I Have Forgotten How to Be Myself

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    I Dont Know Who I Am Anymore

     i try so hard to worry about what others do and say but i just mess everything up my bf said that I cant stand for myself that i blurr it out and that i cry for everything and that one day im too excited and happy thenext im to osad and well i have a disability i am...
    fatima8330 fatima8330
    26-30
    3 Responses Jun 29, 2009

    That Girl

    As a ripening teenager, I've grown up in a lot of different places these past years. It may not seem like a big deal once you're a full-blown adult, but being in school right now is a pretty huge deal for any kid. It's where you spend most of your day, and where you pull most of...
    Malzberry Malzberry
    16-17, F
    Apr 12, 2013

    Why Now

    My name is Jean McNeil I am 14 years old I live in a very small town where no matter what you do or look you will always be judged. I try very hard to stay to myself but the last 3 years of my life have turned me into a person who i hate a ***** a ***** a ****. I never thought it...
    wheredoiturn wheredoiturn
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 12, 2011

    I Feel Funny And Strange

    hmm.. i dont know who i am... for me to be me.. i dont knw wat i want.. who i want. but inside me i always always keep prayin for good.. tat s it. good.. tat everything is good.. i think it s because of my college.. i have a lots of frns out there but nobody really is tat close...
    mynaa mynaa
    18-21
    2 Responses May 24, 2011

    Learning To Be Myself

    I have spent most,of my life running away from whom I am.  It all started in my childhood when my mother left me at age 2.  This has had a major impact on my life and left me feeling that I am not good enough as I am.  During my teens, I came into an environment where I felt I...
    Jeannie7 Jeannie7
    46-50
    1 Response Dec 27, 2010

    Zen Humor

    Q. How many Iyengar yogis does it take to replace a light bulb? A. Only one ! BUT, they will need: a sticky mat a backless chair two blocks five blankets a bolster six ropes two belts six assorted benches a bandage a slant board two quarter rounds three weights one wooden horse...
    marlon70 marlon70
    36-40, F
    Feb 18, 2011

    I Feel Funny And Strange

    hmm.. i dont know who i am... for me to be me.. i dont knw wat i want.. who i want. but inside me i always always keep prayin for good.. tat s it. good.. tat everything is good.. i think it s because of my college.. i have a lots of frns out there but nobody really is tat close...
    mynaa mynaa
    18-21
    1 Response May 24, 2011

    Perspective and Order Gone

    Everything I once knew is becoming foreign to me. I don't know why this is happening. I've lost my interests, abilities, desires, and all my knowledge seems obsolete. My sense of identity has faded away and I no longer feel like I belong anywhere.  I don't really know...
    brightwings brightwings
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Mar 23, 2008

    ??????

    wow I don't even know where to start....I've just felt so distant lately and just...disconnected. I don't know how to be anymore! I don't know who I am or what I've become. Everything is just so out of proportion with my life. I can't even get a chance to write down whats going...
    aBlackRoseBurial aBlackRoseBurial
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Nov 28, 2007

    Sad But True...

    But heres what I do know....I am very opinionatedSercretly very egotisticali am a hottieI like to help othersCan be possessive...thats itI used to like to read a lot. But that was because I was always bored and my brothers hogged the tele set. Now since the internet I've been...
    peace332 peace332
    18-21
    Dec 21, 2010

    Lying For Too Long.

    For most of my teenage years and all of my adult life I've been lying to everyone that I know. I have created a web of lies that I have no way of escaping from. I've told my friends and family a few major lies throughout the past few years. Now I feel like a hollow shell. Always...
    theox theox
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Nov 11, 2010
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