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I Have Forgot How To Smile For Real

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    Burnt In My Memories

    You are burnt in my memories!! From the very first time I saw you. When you step out of your car. You are burnt in my memories!! When I first saw your sexy legs. The first smile on your face when you looked at me. You are burnt in my memories!! From the first kiss, the glow...
    travelingman77 travelingman77 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2013

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    Forgot How To Smile For Real At Times.....

    I have no idea what it is like to smile for real...it is always forced...no one likes to see a sad face, so many times I fake it and smile....makes everyone feel better that way, always hiding behind the mask.   My life is a mess, and trying to figure out how to make it better...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Dec 6, 2012

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    Perfection Vs. Fake

    My smile....what is that again? How do I do that again? What does it mean to actually smile? Because of my many years of perfecting this smile of mine, I have forgotten how to actually smile for real. It's perfect, and no one can ever tell how I am actually feeling behind this...
    XxTINYAZNxX XxTINYAZNxX 18-21, F Nov 23, 2012

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    I'm 25 and have never been out on a real date! Really? I have a child [I'm devoted] but I've never been to the movies or out with a man. I've never really had a boyfriend either. I...
    Chunkydunkin Chunkydunkin 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 5

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    FINALLLYYYYY ITS FAMILY DAY AT LAST!!!!!!! I'm so glad basic is over. I've missed that smile more than anything. Excuse my ratchetness.
    armygirlfriend14 armygirlfriend14 18-21, F Aug 20

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    But really, how much would you charge if you'd been drawing artwork, with at least 18+ years of experience? If you had the skill to draw portraits, cartoon characters, book and...
    ArtofSunrise ArtofSunrise 22-25 2 Responses Sep 11

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    Wait. Nope. Seen the opposite. Seen how we have been divided. And wrecked. And how kids are next. The horrible pattern. And asked why. And been told thats...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    How long does it normally take before you hear anything about /from your soldier that's in OSUT? He shipped out to Fort Benning on the 12th? Any help/advice is greatly appreciated...
    ArmyFiancee20 ArmyFiancee20 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    Up coming you'll see "Request Free Quotation" variety. Listed here you will see an index of many of the vendors selected with quick descriptions. At this stage you may once again...
    Khadijah062yu Khadijah062yu 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    I feel like nothin is real.
    comfortablynumb4 comfortablynumb4 16-17, F Sep 9

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    Like this: http://www.theonion.com/articles/more-cities-using-textbased-alert-system-to-warn-a,36946/ WASHINGTON—In an effort to provide the general public with critical safety...
    Spanishintuition Spanishintuition 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    I'm trying to reunite all the girls who has a boyfriend or husband at Fort Jackson South Carolina!! We can talk about the experience and support us each others :))
    Yary26 Yary26 18-21, F Aug 25

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    actually, it was the other way around.... when a group of international friends were over to visit me in the Netherlands (where I lived until 2003) my ex GF joined us for a day out...
    Rudeboy1967 Rudeboy1967 41-45, M Aug 28

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    And many people have told me that it's risky business. But when it comes to success in life, I'd much rather choose an unpredictable yet eventful one over a safe but boring one...
    Danieltheentrepreneur Danieltheentrepreneur 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 31

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    I consider myself a patient person (especially where my close friends are concerned) but there comes a time when I have enough of the 'me-me-me-me' talk! I have problems too! We...
    GypsyMiss GypsyMiss 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I'll admit it. It turns me on soo much to see a guy with tattoos. Guys with tattoos are just soo damn sexy. The more they have the more I'm attracted to them. I can't even picture...
    Robin1226 Robin1226 18-21, F Sep 1

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    My boyfriend and I are hosting a party this weekend so I don't want the house to look a mess when people come over. I scrubbed the tub, the toilets, the floors of two bathrooms...
    Thatonegirl53 Thatonegirl53 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Oh ****!! I have to deliver the paper today!!! Have to run sorry!
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53 18-21, F Sep 5

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    Finally!! He got my letters!! He kept writing "it's okay if you don't have time to write, you are a very busy girl." Broke my heart every time. Little did he know that I was...
    Tbarlow8 Tbarlow8 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I find blokes with tattoos and sometimes piercings very attractive, big part of my smooth, easy going Rock N' Roll lifestyle. I have 3 tattoos and 11 piercings I love each of them...
    Rockstar94 Rockstar94 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    48 days left!! I think I am starting to see a faint light ... Only the beginning of this long journey so I'm trying to brace myself for the information ahead.
    Tbarlow8 Tbarlow8 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So I am $1,000 away from my college graduation. This is truly a 2nd chance for me as, the first time I had my daughter and I financially couldn't finish. I am currently obtaining...
    PhoenixLF PhoenixLF 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    I don't know why, I just get along with them better.
    Professorfate Professorfate 51-55 Sep 1

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    I tasted a tea-spoonful of honey and the honey attached itself to my throat surface and impeded me to breath. I had to sip lot of water to avoid suffocating. I am a very lucky man...
    psycopower90 psycopower90 22-25, M Sep 8

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    KoalaLuis KoalaLuis 22-25, F Aug 20

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    I wanna know what it's like to date a transexual.
    GalaxyJumper GalaxyJumper 16-17, M Aug 25

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    So many. It's ridiculous. And I give so many books away ._.
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    Here's to hoping we all hear from our boys/girls soon ❤️
    Nobodysdaughter10 Nobodysdaughter10 18-21, F Sep 1

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    My guys mom got a letter today, hopefully mine isn't far behind! (:
    Nobodysdaughter10 Nobodysdaughter10 18-21, F Sep 2

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    I feel so helpless right now. I just miss him. Can't wait to get his address..
    Nobodysdaughter10 Nobodysdaughter10 18-21, F Sep 4

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    46 days left...just a guess...still don't know exact dates yet, which is super nerve racking.
    Tbarlow8 Tbarlow8 18-21, F Sep 6

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    I got his address last nighttttttt <3 so happy! Hope all your soldiers addresses aren't far behind! (:
    Nobodysdaughter10 Nobodysdaughter10 18-21, F Sep 7

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    Sent out one letter yesterday and two today <3 can't wait to hear back!
    Nobodysdaughter10 Nobodysdaughter10 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I lovvveeee tattooed guys! It's my weakness
    emgg emgg 13-15, F Sep 11

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    85 more days til I see my love (: time is going faster than I thought!
    Nobodysdaughter10 Nobodysdaughter10 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Got a phone call today!! I still get butterflies each and every time he calls! New record: 20 min phone call!
    Tbarlow8 Tbarlow8 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Don't tell that to my niece ;) Not many know her user anyway but still, I wish to give her a special blanket I designed. I'll add media tomorrow. Spoilers: Double Fabric, 2-in-1...
    ZADoubleMesser ZADoubleMesser 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I. Want. My. Letter. Like. Now.
    Nobodysdaughter10 Nobodysdaughter10 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I forgot how to spell sicors
    Artz4Life Artz4Life 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    An Ode To A Dream Once, there existed a boy, young and naive as he can be. And in a dream, he had met you. You were the one to fill the hollow, his light and his darkness. The one...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    In the 8th grade my last class of the day was English the first semester and my class wasn't far from the school's back gate to exit. I dreaded going out that way as this guy...
    figureoutwhothisis figureoutwhothisis 16-17, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    One of the most annoying things I hate in life is people who pretend that they are happy and that they have everything together and that their problems are nonexistent or at the...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I absolutely hate it when people ask me to smile. The strange thing is, is that it's always men who tell me to do this and its happened multiple times and still happens to this day...
    teeohfancy teeohfancy 18-21, F Sep 7

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    Gavin is incredibly distinct about the procedure he will do about the working day and is truthful if he can see I must be having better treatment of myself oral health. Some might...
    Kit1739qm Kit1739qm 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    Paediatric Dentistry is expert dental take care of infants and children, bringing a preventive concentration to early childhood oral health issues, resolving dental difficulties...
    Benitakey Benitakey 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    Sunday will be one year since you left us. It is still so difficult to accept that you are gone. I have so many memories, I tear up when I think about them. My big sister, I...
    aaaagggghhhh aaaagggghhhh 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    I heard yesterday that you make a 1st impression on someone within the 0.33 of a second. One way to make a good impression is to smile. I realize we all have our fair share of...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 4 Responses Aug 29

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