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I Have Gender Identity Disorder

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    I am a Borderline Personality.

    I had always identified as transgendered, although I feel like I fell out of that a few years ago. I think I'm two-spirited (I'd never educated myself of the term until earlier this year.) Regardless, I received my diagnosis of GID in 2011. Gender is a silly thing.
    grindhound grindhound 22-25, T 2 Responses May 12

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    I'm physically male. But I'm emotionally

    and mentally a female for the most part. I do like some guy stuff like guns , cigars and sports. Other than that I love female things dresses, makeup shoes chick flicks ext but I also love females I'm not gay at all guy do nothing for me. I have been that way for as long as I...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 2 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    I JUST FOUND OUT IM GETTING NEW SHRINK AN IN MY

    FILES IT SAYS I HAVE GENDER IDENTITY ISSUES/DISORDER GUESS IT KINDA MAKES SENSE SINCE A FEW YEARS BACK I TRYED TO CUT MY **** OF SCREAMING IT SHOULDNT BE THERE!
    SweetAngelFrostPup SweetAngelFrostPup 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 23

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    All My Life

    i have had GID since age 5 and now at age 50 decided to transition, and i now live fulltime as a female. i wish i had done this years ago because i would have had my srs a longtime ago.......
    Mizsuzy Mizsuzy 46-50, T 1 Response Mar 9, 2012

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    staystrongandlive staystrongandlive 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    So, I've been seeing psychiatrists and counselors for years and they change up their **** on what I have...I don't get it I don't fit most of criteria of this disorder anyways. I'm...
    DakotaMuffin DakotaMuffin 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Does anyone here struggle with finding people who won't victim blame or attribute everything you think or do to borderline personality? It just makes it harder to trust one's self...
    rainbowsmangos2015 rainbowsmangos2015 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    It makes me so damn tired that some of them just refuse to work together!
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I'm 90% sure this is not a diagnosis. There is schizoaffective disorder and there is bipolar disorder. It's not one thing, you can have both diagnosis but "schizoaffective bipolar...
    Volatile13 Volatile13 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    lovablebutbroken lovablebutbroken 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    marusu marusu 70+ 1 Response 4 days ago

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    PersonManPersonMan PersonManPersonMan 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    veronicarosy veronicarosy 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    MikelMourning MikelMourning 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I think I might have DID or DDNOS. I know of alters but I don't always have amnesia when they take over. A lot of the time I feel co-consious but things are sometimes foggy. I've...
    MikelMourning MikelMourning 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    MsRebel MsRebel 31-35, F a week ago

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    I'm probably living out the worst case scenario for someone who has this disorder. Long story short, I was diagnosed 2 years ago at age 25 right before everything fell apart. I...
    Katiebug06 Katiebug06 26-30, F a week ago

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    I don't take anything to "help" my disorder because I believe that will only silence them and I do not want that. I like talking to them, hearing what they have to say, and if they...
    MrMenShow MrMenShow 18-21, F Jul 26

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    Search for 'dependent personality disorder' in facebook groups. Group id is 109539752726093 . Join to get support. DPD is very different from having dependency issues or such...
    denadena123 denadena123 22-25 Jul 25

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    I'm a twenty two year old slightly overweight single lesbian woman who is mainly looking for friends of older age. I battle borderline personality disorder, which makes...
    rainbowsmangos2015 rainbowsmangos2015 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 25

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    I feel like I want to tell someone about my eating disorder but I think they will judge me and I'm not at my goal weight so I don't know what to do I just hate feel like this....
    Maria134747 Maria134747 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    I don't exactly know sooooo here's a bunny but SERIOSLY I don't know my gender
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    iddependent iddependent 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Kikiana1 Kikiana1 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    princesabecca princesabecca 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    TahirC TahirC 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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