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I Have Gender Identity Disorder

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    All My Life

    i have had GID since age 5 and now at age 50 decided to transition, and i now live fulltime as a female. i wish i had done this years ago because i would have had my srs a longtime ago.......
    Mizsuzy Mizsuzy 46-50, T 1 Response Mar 9, 2012

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    I JUST FOUND OUT IM GETTING NEW SHRINK AN IN MY

    FILES IT SAYS I HAVE GENDER IDENTITY ISSUES/DISORDER GUESS IT KINDA MAKES SENSE SINCE A FEW YEARS BACK I TRYED TO CUT MY **** OF SCREAMING IT SHOULDNT BE THERE!
    SweetGazePup SweetGazePup 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm physically male. But I'm emotionally

    and mentally a female for the most part. I do like some guy stuff like guns , cigars and sports. Other than that I love female things dresses, makeup shoes chick flicks ext but I also love females I'm not gay at all guy do nothing for me. I have been that way for as long as I...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 1 Response Jul 7, 2014

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    I JUST FOUND OUT IM GETTING NEW SHRINK AN IN MY FILES IT SAYS I HAVE GENDER IDENTITY ISSUES/DISORDER GUESS IT KINDA MAKES SENSE SINCE A FEW YEARS BACK I TRYED TO CUT MY **** OF...
    SweetGazePup SweetGazePup 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    anyone have experience, maybe through therapy, working with alters that come from your ID EGO??
    karisasam karisasam 31-35, F 9 hrs ago

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    Does anyone know of an inpatient treatment center for Dissociative Identity by any chance??
    puffingdandelions puffingdandelions 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    ill miss you but changes happen for a reason ill just have to hope its for the better(why is a system shift so upsetting?)
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 1 Response Feb 7

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    I have an alter, Shelia, who is a true rebel!!!!! free spirit, runs wild, wants her independence, holds anger toward herself and her past. I am the hardest on her and she feels put...
    karisasam karisasam 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 10

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    Hey everyone if you would like I have this Korean drama people should watch that might help or might remind you of things. It's called hyde jekyll me and once you watch the show...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Feb 12

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    Hi, I'm new on here. Things have been overwhelming, real overwhelming. I told someone close to me I have DID and everything is chaotic. I question my diagnosis when certain ppl in...
    roaminglostsoul roaminglostsoul 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I mean, I guuuuuuuuuuuess I'll be host for a little while~ I won't like it though.
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 1 hr ago

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    Is it possible for a person with DID to be happily married?I'm having difficulties to remain married. It felt like my husband doesn't understand me and i just want out.
    Shabee74 Shabee74 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    How to communicate with my alters? Anyone willing to share a technique to communicate with our own alters?
    Shabee74 Shabee74 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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     One of my alters did this to me.
    Shabee74 Shabee74 41-45, F Feb 1

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    the system changed a lot again i feel sick and want to cry
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 1 Response Feb 4

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    Our system is going down. Queen needs more recruits to hopefully keep her line down. It's ******* hell here now. So many panic attacks and death in our realm that it's making her...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Feb 9

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    The room isn't right, I don't remember being here, or falling asleep. My other half keeps talking me through it to calm me down. His voice in my head isn't doing me any justice. I...
    Edg3Runn3r Edg3Runn3r 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 16

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    We are a family here. And we keep the host protected and alive. The littles help a lot too. And the guys protect fiercely. It's great actually. :)
    krystalkool84 krystalkool84 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    dont know where the host has gone, its like our system is collapsing on itself now and all i can hear is mika saying stuff like, "i told you so! i told you so!" euggh i dont even...
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 1 Response Feb 18

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    woke up today and noticed someone did something to the body..i cant even recognize it
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 2 Responses a week ago

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    Could someone please help me. I'm in need of help.. I feel that I may have borderline personality disorder / bipolar disorder but talking with someone that suffers with one of...
    dte21 dte21 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    I'm 27, almost 28. I lost my grandmother to a heart attack in May 2013, and I lost my brother to suicide in August 2013. Ever since then, my appetite has severely diminished. Not...
    libbyslice libbyslice 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I have a eating disorder but I'm getting better, and eating from once or twice a day, to about 3 times a day but I'm still skinny
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have disinhibited attachment disorder. I feel alone, and in the past few weeks a lot of things have happened... But I've become aware of some of the patterns. Like, as soon as...
    Definitelysome1 Definitelysome1 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I'm really not sure about anything that has to do with my gender rn, I feel differently everyday, but then other days I feel like nothing gender wise at all. Genderfluid? Nonbinary...
    erin7300 erin7300 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    After 3+ years of cds-ing on & off, my peers have analyzed & fine tuned my personality to being a better responsible transgender person. Not that before I was performing in...
    cross2play cross2play 31-35 3 days ago

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    After 3+ years of cds-ing on & off, my peers have analyzed & fine tuned my personality to being a better responsible transgender person. Not that before I was performing in...
    cross2play cross2play 31-35 3 days ago

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    I don't have the hyper part at all, I just have attention problems. The hardest part is that I have such little control over it because I will be trying to get something important...
    zen001 zen001 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    I may have this but I will not be beaten I struggle I fight I gasp for air damn anxiety steals my oxygen but this is my body I am not gonna be ruled or frightened by you today I am...
    xshilx xshilx 41-45, F 9 hrs ago

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    Amid the crowd they hear a scream, they pass it by like a mere dream, vast amounts of the human race, the likes of which are not my taste, they suffer and cry, they beg and lie...
    fenrirandimpachi fenrirandimpachi 22-25, M 16 hrs ago

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    I have been seeing my girlfriend for only 8 months now and I love her beyond words. She was very upfront about having DID from the start. In the 8 months we have had good days and...
    rose2416 rose2416 31-35, F Feb 4

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    "She is my wife!" A few days ago on Friday 'A' had therapy. As always she didn't really want to go. She came home very upset and felt like we were going to be stuck here (in this...
    Remotay88 Remotay88 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    "Get... out!" We have both been worried about money, jobs and getting out of this place. Tonight it was extra bad. As soon as I got into bed I started crying. I expected my wife...
    Remotay88 Remotay88 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    I have always thought it would be awesome to not any arms legs I like to have some one them cut off . I want them gone
    hopetodie hopetodie 51-55, M Feb 18

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    This is a newer diagnosis for me, happening sometime during the early winter. It was brought up by a new therapist I was seeing (and stopped seeing for unrelated reasons) and then...
    PerturbedBrain PerturbedBrain 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Never would I have believed, not in a million years, that there was some mental disorder out there that could completely destroy someone, inside and out. Now, it's getting harder...
    joshknows66 joshknows66 13-15, M Feb 9

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    I have been struggling with an eating disorder (Ana Mia) for almost 15 years. I have had outpatient therapy on and off for the last several years. My boyfriend knows, I was very...
    meanoldstepmom meanoldstepmom 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I'm diagnosed schizotypal personality disorder, ptsd, and panic disorder, I'm mentally and physically exhausted.. Does anyone else get a humming in their head? It always is just...
    MissE78 MissE78 36-40, F Feb 16

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    i have a binge eating disorder. this is an eating disorder and i feel completely out of control of it. after going through a healthy weight loss i am back to binge eating and i...
    jermdbt80612 jermdbt80612 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Can guys have eating disorders because i'm the only guy know that has one
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 5 Responses Jan 28

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    I seem to restrict what I eat, only eating at the right times socially and often not eating anything all day until 7pm. I can then often overeat and lose control. EDNOS (Eating...
    Matineeidle79 Matineeidle79 31-35, F Feb 2

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    i have the severe fear everyday of my lover leaving me. its stressful for us both because i constantly worry til feeling ill and i ask her for comfirmation all the time. so its not...
    dragonshine dragonshine 22-25, T Feb 6

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    I have a weird eating disorder. I love to eat chalk especially after having spicy food.
    Samsalsa Samsalsa 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    A Constant Battle I find being social extremely tiring and a bit timid to bring the stress on myself. It's not that I don't act myself around friends, I do. It's just a...
    Phoenix3439 Phoenix3439 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    When I was a teenager, I never knew I had this disorder. If I had know, I would probably have avoided driving. With this disability, my mind is almost always restlessly wondering...
    katsuobushi katsuobushi 36-40, M Feb 14

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    I feel as if I am really chubby. My family and friends say I am the right size. I have been skipping meals, and limiting calories. Then exercising even when I am sick. I end up...
    puppylove16 puppylove16 16-17, F