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    My Painful Vent - There are times in life where I open my eyes and wonder why the light floods in when I want it to be dark. I want it so my eyes never open again. I hate life, I...
    CrushedScottishLass CrushedScottishLass 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25, 2013

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    Dont Judge Me. - When I was around 14 and I met this guy at a party. I was drunk and he was 19. I didn’t know him that well but I remember that he wouldn’t leave me alone, I...
    MononokeP MononokeP 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2011

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    Children of God; It upsets me when you blame God for the misfortunes in your lives (you know who you are). I hear it all the time "well, if there is a God then why does he let all...
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    As most of you know, I have had bizarre events that have been happening to me. Most I can't explain to people without being deemed 'crazy'. The most recent (and scariest) happened...
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    First of all í want to excuse my spelling and grammar i am not native to english i am from Iceland. I have had several of these experinces though must of them happened to me as a...
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    In General, I hate girls. Now before anybody says girls have a right not to want to date nice guys or some other bull, I will say this: I am not a smiley, sun shining out of my...
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    This was not a dream of the rapture happening- more like a feel of it. I have had dreams woth the rapture actually happening, this is not one of them. I looke outside- I saw a...
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    Here I go again I were I am staying I may not stay long but that shoud not be a reason I just have so menny people who want me to fail its just now and you are who should fail...
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    At least that is what I think it was. I was maybe around 11 or 12. We went out for dinner and then to the grandparents for a visit. I started to not feel all that hot at my...
    JLS7914 JLS7914 31-35, F Mar 28

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    I had one yesterday in the evening. It's been a while since I've had one, and I don't know if that's the reason why it was so much worse than what I usually have had in the past...
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    So I had 9 unilateral ECT's, it destroyed my memory, cogntiive abilities, like now I'm retarded at math, and I can barely remember what I'm reading, get lost in conversation, and...
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    Always bulling me for no reason . Making fun of me for just saying hi . Always being famous even if u r mean. Making me weak . Telling me words that hurt me . That's enough I have...
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    I have had many jobs over my lifetime
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    I have had my heart broken more like shattered. I spent eight years of my life loving someone unconditionally...all to find out he didn't love me back. I gave him my heart and he...
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    I have had enough of my unhappy marriage, it's time to get out and enjoy my life again!!! Life is short, you never know when will be your last day.
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    Ever think in your mind something bad is gonna happen. Think about it so much that you have already decided what you will do once you hear the news and how you will deal with it...
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    How i met my first real girlfriend: My class went on a trip to mauthausen 4 years ago. It was rainy and storming and we were'nt prepared and only wearing sweaters. So my whole...
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    The strangest thing happened today... I thought I should tackle a task on my to-do list. After doing an online search, I found a notebook that seemed like a suitable buy and...
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    A actually wrote this last January 31st but I wasn't able to post it immediately because I'm a little bit busy. Just a random post, I don't know what are the things that will be...
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    I had it rough growing up. The first 5 years of my life were very traumatic. Born prematurely and at 24 weeks. Spent the next 6 months of my life in an incubator being fed...
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    I am 26 years old, happily married, and have no children. As far back as I can remember, I've never been in any hurry to have children. It's just never been a desire in me, as...
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    When they happen they can overwhelm the good ones and its easy to feel like a victim of life when these happen to me. I try and concentrate on what makes me happy,people,things...
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    But Jesus saved me. I've had sleep paralysis since I was little. My first experience was when I was around 6, and I would wake up unable to move and terrified because a large black...
    sophiedahl sophiedahl 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Having EN is an experience that I do not want to re-live again. I cannot count the number of times that I cried in despair because of this. Aside from having very painful and...
    anya1988 anya1988 22-25 Mar 31

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    I got tired of all the perverted messages so EP and my husband suggested I change my settings on my account. I finally did. Two days ago I received a very vulgar avatar. I can't...
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    My heart is going out to a family I know tonight that is hurting. They have been through so much already and this last blow is just so hard but I am holding out hope that things...
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    Especially during my freshman year in college. In that one year, I've had my first bad trip on acid, my friend went to the hospital because I've had a bad trip. All the cops in...
    TheVampireQueen92 TheVampireQueen92 18-21, F Mar 18

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    I had my first panic attack at work!! Was outta nowhere!! Felt like I was having a heart attack, they rushed me to hospital and all they did was give me lorazepam and teach me...
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    It was three of us my friend treva and my friend Chelsea . Me and treva where raised in church and Chelsea was not. I know sounds weird but let me explain . My friend treva would...
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    I keep having this dream.. This dream doesn't contain violence I usually wake up before it happens.. I'm trapped in an insane asylum, an abandoned insane asylum. I have no idea...
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    It started during freshman year I had just had a huge fight with my guy best friend whom I admit I liked i got over him a few months later. Then Mid February this senior started...
    lesseth lesseth 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I've had 4 panic attacks. Twice I was on a busy highway and out of no where I feel like I'm having a heart attack, while suffocating... some scary ****! At first I didn't...
    queediana82 queediana82 31-35, F Mar 22

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    If somebody ever looked at the weird, quiet one in the back of class and felt something for her -- honestly, that's kind of adorable. But if that ever happened in reality I think I...
    LordSphinx LordSphinx 13-15 Apr 1

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    I'm only 30 but I feel like I'm 70. I feel like I'm at the end of the line. I was a workaholic. My first job was right after school. When I was in college, I tend to work during...
    hopefulunderdog hopefulunderdog 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    My heart break happened recently. Was with him for a year and a half and I find out that he was cheating the whole time! Crazy...it hurts like hell but I'm glad I found out now...
    NaNeenah NaNeenah 31-35, F Apr 6

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    Happens at the point of first falling asleep. The relaxation associated with sleep is perceptual (that slightly dreamy calm)...then it's like falling off a cliff in a way. I am...
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    So this happend a few weeks ago
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    It started when i was very little around 5 years old i was in my room and the tv went off by itself at the time i didnt think much about it then in the hallways i woukd hear my...
    Carmen45 Carmen45 18-21, F Mar 28

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    Interestingly, years later a friend tells me she had a crush on me. Never expected it in a 'million years.' Just one of those things I wondered about but didn't notice or know of.
    bLEu22 bLEu22 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    Has anyone ever had this experience - expanding infinitely until all times and spaces were experienced and all things were known simultaneously? The best way to describe it is no...
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    Something happened. Have you experienced that excruciating heartache every time you cry? Nothing seems to come out of your lips, you just cry quietly. You curled up in a bed...
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    Still in the same house just living on a different floor. Everyone else has moved out now it's just me and mine. So many things have changed but the house is the same...it's...
    LadyCNote LadyCNote 26-30, F Mar 20

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    I was having a vivid dream about ghosts when my alarm (strangely) went off at 5:45am. I turned it off and tried to go back to sleep. I then heard someone/something type on my phone...
    ceevans4 ceevans4 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Oh yes, i remember that. People broke my heart. But God is stronger then that. If you face evil and hurt, you dont have to suffer this way. I have solution! Im with god now and he...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    To all of those who believe they have been damaged or lost significant amounts of memory, or can't do simple math, or have problems reading and writing, or feel emotionally dumbed...
    BFowler BFowler 36-40, M Apr 9

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    First off my best friend just told me she's been cutting for years now and I never knew. My teachers think something's wrong with me and keep trying to get me help even though I...
    xcdreaming xcdreaming 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I had my surgery on Dec/5/2011 I lost 183lbs in the first 6 to 8 months. Then I started to maintain my weight. I had been the exact weight for the past year and a half. Now I have...
    tltb310 tltb310 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    where I come from, most often than not you marry your high school sweetheart. I've had 2 serious boyfriends in my lifetime (that doesn't count guys I've casually dated & hung out...
    countryanon countryanon 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    The first panic attack I experienced has two very odd contributing factors. One being I had a very very strong latte at this little cafe. And the other involves a belly bar...
    SassySam77 SassySam77 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    She was broken. Her heart lay in billions of pieces, spread about the floor like tiny specs of dust. It would be impossible to tell that her heart had even been there at all, had...
    suppressingadulthood suppressingadulthood 26-30, F 1 Response