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I Have Had A Lot Of Painful Things Happen To Me

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    My Painful Vent

    There are times in life where I open my eyes and wonder why the light floods in when I want it to be dark. I want it so my eyes never open again. I hate life, I hate my past. Life has had its fun with me, it has gave men the satisfaction of raping me, the total of rape now... 10...
    CrushedScottishLass CrushedScottishLass 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25, 2013

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    Dont Judge Me.

    When I was around 14 and I met this guy at a party. I was drunk and he was 19. I didn’t know him that well but I remember that he wouldn’t leave me alone, I found it funny at first then it got a bit creepy as I wasn’t interested. H e asked for my number and I gave it to him...
    MononokeP MononokeP 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2011

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    Things fall apart to make the right things fall in place. At times I want to throw my hands up and give up, but god gives me the strength to stay strong. As bad as things are at...
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    I believe that things happen for a reason , that people and situations come into our lives that have meaning. I am not saying there is no chance in the universe , just that there...
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    I have had sleep paralysis since I was a teen, I have found it helps to sleep only on my sides. This was suggested by a Buddhist nun who said sleeping on my back left me open to...
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    Have Had Way Too Many Surgeies
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    I have had a scare with the thought of cancer. I had a very large thyroid, with small tumors on the left side. I went for a biopsy and the doctor called me a week later to tell me...
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    We have had a really warm and sunny summer so far here in Cornwall which has meant a lot of days spent on the beaches and coves close to my home. My boyfriend is home on leave...
    saratzuke saratzuke 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    .. I have been very young which is why I have had these, I have not found these pleasant or at all condoning. I regret them but I was not ready for a baby.. But now I am pregnant...
    jessicamayx jessicamayx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    My ex boyfriend 20 years ago emailed me and asked for my number. I gave him my number and he called me up. I am married and have kids. I have a stable job. My husband is a...
    FunFantasy FunFantasy 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    i was dating this married guy , but due to some differences we kind of broke off . though we still meet for coffee but we are not dating anymore , but i want to get back , he was...
    tiarababy tiarababy 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I wanted children and marriage once, but now the man that I love who promised me all those things are having those with another woman. Its too painful to start again. I never want...
    jojophomma jojophomma 22-25, F a week ago

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    How do you wake up from sleep paralysis tonight? Here are 9 ways to end it when it happens. Some tips will work for you some won't everyone is different. So try the ones you...
    JennaR JennaR 46-50, F 7 Responses Jul 15

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    It truly sucks having extremely painful periods. No doctor can tell me why I hurt so badly. I don't know if it has to do with PCOS or having cerebral palsy. No doctor has a...
    sweetstar1 sweetstar1 22-25, F Jul 20

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    My first miscarriage was in January, between 8 and 9 weeks. I was told at a scan that the baby was not growing and to expect to miscarry - it took two agonising weeks of waiting...
    bebyvee bebyvee 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    My entire body feels painfully numb and I'm so upset that I'm physically sick to my stomach. It's the worst f*cking feeling.
    SuicidalxThoughts SuicidalxThoughts 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    I can't imagine how things ever got this out of hand, where did it all go wrong I keep wondering, how did one mistake lead to a series of unfortunate events that just seem to get...
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    auraboreale auraboreale 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Someone I love very much was hurt by someone that we both trusted. The entire thing has been seared into my memory for life, but I haven't ever felt that I should talk about it...
    Steinbaum Steinbaum 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    Society demands people to act normal, to do things appropriately with the right corresponding manner and I have nothing against it. Its just that most people try so hard to blend...
    zynicx zynicx 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I always say thing happen for reason 😊
    Vickychajon Vickychajon 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    It was 2 years ago. I was only 2 months along. It was traumatizing because I lost the baby and the miscarriage itself took a lot out of me. I was at work when it happened. I was...
    akrysrose akrysrose 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I had my heart broken by this person i was in a not official relationship with for about six months. We were and still are very close. What happened was that i started to get a bit...
    Rei124 Rei124 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Since a very young age (from what I have been able to remember, about 3-4 years old) I have sensed things. When I went to sleep in my own room alone, I would feel that someone was...
    DarknessFalls101 DarknessFalls101 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    When I was born I was supposed to have a little twin brother named Ryan but he died. Well the weirdest thing happened today. Someone rang the doorbell and I was sitting in my room...
    hm384823 hm384823 22-25, F Jul 11

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    This encounter happened a few years ago. My mom had just recently passed and I had fallen ill.I was sleeping on my favorite living room long couch and could hear my grandmas soft...
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    I think i had this happen to me a few times, once was when i was pregnant with my second son. It was in the day and being about 6 months pregnant i was so tired so decided to have...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    This all began when I graduated military college. *** you all know #military people# don`t have a possibility to choose where to serve or to work or whatever....... That was my...
    bilberrry bilberrry 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I haven't done anything for my uncle to be taken away from me. I've done nothing for my nana to have heart failure. I've done nothing to deserve my dad having A-Fib. I've done no...
    Tshoraga1 Tshoraga1 13-15, F Jul 12

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    One of the most embarrassing moments that comes to mind happened close to 15 years ago, but it's still pretty fresh. My (now ex) husband was at the hospital having a not routine...
    RaverFan RaverFan 41-45 2 Responses Jul 13

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    This was more of the correct term I was looking for ( had). I did sleep walk when I was younger. Went through I believe three episodes of sleep paralysis 5 years ago. Hit and...
    Deeperthinker Deeperthinker 31-35, M Jul 22

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    This one happened pretty recently. I was sleeping over at my friend's house and we had stayed up till around 1, in which his parents were already in bed. We were watching some...
    Hanesman Hanesman 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    When I was sixteen, I had a dream that I could fly. Not especially strange in general, I'm sure a lot of people on here have. But how many people have woken up after a dream like...
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    From my mother being in the hospital for a mental breakdown. My father, brother and cousin had their fun molesting me and my sister. This lasted well for my father they got...
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    djguerrero15 djguerrero15 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 6

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    I was at a party here in Paris, and there were lots of guys without dates. I was with two girlfriends, and they later spotted these two guys dropping things in various drinks. We...
    Paca24 Paca24 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 9

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    Well to all those who actually care and respond when I put these bi things on: I finally had my gay experience. My first experience was my first kiss with this guy I really like...
    WhyDoesLifeSuck WhyDoesLifeSuck 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    I hated it. I had to bite this metal thing and 3 massive round things spun round and round my head making horrible noises like the sound of a car engine.
    Mahsa99 Mahsa99 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    It happened at two. I hated that floor of hospital where she stayed. It was aweful. Everyday she suffered the affects of chemo. It totally sucked. I still feel the hurt from...
    joesuekiss joesuekiss 31-35 Jul 22

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    ....Time to time.... I never found it easy to let go We broke up and got back together many times before I never seemed to completely let go, oh no But I did Little by little at a...
    BabyDgay BabyDgay 16-17, F 6 days ago