I Have Given Up On Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 362 People

    Well someone literally attacked me

    for being gay on a public experience not gonna say any names but you know who you are and don't lie cuz I have screenshots of the entire thing :P
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 10, 2015

    Hi. I am a 28 y/o male,

    living in New York. I am a published author, and I used to sing for a somewhat popular band. I ran my own record label, and designed the majority of the visual art for the releases. There are people all over the world that know my name, and wait for my next release.That...
    burningallmytimeaway burningallmytimeaway
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jan 11, 2015

    My Sad Life...

    So my whole life I've been much more intelligent than average. I've had a very hard life to this point and a very hard childhood- I lost my mom when I was 3; I was forced by my dad and step mom to do the families grocery shopping, cook all the meals, do all the laundry- basically...
    Piert1025 Piert1025
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jul 26, 2012

    Almost giving up. .. the problem with getting

    close to people is that they have more bearing and can disappoint. I just don't know who I can find to show me I am important, valued, flaws and all.
    YeahthatsMylife YeahthatsMylife
    26-30, M
    11 Responses Feb 14, 2015

    lately I've just been thinking about dying

    and what it would be like if I was gone and how it would affect the people that matter to me most (my little sister, my bf, my mom, etc.). i just feel like there's something wrong with me. i have no REAL friends that I can call my own at my school except my bf. now, i've never...
    ysimm23 ysimm23
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 15, 2015

    At this point I just want to cry

    and say I ****** up bad :'(
    PrettyEvelin PrettyEvelin
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 21, 2014

    Life is definitely not

    for me, I've messed up everything I've ever done and lost all the ones I've tried to keep close. I'm just an a piece of mass taking up empty space and ruining the environment around me. I tell myself I need to succeed but why? What's the point of being rich? We all end up dead...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 31, 2015

    This is my first time posting.

    . But lately ive been feeling really hopeless. I have everything going for me. I am privileged to be going to school and having a steady job that helps pay for school and bills but yet I feel so incomplete. I feel empty like something is missing. I'm really good at hidding how...
    SunshineLaura SunshineLaura
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 18, 2015

    I can't believe in my self

    whenever I do bad things come hurt me so much whenever I say I'm good and amazing life show me that I'm nothing just a ugly , stupid girl
    rhits rhits
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 16, 2015

    Don't Know If I Have Any Fight Left In Me

    My life has not been a picnic, i had a horrible childhood, my mother rejected me at birth, tried to kill a half dozen times ( smotherd me, tried to drown me, threw me down concrete stairs) before they took me away from her. when I got older and she was back in my life she would...
    cantfightnomore cantfightnomore
    51-55
    1 Response Oct 25, 2012

    i'm tired of living,

    but i don't necessarily want to die. it all just seems pointless. in the words of edgar winter which i heard through a tupac song, "Why am I fighting to live if I'm just living to fight? Why am I trying to see when there ain't nothing in sight? Why am I trying to give when no...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Feb 14, 2015

    I'm just bored now. It's practically impossible

    to be happy, I don't think my girlfriend even likes me anymore, I could never let her go, though. >_< February 8th =)
    DanosaurusRex DanosaurusRex
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 6, 2014

    This Is Painful...

    I have been working very hard my entire life. As a child, I was an active swimmer, gymnast, and softball player. School was easy. I had straight A's until high school, when I began giving up. My family consisted of my parents, and my two younger siblings. I always remember...
    ts824 ts824
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 20, 2011

    Nothing i do works, for anything beneficially.

    Education, Relationships, Friendships, lifestyle, life choices. Trying to be happy.
    Zack607 Zack607
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 13, 2015

    Not Sure What To Make Of It

    IM 20 years old, live in a good family. My parents have money, I make a stable paycheck every week, and I have lots of good friends around me...IM only 20 years old, and yet why do I feel so empty. I have it pretty easy, I have transportation, and I am able tos tay out till when...
    Satishis Satishis
    22-25
    2 Responses Jun 21, 2013

    I've given up. I've been going through this ****

    for years and I just broke and this time I can not me fixed. I can't stand life or the world. I'm giving up on everything including myself.
    alice123422 alice123422
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 22, 2015

    i think im about done,

    i really dont see anymore reason to keep going anymore, just miserable all the time and fed lies and false promises on a daily basis
    majere1222 majere1222
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Jul 6, 2014

    Finished

    I find myself just waiting for the end. My wife of ten years left in feb and took the kids and everything right out of the blue I mean the night before we where together then I come home from work and everything is gone. Since this I have lost my place and my job now I'm...
    jodidoguy jodidoguy
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Oct 18, 2013

    im becoming a senior

    and the frustration of going to college is a big problem in my family ...I have given up on reality ...everything is meaningless to me...everyday I ask myself if im going to make in life but theres no point on moving on...the worlds dead to me...
    somekindofhope somekindofhope
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 11, 2014

    No matter how hard I try I always get screwed.

    Everyone's always so happy and I live in misery every day. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. What did I do?
    DarknessWolf DarknessWolf
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 23, 2015

    I give up, I haven't told you guy this

    but it's monster energy drinks that are making me ill and wrecking my liver and that's the reason I drink them, I have drang about 10 cans this week but I used to drink between 1 and 5 can a day, it's like im drinking away my life xxxx
    james3950 james3950
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Dec 20, 2014

    Do I write my despair

    or write things that will uplift me and give me hope? Truth vs survival. I am a deflated balloon. I am not the person who lifts up spirits and is optimistic. I am all dried up. I used everything I had am am left with nothing. Worse--a stale, salty, insufferable human who is...
    sas2024 sas2024
    22-25, F
    Jan 21

    from past 4-5 months i have nearly lost

    everything. my financial condition got worse my friends left me and the girl i love just went on some kind of a break in which she wont talk to me or meet. every moment is like a curse on me rite now. wen i just sit in my room after whole day work i just cry dat y wen i need her...
    mannansing03 mannansing03
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 15, 2015

    Went from one nightmare into a worse one.

    I can barely motivate myself to get out of bed and am just waiting for the final remnants of my life to crash and burn.
    dezmo1983 dezmo1983
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 16, 2015
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 21, 2014

    I Don't Know What To Think About Humanity.

    My life isn't bad. But I can't stand what future we have around us. Everyday, there's a message about a violent act where someone got killed, or news of some civil war that's being fought needlessly. There are humans who have turned on each other, seeming to ignore the fact that...
    suprememaz suprememaz
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

    Idk why my parents just hate the **** out of me,

    like I have an older sibling nd they love her, like it really hurts sometimes bc they just say stuff about me nd don't think about how I will feel, I had a bf for two years, nd I love him nd will only marry him , I always tell my sis that! My family always puts me down , they...
    kungfuf kungfuf
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 26, 2014

    I stopped caring a long time ago

    but I've never given up on anything until now, it just happens that the one thing I'm giving up on is life
    NoahBarwell4 NoahBarwell4
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Jun 25, 2014

    I Have Given Up

    I know my life doesn't seem all that bad to everyone on the outside of me but on the inside there is only darkness. I no longer sleep properly, getting by on an hour of sleep every day. In an attempt to feel something, anything I inflict pain on myself, either physically...
    LostJames LostJames
    22-25, M
    Nov 5, 2013

    I want to die so badly,

    i feel like no one cares about me, I'm fat and I'm depressed, nobody want to be with me, everyday I'm struggling with my own thoughts
    inzp inzp
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 15, 2015
    MommyToPrincesses MommyToPrincesses
    18-21, F
    Feb 16, 2015

    Im saying goodbye because ive given up .

    ... ive given up and I'm not looking back .....
    hergirl137 hergirl137
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 6, 2015

    so basically i dont care what happens to me

    anymore i really just dont care about anything and i dont do anything all day i just waste my time and ish the day to end sooner its been a while since ive stopped caring about my health and now im starting to feel the effects
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 20, 2014

    My life has just fallen apart,

    I've lost everything & everyone that I love I have no friends, I get bullied everyday, my family doesn't care.... I just don't wanna be here anymore I've tried making friends on here but I always stuff up
    parso19 parso19
    18-21, M
    Jul 30, 2015

    Nothing On This Planet

    There's nothing good here for me. All I've had is emotional pain, illnesses (which can't be treated) and abandonment. The more life experience I got, the worse I'd become (inside and out). Humans and God can't give me anything but pain. I'm done with this sinking ship. I'm out...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe
    22-25
    1 Response Jul 24, 2011

    i lost everybody truely matters to me.

    im lost and just feel i cant go on breathing anymore. im so depressed wo my kids and family friends.
    des38 des38
    36-40, M
    Apr 18

    Nothing Left

    At 50 you would think I would be enjoying life. But I have no one. No friends or lovers, nor anyone who even checks on me for weeks on end. I'm sick. I've got severe arthritis and my kidneys are failing. All my hopes and dreams are gone. Why am I still here? I cannot answer that...
    Lostmarc Lostmarc
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2012

    I was 12 years old at the time.

    I had a lot of friends and was pretty much always the leader. Then, during my second semester, i had PE instead of health. Theres this thing we have called a fitness gram. I really didn't care about it at first, but then, it was measurement day. I was overweight since i was 11...
    Tris1014 Tris1014
    13-15, M
    Jul 30, 2015

    I already know I'm going to die young

    so what's the point. I have nothing good left in my life all the thin si love most in the world have bee taken from me. I've stopped having faith in God. There is no love in my life. My friends barely talk to me and never ask me to go anywhere. Nobody cares if I'm here or not...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 10, 2014
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