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I Have Gone Through A Lot

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 388 People

    Walk A Mile In My Shoes Before Judging Me.

    Let me take you on a trip back in time to a part of my life that was very dark and emotionless. Back to a time before my wife. Back 17 years. I may be ridiculed or told I am weak or soft or even stupid. Please do not pass judgement on me. I did the things I did to survive with...
    wolf1975 wolf1975 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    Life Is Confusions?

    When i tell people somethings that have happened in my life things about my parents and things that i and my family have been through, people look at me and act like my life has been bad, but to me it isn't. I would like to state that i'm not underplaying for sympathy or anything...
    livelifehard livelifehard 18-21, F May 19, 2013

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    I Am Going Through A Lot

    I am going through some hard times, but also the best time of my life. My heart is aching to be with the one I love. But again my parents won't let me be with him. He's older...much older than me. But I love him more than words can describe. But because of my past and the...
    Deepess Deepess 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2013

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    So much can happen in a year ,

    still dealing with my anxiety , depression is still there. Let's just say I'm not trying to kill myself anymore. That's a start. I have no friends , only true friends ( 2 ) I have live so far away . So I'm alone at school . And by myself :( ugh here we go.
    agirlwhodoesntenjoylife agirlwhodoesntenjoylife 16-17, F Jul 7, 2015

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    My Personal Story.

    My life is a series of milestones. Everybody loves me, sometimes, everybody hates me. I'm me. No one can change me. I'm a professional photographer I work with my 19 year old friend, because my dad..Oh dear dad, that *****, never gives me any allowance. He only gives it to my...
    1h473h1M 1h473h1M 13-15 Mar 18, 2012

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    There it is again, The lump in my throat.

    Will it begin? Or shall it start to coat, My esophagus, My intestines, Like a fungus, Like an infection. Dripping down my insides. My digestion, Of a hardship- a pound Of pure isolation. What did I consume, Or it me? A lifetime of doom? A lifetime of me?
    MDaddysGirlM MDaddysGirlM 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2014

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    Love Happens With Criminals!

    Hey there! I Want to share my real time life changing experience.... Life wasn't in my hands. Everything was out of control. Spent lot of money keeping family at stake only for him and in return he left me grief!!! Pain which was irrevocable. I used to go behind him even after...
    Souji Souji 26-30 Aug 1, 2013

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    Far too much and far too much caused by

    me Three wives and still married to the third who used to be abusive when she drank, three kids who ignore me completely. Lost everything but I only have myself to blame.
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M Sep 15, 2014

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    Huntress Pauses.

    Usually Huntress appears in the poems hunting those wolves...The large slobbering, cunning wolves whose muscles ripple and who kill as sure as looking at you little insignificant sheep...Today she is in a brief story that must be told as preparation...Warriors who know her will...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 7 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    Overcast With Tears

    It is overcast here today. The sky is a vibrant blue and the fluffy white clouds scurry across the sky looking for some fun. The skies are grey. No sun caresses my skin or touches my hair or warms my chill. I feel such a loss. The numbness is not as bad, but it remains in this...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2012

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    I Believe In Long Distance Relationship

    I have been in a lot of long distance relationship and I just want to talk or share with people their storiesor experiences about that good or bad it doesn't matter. I came to this site recently and I hope I will enjoy to meet new people and talk about many things. I'm opened...
    lotusfriend lotusfriend 31-35, F Apr 4, 2013

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    In primary school I was hated ,

    so I went to a Secondary where no-one could find me, but stuff just got worse.... I was mentally damaged by all the hate from primary but it didn't kick in as depression till my first year of secondary. It wasn't that bad, til I tarted cutting and hurting myself, my alter ego...
    Kawaiiness Kawaiiness 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2014

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    From Carbon To Diamond

    My life has been a rough one. Nothing ever went the way I wanted it to go for the first 25 years of my life.. Only in the recent years have things finally turned around. I saw a friend's quote which read, "Iron does not become steel until it has gone through the fire"... and it...
    SheFoxy SheFoxy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2012

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    Always go with the choice

    that scares you the most, because that's the one that is going to require the most from you.
    Charmeeee Charmeeee 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    The last 2 1/2 months of my dad's life were miserable. I can't get the images out of my mind. I dream about him and see him in his mental anguish that he was in. Alzheimer's...
    strawberyblond strawberyblond 70+, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Yeah, I'm pretty sure I'm crazy, the dreams I have, they should not be seen by someone my age. I just wake up with no reaction to how disturbing it was. Its really disgusting...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's not a secret, everyone knows, myself included.:P
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Today, I was diagnosed with Duane Syndrome. After 17 long years of wandering what's wrong with me, and why my eyes are so different from other peoples', I finally have closure. I...
    katiebug7 katiebug7 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I told my older brother i dont think am normal i trust him not to say anything so one weekend i went up to see him after a few drinks i told him i need to see a doctor see if he...
    Kripper252 Kripper252 26-30 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    It was during the summer. I was out of school and house hopping since I had no stable home to go back to. It was a difficult year. I felt like dying every day. I had bouts of...
    starsheepie starsheepie 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My phobia was started when I was in the sixth grade. At two different points in the year, at the exact same time in the morning, and at the exact same spot in front of my locker...
    tn182194 tn182194 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    If you think your crazy take acid when you peak have your trip sitter force you to smoke dmt when you breath out have them remind you your looking for an answer then wait when you...
    khenry15 khenry15 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When no one understands you makes you seem like a nut.
    ElSabre101 ElSabre101 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I thought my fiancé and I were as safe as could be, I'm on birth control, he used a condom. The condom broke so we went out and bought plan b. I started cramping and bleeding and...
    fresh16 fresh16 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Wake up, Europe, Americas and citizens of all free world !!! Islam and democracy cannot co-exist!! Islam is a political ideology that only wants Sharia laws impose to all - which...
    aloha128 aloha128 22-25, F Feb 3

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    The thoughts in my head sow my mouth closed Because civilization cant a truth overdose It's simple but true Thoughts that I brew or not normal These thoughts comes from the...
    thetamedbeast thetamedbeast 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    Imagine yourself walking through a forest. So far, it had been one straight path until unexpectedly, ahead of you, is a crossroad, two paths, left or right. Your not afraid because...
    Trainedheart Trainedheart 31-35, F 10 Responses Feb 2

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    I go through it all the time. It hurts. It turns my world black, sometimes for days that feel like they will never end. I have taken meds before which just make my head feel wrong...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 2

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    I am here asking for advice, I met my twin flame through work. Both of us females & bisexual - she had a girlfriend, I had a boyfriend. I could tell you the full back story of how...
    Tan4190 Tan4190 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Hi, I stumbled upon this site while searching ( as iv done thousands of times, for yeeears now) in hopes that I can find some magical supplement to cure the living hell that my...
    Hopelesslyfallen Hopelesslyfallen 31-35, F Feb 1

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    I began a low carbohydrate diet after the NewYear, I lost 10 lbs but began to experience Anxiety and paranoia also and after reading some things, I found that I'm not alone. Has...
    Swaansongs Swaansongs 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Is anyone else going through this at the moment? Its like all I want to do is emotionally clear and release till there is nothing there. I've been in it since last year and a few...
    Dana1111 Dana1111 16-17, F Feb 1

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    My father had his left ear pierced in the Navy.(Needless bit of history) When I was 12 everyone was talking about getting their ears pierced, so I started thinking "yeah it would...
    rowenbumble rowenbumble 56-60, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    And my boyfriend has gone away for work. I could have gone with him, but I have my cat, so instead, we're having a nice time together alone in our house. :)
    prettyprude prettyprude 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I need some advice or if anyone has gone through this. Recently my boyfriend has just got back from being deployed and is currently home right now. I met him at the airport last...
    eguerrette eguerrette 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I want to have an affair with my sons father, I'm married and me and my husband have been together 6 years. even though I haven't gone through with it. I've been faithful to his...
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I worked in construction for fifty years. Worked in wood houses and concrete and steel buildings. Have done things just to get it done now instead of waiting for all kinds of...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M Jan 28

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    Yes, for any tiny thing I start crying and become afraid that I am going to push my boyfriend away. Things have gone very fast for us and I am scared to death when we finally...
    LannaKitten LannaKitten 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I'm pretty sure I'm crazy, I may be 15 but the things that go through my head are not normal in any way what so ever.But let's keep it lowkey
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 27

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    One soul can't live without another? Perfect. What if there are two souls in one body? Those two can exist together and what is more they can love each other. But the things change...
    natalypetrvicki natalypetrvicki 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Though last night a newer friend was talking with me. He told me that he knows I'm going through some heavy ****, but my light never fades. I said thank you, and that I felt...
    Calbie5 Calbie5 36-40, F Jan 27

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    It feels like(I am still in) all the programs and feelings that weren't expressed(energy blocks) are purging away. Everything down to the bone. To when you were born and have some...