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I Have Gone Black and Gone Back

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    Ok this a long text to my husband I felt like I needed to let this out. Excuse my language also, I only do it when I'm mad. I ******* spend 42 hours in the hospital 42 trying...
    Melissa0326 Melissa0326 18-21 1 Response Sep 20

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    i like dateing black man oer chating with them
    tiffany13fun tiffany13fun 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I've gone no contact for about a month now with only one time i met him and because of the situation i couldn't but talk to him. It is still hard. It reminds me of when i was...
    alogo alogo 26-30 Oct 8

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    Sometimes I wish I didn't have blue eyes. I get so tired of people staring and asking me if my eyes and hair are real. Makes me so self conscious...
    Gypsydanger48 Gypsydanger48 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 22

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    He went to play pool at 9 pm. It is now 1:30am. Wtf? How can I not be upset at this? Be a grown man and let me know you are ok and when you are coming home. Just great. Just when...
    txhouswife42 txhouswife42 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    It's never easy but hey never bieve any thing that causes you to feel down. Only keep a positive attitude about yourself.
    babyglp babyglp 46-50, M Sep 21

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    In school mostly.... Kids huh
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    When people found out I was gay, they weren't so nice. I was jumped at school and would come home bruised up, they would call me names, and even my friends wouldn't talk to me, but...
    lexybear32 lexybear32 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    It's the moments I'm left in my own thoughts after having a million struggles with different parties, I feel like I wanna shoot my self. I hate self petty, but for **** sake, I'm...
    Gemma3sahara Gemma3sahara 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    If you wanna change who you are for somethings like money , wealth and popularity it might seem easy NO let me tell you there's gonna be so much pain . 3 word ... please.....stay...
    Yovanna Yovanna 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    When I was a young teenager I fancied a female. I didn't understand it at all. I realised a few years later it was hormones. And most definitely the devil tormenting me as while I...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 70+, F Oct 12

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    Alright kids gather round. I wanna share this story just because it was on my mind. So here goes! Alright so I used to work at a gas station and of course I ran to into some...
    pinkypie5 pinkypie5 22-25, F Sep 30

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    And I want to provide some cliff notes to those interested in dating black women. So here are some thing you need to avoid saying when trying to pick someone up. -You're pretty...
    pinkypie5 pinkypie5 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 4

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    My past is as black as the Ace of spades! I have had a hard life and not only that my urges and temper was not controlled. I was free to roam society unchecked. I have done...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Before having my last child, I asked my doctor if he would do a tubal ligation on me. I knew I was a good candidate. More than once child, over the age of 25, and married to a man...
    Momma1985 Momma1985 26-30, F Oct 4

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    I had met this girl and I tell you I wish I could have gone back in time because I would have just walk away from her
    wilddesert77 wilddesert77 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    I am a product of the 60s. Meaning I guess I was in high school in the 60s and entered college in the fall of 1969. We were going to change the world. If we did, it may need to be...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    Just recently I was told by a cornea specialist that he thinks I have tspk. Go back to see him next week. After painful hours of reading about this "disease" especially here on...
    smilebrite smilebrite 41-45, F Sep 24

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    i have broken school rules and have not listen to my parents so i have gone bad.
    Awol1996 Awol1996 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 5

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    The emotional drainage is endless. Again, my mom asked about my plans for college. I don't blame her. She has to plan for her own life after I'm gone. I'm just always reluctant to...
    mishandle mishandle 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'm Christina. I was diagnosed with type 2. I'm 17 years old and I'm 18 days shy of my 18th birthday. I found out today that I was facing a virus that'll stick with me for the...
    alraised alraised 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    You Know It's Your Last Day At Work When... You hand a bank teller an envelope, and when she asks, "What's this?", you realize you just dropped the company's deposit in a mailbox...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I was volunteered to help today at a church function without my knowledge or permission, so I decided to not go. Partly because I was afraid and partly because I was pissed that...
    myblumoon myblumoon 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    My affair was hot and heavy 10 years ago but we have gone our separate ways. She texted last year to set up a meeting for drinks. All the passion and love quickly returned. we...
    finertings finertings 46-50, M 2 Responses Sep 25

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    One of the girls I considered my friend has done me so much wrong. It all started on 9th grade...just because I was friend of the guy she liked. I believe this is an awfully stupid...
    simplyfuckit simplyfuckit 16-17, F Sep 27

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    I do have my panic attacks idk why , maybe because of the medicine i use to take 18 years ago or because of the weed i use to smoke . People are trying to tell me to get out of...
    paola93 paola93 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I am the 24 year old daughter of a narcissistic mother who is attempting to deal with being isolated from 3 of my 4 brothers (all who I love very much) after attempting to go no...
    lksmart89 lksmart89 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    I should really learn how to control myself but it's often so hard. Unfortunately my anger issues have gone to a level where I'm actually scared of what I might do to other people...
    Cuffsx Cuffsx 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    hey it is my first time here :) I am Egyptian immigrant, I wish I can go back in time and convince my mom not to take us and leave Egypt .I came to the US about 3 years ago, but it...
    hatshepsut38 hatshepsut38 16-17, F 6 Responses Sep 27

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    My mom used to punish me all of the time by stripping me naked in public. One time we went to my sisters school to picker her up. I was about seven and she was in junior high. We...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 23

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    My mom used to punish me all of the time by stripping me naked in public. One time we went to my sisters school to picker her up. I was about seven and she was in junior high. We...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 23

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    I have really bad back pain and its getting worse, especially with weight gain. I think I might need a back brace, hope not. Today my shoulders and mid back really hurts. Ow! :( I...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F Sep 30

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    Since I was teen I have suffered chronic back pain. I have herniation's on my L1 to L4 discs and my sciatic nerve is pinched. The pain can be extreme on my worst days, I have been...
    Adelitasmile Adelitasmile 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    My brother and mother were diagnosed with schizophrenia at about the same time when I was around 9. I don't remember much from that time but I miss them. I wish I could have my...
    sighted sighted 22-25, M Sep 27

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    Has not been a good week ... AND .... my duck started to ignore me! This week, he has been sitting on the other side of the lake and watching me when I brought his food down...
    MaskedRascal MaskedRascal 36-40, M Oct 2

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    I recently had to cancel my appointment with my specialist. She said I would have to find a new doctor if I cancelled again. I had to cancel because of finances. So I called to...
    willowrose13 willowrose13 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have to go back to college tomorrow after being on break for 5 days. I am going to really miss my family and am extremely anxious.
    fenley94 fenley94 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm sorry guys my phone was taken away by my daddy because I wasn't doing well in school if you want to know what happened with that then message me I can't get into graphics due...
    Tygersilk Tygersilk 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    I worry just way to much but lately it has gotten out of control, I feel that certain OCD are becoming brought to my awareness just now because of it. I consistently need to check...
    Writersguilt Writersguilt 18-21, F Sep 24

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    12 months ago I got very serious pancreatitis caused by a vary rare hereditary condition that I have since found out I have called familial chylomicronemia syndrome or (FCS). (FCS...
    frog2000 frog2000 26-30, F Sep 27

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    I'm not sure if I do or not...but from what I've read and researched, it seems like I do. Whenever someone brings up a extremely sensitive topic (such as my past or deep feelings...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F Oct 3

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    It's been a year since I have known this smart,unpredictable, funny, bitchy (damn), toughie, hard working, crazy, and insanely beautiful lady. She reminded me of the kind of...
    LightsinMotion LightsinMotion 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    Those strange creatures - you know who I mean , the other lot .. Only a minority . Actually more like a majority . But if I say nick will I get cleggy again on my shoes . He's not...
    Drwho1963 Drwho1963 51-55, M a week ago

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    I have tried all manner of drugs in my time. I started young and continued. I also used to have a major drinking problem when I was young. But now I have been cleen for the last...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    He is screaming in my face. my whole face is wet from all the tears I'm crying, his breath makes me feel cold. I am trying to look away, I can not risk holding my head up and see...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    [] Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar [] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [x] Are / Been In Love [x] Dumped someone [x] Been Fired [x] Been In A Fist Fight [x] Had A Crush On An...
    LifeDispenser LifeDispenser 31-35, M Sep 30

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    The whistle of a freight train howled into the night. It sounded like that noise when you blow across an empty bottleneck, but like way louder. Wind slithered past the open door...
    BlueMetalChick BlueMetalChick 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 25