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I Have Gone Black and Gone Back

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 71 People

    Like crazy. A few times. The last time was really stressful, it was really getting to me, but then suddenly I had a realization about my craziness (I don't remember what it was...
    Biaa Biaa 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 17

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    And he ruins everything. I want a white boy next. Or a strong decent black man. Who is a man.
    krazykaylove krazykaylove 22-25, F Feb 14

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    My Blackberry PIN is 24C1308D
    MrOttawa MrOttawa 46-50, M Feb 16

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    So I ran away a couple of days ago, and they made me come back (they= police and family). They said they were gonna change and so far that's bullshit. I am leaving when I turn 17...
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    Mad, psycho, creepy, je ne sais quoi. I don't quite know how to explain it. My attraction. There is no casual dating when it comes to me. I can't pick and choose. I don't meet...
    LifeIsBeatingMe LifeIsBeatingMe 26-30, M Feb 21

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    Hm, today a guy was staring in the class. First I thought that he was fitting me in the back of a selfie. Then every time I looked to his side, he turned his eyes, trying to...
    imandynation imandynation 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Well not a vibrating one, but I have teamed it up with a bullet vibe in the past that has the control on a wire. I would alternate the speed of the vibrations throughout the day...
    wobble73 wobble73 41-45, M 3 Responses Feb 20

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    I can't tell the differences between reality and dreams sometimes. I'll ask someone about an experience that felt entirely real to me, and then they deny it ever happening...
    aliiceblue aliiceblue 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    I have found a way to overthink every single thing in my life. Once I feel relieved from one situation, I become anxious about another!
    rocky39580 rocky39580 18-21, F a week ago

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    Now these days, I think I have lost my inhibitions of my mind. I want to drive really fast in streets, I blow all my money just because, I did my GF in Wal-Mart, and I almost drank...
    GunWarrior GunWarrior 18-21, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Why Drug-Free Back Pain Relief Is Better? (http://luv2sex.theblogpress.com/?p=4102) If you are suffering from any type of back pain, neck pain or sciatica, read on to find out...
    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Feb 11

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    Southern girls are the best, simple as that! They know what they want and they know how to get it. If not, I convert them and make them want it.
    blackstallion4whitegirls blackstallion4whitegirls 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    I'm 22 and I work as a teacher. Today I bought the toy "my little pony" for my collection. Now I'm super duper happy☺️ Others think that I should be more serious, but it's who...
    idontknowtf idontknowtf 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    yeah its not OK that whenever someone tries to give me a high five or a hug, I flinch because I'm afraid that they're going to hit me...
    mightymouse69 mightymouse69 16-17, F Feb 17

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    the word "sad" can't even describe me anymore
    societykillss societykillss 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 20

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    For my friend. She is the cutest and hottest thing I've ever wanted to get into. She is on my mind constantly. I wonder how she tastes? Can't wait to make her mine. And she will...
    loczgrl loczgrl 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    My wife is going craZy and I don't know what to do. She doesn't trust me
    happiness1973 happiness1973 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I went with my friends and we saw and met and made friends with ao many people they were really nice we all shared a love for animals and i felt right at home that really helped me...
    PhoenixTalon04 PhoenixTalon04 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    A part of me is determined not to forget even though it only brings me pain! I feel responsible for remembering and carrying the pain with me into every facet of my life.The most...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Just to Macedonia- I have spent most of my 20 years in the United States except for roughly 5 years during my childhood. I was born on an Army base in Turkey to an American mother...
    Srebro94 Srebro94 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I have been away from the Experience Project site for a while, and frankly I am shocked about the lack of discussions concerning race relations in America and the lack of support...
    dhevel dhevel 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    I have been away from the Experience Project site for a while, and frankly I am shocked about the lack of discussions concerning race relations in America and the lack of support...
    dhevel dhevel 46-50, M Feb 18

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    I have a very high tolerance for pain. I don’t process pain like a normal person does. Because of this, I have found myself in some emergency situations. The first problem...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 25 Responses Feb 6

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    I only recently started an intense diet and have been using the binge/purge method to lose weight. I have been doing this for over one month now and even though I told myself it...
    Rachael1774 Rachael1774 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    Wrote this as a sample for when I was teaching my students about memoir :) I still have the photograph of what looked like the most perfect day. I'm sitting on the dock with my...
    Classangel00A Classangel00A 31-35, F Feb 18

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    I really need to tell someone about the struggle I am going through and I thought this was a good place to start. I was bulimic for 6 years, sometimes purging up to 4 times a day...
    needhelp03 needhelp03 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I work in a very male dominated industry, and to say a pretty girl no matter what the age, sticks out like a Yankee jersey in Fenway Park, is an understatement. With that being...
    Padiwan Padiwan 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    My story is a long one. I was diagnosed with Achalasia in 1990 at 6 years old. Long before all of the keyhole entry surgeries were created. It took 8 months and dozens of trips to...
    livingtestimony83 livingtestimony83 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Second of the dreams I had last night, this is the lucid one! Ok so I had 3 pets, a kitten, a puppy and my real life dog. But I couldn't spend time with them because I was away at...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have a black cat named darkness
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 7

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    It's beginning to take over my life. I lost weight to get a better body, but have gone down from a pair of perky D's to a pair of not even A cups. I don't fill any bra I buy...
    BluenetteDiviner BluenetteDiviner 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 9

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    There are always regrets in life, I have mine. I wish I had not been so selfish as to want to go to the party. I should have gone to see my grandfather, but he died and now I can...
    Rovigatti Rovigatti 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    I know I've written about this before. It's been a while but it is still up there on my profile as an experience. When I wrote that, it was still when my hair was growing out. I...
    Narp12 Narp12 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    I am 25 years old and have recently moved back home to live with my parents for a few months. I always knew my family was extremely dysfunctional growing up, but I always thought...
    Thristic Thristic 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 20

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    As an electrician, I have gone on house calls. Two years ago, I arrived at a private home and was greeted by two very nice elderly ladies (guessing in their upper 60's). They both...
    bobby2go bobby2go 36-40, M 16 Responses Feb 24

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    Well, the title says it all. I am in desperate need of advise. My mother was narcissistic and abusive (and only those who have gone through that as well can know what I'm talking...
    kat1wabash kat1wabash 18-21, F Feb 7

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    i have a black and tan coon hound if you want to see a pic then pm me
    lunerfang lunerfang 13-15 Feb 6

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    Mix up Italian, Greek, Spaniard, Ashkenazi Jewish, and Middle Eastern together, you'll have this black monstrosity :p
    yourpetmuzzie yourpetmuzzie 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    For the wounded, the damaged, the broken. There is a dignity and a wisdom that only those who have gone through intense pain, physical or emotional, know.
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I have always been smart. I never really had to try in school and even though my symptoms began early on, I was always able to compensate for them. Then came 8th grade. I had...
    julesgray julesgray 18-21, F Feb 10

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    Pain changes a person. Physical pain has done me in lately. Though I have suffered from mental And physical. It changes who I am, who I want to be. Some captain only makes you...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 10

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