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I Have Gone Through A Lot

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    My Personal Story.

    My life is a series of milestones. Everybody loves me, sometimes, everybody hates me. I'm me. No one can change me. I'm a professional photographer I work with my 19 year old friend, because my dad..Oh dear dad, that *****, never gives me any allowance. He only gives it to my...
    1h473h1M 1h473h1M 13-15 Mar 18, 2012

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    From Carbon To Diamond

    My life has been a rough one. Nothing ever went the way I wanted it to go for the first 25 years of my life.. Only in the recent years have things finally turned around. I saw a friend's quote which read, "Iron does not become steel until it has gone through the fire"... and it...
    SheFoxy SheFoxy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2012

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    Huntress Pauses.

    Usually Huntress appears in the poems hunting those wolves...The large slobbering, cunning wolves whose muscles ripple and who kill as sure as looking at you little insignificant sheep...Today she is in a brief story that must be told as preparation...Warriors who know her will...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 7 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    Love Happens With Criminals!

    Hey there! I Want to share my real time life changing experience.... Life wasn't in my hands. Everything was out of control. Spent lot of money keeping family at stake only for him and in return he left me grief!!! Pain which was irrevocable. I used to go behind him even after...
    Souji Souji 26-30 Aug 1, 2013

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    I Believe In Long Distance Relationship

    I have been in a lot of long distance relationship and I just want to talk or share with people their storiesor experiences about that good or bad it doesn't matter. I came to this site recently and I hope I will enjoy to meet new people and talk about many things. I'm opened...
    lotusfriend lotusfriend 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 4, 2013

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    The loss of a new friend is the latest sting I

    feel. Yes I have caused this current turmoil in my life. I won't bog myself down with this loss any longer. I know that she was seeking something from me and I from her, unfortunately we were not meant to be in this time and space, so I bid a mournful goodbye to you LACY, may...
    snowman70 snowman70 41-45, M Jan 10

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    Life Is Confusions?

    When i tell people somethings that have happened in my life things about my parents and things that i and my family have been through, people look at me and act like my life has been bad, but to me it isn't. I would like to state that i'm not underplaying for sympathy or anything...
    livelifehard livelifehard 18-21, F May 19, 2013

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    Overcast With Tears

    It is overcast here today. The sky is a vibrant blue and the fluffy white clouds scurry across the sky looking for some fun. The skies are grey. No sun caresses my skin or touches my hair or warms my chill. I feel such a loss. The numbness is not as bad, but it remains in this...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2012

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    In primary school I was hated ,

    so I went to a Secondary where no-one could find me, but stuff just got worse.... I was mentally damaged by all the hate from primary but it didn't kick in as depression till my first year of secondary. It wasn't that bad, til I tarted cutting and hurting myself, my alter ego...
    Kawaiiness Kawaiiness 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I Am Going Through A Lot

    I am going through some hard times, but also the best time of my life. My heart is aching to be with the one I love. But again my parents won't let me be with him. He's older...much older than me. But I love him more than words can describe. But because of my past and the...
    Deepess Deepess 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2013

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    I know what it's like to love someone so much , and then in seconds it's all gone . I've been threw drinking , and smoking just to hope one day it will all go away . My girlfriend...
    pastaddicted pastaddicted 16-17, F Apr 14

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    My husbands suddenly gone from healthy to not healthy at all. He is scheduled for open heart surgery next week and I'm just shocked. We have been struggling with bills since he was...
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    I've been molested as a young child, and always wondered what was going on with me. I've been bullied through junior high, 9th-11th grade. I was very quiet and shy and confused...
    sultrynight sultrynight 31-35, F 13 hrs ago

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    so here i am.i have.not posted on ep before but i hope i can be of some inspiration. life for me used to be hard as a child i was abused both emotionally and sexually.i was...
    strongerandwiser strongerandwiser 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    This past months were not easy at all. I wanted to die so many times. Inside I felt empty sometimes sad. I knew that my problem was because my heart was torn between what was and...
    888ob 888ob 31-35, F Apr 14

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    Rock im Park, Germany Rammstein was performing on stage, thousand of fans rocking. And I was bungy jumping smack in the middle of it. Good times!
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    Australia, Sunshine Coast Amaaaazing experience! If you're thinking about doing it, DO IT! My video:
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    When I was in Rome I saw the coliseum. It was brilliant I could see were the prisoners were kept, there is a drop and then a couple of steps, BOY I WOULD HATE TO BE PUSHED DOWN...
    Wedgieb Wedgieb 18-21, M Apr 13

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    hey people im new here and decided to join :) hope i can make some friends
    angelgonewrong angelgonewrong 13-15, F Apr 10

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    Man people always say this phrase "I am going through he'll in my life" so often but really to be honest I can really say that about me. As of right now my mom has cancer, I...
    Colpaige Colpaige 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    The rumors people had spread about me were horrible. The "popular girls" of my six grad. had told everyone that I m*sturbated in class. This went on for the whole year and everyone...
    Alice1998 Alice1998 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have lived an tormenting life of everything from physical and mental abuse. To now living a life of still challenges till the day I die. Don't get me wrong,life hasn't been all...
    Haunted5 Haunted5 56-60, F Apr 4

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    2014 with MIL so far, At the start of the year, MIL is now calling relatives and friends a lot with messages about not being alive much longer. End of January she is now doing...
    AwayFromHer AwayFromHer 36-40 2 Responses Mar 29

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    My problem with getting this diagnosis was that I used to not like the fact that everyone gets labels. I mean, I still feel like certain terms get thrown around way too casually...
    showusyoursouls showusyoursouls 18-21, F Apr 1

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    As I type this tonight, I find myself wishing I could turn back the clock and yet i realize that we are all here in this moment for a reason. From me writing this to you reading...
    PeterBGood PeterBGood 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    Everybody who I've told what she does to me says that she is abusive, but I'm still not sure. I know that she's narcissistic because in all the articles I read about it almost all...
    jules401 jules401 13-15, F 7 Responses Mar 29

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    I am 24 and my hemotologist has not officially given me the diagnosis of ET. I have had an abnormally high platelet count for the last year. It has ranged from 405 to 430 per the...
    astonishingbee astonishingbee 22-25, F a week ago

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    I'm getting so frustrated I have gone through life with never really a solid group of friends I'm always kinda a drifter like I am well liked at school and pretty friendly but like...
    Girlinthefloweredskirt Girlinthefloweredskirt 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have been dealing with depression for as long as I can remember. From before I even knew what to call it. I am thankful that my darker periods are less frequent and don’t...
    AnonymousEP77 AnonymousEP77 41-45, M Apr 5

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    Well we've reached the half-way point!! He's only got 6 more months and he's home!!! I can't tell you how exciting and scary that is. Exciting because of course I miss my husband...
    nyckimcbride nyckimcbride 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Not many, but there are just certain things in my life that I'm just not proud of. Mainly they are focused in high school, when I briefly became a person who I never really wanted...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    How can you miss someone so much who treated you so badly? The negative things they have out you through should override any love and transcend into hatred. I want to hate you, you...
    michael1971 michael1971 41-45, M 7 Responses Mar 28

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    I thought a lot as a child that it always felt a bit different with me and my mother. I could cry whine etc. until the sun came down and she'd either ignore me or reprimand me and...
    Ananananan12 Ananananan12 22-25 Apr 4

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    It was a difficult time in my life. I think they call it a midlife crisis. Having recently gone through the divorce, I was unhappy with my life - bored, tired... alone. So many...
    esmeraldream esmeraldream 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Lil boy in a field of daisys feeling lonely and crazy mama dont want him no more and daddy dont care hes got blue eyes and blonde hair fair skin with a nose wit no flare left in...
    tiasmind21 tiasmind21 22-25 Mar 29

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    why are you letting me do this to you? I realise I have gone and ruined this for you. All you wanted to do was feel special and important and look at you now. You could have...
    RichardIsaFFFFaggot RichardIsaFFFFaggot 70+, F Mar 31

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    OMG!! I have been on 40 mg fluoxetine for 10 years. I've tried to get off of it several times, each with me back on 40 mg again. I decided to stop taking this stuff 6 weeks ago...
    djekms djekms 46-50, F Apr 4

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    Here is a very sad story. I have bipolar. I am allergic to all bipolar medications and they cause me to have an adverse reactions. Lithium caused me to act insane and created...
    ruanbe ruanbe 18-21 1 Response Apr 5

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    I've had symptoms of Crohn's Disease since I was 13. Having gone through four doctors and two negative colonoscopies (among other tests), it was kind of a relief when I was finally...
    Maeliss Maeliss 18-21, F Apr 7

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    Being at 23, I had gone through a draining emotional relationship from the time i was 17-20. I swore not to love again. I accidentally met my MM on facebook. we started talking and...
    linkie1990 linkie1990 22-25, F Apr 10

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    I have this account for the longest time ever but I never got the courage to share one of my many stories to be heard or in this case read. But lately I've been feeling a bit down...
    SamyLo SamyLo 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 12

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    I am a black woman and I have gone white. I absolutely love white men so much. The reason why I love white men so much is because they are real and they show respect to me and my...
    ebonynbill ebonynbill 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Today, after more then two months i have gone for hair-cut. I like long hair but my mom did not. So i cut that and shaved. And shaved my underarm and privat part. Its goods in...
    anantkrar anantkrar 22-25, M Mar 28

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    I don't understand what is happening, it has been almost a year that we have been separated and it still hurts so damn bad I can't hardly stand it. You slipped up and called me...
    michael1971 michael1971 41-45, M 5 Responses Apr 2

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    Yesterday morning I was listening to praise music before we left to help out at the church office. There are three lines that deeply touched my heart. After everything I have...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F Mar 29

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    If I look back at my life I do break down a lot but it's made me a stronger believer and a strong person n now when I look back I think I can understand a lot more then before and...
    RaniFkayy RaniFkayy 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 25

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    I'm home alone with my brother for 4 days..all my family have gone away for 4days...as much as I like being Alone my anxiety makes me feel like I'm on the edge all the time and I...
    pardz pardz 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Why would i bother? In finding happiness? In finding love? All of those things Have gone by, faded away Why would i bother Thinking of a mate a knight who'll sweep me of my feet...
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    There are two parts of me fighting for control. One part is the dominant part, the one that truly cares for people and knows I have the skill and power to help them, and the other...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I'm now 31. At age 8 my dad left our family and will never speak to me again. At 14 I started smoking weed and moved out of home to live with a guy that physically and emotionally...
    scookies scookies 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    I have gone weeks without eating a single bite. I have no clue why I do this. I mean I'm small. Like 4'0" and weigh around 95 pounds. It's not like I'm overweight. I just do it.
    Samchezz Samchezz 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Well, if you want to get technical, I still am. I'm still in and out of a few of the shelters in my area. However, I know this is a temporary situation that was meant to teach me...
    Mariposa85 Mariposa85 26-30, F Apr 8