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I Have Gender Identity Disorder

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    I am a Borderline Personality.

    I had always identified as transgendered, although I feel like I fell out of that a few years ago. I think I'm two-spirited (I'd never educated myself of the term until earlier this year.) Regardless, I received my diagnosis of GID in 2011. Gender is a silly thing.
    grindhound grindhound 22-25, T 2 Responses May 12

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    I JUST FOUND OUT IM GETTING NEW SHRINK AN IN MY

    FILES IT SAYS I HAVE GENDER IDENTITY ISSUES/DISORDER GUESS IT KINDA MAKES SENSE SINCE A FEW YEARS BACK I TRYED TO CUT MY **** OF SCREAMING IT SHOULDNT BE THERE!
    SweetAngelFrostPup SweetAngelFrostPup 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 23

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    I'm physically male. But I'm emotionally

    and mentally a female for the most part. I do like some guy stuff like guns , cigars and sports. Other than that I love female things dresses, makeup shoes chick flicks ext but I also love females I'm not gay at all guy do nothing for me. I have been that way for as long as I...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 56-60, T 2 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    All My Life

    i have had GID since age 5 and now at age 50 decided to transition, and i now live fulltime as a female. i wish i had done this years ago because i would have had my srs a longtime ago.......
    Mizsuzy Mizsuzy 46-50, T 1 Response Mar 9, 2012

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    This is for everyone who questions me about being transgender. I'm not transgender gender I'm gender fluid but transgender was the closest option.
    Heliolatry Heliolatry 16-17, T 20 hrs ago

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    Iris was out and attacked me with a stanley knife.....I can handle most of the but Iris..pff
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've been suffering with different eating disorders since I was about 7 when I stopped eating because the other kids would bully me about my weight. Then after about a year my...
    FeedingTheWolves FeedingTheWolves 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Is there anyone here who has had another former or co existing diagnosis with borderline personality disorder? I was diagnosed with Autism in my childhood but one psychologist I...
    rainbowsmangos2015 rainbowsmangos2015 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    -and one of my alters is a dragon. Another one is a city. And I'm just... Huh.
    BumbleBees113 BumbleBees113 13-15, T 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have a constant obsession with having my legs amputated above the knee. I wouldn't go all the way up to the hips because I see my real self having six inch stumps. Although I...
    Zylork Zylork 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't know if I am trans- I don't think I am. But sometimes I get incredibly bothered by my sex. I just don't feel like my gender. I have gotten to the point where in my head I...
    petrichoreographed petrichoreographed 16-17 5 days ago

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    I think one of the more depressing things I put up with at this point in my life would have to be listening to all these other people around my age - and even years younger - who...
    Jugemu Jugemu 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    ****VERY LONG DEscriptION****I've never told anyone about this before and it's one of my darkest secrets. But I have 3 alters that make up "me." They don't have names so I gave...
    Ikebanna69 Ikebanna69 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have BDD. I am going to be assessed for BDD next week. I already know I have it. I'm reading a book now and it sounds like me. Basically it's a person that's preoccupied with a...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    If you want to what Borderline Personality feels like watch the links below. It'll give you an inside look. Watch "Borderline Personality Disorder - What it feels like" on...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    So like I've noticed that through out myself, especially as I've gotten older, I have gotten very terrified about ppl leaving me. Which is of course the abandonment issues with our...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    Does someone know how to clean up permanent marker from doors? Some of my other personalities wrote all over my kitchen! They really drive me crazy!
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    what is the difference between avoidant personality disorder and social anxiety disorder?
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F Aug 23

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    I've stopped talking to my friends because I don't want them to get hurt. Not that I would on purpose, but I can be very unpredictable at times. When I'm at home I stay in my room...
    reaperthejack reaperthejack 13-15, M Aug 22

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID/formally known as MPD or multiple personality disorder. A lot of people have no idea what it means so I decided to write something about it and...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID/formally known as MPD or multiple personality disorder. A lot of people have no idea what it means so I decided to write something about it and...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F Aug 22

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID/formally known as MPD or multiple personality disorder. A lot of people have no idea what it means so I decided to write something about it and...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F Aug 22

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    I have not been diagnosed officially, but both my psycholigist and psychiatrist believe that I have a personality disorder. My psycholigist thinks it may be Bi-Polar II but does...
    Myzery Myzery 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    It was near the beginning of 1st grade when I first began exhibiting the symptoms of General Anxiety Disorder. Always worried that I was going to die or that something bad would...
    Livenka007 Livenka007 18-21, F Aug 20

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    Hello everybody I have only told one or two people about this, if you are intrigued don't feel afraid to PM me
    SuicideDreams360 SuicideDreams360 13-15, M Aug 19

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    one of my younger alters drew ducks, butterflies and birds.....on my working paper!
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Everything I experience is like I'm not fully here. Like its not really real. My memories are always remembered in third person. My dreams are in third person or like watching a...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    that would be me!!! I have BPD!!!
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 18

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    can you actually get rid of an alter like make them no longer existent?
    himenoko143 himenoko143 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    idk if I actually have multiple personality disorder, but suffering from border line personality disorder makes me feel like I have different personalities due to my ability to...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 Response Aug 18

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    Yup, I'm friends with some of them and we get along, they understand they can't go weird with my body. Then some of them just enjoy being difficult, arguing with my husband or best...
    FloridaGirl93 FloridaGirl93 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    In some romantic or sexual situations when the person lets u down easily do u end up just spinning in this deep hole of loneliness?? Which then makes u reach out to them and makes...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I'm very new here... And I've recently come to terms with my alters. There's three of us. I am Santi, and the other two are Meza and Sopa. We're all very confused of how we came to...
    censoredbysopa censoredbysopa 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    And am now officially diagnosed... I'm just back from my talk with the psychologist. I feel emotionally heavy, but at the same time as if a burden has been lifted. I eat to fill a...
    DanaJuliana DanaJuliana 22-25, F Aug 17

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    I know I have ADD for about 10 months now. I had a depression before that, as I got stuck in several ways. My relation ended because of it so I had to move houses too. Now I'm...
    Turquoise82 Turquoise82 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I am nice. I want good friends to talk to. I am an alter who is kind. I want a good life here. I wish I had more friends to talk to. I hide, and only come out on here and with...
    navycs navycs 31-35, F Aug 16

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    Hi. I am in charge of the body. I live here and love to be good friends with other alters. We are human too. We have better times now. We live in Florida and have a girlfriend...
    navycs navycs 31-35, F Aug 16

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    Iris Iris is one of my alters who is really hard to control. She is very strong minded and loves to break people mentally. I've lost some of my best friends because they couldn't...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I have EDNOS. I'm 18 and I've been suffering for about 5 years now. Five years of starving , binging , purging , abusing laxatives and alongside my disordered eating behaviors I...
    coffeentea coffeentea 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I have an eating disorder. I have an unhealthy relationship with food, and it's a daily struggle. Something that you need to sustain life taunts me everyday.
    Charper44 Charper44 18-21, F Aug 15

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