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I Have Had A Lot Of Painful Things Happen To Me

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    My Painful Vent

    There are times in life where I open my eyes and wonder why the light floods in when I want it to be dark. I want it so my eyes never open again. I hate life, I hate my past. Life has had its fun with me, it has gave men the satisfaction of raping me, the total of rape now... 10...
    CrushedScottishLass CrushedScottishLass 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25, 2013

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    Dont Judge Me.

    When I was around 14 and I met this guy at a party. I was drunk and he was 19. I didn’t know him that well but I remember that he wouldn’t leave me alone, I found it funny at first then it got a bit creepy as I wasn’t interested. H e asked for my number and I gave it to him...
    MononokeP MononokeP 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2011

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    I am newly separated. I didn't think we'd ever split, but she surprised me with a bit of weakness over a situation that had arisen from the past. it culminated in us distancing...
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    She is the love of my life.. I was so sure.. She was sure.. We was sooo sure that we was going to get married and have kids. We were so happy - then she showed me she is no...
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    I really don't like this because I can be a religious person at times. But anyways, I use to and still try not to blame God for things that have happened in my life. Everybody goes...
    dhaith dhaith 16-17, F a week ago

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    TheVegemite TheVegemite 26-30 3 Responses Jan 31

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    Hipstercatlover Hipstercatlover 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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