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I Have Gone Black and Gone Back

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    I can't believe after all this time I have to go back to work. I took some time off (maternal leave) and some extra time off after that for "dealing with personal matters" (i.e. I...
    PersonInCrisis PersonInCrisis 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I can't believe after all this time I have to go back to work. I took some time off (maternal leave) and some extra time off after that for "dealing with personal matters" (i.e. I...
    PersonInCrisis PersonInCrisis 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    For sex, not money. I can't believe I was dumb enough to put myself in such a vulnerable position. But I think I may have done so half consciously, excited at the prospect of...
    CassyM CassyM 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Everyone goes through bad experiences, but are we just looking at it from the wrong perspective? Whenever somebody asks about my childhood or my current living events (referring...
    zzamara zzamara 16-17, F Aug 2

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    Glad to be back home from holiday safe x
    ParisMaisie ParisMaisie 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I pulled my back in 2007 and have had problems since then.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Well, let's see, I've never been arrested, never been to jail or prison, never did drugs, never did anything illegal and never got any tickets from the police. So, therefore, I...
    texaschic35 texaschic35 31-35, F Jul 29

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    My kitty uno. Sleeps on my chest like a bby. I don't think she knows she's a cat
    tisher2288 tisher2288 26-30, F Jul 29

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    im seeing how long i can go with out wanking but its hard
    catxxxman23 catxxxman23 22-25 1 Response a week ago

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    I need to express this. I feel so alone and feel that I am going through all of the emotions at once dealing with this. I sometimes don't even know where to begin. But I pray that...
    FromJWtoJEW FromJWtoJEW 36-40, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    And I feel like she's trying to control me... I know that we all have things we like and dislike, but we shouldn't shove it down each other's throats. I like manga, and I like...
    melodicnoodles melodicnoodles 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I went through old photos...WHY? OMG WHY? You can see the decline of my health and see my aura being ripped from me as the photographs become more recent. Even just 4 years ago I...
    DevilDoll13 DevilDoll13 36-40, F 1 hr ago

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    Mischievous Entity Tried To Drown Me,Now It Coexists-I was about 5 and with my mother taking a nap on her and my father's bed. My older brother and sister then about 9 and 7 were...
    SolomonSaul SolomonSaul 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm tired of doing this! why can't i stop even though i really want to!!? i'm doing this to my self even though i don't want to do it! It all started when i was 14, i don't know...
    TheTurtleDove TheTurtleDove 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Dear ----, I am writing to express my confused feelings about our relationship. I know we have gone through a lot in the past two years and we have both felt like there was no...
    ILoveYouVeryMuch ILoveYouVeryMuch 18-21, F Aug 18

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    will I make it... I swear these past 7 days have been crazy.. I had started an open doc on my computer to act as a letter to CP while he was gone (bush backpacking). I just wanted...
    WendyBlabs WendyBlabs 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    A SERIOUS MATTER NOT WORTH JOKING AROUND! It’s easy to see a person so bubbly, energetic, humorous and alive, thinking ‘wow that person has it all, a great life’ maybe they...
    imperfectedsoul imperfectedsoul 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    About 4 years ago I went to my GP with an annoying pain in my left side. I was sent for an xray which showed small ovarian cysts. I told the GP I didnt think this was the cause of...
    mrsminxster mrsminxster 51-55, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have a black cat name Salem. I named him after Salem, Mass. In the early times, black cats were thought as spies for their owners but mainly for warlocks & witches. Black...
    PeaceBatman PeaceBatman 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    I am at a loss and need some help! I went to urgent care in February because I had this horribly terrible rash that itched uncontrollably and was painful. I had clusters of what...
    SweetJFowler SweetJFowler 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I used to be so naive. Sometimes I wish I could have that innocence back...to be able to see the world through the eyes of a girl who only knew of sheltered happiness. Of course...
    SupernovaxGirl SupernovaxGirl 26-30 1 Response Aug 12

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    My mom told me once that her disease made her feel like an octopus. I said what do you mean? She said her arms and legs feel like they are out of control. She wants me to take her...
    WildHydrangeas WildHydrangeas 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i'll go back to sixth class ... when i change my school. and probably change most of the things which have gone wrong since then.
    youngsingle youngsingle 22-25, M Aug 6

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    Hey to all the young potsies out there struggling thru this as I am still.....seriously I just want you to know that you're not in this alone. And whenever you start to feel that...
    Ktglisson87 Ktglisson87 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I hear people say some variation of this fairly frequently. I have even considered this myself at times. Truth is though I wouldn't go back and change anything even with the...
    Jericho7 Jericho7 36-40, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to start from the 1st day of college. Not have gone out with my exes... Make better choices and avoid all the bs and unnecessary people that were "friends" at the time (1st...
    linda8a linda8a 22-25, F Aug 3

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    I will laugh my head of at something and all my friends will look at me as if I have the Black Death or something (lol)
    HannahlovesHH HannahlovesHH 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    And if she looks at, talks to, or touches me again she will have a black eye, broken nose, fat lip, and bruises covering every inch of her body cuz I will happily beat the sh*t out...
    Pinkyschwear23 Pinkyschwear23 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I would like to have a black boyfriend :)
    blahblah034 blahblah034 18-21, F 15 Responses 1 day ago

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    You call me arrogant. Is that not merely a judgement? Who are you to judge me as arrogant, because I do not speak to you, because I prefer to sit alone, because I am broken...
    dinah897 dinah897 16-17, F Jul 29

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    Me and my friend have gone a few times it's fun but awkward when I'm with my guy friends naked
    MercedesLopez1989 MercedesLopez1989 22-25, F 15 Responses Jul 31

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    No matter how far you have gone on the wrong road, you can still turn around.
    Chasemanning Chasemanning 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 31

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    My parents have, in the past, worried that how they raised me was a mistake. I've denied that for a very long time and said, "nooo! you did a great job!" But I think I'm starting...
    Axelton Axelton 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 2

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    Not sure how I feel about anyone at the moment :/ I don't really have a crush or like anyone nothing like that the feelings have gone , I don't think I like my crush now there's no...
    TargetAimShootKill TargetAimShootKill 13-15, F Aug 3

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    Her essence, you ask? Graceful like the smell of lust and desire. Oh god, is our fire hot! Not to mention it's uncommon fuel, which is our inability to have each other. Well, you...
    ReMaxius ReMaxius 18-21, M Aug 5

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    After hearing the news of Robin Williams I have done some looking at myself. I am very ashamed to admit I have thought about suicide way too much. I really don't think I could do...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    Have you ever thought of all the places you want to go to or see. I would love to go see the northern lights and experience then. I think they are magical. also there is a place in...
    giggles78758 giggles78758 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 13

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    Part two of my experience: Now that I am older, things have gone downhill. I lost my mother a year and a half ago, and since her death I have gotten worse and worse. I hear new...
    feliciablogger feliciablogger 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 14

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    So I've never had chicken pox, don't think I'm missing out, got vaccinated, never been real happy/neither has my fam, but we don't want to date/get married and all that jazz, but...
    emeraldisles emeraldisles 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I just astral travelled for the first time in a while. As I was dosing off felt the usual feelings of sleep paralysis I was a bit awkward separating from my body but managed in the...
    beanabus beanabus 22-25, F Aug 18

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    I just astral travelled for the first time in a while. As I was dosing off felt the usual feelings of sleep paralysis I was a bit awkward separating from my body but managed in the...
    beanabus beanabus 22-25, F Aug 18

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    I just astral travelled for the first time in a while. As I was dosing off felt the usual feelings of sleep paralysis I was a bit awkward separating from my body but managed in the...
    beanabus beanabus 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    1) I consider my self as a worker, I I want something, I will do my bed to get it 2) I love the gym and exercise, feeling like a train has hit you after smashing yourself and your...
    charlieedwards charlieedwards 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    I came to this earth as avery sensitive child . And my upbringing was of a constant hostile nature . My parents didnt get along at all . Father from finland adopted when he was 4...
    ithunderhart ithunderhart 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    Most people think OCD is just hand washing and having a clean house.This is not true.People say they are a little bit OCD without knowing what they are really saying. I'm going to...
    ocdfighter ocdfighter 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 29

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    Somehow while driving around the area with a go-cart type vehicle, that was like a cross between a go-cart and one of them large golf cart style ATVs, me and some friends found a...
    HardLiquid HardLiquid 46-50, M Aug 10

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    4.5 yrs ago my husband of 12 yrs left me and our 3 kids for another woman. It was New Yrs and as I sat at home with our then 6 yr old daughter and 9 mo. Old twin boys I received a...
    strongerbytheday strongerbytheday 36-40, F Aug 20