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I Have Gone Through A Lot

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    The loss of a new friend is the latest sting I

    feel. Yes I have caused this current turmoil in my life. I won't bog myself down with this loss any longer. I know that she was seeking something from me and I from her, unfortunately we were not meant to be in this time and space, so I bid a mournful goodbye to you LACY, may...
    snowman70 snowman70 41-45, M Jan 10

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    Far too much and far too much caused by

    me Three wives and still married to the third who used to be abusive when she drank, three kids who ignore me completely. Lost everything but I only have myself to blame.
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M Sep 15

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    My Personal Story.

    My life is a series of milestones. Everybody loves me, sometimes, everybody hates me. I'm me. No one can change me. I'm a professional photographer I work with my 19 year old friend, because my dad..Oh dear dad, that *****, never gives me any allowance. He only gives it to my...
    1h473h1M 1h473h1M 13-15 Mar 18, 2012

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    Walk A Mile In My Shoes Before Judging Me.

    Let me take you on a trip back in time to a part of my life that was very dark and emotionless. Back to a time before my wife. Back 17 years. I may be ridiculed or told I am weak or soft or even stupid. Please do not pass judgement on me. I did the things I did to survive with...
    wolf1975 wolf1975 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    Huntress Pauses.

    Usually Huntress appears in the poems hunting those wolves...The large slobbering, cunning wolves whose muscles ripple and who kill as sure as looking at you little insignificant sheep...Today she is in a brief story that must be told as preparation...Warriors who know her will...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 7 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    There it is again, The lump in my throat.

    Will it begin? Or shall it start to coat, My esophagus, My intestines, Like a fungus, Like an infection. Dripping down my insides. My digestion, Of a hardship- a pound Of pure isolation. What did I consume, Or it me? A lifetime of doom? A lifetime of me?
    MDaddysGirlM MDaddysGirlM 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    Life Is Confusions?

    When i tell people somethings that have happened in my life things about my parents and things that i and my family have been through, people look at me and act like my life has been bad, but to me it isn't. I would like to state that i'm not underplaying for sympathy or anything...
    livelifehard livelifehard 18-21, F May 19, 2013

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    Overcast With Tears

    It is overcast here today. The sky is a vibrant blue and the fluffy white clouds scurry across the sky looking for some fun. The skies are grey. No sun caresses my skin or touches my hair or warms my chill. I feel such a loss. The numbness is not as bad, but it remains in this...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2012

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    In primary school I was hated ,

    so I went to a Secondary where no-one could find me, but stuff just got worse.... I was mentally damaged by all the hate from primary but it didn't kick in as depression till my first year of secondary. It wasn't that bad, til I tarted cutting and hurting myself, my alter ego...
    Kawaiiness Kawaiiness 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    Love Happens With Criminals!

    Hey there! I Want to share my real time life changing experience.... Life wasn't in my hands. Everything was out of control. Spent lot of money keeping family at stake only for him and in return he left me grief!!! Pain which was irrevocable. I used to go behind him even after...
    Souji Souji 26-30 Aug 1, 2013

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    From Carbon To Diamond

    My life has been a rough one. Nothing ever went the way I wanted it to go for the first 25 years of my life.. Only in the recent years have things finally turned around. I saw a friend's quote which read, "Iron does not become steel until it has gone through the fire"... and it...
    SheFoxy SheFoxy 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2012

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    Always go with the choice

    that scares you the most, because that's the one that is going to require the most from you.
    RayaneCharmee RayaneCharmee 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    I Believe In Long Distance Relationship

    I have been in a lot of long distance relationship and I just want to talk or share with people their storiesor experiences about that good or bad it doesn't matter. I came to this site recently and I hope I will enjoy to meet new people and talk about many things. I'm opened...
    lotusfriend lotusfriend 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 4, 2013

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    I Am Going Through A Lot

    I am going through some hard times, but also the best time of my life. My heart is aching to be with the one I love. But again my parents won't let me be with him. He's older...much older than me. But I love him more than words can describe. But because of my past and the...
    Deepess Deepess 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I have gone threw rape, bad childhood, betrayal of friends, and most recently lost my boyfriend well he decided to end things after 2 years, I feel so alone and I cant stop feeling...
    Elisa098 Elisa098 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 3

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    I've gone to bed with a *****
    AlwaysAnonnymous AlwaysAnonnymous 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am so upset. I had a friend oh my what a wonderful friend. she hugged me when I feel, laughed at my jokes and helped me stop cutting. when she grew farther apart and got a new...
    thelonelyconfused thelonelyconfused 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I think we've all been at this point in our lives at one point or another. Whether it's now or in the past. However, for me, this is how I feel every single day when I go to bed...
    lovedownunder lovedownunder 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Im so **** at my lover, I have argue with him all day, sure I'm still mad, but I also want to be around him. but I don't... I'm confused...
    sealedfresh sealedfresh 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    Not as much as some. But recurring like them. Became glad for broken trailer. And disability pay. Didnt bring ok. But got me through bad symptoms. Stronger...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    going to school ,wearing a beautiful smile, full of excitement , holding a breath for a seconds before entering my room.listening well to the lesson ,answering those questions...
    davinesarah davinesarah 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am a mom of two boys 7 - 8 next month and 6 my ex left me and them in may 2011 for two years he lied cheated stole didnt call or barely come see them backed out of promises one...
    lonelydove12 lonelydove12 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Yes! Bonkers!! Truly. But, all the best people are ;)
    wanderingfalcon wanderingfalcon 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Mandatory military service for two years, then I actually volunteered to train for another 2 years....-_- sad to say I hated most of it. But the food was good...well, the food we...
    jjangjae jjangjae 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 11

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    I am NOT ASHAMED! And I never will be. I was a Prophetess and He create them as bold. He gives them boldness. I WILL NEVER, EVER BE ASHAMED! I will not. Please talk to your family...
    TracyNovember62014 TracyNovember62014 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 18

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    I work with endocrinology patients. This may help some of you, so I would like to put it out there.I would like to take a moment to share a new research article with you that...
    kmr9346 kmr9346 22-25, F a week ago

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    Hi all!I would like to take a moment to share a new research article with you that highlights the connection between thyroid inflammation (autoimmune thyroid diseases like...
    kmr9346 kmr9346 22-25, F a week ago

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    You have gone through so much and I know you will survive because you want to survive. I know you are able to be happy again because you want to. You are brave. You are a...
    fromthegutter fromthegutter 18-21, F Oct 26

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    I have been this way since I was 12 Yrs old, due to my parents divorcing and me having to live in 2 other towns at different times. I became suicidal at age 15 and that lasted up...
    psychologicallydamaged psychologicallydamaged 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    My name is Celina. My recruit (Larry) left on Oct 27th. It was one of the hardest days I have ever gone through. Larry and I have been together for two amazing years. When he...
    CelinaH1907 CelinaH1907 18-21, F Nov 16

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    I know, that's not supposed to be possible. People say it's not possible, that I'm deluding myself. I'm looking for a way out, I secretly hate her, we must have a sexless...
    roykirk roykirk 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    I wasn't an active person in this dream, I was just sort of watching it play out like a movie. There was a girl who had gone through very traumatic sexual abuse as a child. This...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26

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    My family drives me to the point of suicide. I know that suicide is selfish, and I'd never commit suicide. but they think I'm being manipulative, the moment I say how I feel, after...
    Luckycharm2014 Luckycharm2014 18-21, F Oct 31

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    Hello, I am a 21 year old girl who can proudly say that one year and 7 days ago I made the decisions to finally be strong and leave my abusive boyfriend. This is not the easiest...
    brittany122 brittany122 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 6

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    I met this guy more than a year ago. He is a photographer. I was a cosplayer at that event. When we met, he asked to take my picture and I said 'yes'. Little did I know that I'm...
    ciarawinner ciarawinner 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    He is my first born. He has always been my heart; my number one ace. These days have been challenging. He's of course gone through some teenage challenges and wandered through...
    IntomeYousee IntomeYousee 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 15

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    I met my best friend, lets call him 'Tom' for privacy reasons, about 3 months ago. We had started talking properly when I was taken to hospital from a mental breakdown and self...
    kat248 kat248 13-15, F a week ago

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    I'm only 20 and I feel I've been through hell in my life when I was younger I was emotionally and physically abused I've never felt loved or cared for until I met my husband in our...
    mzk94 mzk94 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My past is full of mistakes, but because of those mistakes and poor decisions and experiences, I am stronger than I've ever been. I wouldn't be where I am today if I hadn't gone...
    tenderheart92 tenderheart92 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26

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    when i first experienced this i thought it was just a dream, but it has now happened to me every other night for a couple months. I have found that when it happens one part of my...
    jasminediamond jasminediamond 18-21, F Oct 26

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    "You have nothing to mope about" he says, as he pushes my shoulders back. If only he understood that the pain of this world is resting on my shoulders and that I have stopped...
    mkmoore mkmoore 16-17, F Oct 27

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    This is it. As of this day, I am going to actively strangle my inner romantic. Why? Because I'm 24 and never had a gf ever. Being a hopeless romantic at heart, I keep waiting that...
    JourneyOfLife JourneyOfLife 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    When I self-pleasure, it requires a mental element in order to have any level of success. This manifests as imagery or meditation, the playing out of a scene in my mind; there is a...
    Nyxii Nyxii 22-25, F Nov 2

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    So today I got a letter and it wasn't positive at all. He told me he's super depressed and stressed. I feel so helpless because I can't be there to comfort him or call him and tell...
    rachelmarie28 rachelmarie28 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 6

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    I met this guy more than a year ago. He is a photographer. I was a cosplayer at that event. When we met, he asked to take my picture and I said 'yes'. Little did I know that I'm...
    kerencc11 kerencc11 26-30, F Nov 11

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    I met this guy more than a year ago. He is a photographer. I was a cosplayer at that event. When we met, he asked to take my picture and I said 'yes'. Little did I know that I'm...
    kerencc11 kerencc11 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    I don't know what to do.....my husband and I have been married 4 years. we have one son together and he has a son from a previous marriage. this woman takes any chance she can to...
    shortness07 shortness07 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 13