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I Have Given A Mercy Fuck

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    Didn't Know That's What It Would Be!

    My wife had a co-worker who learned a little about our lifestyle during conversations at work. Not that my wife was very open about such things at work, but she would share with people she knew she could trust.  The woman was on her fifth marriage and her husband had been...
    SwGaMan SwGaMan 61-65, M Dec 26, 2012

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