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I Have Gender Identity Disorder

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    I'm physically male. But I'm emotionally

    and mentally a female for the most part. I do like some guy stuff like guns , cigars and sports. Other than that I love female things dresses, makeup shoes chick flicks ext but I also love females I'm not gay at all guy do nothing for me. I have been that way for as long as I...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 1 Response Jul 7, 2014

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    All My Life

    i have had GID since age 5 and now at age 50 decided to transition, and i now live fulltime as a female. i wish i had done this years ago because i would have had my srs a longtime ago.......
    Mizsuzy Mizsuzy 46-50, T 1 Response Mar 9, 2012

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    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    hi guys. i need somebody to talk to. i'm having a lot of doubt about my gender and i don't know what to do.
    finnien finnien 22-25, T 2 Responses Jan 7

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    There is no sexual identity page. Maybe anyone here can recognize my confusion and help? I am a 19 year old girl. I have only ever liked guys, but have recently been thinking that...
    ThinkingCat ThinkingCat 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Does anyone have any like physical symptoms that they are aware of before a transition or like do you have friends, family, spouses that notice any physical signs/symptoms before a...
    xobeautynvrdiesxo xobeautynvrdiesxo 26-30, T 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Hi, my name is Jess. I have DID but have never really gotten help for it, every time I get a "professional" that says they can help me, they break my trust somehow. I stopped...
    Thingsunseen Thingsunseen 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    So I guess they call it DID now. My name is Reggie. I am frustrated because I can't seem to post this stupid thing. Finally I think I might be able to. I just want to say I don't...
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    I think I may have a new alter I've had four alters for a while but today I had slightly dual consciousness for a bit and was someone new. Different voice, different drives...
    Thingsunseen Thingsunseen 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I have just been recently diagnosed, and this is really kind of scary. I always knew that I had missed time, but I just assumed that I had really bad memory. I am just wondering...
    mybeautifulwisdom mybeautifulwisdom 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I'm back! For awhile at least. It's been awhile since I last updated or posted anything. So far if some of you remember my problem about this girl I met during childhood and how I...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Weekend weekend I love the weekend! I get to have so much fun! Do you like the weekend? Of course you do it's the weekend ^_^ ~Theta
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    i love how me simply being host ****** off certain alters. heheh it feels oddly rewarding.
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 Dec 29, 2014

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    I was wondering if anyone remembers when their alter first arrived ? when you met I guess. for me she came as what seemed like hallucinations. but at that time I had never even...
    toasty420 toasty420 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I feel like marijuana helps me cope with symptoms
    toasty420 toasty420 18-21, F Dec 30, 2014

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    My husband has DID as well. He told me that my transitions are making his alters want to come out. I feel like a bad influence or that I'm not good for him.
    Thingsunseen Thingsunseen 22-25, F Jan 1

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    One of my alters just killed herself. I'm ******* broken. I must sleep to go to school in 3 hours but I definitely won't. I'm speechless. I never had any contact with that alter...
    AhtnamasH AhtnamasH 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    celes is usually fronting while i'm just co-fronting but it's switched! it's a little too real for me
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I don't even know where to begin. It sounds like me but I don't want to believe it. I know what I'm being told by my partner and my therapist. It makes sense with my past and I...
    NDS1979 NDS1979 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    who is that thing in the mirror????
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 Jan 10

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    who am I ?? am I number three... why is everything so empty
    toasty420 toasty420 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Is this a common symptom of disassociative related stuff? : Sometimes I remember something my alters or myself did in the past. Some memories are from what brought me to this...
    Thingsunseen Thingsunseen 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    We've been DID for as long as we can remember, though we didn't really know what it was until we were around fifteen. When it all started, there were only seven of us. Then as...
    imal0serbabyx imal0serbabyx 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Good things usually and up being bad. Now that EVERYONE knows about my alters, my girlfriend and my best friends are being treated like **** and calling them names. My girlfriend...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hey all, My name is Chris, I am a 23 year old biological male who just recently began questioning my own gender identity! Hurray me! This whole experience has turned me whole...
    ReassessingSelf23 ReassessingSelf23 22-25, M Jan 8

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    I have a mental disorder. I don't like the word illness, it makes it sound like I can be cured but I can't be cured. I have DID, dissociative identity disorder. My name is Julia...
    MeAnd5Others MeAnd5Others 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Yes, I have an eating disorder. And yes, I'm still fat. Fat people can have eating disorders too. which makes everything worse since no one will suspect you for having it. What I...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 6 days ago

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    I am shacking while I'm writing this, shacking on the inside because the outside is placid-still. I have a living disorder, I also have an eating disorder. I eat my feelings out...
    petalbiths petalbiths 18-21, F Jan 1

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    I was born female but was a tom boy when I was younger and it was honestly the only time in my life that felt correct. I am older now and have been living the female life having...
    sabbrinalindara sabbrinalindara 16-17, F Jan 3

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    Anyone else have monologues with themself when they are alone in the house? I always do this. It's not something i have even thought about until now. It's really weird. I think i...
    ThinkingCat ThinkingCat 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I can't look at myself without wanting to cry anymore... **** this... I'm going to start purging as soon as my lip piercing heals... I need to lose 30 more pounds and I WILL get...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    There can be no arguing. It's normal in any relationship to have an argument every now and then. I'll even take some bickering instead of real arguing. However, in my relationship...
    Remotay88 Remotay88 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    Does anyone's spouse show physical symptoms that they are about to have a transition to one of their alters? or has anyone around you ever noticed any physical signs/symptoms...
    xobeautynvrdiesxo xobeautynvrdiesxo 26-30, T 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    "I was annoying. It's my fault". Today is New Year's, my second one ever that's not been with my parents. I have been missing home today a lot. It's a bigger holiday in Holland...
    Remotay88 Remotay88 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    "I think my name is Amy" Last night I had a major breakdown. It started off with an argument over nothing and ended with me telling 'A' how I felt she didn't do much around the...
    Remotay88 Remotay88 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Ever since I had metacognition at age 11 or 12, I've wanted to be a paraplegic. I used to read so many stories on orthopedic surgery, and spinal cords... I considered dropping a...
    walch478 walch478 22-25, T Jan 7

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    I just can't cope at the moment. I'm having counselling and "personality" has been mentioned, and, now I really think about it, perhaps my having a personality disorder would "fit...
    Chaleureuse Chaleureuse 26-30, F Jan 10

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    What is the outlook like for someone with this disorder, whether in treatment or not? If you have this, how long have you known? What steps have you taken to manage it, and how is...
    anniemagus anniemagus 31-35, F Jan 12

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    I most definitely have this. I trust somebody as far as I can throw them, no matter how long I've know them. they can be friends or family, the answer is still no. I DO NOT confide...
    Mybodyisacage Mybodyisacage 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    Do you get the disorder since you were born or get it in your life time? i believe i dont have this when i was born, i had a lot of friends when i was child. Trauma and bullying...
    chocolattee chocolattee 22-25, M Dec 29, 2014

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    i've this disorder from my bad environment. people bully me and i cannot do anything to fight back because of my weak body. now, i always bring stuntgun in my bag i also bring...
    chocolattee chocolattee 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I've always had it. I never played with the other kids at recess from pre school to 5th grade. Middle school was a living hell and now I go to an alternative high school. I have a...
    classAteam classAteam 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    ive been diagnosed with depression and wow I just feel so fat. I often get the urge to go bulimic when im angry because im angry at myself and im a ******* fat *** and I just want...
    idkhby idkhby 13-15, F Dec 30, 2014

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    after 11 years of battling my eating disorder ive finally been admitted to the right therapy and im starting to question if i have the strength in me to do it
    laulaulauuu laulaulauuu 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Getting in the groove of freelancing is becoming more and more difficult each day. I am trying to manage my learning disorder and ADD without medication. I am taking so many...
    untamablekitty untamablekitty 26-30, F Jan 2

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