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I Have Given Up On Ever Being Understood

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    Do You Really Know Me?

    I don't think you know me at all. I think that we are to a point that you should be able to admit to yourself that you don't like the person that I am. I'm stubborn. I'm hard headed. I'm rabid in defending myself when I believe that I'm right. I'm argumentative. I'm too...
    some2soon some2soon 41-45, F Jan 26, 2013

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    Impossible

    I can honestly say that I don't believe there is one person in the world who is mentally capable of understanding me. I'm just way too weird for understanding. The only thing people could ever do for me is accept me exactly as I am instead of trying to analyze me or figure me...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F Nov 3, 2012

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