I Have Grown From All of It

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 119 People

    Slowly, Painfully

    I'm not going to re-re-rehash all of the crazy stuff that I've lived through, but I've had a history that has been more turbulent than most I've known. I sometimes feel almost feral because all of those little things the average person has that keeps their mind and behavior in...
    ShadowMonster ShadowMonster
    22-25, F
    May 12, 2012

    I used to be a very judgemental person.

    I guess I still am to a certain extent but I used to be relentless with my insults towards people. I grew up privileged in the sense that my family is well off, and that I am part white, straight and comfortable with my gender& with no physical disabilities etc. Because of my...
    kbeary kbeary
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 11, 2014

    ...

    ...And continue to do so say by day, hour by hour, and minute by minute.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    1 Response Oct 28, 2009

    Through All the Drama

     my family can definitely put the FUN in dysfunctional ...  weve had alot of rough patches in our lives and ive had personal ones to  but from it all its created the person i am now im stronger and grew from it and i know if i had to live my life over i wouldnt...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    Apr 29, 2007

    Adopted Good Or Bad

    i was adopted at the age of 10 monthes. i had been left on the door step of the orpanage when i was only a few days or weeks old. i have grown  to learn to accept myself the way i am. i do not know what kind of family i came from or why. i have a lot of questions but at the...
    adoptedgoodorbad adoptedgoodorbad
    13-15
    1 Response May 6, 2009

    Since I have been gone from Experience Project

    a lot of things have happened. I have experienced a relationship! I have learned a lot about myself and have gained a ton of confidence! Over the last 4 years, my eyes have opened about the actions of people. I have grown, experienced love and being loved and understood more...
    Alwysblue Alwysblue
    31-35, F
    Dec 28, 2015

    Wow.

    Recently I was going through all the stories I had posted on Ep since I opened my account.Realizing how much I have gained because of the bad times in my life is amazing.I have so much more to learn and mature into this new person as I grow. Just recognizing that the problems...
    Jenna1225 Jenna1225
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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