I Have Found Love Again After Widowhood

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support

    I Never Thought I Would Love Again

    I lost my soulmate and best friend over 2 years ago. I was blind-sided by his death, as he was only 45, and it was a sudden, massive heart attack that took him from me. He lingered in the hospital for a week before I had to make the choice to remove his life support. For 2 years...
    teagranny teagranny
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Oct 26, 2010

    Love Is In The Air

    Finally a love that makes my heart glow With a bright smile i can finally show I cry tears of joy Finally i cry with a smile on my face Such feelings of happiness is my saving grace I finally found the love of another boy As i clutch onto this love of this man I hope he stays...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2012

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