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I Have Forgot How To Smile For Real

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    Burnt In My Memories

    You are burnt in my memories!! From the very first time I saw you. When you step out of your car. You are burnt in my memories!! When I first saw your sexy legs. The first smile on your face when you looked at me. You are burnt in my memories!! From the first kiss, the glow...
    travelingman77 travelingman77 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2013

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    Perfection Vs. Fake

    My smile....what is that again? How do I do that again? What does it mean to actually smile? Because of my many years of perfecting this smile of mine, I have forgotten how to actually smile for real. It's perfect, and no one can ever tell how I am actually feeling behind this...
    XxTINYAZNxX XxTINYAZNxX 18-21, F Nov 23, 2012

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    Forgot How To Smile For Real At Times.....

    I have no idea what it is like to smile for real...it is always forced...no one likes to see a sad face, so many times I fake it and smile....makes everyone feel better that way, always hiding behind the mask.   My life is a mess, and trying to figure out how to make it better...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Dec 6, 2012

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    I really have to wonder, does anyone really forgive and move on, without ever thinking about it again ? They said you haven't forgiven if you haven't forgotten...is that true? How...
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    As I go about my daily run its my relationship that is running through my mind, how did it degrade to what its become? How could I make things better? Do I want to try and save it...
    spiritofthecelts spiritofthecelts 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    My best friend, who was Chinese, saved my life from getting beaten up... I lost contact with her, and while being so sick, I hardly recognized her. My heart skips beats knowing...
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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 27

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    Take this simple quiz to know how smart you are http://unlimitedshortjokes.weebly.com/
    Kyle178 Kyle178 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    Many members participate and provide us with their expereinces and feelings of life, but many also just read others expereinces and donot participate at all, which is a shame. So...
    TheEnglander TheEnglander 66-70, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I find people tend to dislike it. I have a wide vocabulary and don't use it because my colleagues take the Micky
    Abilohman Abilohman 26-30 1 Response Apr 9

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    I don't act smart. I don't like being smart because whenever I get an answer right people always ask me "Sense when have you been smart?" So I just don't answer questions.
    ICanDoMyOwnThing ICanDoMyOwnThing 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I've been in an on and off again relationship with a man in the military for two years. Due to his overseas deployment, I only get to actually see him once every several months...
    cecemar cecemar 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Sure, it was depressing having to get complete dentures at 21. It was a considered choice by myself and the dentist to end my continuing woe. The dentist went to great lengths to...
    dendek dendek 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    and I know in order to heal, I must forgive.....
    flirtinglove flirtinglove 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I've forgiven my father who left but now I have to forgive my step-father who seems non-existent in my life and because he seems this way I treat him as such so when he says...
    ChelseaJN ChelseaJN 18-21, F Apr 10

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    Yet i fail miserably. Adi, to you who first showed me manipulation. Vlad, to you who always put the class against me for the sake of...nothing. Cele, to you who showed me you don...
    DestinyWriter DestinyWriter 18-21, M Apr 10

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    my neighbour whos the same age as me bullied me throughout my childhood, we're both 21 now, i see her every now an then, she has a daughter now, it would only bother me worst to...
    apperentlyicanthavemynameagain apperentlyicanthavemynameagain 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I can't forgive my dad for what he done on my 13th birthday. I ended up in hospital for a week because he assaulted me. I've tried in the past to face him even though I can barely...
    MixedJayy MixedJayy 16-17, F Apr 11

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    Yep tatted girls are hot. I love tattoos. I have a few myself and can't wait to get more!
    tickler90 tickler90 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Just popped up on my MP3 player during shuffle. Avantasia - Twisted Mind ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2cGbawCg4WU ~ BTW, mind your head ;)
    Ayunir Ayunir 22-25, M Mar 25

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    I used always be able to remember my dreams. but Now that my short term memory is bad, I don't. somettimes I don't dream at all.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I don't like making others feel not as smart.
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I recently moved from CA to WA. I'm glad I did. I think CA will eventually turn into a desert. There is hardly any snow in the Sierras anymore. All the crazy weather across the...
    ednjori161 ednjori161 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 26

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    This song sets the mood..don't you think
    FourEyedLad FourEyedLad 36-40, M Apr 4

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    Needing people in my life who can keep conversation going and are genuine.
    Indomitable6811 Indomitable6811 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I love a guy who has tattoos and piercings .
    QueenB14 QueenB14 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I used to go by this when I used to work, and I think I got to reinstate it to cope with my insomnia.
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    Anyone wanna talk about tattoos
    tyguy21 tyguy21 18-21, M Apr 14

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    Ugh it's hot when a guy has meaningful tats, and lip piercings are sooooooooo hot.
    AllTimeLowFH AllTimeLowFH 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have a big big problem... I am a girl, and I am in love with my friend/roommate/teammate who is also a girl. I don't know how or why this happened, I just know that it happened...
    clearmymind clearmymind 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I have fibromyalgia and it's really frustrating how nobody understands how much it affects me. I'm not making it up or exaggerating the symptoms, I'm really very sick at times. It...
    UnwantedPup UnwantedPup 31-35, T 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    i have not met my biological dad. I am 35. When i was born he was 17. I found him, i got pictures from his niece i even spoke to my half sister. They all like me and i like them...
    candiceblankerosa candiceblankerosa 31-35, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I was told in late of January that I have herpes when a few days before I had been feeling flu like symptoms n days later I got the bumps in my private I haven't gotten blood work...
    livelife91 livelife91 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 13

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    Yes, My Love,we do have that forever kind of love. You always make me smile from ear to ear just by being there with me. You are the one who makes me laugh, a good hearty laugh...
    jhushin09 jhushin09 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    The Existence of Negative Entities Growing up as a child, my grandmother lived far away from where we used to live. She would visit each one of her children, one year at a time...
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