I Have Had My World Shattered

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 372 People

    Shell

    How do you feel? (Whispers) I don't know. What do you want? (Whispers) nothing. Are you sure? (Whispers) Yes. What's wrong? (Whispers) I don't know. Are you sad? (Whispers) No. Are you angry? (Whispers) No. Are you happy? (Whispers) No. Then what are you? .... (Whispers...
    Pandora7Asylum Pandora7Asylum
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 23, 2012

    I Felt My Heart Break

    Twice this happened, when everything is going amazingly well them BAM! I get a kick in the teeth and the most horrible pain in my chest. The first time was when my bf from uni told me he was going to travel to Australia and probably never come back. I dealt with that, he had...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 1, 2008

    A Different Childhood

    When I was 11, my 9 year old brother was diagnosed with a brain tumor. Things were never quite the same in our family after that. It was an emotional roller coaster at our house. He had re-occurring medical issues for 10 more years and then passed away.
    Kirtchen Kirtchen
    46-50
    Nov 2, 2008

    By My Own Hand

    It was wonderful until I destroyed it. I feel so worthless, I have never hurt anyone I loved, NEVER and yet - after not sleeping for a week, my mind was like jello without the fruity flavor and I did something so thoughtless and so stupid that I can't...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 29, 2009

    What Do You Do?

    What do you do when everybody who said things would get better turn out to be wrong?  I heard it all a year ago from people in my life.  That is would get better, just give it a few months, somebody else will come along, etc.....  They were all wrong.  It...
    jack1970b jack1970b
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2010

    ïÏ Have Had My World Shattered"

    I have had my "world shattered"   By alot of thing's in my life,   but  despite all the pain out of it comes wisdom and strength (eventually)  and after a long while you begin to heal and are stronger in the end.
    Feflower Feflower
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2008

    Why Do I Keep Falling For This??

    So my life-shattering ex has popped back up after being quiet for 2 months.  She sent me an e-mail out of the blue that was just begging for me to reply by hinting at some information.  I took the bait like an idiot and responded.  It went just like it always goes...
    jack1970b jack1970b
    31-35, M
    6 Responses Jan 5, 2010

    Shaterred By 2 Gunshots

    Two months ago my husband was murdered in our house. It had been a beautiful day; we were getting ready to go to bed. Three men entered my home; we had left the back door open. When I went to put my children to sleep a man entered my daughter’s room, put a gun to our heads he...
    tristeviuda tristeviuda
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jul 26, 2012

    Heartbroken - Lied To - Used Up -

    My heart has been broken so many time that the last time i felt it shatter into millions of tiny fragments - I don't know if it can ever be whole again - i don't know if there is enough super glue in the world to put it back together - how can i love with my whole heart if my...
    EmraldMarshal EmraldMarshal
    36-40
    Oct 16, 2011

    Shattered, Re-shattered, and Shattered Again By My Life Situation

    This is a hard story to tell.  I am a professor at an institution where I get to advise undergrads as well as grad students.  That said, let me just say it...my grad student, a woman that I helped bring from Pakistan to study in the USA, is now about to become my now ex...
    Snarkygirl Snarkygirl
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Mar 28, 2009

    When They Don't Mean "I Do"

    My world was shattered about 3 years ago when my husband decided that instead of loving me he would turn me into his punching bag.  I'm thankful I got away from him and that I'm now in a loving and stable relationship but the scars his abuse left behind are still having a...
    smallfry78 smallfry78
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 2, 2008

    The Day I Woke Up

    to find out my wife was killed the day after i was in theplane crash and then into a coma and our mother took her own life thinking both her kids were dead
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Oct 17, 2011

    My Shattered World

    My world has been torned into pieces several times. To describe every time that it broke would just be too painful. Let me just say that it hurted, it hurted a lot, and it still does. One day you are happy, you are an innocent kid that is simply surprised by everyday misteries...
    amoabetty amoabetty
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 2, 2008

    Cheating Ex

    My ex cheated on me but I couldn't prove it , now he's with someone who I used to be friendly with and I have proof that he has slept with someone else on her , do I reveal this info ???
    lovehats lovehats
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Nov 13, 2013

    Love Isn't What It Used to Be

    My world was shattered apart last Christmas in '08 when the woman I was with left me for another man. I was with her for a year and it was my longest relationship to date, and she was the best woman I'd ever been with. We had plans for me to move out and live with her this year...
    TheKidiKehT TheKidiKehT
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Jan 24, 2009

    Time and Time Again.

    I have had my world shattered. Time and time again. It feels like it's the story of my life. My world is shattered. I pick up the pieces and try to repair it. And it's shattered again. And again. I always manage to pick up those pieces... somehow, I manage to find them. Often...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 29, 2009

    Broken, Bruised, Abandoned, And Tossed Aside...

    all of these have happened to me..  You shattered my dreams You took part of me away with you when you went Not once, but a thousand tears I've cried They ran down my cheeks, when I was alone Who knows if you saw from where you were Did you see what state...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 2, 2010

    Why Do I Keep Falling For This??

    So my life-shattering ex has popped back up after being quiet for 2 months.  She sent me an e-mail out of the blue that was just begging for me to reply by hinting at some information.  I took the bait like an idiot and responded.  It went just like it always goes...
    jack1970b jack1970b
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jan 5, 2010

    Advice Please

    I really need some advice today,my heart is shattered. Is there any Virgo men that would be willing to give me some advice??
    southerncharm71 southerncharm71
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Sep 11, 2013

    Two Years On - Put The Pieces Back Together But The Cracks Still Show.

    Hi everyone. First off, a huge and heartfelt thank you to all that commented on my initial post, and similar posts in other forums. What an amazing community and what a blessed way to use the web! Although I don't know any of you and we will never meet the support and "You...
    Atomicbelly Atomicbelly
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Nov 23, 2009

    Separation Blues

    Need to get the hang of this so excuse initial ramblings. The story so far.... After 18 years my other half has suddenly and unexpectedly decreed me boring,  and no longer worthy of her attentions. Seems that what I had seen as a comfortable, familiar routine she has come to...
    Atomicbelly Atomicbelly
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Oct 6, 2007

    Betrayed And Destroyed

    I was totally in love with a woman who told me I was the best thing that ever happend to her, she had never been so happy, she had never been so in love, etc....  But she was meeting random guys behind my back for sex.  She had to tell me the truth after she gave me an...
    jack1970b jack1970b
    31-35, M
    5 Responses Dec 23, 2009

    Shattered..........

    I am a broken person. Shattered into a million pieces. Empty and alone. Unable to cope. Something must be wrong with me. My scares prove it. The way I watch the blood seeping from my skin. How Iv'e planned my death a thousand times. I long for the end. The end of my pain. I don't...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Jan 19, 2011

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