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I Have Had A Lot Of Painful Things Happen To Me

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    My Painful Vent

    There are times in life where I open my eyes and wonder why the light floods in when I want it to be dark. I want it so my eyes never open again. I hate life, I hate my past. Life has had its fun with me, it has gave men the satisfaction of raping me, the total of rape now... 10...
    CrushedScottishLass CrushedScottishLass 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25, 2013

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    Dont Judge Me.

    When I was around 14 and I met this guy at a party. I was drunk and he was 19. I didn’t know him that well but I remember that he wouldn’t leave me alone, I found it funny at first then it got a bit creepy as I wasn’t interested. H e asked for my number and I gave it to him...
    MononokeP MononokeP 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2011

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