I Have Given Up On Myself

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    I'm 20 years old and I have already giving up

    on life I lost my job 8 months ago and I haven't been able to get another job as a kid well I was happy it's just been since I was 17 that's when it all started I started feeling depressed and sad and now 20 years old it has just got to the point where I can't do it anymore I...
    Ricardomc Ricardomc
    22-25, M
    Jul 8, 2014

    I'm so numb. Nobody can see me,

    Nobody can hear me, Silently waiting... Waiting for blood, Waiting to feel alive again, Alive from a blade, Leave me breathless for more, Sensitive to the touch, I lie awake dreaming of bliss, I have control, I need this control, I crave this control.. Seeing blood, Hearing...
    audralina09 audralina09
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 6, 2014

    I Tried

    I tried in all honesty I looked for help I tried to relate and it crumbles and fails so now I'm left with me myself and I I don't care I wasn't born with a twin but by myself and I will die alone and by myself can't say I didn't give happiness a shot but depression is like...
    NoNameVerification NoNameVerification
    1 Response Sep 12, 2012

    I Dont Know How Much More I Can Take

    I am 29. I sit here today broke and depressed with life. I have $3 in the bank. Payday is a week away. I have no food in the house. Only water to drink. I smoke and have no cigarettes. I have a 1/4 tank of gas to get me to work and back for 3 more days this week and it is 38...
    TheyCallMeCK TheyCallMeCK
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jan 25, 2011

    I Feel Like This A Lot...

    That my life has no meaning and purpose. I constantly feel shame in myself as I am such a loser. I am single, still live at home as I can't afford to move out, have no friends and no social life. I am in a job and I love the children but the management treat me badly and don't...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses May 11, 2011

    Not Exactly But..

    I really just don't wanna disappoint anyone so I am still keeping a little bit of hope that things might get better in the future, I am not so sure though.. As for me hmmm it's really hard to care about "me" after all this I mean why should I ? There's just no point any longer. I...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Oct 29, 2012

    I bust my *** everyday to make sure I stay on

    track, get good grades, do my best at work, and constantly pretend I'm actually Happy with my life. news flash I'm not Happy. I'm ******* tired. constantly fighting the urge to take my old razor and slice into my skin, to eat, to not cry. God how I have tried but I am so...
    thinkingflawless thinkingflawless
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2014

    I gave up a while ago,

    I just haven't had the guts to erase myself from existence yet
    whyusteens whyusteens
    16-17, F
    Aug 22, 2014

    I can't fake this smile anymore I just want to

    cry shout and scream! Iv faked being brave and happy for too long now :(
    chloe103 chloe103
    22-25, F
    Jan 5, 2014

    So yeah, I'm done. I've given up on myself

    and life in general. I'm done... Done. **** everyone. Somewhere along the lines I lost myself and I've finally died in side. Yep, I'm ready to die....
    BellaRayZamora BellaRayZamora
    18-21, F
    Feb 4, 2014

    I Just Don't Care Anymore

    I've spent my entire life swimming against the destructive tide of my childhood and early adult life. I've worked so hard to overcome and rise above the epic FAIL that seems to be my destiny. I tried many times to accept the offered help of others, and they always let me down. I...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2010

    I came to a realisation today

    that I have given up on myself. I have been putting on a brave front for the most part, but inside been struggling with inner turmoil. I was driving home from work just in a thought induced coma, when I realised that I have quit. For about four weeks I have been sick in one...
    NewDay NewDay
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Apr 2, 2014

    ON TOP of all the horrible things about this

    week my 2nd mom got diagnosed with cancer and has surgery next week. Plus my mom keeps getting angry drunk. I'm having troubles driving and I'm seeing things. I'm so ******* overwhelmed. I don't know if I can go through with these CNA classes.
    december789 december789
    18-21, F
    Sep 19, 2014

    F*ckyou! **** that! **** this!

    **** everything. I actually dont f*cking care anymore theres no point.
    chloe103 chloe103
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 15, 2014
    DementedKarkat DementedKarkat
    16-17, T
    May 20, 2015

    Nothing Is Going Right Around Me

    I lost my national police check clearance result certificate cuz my system crashed... that cost me over $80now I will have to get a new one.I have photo copying to do that I keep forgetting cuz I left it in another handbagI have to get away documents soon and its such a hassleI...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 16, 2012

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    Aug 5, 2011
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