    lostinmyfight lostinmyfight 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    i was bullied for quite a few years and that left me with depression at where im at now. ive self harmed to release what i was feeling and ive starved myself to fit their perfect...
    simplyyzoee simplyyzoee 13-15, F Aug 12

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    Am I going crazy :P ?? Sometimes I feel like crying ... for other people.. :o. Like I was in a normal mood, until I got around, a certain family member . My favorite, always makes...
    AEHeroine AEHeroine 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Not for me, but I find piercings and tattoos are so ******* attractive 😍👌 but not were your whole body is covered up with them
    BriGags BriGags 16-17, F Aug 14

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    I have 2 tattoos and have 7 piercings
    katiehad katiehad 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    For anyone who's been through depression, that emptiness...this is a treat to read. Haven't ever read anything I connect more to. http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.in/2013/05...
    SecretsOut14 SecretsOut14 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    Mom is protective, she tell me everything that could go wrong, I live in fear , I do everything carefully, exhausting, feeling so negative Dad yells at me, his way of telling want...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F Aug 15

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    I have gave up smoking in one day, using a vaper pen... That was sept 2012... I much prefer vaping to smoking, it dose not stink, dose not hang on your clothes or stain your teeth...
    off2heavenIgo off2heavenIgo 13-15 Aug 16

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    Got a letter, and my soldier is kicking ***! He got second in the whole battery for his PT test and might be chosen for his platoon guide! So proud of him ☺️
    Armybrat02 Armybrat02 18-21, F Aug 16

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    I have one tattoo and want more but I love a man with lots of tattoos I find it sexy
    catluver2008 catluver2008 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I'm trying to reunite all the girls who has a boyfriend or husband at Fort Jackson South Carolina!! We can talk about the experience and support us each others :))
    Yary26 Yary26 18-21, F a week ago

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    actually, it was the other way around.... when a group of international friends were over to visit me in the Netherlands (where I lived until 2003) my ex GF joined us for a day out...
    Rudeboy1967 Rudeboy1967 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    And many people have told me that it's risky business. But when it comes to success in life, I'd much rather choose an unpredictable yet eventful one over a safe but boring one...
    Danieltheentrepreneur Danieltheentrepreneur 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I consider myself a patient person (especially where my close friends are concerned) but there comes a time when I have enough of the 'me-me-me-me' talk! I have problems too! We...
    GypsyMiss GypsyMiss 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    I'll admit it. It turns me on soo much to see a guy with tattoos. Guys with tattoos are just soo damn sexy. The more they have the more I'm attracted to them. I can't even picture...
    Robin1226 Robin1226 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    All I've done is lay here, sad and depressed. Very very very worried..... I go to work, barely do anything, very grumpy, then go home to lay here and wait to hear anything about...
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 5

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    I don't know why, I just get along with them better.
    Professorfate Professorfate 51-55 1 day ago

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    Iv got 9 tattoos and 6 piercing and I find my self looking at people tattoo getting a little turned on and I find there's nothing sexy than a tattooed and pierced girl it do sexy.
    justme414 justme414 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    like seriously *_* they are the most attractive thing ever :O
    dancingSpider dancingSpider 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 6

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    yessssss I love orange the most or pink
    ashleysokolik ashleysokolik 13-15, F Aug 8

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    I remember the first day i met him! <3
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 10

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    White... White is my favorite when it comes to highlighters XD
    LRxIce LRxIce 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    I shave my ***** ahahahahah
    amiragaia amiragaia 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I want to pierce my entire right ear second and third wholes on left maybe fourths and tapers I want my hips pierced my eyebrow and a nose stud. I also want a butterfly tattoo with...
    LostItAllBVB LostItAllBVB 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Last thanksgiving or just after. Some jerks. Some freaks. Some yuppies. Some peers. Just like a city.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 17

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    Luiskoala Luiskoala 22-25, F Aug 20

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    I wanna know what it's like to date a transexual.
    GalaxyJumper GalaxyJumper 16-17, M a week ago