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I Have Gender Identity Disorder

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    I'm physically male. But I'm emotionally

    and mentally a female for the most part. I do like some guy stuff like guns , cigars and sports. Other than that I love female things dresses, makeup shoes chick flicks ext but I also love females I'm not gay at all guy do nothing for me. I have been that way for as long as I...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 1 Response Jul 7

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    All My Life

    i have had GID since age 5 and now at age 50 decided to transition, and i now live fulltime as a female. i wish i had done this years ago because i would have had my srs a longtime ago.......
    Mizsuzy Mizsuzy 46-50, T 1 Response Mar 9, 2012

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    It's battle everyday. Sometimes you just have to ask "why me? What have I done to deserve this?" Some days are so much harder then others.
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    I'm starting to think several of my alters have integrated, but I have no idea how to know. It's like I know it is them based on how it felt when I was co-conscious with them, but...
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    The sadistic feelings don't last long, but god when they hit, they hit hard. Sitting here smoking, waiting to leave to get the boys. All I want is to be alone in a bar, drunk off...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 26-30 Jul 14

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    aflurryofemotions aflurryofemotions 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    bfab1998 bfab1998 13-15, F Jul 9

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    paradiseisbroken paradiseisbroken 13-15, F Jul 10

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    I have Generalized anxiety disorder for over 15 years. It took many years out of my life and paralyzed my ability to have a job or normal life. I tried all the medications they...
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    majahi majahi 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Over time I've realised that BPD has made me a Chameleon. I change my colours depending on who I'm with. I've done this for as long as I can remember. I've realised that I don't do...
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    xxxwindowxxx xxxwindowxxx 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    starsarediamonds starsarediamonds 13-15, F Jul 7

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    ForeverLostPoet ForeverLostPoet 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    SophiaMadelineRose SophiaMadelineRose 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29

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