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I Have Forgot How To Smile For Real

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    Burnt In My Memories

    You are burnt in my memories!! From the very first time I saw you. When you step out of your car. You are burnt in my memories!! When I first saw your sexy legs. The first smile on your face when you looked at me. You are burnt in my memories!! From the first kiss, the glow...
    travelingman77 travelingman77 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2013

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    Forgot How To Smile For Real At Times.....

    I have no idea what it is like to smile for real...it is always forced...no one likes to see a sad face, so many times I fake it and smile....makes everyone feel better that way, always hiding behind the mask.   My life is a mess, and trying to figure out how to make it better...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Dec 6, 2012

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    Perfection Vs. Fake

    My smile....what is that again? How do I do that again? What does it mean to actually smile? Because of my many years of perfecting this smile of mine, I have forgotten how to actually smile for real. It's perfect, and no one can ever tell how I am actually feeling behind this...
    XxTINYAZNxX XxTINYAZNxX 18-21, F Nov 23, 2012

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    I'm just going to be honest. I have never been in a real relationship. Sometimes I feel like no one understands what it's like to truly be alone and I mean alone alone. I can...
    106hopfulrhoughts 106hopfulrhoughts 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    I'm just going to be honest. I have never been in a real relationship. Sometimes I feel like no one understands what it's like to truly be alone and I mean alone alone. I can...
    106hopfulrhoughts 106hopfulrhoughts 22-25, M Dec 3

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    I'm just going to be honest. I have never been in a real relationship. Sometimes I feel like no one understands what it's like to truly be alone and I mean alone alone. I can...
    106hopfulrhoughts 106hopfulrhoughts 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    I been in 4 relationship in my life but have never been on a real date. Each one of them I knew before we were together but the friendship become relationship. I wonder what a...
    ObserverOfLife ObserverOfLife 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    "Come As You Are" Come as you are, as you were, As I want you to be As a friend, as a friend, as an old enemy. Take your time, hurry up The choice is yours, don't be late...
    TheCoitalQueen TheCoitalQueen 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    I really don't want to seem rude, nor offending anyone, but lately I always fantasize about having sex with a Chinese woman. I never did, but I would like to a lot. So I love their...
    Gallot Gallot 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    My real smile when I'm actually laughing is just...eugh 😟
    PartyPat2336 PartyPat2336 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    More creepy than weird. When I worked at Walmart, there was a policy that all associates had to smile when within 20ft (if I remember correctly) of a customer. I adhered to this...
    AgentSickler AgentSickler 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was raped when I was 8 years old. It broke me in so many ways. I was battered and in so much pain. It turned me to homosexuality and I thought that it will make thing better but...
    yannie17 yannie17 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 10

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    The word mature has been in my life since i was a little girl! Lots of teachers write in my reports and at parents evening mum is being told that i’m so mature for my age! I...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    Really? Interesting, I met one online,he seems wonderful:-) Did you have bad experience in the Netherlands?
    eyesvalor eyesvalor 36-40, F Nov 20

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    I'll be completely honest, I've never been in a real relationship. I'm gay and I hate that the gay community is mainly centered around sex. I don't want sex, I want friendship...
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 3

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    Unless you count 1 long distance relationship that only lasted 2 months. -_- I personally don't. Any "relationship" under 6 months is just a theory, and not a real thing.
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M Dec 3

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    Talk about not being on a "real" date. I've NEVER been on a date to even consider defining a no existent experience a "non-real" one. : (
    Asia06 Asia06 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    ModifiedMamaofTwo ModifiedMamaofTwo 16-17, F Nov 19

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    UPDATE: Today was the day!!! I arranged to meet with Lauren and to tell her the secret I've been keeping from her for so many years. She read the letter I had made for her and I...
    peacekeeper15 peacekeeper15 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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    its hard to find friends on internet but its even harder in real life
    Mongyy Mongyy 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Lots of people read through my profile and about a week into talking suddenly say "Do you really wear diapers??" so here is a brief explanation if you can't read my bio on you...
    Gemma1990 Gemma1990 22-25, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    Until recently, I wasn't sure of the difference between a date and hanging out one-on-one. As far as I know, a date is hanging out except with romantic feelings or intentions. I...
    almaera almaera 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    iv been on a double date with some friends before. but iv also asked someone to go with me to a more fancy restraint like olive garden, her mother would never her let her leave...
    aadamchick aadamchick 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    if someone physically in the state of iowa wants I would love to have a real romantic date with whoever. need to find someone in Iowa usa.
    transgirl28 transgirl28 26-30, T 3 days ago

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    Okay my friend talked about how when she was younger she would " let her dog lick her down there "... Idk what to think about it but I've been curious??? Has any one else had this...
    JJjones0 JJjones0 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have seen a lot of bad in my life, so eventually I turned to people serving God or something that is claimed to be the all-encompassing force behind everything to find answers...
    harmony226 harmony226 26-30, M Nov 19

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    Thousands of miles afar, Who thought I would find a shining star, A friend whom I call my cutie pie, has given me happiness so high, And such positivity he emits around, that...
    GenuineAngel GenuineAngel 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 29

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    I was with a man for 13 years and even though we were married for I think 5 years(made a lasting impression I guess) I don't consider it an actual relationship. It was horribly...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I've always been able to forgive others pretty easily. I'll probably be mad for the rest of the day, maybe till the next morning, but then I am fine. The problem I have is that I...
    BobbyClaude BobbyClaude 18-21, M Dec 6

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    So I'm new on here and I was finding a way to get over the fact that my boyfriend has left for bootcamp for the marines today! I have never gone more than a day without him! So I...
    MarinesGirl18 MarinesGirl18 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I guess having this experience is kind of a lie....I'm always finding new holes to poke my books into. God, they're everywhere though, books spread across my room like a fungus. My...
    Starrkya Starrkya 18-21, F Nov 22

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    I've been able to keep it to the back of my mind for so long by being busy. I try and ignore the guilt and focus on more pressing issues. But...now that I find myself with less to...
    peacekeeper15 peacekeeper15 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 26

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    This is true . At this point I allow myself one bookcase for books. Just trying to keep it simple ....I used to have waaay too many books so I donated most of them. This is one...
    roseanne00 roseanne00 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I can write a million books about my life and still be able for more stories.
    Fanteyzhuh Fanteyzhuh 22-25, F Nov 30

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    Safe from others. Or my rage. Meds had no effect. Or made me worse. And jerks find me. Then discriminate. Or attempt to grift. When with her i was better...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I just want to get lost for a while, my thoughts are killing me... All I want to do is die
    Sadd363 Sadd363 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I finally snapped. I thought it wouldn't ever get to this but I have been having suicidal thoughts and one time when I was on my bike I saw a car and I didn't stop I didn't grip my...
    colt109 colt109 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have a question for you ladies.....its a bit risqué so, message me if you care to answer...thanks
    Gerryguy22 Gerryguy22 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    yes i have and i still have got it. i got bronchitis 4 and a half months ago i was given some antibiotics for about 5 days which did not get rid of it completely i was left with a...
    pussyboots pussyboots 31-35 Nov 20

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    yes i have and i still have got it. i got bronchitis 4 and a half months ago i was given some antibiotics for about 5 days which did not get rid of it completely i was left with a...
    pussyboots pussyboots 31-35 Nov 20

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    yes i have and i still have got it. i got bronchitis 4 and a half months ago i was given some antibiotics for about 5 days which did not get rid of it completely i was left with a...
    pussyboots pussyboots 31-35 Nov 20

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    THIS IS A SONG FOR MY MOTHER BY THE LEGENDARY KING OF EAST INDIAN MUSIC IN TRINIDAD & TOBAGO NAMED SUNDAR POPO... YOUR MOTHER'S LOVE BY: SUNDAR POPO A mothers love should never...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I become depressed even though nothing is happening in my life which is common for people who suffer on and off for yrs. I also have arthritis in my right knee, and spine...
    McCannT12 McCannT12 41-45, F 5 hrs ago

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    You know those people that only look good when they make little or no expression on their face? Yea...that's me..
    PartyPat2336 PartyPat2336 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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