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I Have Gone Through A Lot

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    There it is again, The lump in my throat.

    Will it begin? Or shall it start to coat, My esophagus, My intestines, Like a fungus, Like an infection. Dripping down my insides. My digestion, Of a hardship- a pound Of pure isolation. What did I consume, Or it me? A lifetime of doom? A lifetime of me?
    MDaddysGirlM MDaddysGirlM 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    Overcast With Tears

    It is overcast here today. The sky is a vibrant blue and the fluffy white clouds scurry across the sky looking for some fun. The skies are grey. No sun caresses my skin or touches my hair or warms my chill. I feel such a loss. The numbness is not as bad, but it remains in this...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2012

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    In primary school I was hated ,

    so I went to a Secondary where no-one could find me, but stuff just got worse.... I was mentally damaged by all the hate from primary but it didn't kick in as depression till my first year of secondary. It wasn't that bad, til I tarted cutting and hurting myself, my alter ego...
    Kawaiiness Kawaiiness 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    I Am Going Through A Lot

    I am going through some hard times, but also the best time of my life. My heart is aching to be with the one I love. But again my parents won't let me be with him. He's older...much older than me. But I love him more than words can describe. But because of my past and the...
    Deepess Deepess 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2013

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    I Believe In Long Distance Relationship

    I have been in a lot of long distance relationship and I just want to talk or share with people their storiesor experiences about that good or bad it doesn't matter. I came to this site recently and I hope I will enjoy to meet new people and talk about many things. I'm opened...
    lotusfriend lotusfriend 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 4, 2013

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    From Carbon To Diamond

    My life has been a rough one. Nothing ever went the way I wanted it to go for the first 25 years of my life.. Only in the recent years have things finally turned around. I saw a friend's quote which read, "Iron does not become steel until it has gone through the fire"... and it...
    SheFoxy SheFoxy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2012

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    Love Happens With Criminals!

    Hey there! I Want to share my real time life changing experience.... Life wasn't in my hands. Everything was out of control. Spent lot of money keeping family at stake only for him and in return he left me grief!!! Pain which was irrevocable. I used to go behind him even after...
    Souji Souji 26-30 Aug 1, 2013

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    Life Is Confusions?

    When i tell people somethings that have happened in my life things about my parents and things that i and my family have been through, people look at me and act like my life has been bad, but to me it isn't. I would like to state that i'm not underplaying for sympathy or anything...
    livelifehard livelifehard 18-21, F May 19, 2013

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    My Personal Story.

    My life is a series of milestones. Everybody loves me, sometimes, everybody hates me. I'm me. No one can change me. I'm a professional photographer I work with my 19 year old friend, because my dad..Oh dear dad, that *****, never gives me any allowance. He only gives it to my...
    1h473h1M 1h473h1M 13-15 Mar 18, 2012

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    Walk A Mile In My Shoes Before Judging Me.

    Let me take you on a trip back in time to a part of my life that was very dark and emotionless. Back to a time before my wife. Back 17 years. I may be ridiculed or told I am weak or soft or even stupid. Please do not pass judgement on me. I did the things I did to survive with...
    wolf1975 wolf1975 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    Huntress Pauses.

    Usually Huntress appears in the poems hunting those wolves...The large slobbering, cunning wolves whose muscles ripple and who kill as sure as looking at you little insignificant sheep...Today she is in a brief story that must be told as preparation...Warriors who know her will...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 7 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    The loss of a new friend is the latest sting I

    feel. Yes I have caused this current turmoil in my life. I won't bog myself down with this loss any longer. I know that she was seeking something from me and I from her, unfortunately we were not meant to be in this time and space, so I bid a mournful goodbye to you LACY, may...
    snowman70 snowman70 41-45, M Jan 10

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    Related Experiences

    Everyone goes through bad experiences, but are we just looking at it from the wrong perspective? Whenever somebody asks about my childhood or my current living events (referring...
    zzamara zzamara 16-17, F Aug 2

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    A SERIOUS MATTER NOT WORTH JOKING AROUND! It’s easy to see a person so bubbly, energetic, humorous and alive, thinking ‘wow that person has it all, a great life’ maybe they...
    imperfectedsoul imperfectedsoul 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I may be young but i have been through alot. Ive been through heart break. Deaths in the family. My mom remarried. I was molested by two men in my family. I have had boyfriends who...
    mar1015 mar1015 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    :) on the outside but :( in the inside!I've been through a lot of pain physically as well as psychologically so i've been through hell and been through a lot more than a average 21...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    I have seen a lot of people on EP and in real life throwing this word around like a hot potato. The two most inappropriately used words in this generation, in my personal opinion...
    AlexandriaDark AlexandriaDark 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Being bullied in Hong Kong being forced to stoop to a Chinese persons level. Wasting my childhood having temper tantrums and letting my autism control me. Flying too much and...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Aug 6

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    Let's see. I nearly died within a week of being born, my skull decided to try and close in on its self as i did not have a soft spot. When i got the chickenpox as a child, i was...
    Anth9012 Anth9012 22-25, M Aug 8

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    im seeing how long i can go with out wanking but its hard
    catxxxman23 catxxxman23 22-25 1 Response Aug 22

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    coo coo for coacoa puffs...
    veeshybi veeshybi 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    But I'm getting a lot better..(:
    suicidalprincesss suicidalprincesss 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I've lied about a lot of things in the past, now I've learnt from my mistakes:)
    xgirlyx xgirlyx 13-15, F 12 hrs ago

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    I need to express this. I feel so alone and feel that I am going through all of the emotions at once dealing with this. I sometimes don't even know where to begin. But I pray that...
    FromJWtoJEW FromJWtoJEW 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Dear ----, I am writing to express my confused feelings about our relationship. I know we have gone through a lot in the past two years and we have both felt like there was no...
    ILoveYouVeryMuch ILoveYouVeryMuch 18-21, F Aug 18

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    After hearing the news of Robin Williams I have done some looking at myself. I am very ashamed to admit I have thought about suicide way too much. I really don't think I could do...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    I'm tired of doing this! why can't i stop even though i really want to!!? i'm doing this to my self even though i don't want to do it! It all started when i was 14, i don't know...
    TheTurtleDove TheTurtleDove 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Do u ever just sit and wonder about other people?? Like their life, what they've gone through etc. Sometimes I just watch people and think hmm I wonder what they've gone through...
    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    My aunt has fibromyalgia and about a month ago I started getting pain that got really bad in the course of a week. It started at the bottom of my feet and slowly worked all the way...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Anybody here who has gone through a hard time and want to share their experiences with it?
    allthewaysaround allthewaysaround 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I think about the shite I have been through and what I had to do to get where I am now. The idea that I would ever take you idiots seriously is ludicrous you are a complete farce...
    RichardIsaFFFFaggot RichardIsaFFFFaggot 70+, F 2 hrs ago

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    I just astral travelled for the first time in a while. As I was dosing off felt the usual feelings of sleep paralysis I was a bit awkward separating from my body but managed in the...
    beanabus beanabus 22-25, F Aug 18

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    I just astral travelled for the first time in a while. As I was dosing off felt the usual feelings of sleep paralysis I was a bit awkward separating from my body but managed in the...
    beanabus beanabus 22-25, F Aug 18

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    I just astral travelled for the first time in a while. As I was dosing off felt the usual feelings of sleep paralysis I was a bit awkward separating from my body but managed in the...
    beanabus beanabus 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Half our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time we have rushed through life trying to save. - Will Rogers
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    Been with him since we were 17 years old... That's 14 years with him! He wasn't diagnosed until 5 years ago though! I now see that my life is the same as many other wives on here...
    Mytime32 Mytime32 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    The fire is calming it reminds me who I am, and about all the things I've gone through, that I survived and I'm stronger
    HeadStrongPro HeadStrongPro 16-17, M Aug 20

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    Her essence, you ask? Graceful like the smell of lust and desire. Oh god, is our fire hot! Not to mention it's uncommon fuel, which is our inability to have each other. Well, you...
    ReMaxius ReMaxius 18-21, M Aug 5

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    Hi I am nearly eight-teen I know I may be young, but I was just wondering if anyone has gone though anything similar or could help me. I know everyone is different in there own...
    Dizzy196 Dizzy196 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    So there were these two co-workers that were nearing the end of a rough week at work, and they wanted nothing more than to blow off some steam after their shift ended, which meant...
    biggunsatx biggunsatx 36-40, M Aug 13

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    http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.in/2013/05/depression-part-two.html?m=1 This is so me! Haven't found the corn yet. Anyone gone through this and out? Gosh tell me how? xP
    SecretsOut14 SecretsOut14 18-21, F Aug 15

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    I have been in an online relationship for 3 years with this guy who lives in New York (I live in Egypt btw) We used to see each other on a virtual game called YoWorld. We were so...
    malakhkhalil malakhkhalil 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    I've been doing a lot of walking these past couple miles.My 1998 Lumina with 277,00 miles on it stop running, I couldn't afford to get it fixed.So I have to walk everywhere to get...
    bignatbreastluver bignatbreastluver 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I have a story Which begins with every corner of my heart drawing a line to the center of my heart, all surrounded by emotions and every emotion hanged with a vein as they run...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am at a loss and need some help! I went to urgent care in February because I had this horribly terrible rash that itched uncontrollably and was painful. I had clusters of what...
    SweetJFowler SweetJFowler 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    About 4 years ago I went to my GP with an annoying pain in my left side. I was sent for an xray which showed small ovarian cysts. I told the GP I didnt think this was the cause of...
    mrsminxster mrsminxster 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    My family and relations are huge on their own. First things, first: I am from Hawaii and I am half Chinese (Cantonese), three-eighths Black (African) and one-eighths Native...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Aug 4

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    I think it's time I called out for help or advice.... I am a very very jealous person and I don't mean to be and I do not do it on purpose. I don't really know where it all came...
    TheUnpredictable9 TheUnpredictable9 18-21, F Aug 6

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