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I Have Gender Identity Disorder

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    All My Life

    i have had GID since age 5 and now at age 50 decided to transition, and i now live fulltime as a female. i wish i had done this years ago because i would have had my srs a longtime ago.......
    Mizsuzy Mizsuzy 46-50, T 1 Response Mar 9, 2012

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    I'm physically male. But I'm emotionally

    and mentally a female for the most part. I do like some guy stuff like guns , cigars and sports. Other than that I love female things dresses, makeup shoes chick flicks ext but I also love females I'm not gay at all guy do nothing for me. I have been that way for as long as I...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 1 Response Jul 7

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    being a male alter in a female body is very confusing, but i've been rolling with it for so long that it stops being that way!! i'm now starting to consider myself as agender since...
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 2 days ago

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    So Many Shades of Gray - in a world that demands black and white. I spent most of the first 30 years of my life totally confused about my gender and sexual preference. I was...
    AlbertSAT AlbertSAT 66-70, M 4 Responses Nov 21

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    I have a large internal system. my core fractured when I was 12. it is reweaving itself together now. my father was a Dr and did cruel things to me. he stopped my heart 9 or 10...
    susieladybug65 susieladybug65 56-60, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    For over seven months, I've been in a relationship with someone, problem is I have a very sexual alter who is getting jealous of mine and his relationship... Is it bad of me to say...
    monsterwithinme monsterwithinme 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    I don't know which of my alters are alters. I mean, if I had to count them, they're smth like 50. But I feel like there's two kinds of people in the system: - The lost souls, that...
    AhtnamasH AhtnamasH 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    And my alters have decided that they have found us the one. I'm just wondering if anyone else has alters like mine. Because of my alters all being me, and the fact that I have no...
    AbyssalSilence AbyssalSilence 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    Only two people know about this. One of my best friends, and me (and my alters). My family don't know and I'm un-diagnosed (obviously)... I'm not sure if I should tell my family...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am just frustrated today!! I am usually pretty good with accepting all the struggles that go with being a multiple but, today, I just feel like I am at the end of my rope!! I...
    dreshany dreshany 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So I have a problem. One of my alters, Lara, is suicidal and cuts herself. When she does this she harms the whole system and if she dies, we all do. Her depression is really bad. I...
    Lisawellsliveson Lisawellsliveson 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Has anyone had any parts integrate before? I've had a few minor parts merge with me or another part. Now 4 of my main parts are ready to integrate. It's wonderful but also very...
    dreshany dreshany 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 20

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    has an alter in your system ever fallen in love with someone who they are...how should I word this correctly hmmm...unsuited for?
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 2 Responses Nov 21

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    People keep telling me to write about my life. But its hard when you're only present 1/6th of the time.
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I can guarantee I will be crying during this movie. Inside Out http://m.imdb.com/title/tt2096673/
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 Nov 27

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    Constantly checking the time to see if I've missed time. Lol.
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 27

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    being cc is such a weird feeling its like two other people are seeing what im doin right now weird
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 1 Response Nov 28

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    the chatter is very lively tonight
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 1 Response Dec 1

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    So just curious, what are all the names of different peopls personalities? what are their corresponding ages? Mine are: Danica - 5 Riot - 19 Anna - 22 Aya - 23 Fox - 28 Tora - 32...
    aya962 aya962 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 5

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    so i'm really curious about this, how does your system handle relationships? do you let alters date or does the host only date/whatever else???
    komaeda komaeda 16-17 2 Responses Dec 6

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    Pretty sure this will never get easier. I hate being an alter
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 1 Response a week ago

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    Pretty sure this will never get easier. I hate being an alter
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 2 Responses a week ago

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    I haven't been diagnosed, but I have intense feelings of wanting some type of disease, medical condition, mental condition, or disability. I'm more fixated on being in a wheelchair...
    MorganDeen MorganDeen 13-15, F Nov 30

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    I think I might have borderline personality disorder. I am bulimic and am also diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. I am taking medication to help...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 26

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    I think I may have borderline personality disorder. It's a little hard to deal with. I know something is wrong with me and I don't want to live my life thinking that and not doing...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 26

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    i have a mental disorder and i found out when it was too late. i dont know if i am just an idiot ir have a mental disorder.
    msworstlife msworstlife 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    When I was younger I never ate. Not because I was scared to gain, but because when I was hungry I never felt like actually eating. The thought of it even made me nauseous at times...
    MiniMe57 MiniMe57 13-15, F Dec 6

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    Nov. 20, 2014 5:30pm I don't know what is wrong with me. I felt so happy when I got home. I felt so much love for mj and I was just on cloud nine. But I guess my flight reached...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Did my research and the doctor labeled me. I have an eating disorder called binge eating. where you just eat and eat with emotional attachment. like you just eat if your depressed...
    sassy19love sassy19love 13-15 1 Response Nov 17

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    It took me years of searching, but I finally found it. The answer to pretty much everything wrong with me. Why I do what I do. It's beautiful. In an awful, you have a personality...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 8 Responses Nov 23

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    Nov. 20, 2014 5:30pm I don't know what is wrong with me. I felt so happy when I got home. I felt so much love for mj and I was just on cloud nine. But I guess my flight reached...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    On Coming Out Day (Oct. 11) I came out to my sister as transgender and a couple weeks later she visited me and kept calling me "Miss Emily" (putting a lot of emphasis on the 'Miss...
    EnterTransman EnterTransman 13-15, T Nov 24

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    On Coming Out Day (Oct. 11) I came out to my sister as transgender and a couple weeks later she visited me and kept calling me "Miss Emily" (putting a lot of emphasis on the 'Miss...
    EnterTransman EnterTransman 13-15, T Nov 24

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    I feel empty. Like I always have to look for strong emotions to feel alive. That means I'm addicted to cutting and to other bad things
    styxc styxc 18-21, M 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Hi. I'm fifteen, 5'2", and I don't know how much I weigh. I know that four months ago I was 150 pounds. I skip breakfast ad lunch and sometimes I only have my snack after school...
    Lbh1999 Lbh1999 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I love my wife. A couple years ago, we find that she has terrible OCD. More recently find that she also has did. I am patient and want only to help her, but I'm getting tired...
    WtfAmIHearing WtfAmIHearing 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 30

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    This place seems kind of sparce of activity. Anyone have any online groups on forums that are more active for family support?
    WtfAmIHearing WtfAmIHearing 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I don't actually have a spouse with DID. However, I am dating someone with DID. We've been dating for quite some time now and I've known from the start he's had it. I'm not...
    lastresort98 lastresort98 16-17, F Dec 2

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    My wife has DID.....I'm in tears seeing the words of others struggling with some of what I'm going through. So much to say....so much to ask.....the stupid friggin system....led to...
    drdidnt drdidnt 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    Does this sound like borderline : - aggressive and needs to be in charge all the time -loves making people uncomfortable -hard on themselves and tries with all their power not...
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 9

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    Does anyone else with DID have trouble keeping a job? My husband is afraid to work do to his switches.
    jayroad jayroad 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 9

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    Let me introduce myself. This will be long. I'm going to call myself M and I will refer to my wife as A. We've been married for only a few months as I write this. We are both 20...
    Remotay88 Remotay88 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I need to talk about last night. Yesterday morning was great. 'A' wasn't feeling as sick as usual (she has been coming down with fevers for around two weeks now) and was able to...
    Remotay88 Remotay88 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was diagnosed with ADD when I was in 2nd or 3rd grade. Grew up knowing my life was not going to be easy. I took my meds everyday that soon made it that I couldn't sleep. causing...
    kaylavene2016 kaylavene2016 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 18

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    And it was terrible. It developed over a period of years, years that I remember only perfectionism, anxiety, and self consciousness. I wanted to change myself. At age 10, I went...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 3

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