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I Have Forgot How To Smile For Real

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    Burnt In My Memories

    You are burnt in my memories!! From the very first time I saw you. When you step out of your car. You are burnt in my memories!! When I first saw your sexy legs. The first smile on your face when you looked at me. You are burnt in my memories!! From the first kiss, the glow...
    travelingman77 travelingman77 56-60, M Jan 31, 2013

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    Perfection Vs. Fake

    My smile....what is that again? How do I do that again? What does it mean to actually smile? Because of my many years of perfecting this smile of mine, I have forgotten how to actually smile for real. It's perfect, and no one can ever tell how I am actually feeling behind this...
    XxTINYAZNxX XxTINYAZNxX 18-21, F Nov 23, 2012

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    Forgot How To Smile For Real At Times.....

    I have no idea what it is like to smile for real...it is always forced...no one likes to see a sad face, so many times I fake it and smile....makes everyone feel better that way, always hiding behind the mask.   My life is a mess, and trying to figure out how to make it better...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 6, 2012

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    Sometimes I just feel like giving up. Waking up everday carrying this pain of social anxiety is ruining my life. I have days where im positive and optimistic, then I have days like...
    painfullyconfident painfullyconfident 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    It was a Saturday, around nine o'clock. I remember I had been feeling particularly apathetic that day, since a second, strong bout of depression had hit me the beginning of that...
    Kaoruk100 Kaoruk100 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    OK an airplane takes off from London at noon on Sunday and flies east all the way around the world at a rate of one time zone per hour. So when the plane lands in London after...
    xtrasillygirl xtrasillygirl 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    i joined this group from another person's profile...so thank you for the inspiration. i am looking for people that are kind and sincere and vulnerable with me and care about me...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm an odd creature. I think we're all odd though...that kinda makes us, us. I have this thing where I want to fix everyone though. If I sense someone is having a bad day I feel...
    MsJessicaRabbit MsJessicaRabbit 26-30, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hi, I stumbled upon this site while searching ( as iv done thousands of times, for yeeears now) in hopes that I can find some magical supplement to cure the living hell that my...
    Hopelesslyfallen Hopelesslyfallen 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    As long as you are best person you can be no one can ask for more
    polylove0210 polylove0210 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I am a Gujarati man ,married & have two child. I have offenly tried to wear female dress espescially saree. One day We have decided to go for market My wife was wearing bra...
    dipak86rpandya dipak86rpandya 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I am completely socially isolated. Its scary to think if anything went seriously wrong I literally have not one person I could call short of the police. I have zero friends, I don...
    pre125 pre125 31-35, M 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I managed to do this one time so far. I was hoping to meet another friend soon but in the end the timing means I'm not in the right place at the right time... shame :-(
    nunos nunos 51-55, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I know hoe to buy panties but have no clue how to buy a bra or where. I wear a 48 in a men's jacket how does that correlate in a bra
    lonelygentleman lonelygentleman 70+, M 6 days ago

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    It has come to the point where I'll burst into tears over one strand of my hair falling out, where I'll start gritting my teeth because I have to get out of bed for the day, just...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 28

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    When you're happy you naturally SMILE, but try smiling when you're not feeling so great or engaged with day-to-day activities. SMILE when you are alone, when you are driving, when...
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    I do not have a mentor now, but I have been mentored by a nice gentleman before. Here is my confession of what I have not done well when I receive my mentoring and hope this would...
    anthonyshorts anthonyshorts 36-40, M Jan 27

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    "You're mad." "Why are you mad at me?" I'm not mad. I'm depressed with a resting ***** face.
    alleee17 alleee17 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    oh yes, i mean, im a naturally shy person, so iv'e not really had many hugs over the years,even though i really love hugs, but i have lost count of the number of times i have had...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M Jan 25

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    Oh, To Be Loved Like This For Who I Am, As I Am. Maybe a futile dream in these autumn days of my life, but hope lives on. And because love battles not just in its own burning...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 3 Responses Jan 25

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    You know those people that make everything about themselves and take everything for the literal meaning? Yeah I work with one, and if it wasn't for me she wouldn't have a place to...
    Bryan29 Bryan29 26-30, M Jan 25

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    i need some friends actually. im just watching big bang theory and american horror story all day, I even forgot how to talk people lol
    darklotus00 darklotus00 26-30, T 2 Responses Jan 24

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    Oh man, I forgot how cancerous this group was.
    EndYourLifePls EndYourLifePls 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    who enjoys running? it helps me with my depression. I have not done it for couple of years but going to start again this year :)
    pbarn pbarn 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    It never goes away. It makes me want to go away.
    micah1974 micah1974 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 23

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    Did you know the Bible is your personal Roadmap For Life? It sure is. Every situation you'll ever face in life, is written in the Bible. It is God's love letter to mankind. To lead...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 23

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    anyone in uk suffer from this?
    pbarn pbarn 31-35, M Jan 23

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    Every time I look at this picture I think of a few on my friends here that have made me smile when I've been really low or even when everything's great. You know who you are and I...
    Havegreatfriends Havegreatfriends 41-45, F 8 Responses Jan 22

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    I have the original battery for iPhone 5 and the replace guide to you . Search the hcqs at the google.
    hexixi hexixi 26-30, M Jan 22

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    Hi, hope you are all well and healthy. I am 30 years old Indian Gay men & well settled Software employee and currently living in Hyderabad,India. I am single, not in a relation...
    pranaireddy pranaireddy 26-30, M Jan 21

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    The last time he was in my house was about a year ago. I would pick him up from the airport not too far away from where i live. I would hit the button for the lift gate in the back...
    ijustneed2talk ijustneed2talk 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    SEASONS IN THE SUN Goodbye to you, my trusted friend. We've known each other since we were nine or ten. Together we've climbed hills and trees. Learned of love and ABC's...
    westsideblues1 westsideblues1 46-50, F 8 Responses Jan 20

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    It's been actually 3 years or so. The reason is that I'm deeply insecure and have vaginismus :( it hurts actually.. Sex didn't bring me joy but pain instead, though, I'm very...
    sweetsnake sweetsnake 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Family Ahhhrrrggghhhh Wont Cant And hope they rot painfully tooo
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    I have a hard time forgiving because I've been ****** over or get blamed for something I can't control or it's not my fault...but the nerve of some people .. I set them up , they...
    littlesailor littlesailor 18-21, M Jan 19

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    Creds to bananalaffytaffy 1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? usually open 2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? Sometimes lol 3:Do...
    LittleBallOfFire LittleBallOfFire 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I remember very well, I was taken away from the hospital to mental one in December 15, 2006, because I didn't knew I had a mental disorder, I thought it was psychic experience for...
    DragonSheep DragonSheep 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I have been in a long distance relationship for over 15 years. We can't be together on a daily basis for various reasons, at least for a while longer. But it some ways it almost...
    changingseasons65 changingseasons65 46-50, M Jan 17

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    I should be asleep by now, but I'm not. I forgot how it feels to never be in pain, in discomfort. I forgot how it feels to be able to lay in bed and sleep without being kept...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I am 24 years old and iv have never been on a real date ever, i have never been asked to dinner,but maybe someday I will be
    howlergirl18 howlergirl18 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 16

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