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I Have Gone Through A Lot

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    The loss of a new friend is the latest sting I

    feel. Yes I have caused this current turmoil in my life. I won't bog myself down with this loss any longer. I know that she was seeking something from me and I from her, unfortunately we were not meant to be in this time and space, so I bid a mournful goodbye to you LACY, may...
    snowman70 snowman70 41-45, M Jan 10, 2014

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    In primary school I was hated ,

    so I went to a Secondary where no-one could find me, but stuff just got worse.... I was mentally damaged by all the hate from primary but it didn't kick in as depression till my first year of secondary. It wasn't that bad, til I tarted cutting and hurting myself, my alter ego...
    Kawaiiness Kawaiiness 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2014

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    I Am Going Through A Lot

    I am going through some hard times, but also the best time of my life. My heart is aching to be with the one I love. But again my parents won't let me be with him. He's older...much older than me. But I love him more than words can describe. But because of my past and the...
    Deepess Deepess 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2013

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    Huntress Pauses.

    Usually Huntress appears in the poems hunting those wolves...The large slobbering, cunning wolves whose muscles ripple and who kill as sure as looking at you little insignificant sheep...Today she is in a brief story that must be told as preparation...Warriors who know her will...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 7 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    Love Happens With Criminals!

    Hey there! I Want to share my real time life changing experience.... Life wasn't in my hands. Everything was out of control. Spent lot of money keeping family at stake only for him and in return he left me grief!!! Pain which was irrevocable. I used to go behind him even after...
    Souji Souji 26-30 Aug 1, 2013

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    From Carbon To Diamond

    My life has been a rough one. Nothing ever went the way I wanted it to go for the first 25 years of my life.. Only in the recent years have things finally turned around. I saw a friend's quote which read, "Iron does not become steel until it has gone through the fire"... and it...
    SheFoxy SheFoxy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2012

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    Overcast With Tears

    It is overcast here today. The sky is a vibrant blue and the fluffy white clouds scurry across the sky looking for some fun. The skies are grey. No sun caresses my skin or touches my hair or warms my chill. I feel such a loss. The numbness is not as bad, but it remains in this...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2012

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    Walk A Mile In My Shoes Before Judging Me.

    Let me take you on a trip back in time to a part of my life that was very dark and emotionless. Back to a time before my wife. Back 17 years. I may be ridiculed or told I am weak or soft or even stupid. Please do not pass judgement on me. I did the things I did to survive with...
    wolf1975 wolf1975 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    Life Is Confusions?

    When i tell people somethings that have happened in my life things about my parents and things that i and my family have been through, people look at me and act like my life has been bad, but to me it isn't. I would like to state that i'm not underplaying for sympathy or anything...
    livelifehard livelifehard 18-21, F May 19, 2013

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    Always go with the choice

    that scares you the most, because that's the one that is going to require the most from you.
    Charmeeee Charmeeee 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2014

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    There it is again, The lump in my throat.

    Will it begin? Or shall it start to coat, My esophagus, My intestines, Like a fungus, Like an infection. Dripping down my insides. My digestion, Of a hardship- a pound Of pure isolation. What did I consume, Or it me? A lifetime of doom? A lifetime of me?
    MDaddysGirlM MDaddysGirlM 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2014

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    I Believe In Long Distance Relationship

    I have been in a lot of long distance relationship and I just want to talk or share with people their storiesor experiences about that good or bad it doesn't matter. I came to this site recently and I hope I will enjoy to meet new people and talk about many things. I'm opened...
    lotusfriend lotusfriend 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 4, 2013

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    My Personal Story.

    My life is a series of milestones. Everybody loves me, sometimes, everybody hates me. I'm me. No one can change me. I'm a professional photographer I work with my 19 year old friend, because my dad..Oh dear dad, that *****, never gives me any allowance. He only gives it to my...
    1h473h1M 1h473h1M 13-15 Mar 18, 2012

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    Far too much and far too much caused by

    me Three wives and still married to the third who used to be abusive when she drank, three kids who ignore me completely. Lost everything but I only have myself to blame.
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M Sep 15, 2014

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    I look on here and am deeply saddened by the number of people who want to kill themselves. Many at such a young age, when they have not even begun to live their lives. They get in...
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    I was dumped the other day, the fallout was destructive for me. Like Jacqueline Briggs from MKX just did her xray mover on my ribcage. But back to reality, she just said she wanted...
    Ilovefeet2015 Ilovefeet2015 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Many have had it worse than me. An ep pal has and can work. Me admires them. When jealousy leaves.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 3 hrs ago

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    Well, maybe tonight I might... No, not "maybe"... HELL YEAH...
    DarkAngel483 DarkAngel483 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    you call it kidnapping... i call it surprise adoption.
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 4 hrs ago

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    got so drunk once at a party that when i walked across the dance floor to get another drink i happened to win the dance competition going on
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 6 hrs ago

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    Well, most of the time I felt weak, feeble, angry, confused, lost, sad and exhausted all at the same time. I felt physically and emotionally paralyzed. It felt as if only my body...
    Symone00 Symone00 22-25, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I recently turned 20 on the 20th of June. But it was not a good birthday. I lost my grandmother on May 6th. And I recently just lost my cousin on June 16th. Everybody tried to make...
    HazelEyedWolf HazelEyedWolf 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    It's actually pretty funny to think that growing up, everything seemed so normal, I never even considered that every other "normal" kid doesn't grow up like I did. Any how, I...
    TheHippieBitch TheHippieBitch 16-17, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I've been having bad anxiety attacks 3-4 times a week for about 2 months now. I don't know why or what is going on with me. I get so bad I can't speak and I stutter and repeat...
    Morgue13 Morgue13 31-35, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My husband and I have been together for 15 years and 14 of them we have gone through some kind of drama with his mom. We have made every effort to have a healthy relationship with...
    dangermamaof4 dangermamaof4 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    So my situation is different than most. I had a healthy childhood, I did sports and watched what I ate. There is a strong history of type 2 diabetes in my family so I was always...
    Mekkaku Mekkaku 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I wonder if the problem is that I'm sane in a world where everyone else is nuts, like Frank Grimes on The Simpsons. Because I seem to be the only one who notices how this...
    Emeryael Emeryael 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My Husband leaves in a week for his first deployment. He was first told about 6 months ago & since then, I have basically just been his roommate. Due to circumstances in my...
    AFWife96 AFWife96 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    going high to a restaurant and the waitress asks me if i want soup or salad... and all i hear is a super salad.. wtf brain
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    today looks like a perfect day to leave a note on a random car that says "I KNOW WHAT YOU DID"?
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It takes me a bit of courage to put this down here, in my blog, but I’m comforted by the fact that there are people out there who have gone through the same thing as I have...
    ShruthiK ShruthiK 18-21, F 10 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm too tired and depressed to help myself.
    fragilewarrior fragilewarrior 51-55, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    He leaves like it never happened, then comes back like he never left... Then leaves again.
    XxSuicidalKissesxX XxSuicidalKissesxX 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Imagine a nightmare where you're trapped with a serial killer but all your lights are clappers.. So you are running for your life from this psychopath while both of you are just...
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I would prefer to say "believe" rather than "think" because I feel so strongly about this. There are people who simply have no right to bring children into the world. You know this...
    DeGustibus DeGustibus 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i keep thinking about that guy who discovered honey, like how did he know? was he like looking at a beehive and said to himself " i know those bastards are hiding something!"
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I just want someone to talk to without judgement... Someone who has gone through what I went through who can open up, listen and commiserate...
    Boogie82 Boogie82 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    Would anyone like to chat with me? (To give you some background info, I'm a bisexual girl who loves to write and sing, and I have gone through a lot). It would be great to get to...
    niahhydra niahhydra 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I hear many voices yelling inside my head. It's so loud that it's hard to think and read and sleep and basically get through my daily life. Sometimes I run through conversations in...
    daydreamcat daydreamcat 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have brutal dreams like my last dream was about a girl being tortured. she wanted it to resemble the saw movies .-. its either I've gone crazy or im just weird and love horror...
    SxuccessfuI SxuccessfuI 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I think I've lost grip of reality.. I can't tell if the things I feel are real anymore. I'm just sick of being shunned for it
    QuanMarquis QuanMarquis 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sometimes I get these random moments where I feel like I need to have a good cry. Everything I hate about my self creep up and it gets so overwhelming I can fell my eyes water.
    KyungAli KyungAli 16-17, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    i cant really say just pm me to know.
    thedman000 thedman000 18-21, M Jun 22