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I Have 'friends' Who Don't Know The 'real' Me

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 11

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    Me.

    "you look at me and see the girl, who lives inside the golden world. but don't believe that's all there is to see. you'll never know the real me..." bf.
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F Mar 20, 2010

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    Friends, Family, Even Myself At Times

    I think it's a facade' exactly.I'm not being fake. I think it's just a different part of the same person. I tend to act differently around different people. I know I'm not the only person who does. Some people say I'm really outgoing (too much in fact) some say I'm kind of shy...
    wack1985 wack1985 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 13, 2010

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    I feel like they don't know me.

    Like a girl that i introduce to my group of friends and now she doesn't even talk to me,just when she needs something.I always been nice to the people but it seems that they are not even aware of that.I do something wrong and they remember just that.A friend of mine,who is really...
    loveandmorelove loveandmorelove 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 11

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    i am a *****.....my friends luv me a lot.

    ... am not trying to understand them or being funny with them.....Am so afraid that if I lose my friendship bcoz of my own faults.... bcoz they actually tease me by just fooling me abt the things I believe easily....the thing is that...Now am not able to figure out which one is...
    polu26 polu26 18-21, F Dec 19, 2014

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    It's hard for me to show the real me around

    everyone except certain people. I know I hide behind a '***** facade' so that I won't be judged but I'm getting tired of it, I wish we didn't live in a world so judgmental.
    Living2Heights Living2Heights 16-17, F Dec 18, 2014

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    Clueless.

    They don't know how insecure and sad i feel sometimes......bf.
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2010

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    I've loved dressing as a female

    since I was 7 years old. Didn't realise until late on that I really should have been born a female.
    xxxAngiexxx xxxAngiexxx 46-50, T 3 Responses May 9

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    Only a few know what kind of a person I truly

    am. Rest of them are the people I socialise with.
    Tawheed1994 Tawheed1994 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 20, 2014

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    no one knows me 100% I would love to trust

    others enough to share myself but I just can't.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2014

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    You Don't Know The Real Me...

    I have friends who don't know the "real" me, they don't see the "real" me, because I choose not to show it, I don't let people see the "real" me, because i know once i do, that is going to leave me opened up to get hurt all over again. I'm not going to open myself up to that hurt...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 30, 2010

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