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I Have Gone Through A Lot

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    In primary school I was hated ,

    so I went to a Secondary where no-one could find me, but stuff just got worse.... I was mentally damaged by all the hate from primary but it didn't kick in as depression till my first year of secondary. It wasn't that bad, til I tarted cutting and hurting myself, my alter ego...
    Kawaiiness Kawaiiness 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2014

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    There it is again, The lump in my throat.

    Will it begin? Or shall it start to coat, My esophagus, My intestines, Like a fungus, Like an infection. Dripping down my insides. My digestion, Of a hardship- a pound Of pure isolation. What did I consume, Or it me? A lifetime of doom? A lifetime of me?
    MDaddysGirlM MDaddysGirlM 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2014

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    Walk A Mile In My Shoes Before Judging Me.

    Let me take you on a trip back in time to a part of my life that was very dark and emotionless. Back to a time before my wife. Back 17 years. I may be ridiculed or told I am weak or soft or even stupid. Please do not pass judgement on me. I did the things I did to survive with...
    wolf1975 wolf1975 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    My Personal Story.

    My life is a series of milestones. Everybody loves me, sometimes, everybody hates me. I'm me. No one can change me. I'm a professional photographer I work with my 19 year old friend, because my dad..Oh dear dad, that *****, never gives me any allowance. He only gives it to my...
    1h473h1M 1h473h1M 13-15 Mar 18, 2012

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    Love Happens With Criminals!

    Hey there! I Want to share my real time life changing experience.... Life wasn't in my hands. Everything was out of control. Spent lot of money keeping family at stake only for him and in return he left me grief!!! Pain which was irrevocable. I used to go behind him even after...
    Souji Souji 26-30 Aug 1, 2013

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    I Am Going Through A Lot

    I am going through some hard times, but also the best time of my life. My heart is aching to be with the one I love. But again my parents won't let me be with him. He's older...much older than me. But I love him more than words can describe. But because of my past and the...
    Deepess Deepess 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2013

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    I Believe In Long Distance Relationship

    I have been in a lot of long distance relationship and I just want to talk or share with people their storiesor experiences about that good or bad it doesn't matter. I came to this site recently and I hope I will enjoy to meet new people and talk about many things. I'm opened...
    lotusfriend lotusfriend 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 4, 2013

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    Far too much and far too much caused by

    me Three wives and still married to the third who used to be abusive when she drank, three kids who ignore me completely. Lost everything but I only have myself to blame.
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M Sep 15, 2014

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    Huntress Pauses.

    Usually Huntress appears in the poems hunting those wolves...The large slobbering, cunning wolves whose muscles ripple and who kill as sure as looking at you little insignificant sheep...Today she is in a brief story that must be told as preparation...Warriors who know her will...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 7 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    Life Is Confusions?

    When i tell people somethings that have happened in my life things about my parents and things that i and my family have been through, people look at me and act like my life has been bad, but to me it isn't. I would like to state that i'm not underplaying for sympathy or anything...
    livelifehard livelifehard 18-21, F May 19, 2013

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    From Carbon To Diamond

    My life has been a rough one. Nothing ever went the way I wanted it to go for the first 25 years of my life.. Only in the recent years have things finally turned around. I saw a friend's quote which read, "Iron does not become steel until it has gone through the fire"... and it...
    SheFoxy SheFoxy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2012

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    The loss of a new friend is the latest sting I

    feel. Yes I have caused this current turmoil in my life. I won't bog myself down with this loss any longer. I know that she was seeking something from me and I from her, unfortunately we were not meant to be in this time and space, so I bid a mournful goodbye to you LACY, may...
    snowman70 snowman70 41-45, M Jan 10, 2014

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    Always go with the choice

    that scares you the most, because that's the one that is going to require the most from you.
    Charmeeee Charmeeee 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2014

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    Overcast With Tears

    It is overcast here today. The sky is a vibrant blue and the fluffy white clouds scurry across the sky looking for some fun. The skies are grey. No sun caresses my skin or touches my hair or warms my chill. I feel such a loss. The numbness is not as bad, but it remains in this...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2012

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    This is no secret...I haven't GONE, I was simply never there to begin with...
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    I want the confess to all of you a little secret that I kept it hidden for the last few years ...which is I used a man who was setting the police on me ... I repeat lay phoned him...
    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have just been through a death(he died on Easter Day)
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    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 28

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    Is there an easy way to die thats painless and quick. Im sick of life and theres no hope for me
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    I am not sure I think and behave like everyone else, especially in my internal world. My thinking seems to make less sense than it used to, and a part of me feels a little...
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    My dad hates his in laws. For over years my dad just couldn't seem to see eye to eye with my mom's side. I've never really understood this matter till I hit a certain age. It's...
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    People who got hurt are not weak. It just happened with them. I always thought I was emotionally strong till I hit rock bottom. I was so unaware of how being hurt feel. Now , I...
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