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I Have Gone Black and Gone Back

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    I've gone no contact for about a month now with only one time i met him and because of the situation i couldn't but talk to him. It is still hard. It reminds me of when i was...
    alogo alogo 26-30 Oct 8

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    If you wanna change who you are for somethings like money , wealth and popularity it might seem easy NO let me tell you there's gonna be so much pain . 3 word ... please.....stay...
    Yovanna Yovanna 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    When I was a young teenager I fancied a female. I didn't understand it at all. I realised a few years later it was hormones. And most definitely the devil tormenting me as while I...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45, T Oct 12

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    When I look back into my childhood, I could say that I was a happy-go-lucky child. I was one of those kids who played outside in clutters, with bikes, toys, and imagination. I didn...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 16-17 19 hrs ago

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    I found out 5 years ago and thought my life was over. There was a debate between my girlfriend and I at the time to figure out how or where it came from. Neither of us had...
    Jay020 Jay020 22-25, M 4 mins ago

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    Alright kids gather round. I wanna share this story just because it was on my mind. So here goes! Alright so I used to work at a gas station and of course I ran to into some...
    pinkypie5 pinkypie5 22-25, F Sep 30

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    And I want to provide some cliff notes to those interested in dating black women. So here are some thing you need to avoid saying when trying to pick someone up. -You're pretty...
    pinkypie5 pinkypie5 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 4

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    My past is as black as the Ace of spades! I have had a hard life and not only that my urges and temper was not controlled. I was free to roam society unchecked. I have done...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    People often ask..."How can you guys do this? or "You let her sleep with other guys?" I have been reflecting back at my twenties and the 18 months before my wife and hooked up and...
    Garraway Garraway 46-50, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I was talking to one person but they haven't contact back to me so I guess I need somewhere to stay so can anyone help me?
    Justbeingme14 Justbeingme14 13-15, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Before having my last child, I asked my doctor if he would do a tubal ligation on me. I knew I was a good candidate. More than once child, over the age of 25, and married to a man...
    Momma1985 Momma1985 26-30, F Oct 4

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    I had met this girl and I tell you I wish I could have gone back in time because I would have just walk away from her
    wilddesert77 wilddesert77 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    I am a product of the 60s. Meaning I guess I was in high school in the 60s and entered college in the fall of 1969. We were going to change the world. If we did, it may need to be...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    i have broken school rules and have not listen to my parents so i have gone bad.
    Awol1996 Awol1996 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 5

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    The emotional drainage is endless. Again, my mom asked about my plans for college. I don't blame her. She has to plan for her own life after I'm gone. I'm just always reluctant to...
    mishandle mishandle 18-21, F Oct 15

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    I have gone through lots of disappointments lately ( out of job, failed exam, long waiting for pertinent program, being away from my aging parents ). For a very long time my...
    sexysandra sexysandra 26-30 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm Christina. I was diagnosed with type 2. I'm 17 years old and I'm 18 days shy of my 18th birthday. I found out today that I was facing a virus that'll stick with me for the...
    alraised alraised 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    My affair was hot and heavy 10 years ago but we have gone our separate ways. She texted last year to set up a meeting for drinks. All the passion and love quickly returned. we...
    finertings finertings 46-50, M 3 Responses Sep 25

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    One of the girls I considered my friend has done me so much wrong. It all started on 9th grade...just because I was friend of the guy she liked. I believe this is an awfully stupid...
    simplyfuckit simplyfuckit 16-17, F Sep 27

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    I do have my panic attacks idk why , maybe because of the medicine i use to take 18 years ago or because of the weed i use to smoke . People are trying to tell me to get out of...
    paola93 paola93 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I am the 24 year old daughter of a narcissistic mother who is attempting to deal with being isolated from 3 of my 4 brothers (all who I love very much) after attempting to go no...
    lksmart89 lksmart89 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    I should really learn how to control myself but it's often so hard. Unfortunately my anger issues have gone to a level where I'm actually scared of what I might do to other people...
    Cuffsx Cuffsx 18-21, F Oct 15

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    I have gone bridge jumping. 30 feet or so, it was pretty fun. I'm not afraid of heights but my friend is and it was fun getting her to do too lol. Water felt great :)
    AzureTiger AzureTiger 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    hey it is my first time here :) I am Egyptian immigrant, I wish I can go back in time and convince my mom not to take us and leave Egypt .I came to the US about 3 years ago, but it...
    hatshepsut38 hatshepsut38 16-17, F 6 Responses Sep 27

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    I have really bad back pain and its getting worse, especially with weight gain. I think I might need a back brace, hope not. Today my shoulders and mid back really hurts. Ow! :( I...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F Sep 30

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    Since I was teen I have suffered chronic back pain. I have herniation's on my L1 to L4 discs and my sciatic nerve is pinched. The pain can be extreme on my worst days, I have been...
    Adelitasmile Adelitasmile 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 11

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    My brother and mother were diagnosed with schizophrenia at about the same time when I was around 9. I don't remember much from that time but I miss them. I wish I could have my...
    sighted sighted 22-25, M Sep 27

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    Has not been a good week ... AND .... my duck started to ignore me! This week, he has been sitting on the other side of the lake and watching me when I brought his food down...
    MaskedRascal MaskedRascal 36-40, M Oct 2

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    I recently had to cancel my appointment with my specialist. She said I would have to find a new doctor if I cancelled again. I had to cancel because of finances. So I called to...
    willowrose13 willowrose13 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I have to go back to college tomorrow after being on break for 5 days. I am going to really miss my family and am extremely anxious.
    fenley94 fenley94 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 13

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    I'm 42 and covered in tattoos. I have only been getting tattoos for 3 years, and I'm completely covered. I'll get right into it. I have both my sides completely done. From my...
    treppy42 treppy42 41-45, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    12 months ago I got very serious pancreatitis caused by a vary rare hereditary condition that I have since found out I have called familial chylomicronemia syndrome or (FCS). (FCS...
    frog2000 frog2000 26-30, F Sep 27

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    I'm not sure if I do or not...but from what I've read and researched, it seems like I do. Whenever someone brings up a extremely sensitive topic (such as my past or deep feelings...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F Oct 3

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    It's been a year since I have known this smart,unpredictable, funny, bitchy (damn), toughie, hard working, crazy, and insanely beautiful lady. She reminded me of the kind of...
    LightsinMotion LightsinMotion 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    Those strange creatures - you know who I mean , the other lot .. Only a minority . Actually more like a majority . But if I say nick will I get cleggy again on my shoes . He's not...
    Drwho1963 Drwho1963 51-55, M Oct 12

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    I have tried all manner of drugs in my time. I started young and continued. I also used to have a major drinking problem when I was young. But now I have been cleen for the last...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    Last month i went to barbershop for a haircut but the barber was not there. suddenly i saw a women with her two daughter coming in the shop. the women thought i was the barber and...
    aatheking aatheking 22-25, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    It has absolutely *nothing* to do with the size of their genitalia... I just look at black men and a chill travels up my spine. I don't know if it is because I am in love with a...
    anonymouslymysterious anonymouslymysterious 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    So I keep having this dream that a good friend of mine really isn't dead and faked his death and got a new house and I found out I'm real sad and it's confirmed he's definatly gone...
    demandatory demandatory 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    I love black men... Yes black men I love you. Your chocolate skin, I long for your touch.
    simple04 simple04 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    People think that I'm racist because I say this, but I am white, black, and Asian. I just hate it when they talk, and how they dress. Some of the ghetto people at my school sag and...
    Jovanite Jovanite 13-15, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    He is screaming in my face. my whole face is wet from all the tears I'm crying, his breath makes me feel cold. I am trying to look away, I can not risk holding my head up and see...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F Oct 15

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    [] Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar [] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [x] Are / Been In Love [x] Dumped someone [x] Been Fired [x] Been In A Fist Fight [x] Had A Crush On An...
    LifeDispenser LifeDispenser 31-35, M Sep 30

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    Any black guys wanna chat with me
    lonesomelady789 lonesomelady789 18-21, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I'm a black girl & I'd like to date a white guy
    Shaniah18 Shaniah18 18-21, F 1 Response 5 mins ago

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    True Tales for Halloween By: Deanna Jaxine Stinson, Paranormal Researcher Halo Paranormal Investigations - HPI International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/HPIinternational...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M 4 days ago

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    I'll be back. I'm not sure for how longer. But I will.Sometimes I want to disappear in a world where nobody will recognize me after all I was betrayed for being a friend. But I...
    eyumscloset eyumscloset 16-17, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago