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I Have Gender Identity Disorder

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    Hmm well hello, my name is Melissa and I have Dissociative Identity Disorder, uhm and I'm not the main Alter of this body, and well because of that I dont have much time of my own...
    fairyMelissa fairyMelissa 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    After successfully hiding from myself my whole life the reality that I do not understand my gender identity, I have awoken in the past few years. I realise since I was a small...
    Dooogles Dooogles 36-40 4 days ago

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    I have had this disorder sense middle school (and I am now 22). Many people could never diagnoss my condition because I could never completely describe it nor did I trust others...
    LiliumxoTears LiliumxoTears 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 31

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    i went to the hospital again. it was on February 14th. i was walking home and i got sexually assaulted. when i got home i was alone and aat there in silence for a bit before i...
    tallestshadow tallestshadow 22-25, T 1 Response Apr 1

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    I have DID no matter how hard I try not to admit it or reveal my diagnosis I can't get away from it. I wish I did not have DID I want to have a simple normal life without feeding...
    nomoreoopsy nomoreoopsy 31-35, F Apr 5

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    Hello I see this experience tag being more recently used so I decided it would be sort of best that I write things here. Well to start off yes I do have DID and I am a part of the...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Apr 2

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    I have three others. We all get along quite well. I have one male other, or "alter" and the remaining two are female. I have a feeling something happened very early in my childhood...
    iamlikewater iamlikewater 18-21, F Apr 9

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    I don't know, honestly. Everyone thinks I have an eating disorder. I'm not sure. Honestly....I don't really know what anorexia is...*sigh*. I just know that medically.....I'm...
    Josephineong Josephineong 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I have an eating disorder, but know one in my family takes me seriously. I know I have Binge Eating Disorder and I have had it for a long time now. I can't stop putting food in my...
    Marisa67002 Marisa67002 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Recently been told I may have Borderline Personality Disorder. It's not a confirmed diagnosis yet, but I'm pretty sure I have it, definitely makes more sense to me than the...
    atremain atremain 18-21, F Apr 3

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    I have an eating disorder that I struggling with. It started in highschool my junior year and I was cheerleading. Something triggered it again about a year ago and I am traveling...
    Anarai Anarai 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    i have borderline personality disorder maybe i have to join another group lee anne
    maddisongrace maddisongrace 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Since as long as I can remember I have had the feeling that my whole body isn't mine. My face is, my collarbones are and my hands and feet too, but the rest is not. My shoulders...
    EprilYuan EprilYuan 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Ive never enjoyed the perks and rights that my brothers enjoy in my household. I don't get to have a say in the most important issues of my life. Like education, marriage, social...
    lolaMyheqrt lolaMyheqrt 18-21, F Apr 7

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    My apologies but I am going to skip past all the intro bits. I am really struggling tonight. I have a part that i have pushed away for years. I have ignored her and squashed her...
    dreshany dreshany 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    Oh Thank God Above that I have found this page!! Where were you 3 years ago when the box was opened and my husband's childhood came crashing in? I have read so many books and gone...
    JaneEllenB JaneEllenB 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I was diagnosed with Schiztotypal Disorder in 2011 and ever since then things have begun to be understandable yet difficult. It explained why I feel detached and disconnected from...
    m4ch1n3121 m4ch1n3121 22-25, M Mar 21

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    ***Before you read this: I am NOT looking for sympathy and/or pity; I'm trying to explain a little what living with this disorder is like. Please don't feed the narcissist's supply...
    LiquidThinking LiquidThinking 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    My problem with getting this diagnosis was that I used to not like the fact that everyone gets labels. I mean, I still feel like certain terms get thrown around way too casually...
    showusyoursouls showusyoursouls 18-21, F Apr 1

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    I am at war... with myself. Actually, it's more like tug-of-war. My Life is in a long game of tug-of-war with My Body (either way, I consider myself a soldier, but you can think...
    Amsch95 Amsch95 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Hi, I don't have apd but my husband does. it's very hard living with someone with this disorder. Everything is on his terms and if something goes wrong it's like walking on egg...
    Lmm14 Lmm14 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    After years I finally found out why I don't feel comfortable touching people and getting touched by them. For a long time I thought that it might be a mild form of haphephobia but...
    maethi maethi 22-25, M Mar 20

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    Dear eating disorder, please go away. I thought you were my friend, i thought you were helping me, looking out for me. At the start you reassured me that everything would be ok...
    pinkisperfect pinkisperfect 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    So yesterday was eating fast food. From getting Arby's, to froyo and then a very greasy pizza. Well when I woke up this morning I thought I gained a lot. Like it feels like my face...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 23

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    Well my dad used to tell me off for eating. I always had a revved up metabolism which continued well into my teens. I could rival any teenage boy. But I was active- I never...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I find my biggest confliction with my eating disorder is my weed habit. I smoke pot for my insomnia/depression and I love it. I was on a whole bunch of meds that made me feel...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Okay.. well, Im a 16 year old girl, been in and out of the hospital for depression, selfharm, anxiety. That was all two years ago. I've lived with a dad that has pretended that i...
    Soldottern Soldottern 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    So, I think my anorexia is coming back. I've been eating a lot recently, but throwing it all up. I'm sick of doing that. All I want is to be skinny. I hate myself and when I...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I have PSTD and personality disorder which I don't know how to handle.
    godswish49 godswish49 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Absence. I've been gone due to my eating disorder and its repurcussions. I apologize to my friends.
    Toukos Toukos 18-21 6 days ago

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    Hi there. I'm 18 and I was told by my therapist that I have BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder). I have had a terrible self image for as long as I can remember. I don't remember a time...
    agolden agolden 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Hello, I finally found somewhere where I can finally share my story. I just want to put these out on small little intervals so that it's not too much. I am the queen of this host...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Mar 31

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    I am a mom of 2, a fireman's wife, a nurse and I have ADD. I excelled through school when I was younger, but started having some difficulty in college. I currently take Vyvanse.
    jencrock jencrock 26-30, F Mar 18

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    I am 26 and I have had bdd for 9 years. I hate my face. I cannot look in a mirror or see a picture of myself or I will get very depressed. I have not looked in a regular mirror in...
    cricht05 cricht05 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    It's girls. It's happened with about 5 of them out of the couple dozen I've been involved with. It's at the stage after I get the sense they are interested and before I am...
    rougheredges rougheredges 22-25, M Mar 18

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    So... i'm around 5'1 and a half, I weigh about 12.5 stone. Needless to say that i'm quite a bit overweight. But holy ****... I don't know what happened, but everything's going...
    Narfypoitzort Narfypoitzort 18-21, F Mar 19

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    I've been battling with hating myself for a very long time, years! And it's all now become too much, it's ruining my relationship.. So I've decide to finally seek help by talking...
    belle87 belle87 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    So I have depression. Is it not the most ****** up, confusing illness of all time! Why do I have this?
    mingerama mingerama 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I feel terrible about my mood swings and how much trouble it must cause for my boyfriend. He knew from the begining that I have constant mood swings but I was diagnosed just...
    harjotmehesh harjotmehesh 16-17, F Mar 24

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    Every time I start to have progress..... I fall back in the b/p cycle. I just want to be skinny. :'(
    looking4wonderland looking4wonderland 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    I recently found a few Pro-ana and Mia websites, it's like it flipped a switch in my head that has been dormant for some time. Mia and Ana came back louder then ever, and it's hard...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I left work today :( A little background. I was diagnosed BPD (among others) 5 years ago and have been on disability since then. Disability has that wonderful program where for...
    whoamifooling whoamifooling 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I hate when randomly BPD starts taking over out of no where. It's like from 0 to 10 quickly. There's no feeling kinda bad it just goes to horrible. I hate being like this. I want...
    Australianladybug Australianladybug 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I spend my free time filling my head with fantasies of running away. Running away from the life I know, maybe I'd be better if I started over somewhere else. No one knows you, you...
    jhib jhib 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    This just isn't fair. I am in so much anger, and pain. I hate my impulses, and I hate getting hurt and not getting over it quickly. I keep cutting, but each time it gets deeper...
    nellagrr nellagrr 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I sit around wondering if I truly do have bulimia but I don't at the same time. It hurts to know I may have it. The constant battle with food just kills me.
    babybree527 babybree527 18-21, F Mar 27

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    Day three of my fast, broken. My boyfriend had a day off from work and he's with me all day, 24/7. I was able to blow off breakfast and lunch but he insisted we went grocery...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I'm so pissed! I went to the doctors and I lost two pounds with in a day. My doctor is like if you keep loosing we'll send you back to treatment. Next week is your last chance to...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Has anybody been to the Mclean Hospital in Belton MA? I have their website pinned to my favorites. I dream of the possibility of being a go there. Unfortunately, people don't see...
    whoamifooling whoamifooling 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Balancing in an unbalanced world. Walking on a tightrope with the wind blowing. Falling apart while simultaneously trying to catch the pieces. That's how I've been feeling the...
    greeneyes91 greeneyes91 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Im 19. I was just at the prime of my beauty. I was never so into my beauty because i got made fun of all my life for being soo skinny and tall. i had so much self hate for my self...
    kasssi kasssi 18-21, F