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I Have Had My World Shattered

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 363 People

    And I Have Nothing Left To Loose

    Yes... the one pure thing I had in my life. The one thing that gentled my heart and spirit is gone. In the wink of an eye my world was turned upside down, and shattered. So I'm looking for all the pieces. But along with everything being turned inside out, I noticed something...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    I Felt My Heart Break

    Twice this happened, when everything is going amazingly well them BAM! I get a kick in the teeth and the most horrible pain in my chest. The first time was when my bf from uni told me he was going to travel to Australia and probably never come back. I dealt with that, he had...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 1, 2008

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    My Shattered World

    My world has been torned into pieces several times. To describe every time that it broke would just be too painful. Let me just say that it hurted, it hurted a lot, and it still does. One day you are happy, you are an innocent kid that is simply surprised by everyday misteries...
    amoabetty amoabetty 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 2, 2008

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    Advice Please

    I really need some advice today,my heart is shattered. Is there any Virgo men that would be willing to give me some advice??
    southerncharm71 southerncharm71 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    Why Do I Keep Falling For This??

    So my life-shattering ex has popped back up after being quiet for 2 months.  She sent me an e-mail out of the blue that was just begging for me to reply by hinting at some information.  I took the bait like an idiot and responded.  It went just like it always goes...
    jack1970b jack1970b 31-35, M 6 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    Love Isn't What It Used to Be

    My world was shattered apart last Christmas in '08 when the woman I was with left me for another man. I was with her for a year and it was my longest relationship to date, and she was the best woman I'd ever been with. We had plans for me to move out and live with her this year...
    TheKidiKehT TheKidiKehT 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 24, 2009

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    Why Do I Keep Falling For This??

    So my life-shattering ex has popped back up after being quiet for 2 months.  She sent me an e-mail out of the blue that was just begging for me to reply by hinting at some information.  I took the bait like an idiot and responded.  It went just like it always goes...
    jack1970b jack1970b 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 5, 2010

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    When They Don't Mean "I Do"

    My world was shattered about 3 years ago when my husband decided that instead of loving me he would turn me into his punching bag.  I'm thankful I got away from him and that I'm now in a loving and stable relationship but the scars his abuse left behind are still having a...
    smallfry78 smallfry78 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 2, 2008

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    Two Years On - Put The Pieces Back Together But The Cracks Still Show.

    Hi everyone. First off, a huge and heartfelt thank you to all that commented on my initial post, and similar posts in other forums. What an amazing community and what a blessed way to use the web! Although I don't know any of you and we will never meet the support and "You...
    Atomicbelly Atomicbelly 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 23, 2009

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    Shattered..........

    I am a broken person. Shattered into a million pieces. Empty and alone. Unable to cope. Something must be wrong with me. My scares prove it. The way I watch the blood seeping from my skin. How Iv'e planned my death a thousand times. I long for the end. The end of my pain. I don't...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Jan 19, 2011

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    By My Own Hand

    It was wonderful until I destroyed it. I feel so worthless, I have never hurt anyone I loved, NEVER and yet - after not sleeping for a week, my mind was like jello without the fruity flavor and I did something so thoughtless and so stupid that I can't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 29, 2009

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    Cheating Ex

    My ex cheated on me but I couldn't prove it , now he's with someone who I used to be friendly with and I have proof that he has slept with someone else on her , do I reveal this info ???
    lovehats lovehats 36-40, F 6 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    Betrayed And Destroyed

    I was totally in love with a woman who told me I was the best thing that ever happend to her, she had never been so happy, she had never been so in love, etc....  But she was meeting random guys behind my back for sex.  She had to tell me the truth after she gave me an...
    jack1970b jack1970b 31-35, M 5 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    Shell

    How do you feel? (Whispers) I don't know. What do you want? (Whispers) nothing. Are you sure? (Whispers) Yes. What's wrong? (Whispers) I don't know. Are you sad? (Whispers) No. Are you angry? (Whispers) No. Are you happy? (Whispers) No. Then what are you? .... (Whispers...
    Pandora7Asylum Pandora7Asylum 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2012

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    Have you ever woken up one morning to a world

    far different than the one you'd known before falling asleep the night before? Did you frantically search for all the familiar things that ceased to be tangible when your eyes opened upon this strange new place that you found yourself thrust into? Where to begin, what to do...
    SoulJourner SoulJourner 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 9

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    Time and Time Again.

    I have had my world shattered. Time and time again. It feels like it's the story of my life. My world is shattered. I pick up the pieces and try to repair it. And it's shattered again. And again. I always manage to pick up those pieces... somehow, I manage to find them. Often...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 29, 2009

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    Broken, Bruised, Abandoned, And Tossed Aside...

    all of these have happened to me..  You shattered my dreams You took part of me away with you when you went Not once, but a thousand tears I've cried They ran down my cheeks, when I was alone Who knows if you saw from where you were Did you see what state...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response May 2, 2010

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    What Do You Do?

    What do you do when everybody who said things would get better turn out to be wrong?  I heard it all a year ago from people in my life.  That is would get better, just give it a few months, somebody else will come along, etc.....  They were all wrong.  It...
    jack1970b jack1970b 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 18, 2010

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    Heartbroken - Lied To - Used Up -

    My heart has been broken so many time that the last time i felt it shatter into millions of tiny fragments - I don't know if it can ever be whole again - i don't know if there is enough super glue in the world to put it back together - how can i love with my whole heart if my...
    EmraldMarshal EmraldMarshal 36-40 Oct 16, 2011

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    A Different Childhood

    When I was 11, my 9 year old brother was diagnosed with a brain tumor. Things were never quite the same in our family after that. It was an emotional roller coaster at our house. He had re-occurring medical issues for 10 more years and then passed away.
    Kirtchen Kirtchen 46-50 Nov 2, 2008

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    Shaterred By 2 Gunshots

    Two months ago my husband was murdered in our house. It had been a beautiful day; we were getting ready to go to bed. Three men entered my home; we had left the back door open. When I went to put my children to sleep a man entered my daughter’s room, put a gun to our heads he...
    tristeviuda tristeviuda 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 26, 2012

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    The Day I Woke Up

    to find out my wife was killed the day after i was in theplane crash and then into a coma and our mother took her own life thinking both her kids were dead
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 17, 2011

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    Shattered, Re-shattered, and Shattered Again By My Life Situation

    This is a hard story to tell.  I am a professor at an institution where I get to advise undergrads as well as grad students.  That said, let me just say it...my grad student, a woman that I helped bring from Pakistan to study in the USA, is now about to become my now ex...
    Snarkygirl Snarkygirl 46-50, F 4 Responses Mar 28, 2009

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    ïÏ Have Had My World Shattered"

    I have had my "world shattered"   By alot of thing's in my life,   but  despite all the pain out of it comes wisdom and strength (eventually)  and after a long while you begin to heal and are stronger in the end.
    Feflower Feflower 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 1, 2008

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    Separation Blues

    Need to get the hang of this so excuse initial ramblings. The story so far.... After 18 years my other half has suddenly and unexpectedly decreed me boring,  and no longer worthy of her attentions. Seems that what I had seen as a comfortable, familiar routine she has come to...
    Atomicbelly Atomicbelly 41-45, M 5 Responses Oct 6, 2007

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    I have had near death experiences and I have allowed myself to be used as a conduit for another's soul. I have had O.B.E's and lots of spiritual experiences. These and others I...
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    Amorophobe… I was perusing my diary from a year ago and decided to share this, mostly for the benefit of the countless friends who have had their heart broken on EP. The...
    SleeplessKnight SleeplessKnight 41-45, M 11 Responses Sep 25

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    What can I say about chatting on here. I've had a few accounts on here in the past and I must say there's was one person on here that I had an amazing chat experiences with. This...
    mysticangel40 mysticangel40 36-40, F Oct 4

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    Many of us have had several jobs I am, but for my age I feel i have had several very unique and possibly bizarre jobs. In the last 15 years I held the following positions: Grocery...
    njflyer njflyer 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    I always Wonder How Many People Have Had a Crush On Me and the answer is always 0 I'm not that bad looking, man!!
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    What am I? Just a pure soul of a young human. Just a soul with a life, brain and heart. Just a soul that craves happiness, success and love. A heart that craves love. A brain that...
    SAVEtheHER0 SAVEtheHER0 16-17, F 58 mins ago

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    My grandmas death was a day i wont ever forget . I was on the train ride home from downtown with my friends. I had a really fun time considering i have been so worried about my...
    leavinginjuly leavinginjuly 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    I don't know if it was sleep paralysis, but last night I had a disturbing dream thingy.. whatever it was. I have a brown labrador (the one that is in my current EP profile picture...
    Noqda Noqda 16-17, M 2 hrs ago

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    I had an amazing one night stand last weekend. Having a few drinks after work at the pub I work at, start talking to a mate and some of his friends, one of which was so hot and...
    Coco181225 Coco181225 26-30, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I've had a fair few, with guys and girls, always fun!
    bd693 bd693 18-21, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I really need to tell this story without revealing who I am. Thank you for reading if you are and thank you ep for letting me let it all out. It's a long story and I really can't...
    seabird9 seabird9 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    When I was 11 I had sex with my best friend at the time who was 13. He was awesome to me and we were just experimenting like all kids do. We had learned all about it in school...
    Saywhatyouwantdragon Saywhatyouwantdragon 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I had an abortion. I found out I was pregnant on October 16th and had my abortion on October 17th. You never expect it to happen to you. My boyfriend and I always discussed the...
    lovebug200 lovebug200 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I'm so sick and tired of just sitting around. I want to fix things that I messed up! I want to do something about the things that I hate in my life. But I just can't. Everything...
    Chips007 Chips007 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    My episodes seem to be getting longer every time. I don't know what to do anymore, last night i was going through one of my typical episodes and went to sleep that way. This...
    yayalefty yayalefty 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    Myself and my partner have been very lucky and have 3 amazing kids, when we decided 2&a half years ago to try for another it was a very exciting moment for us all. But as time...
    shellB91 shellB91 22-25, F Sep 29

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    Seriously......I've had enough......I can't take any more of his stupid, lame excuses and attempts at guilting me. Am I the only one who sees the ridiculousness in this??? He...
    Babydoll42 Babydoll42 41-45, F 8 Responses Oct 5

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    This is somewhat of a rant, and I'm not sure if there's a proper group for this post, but anyways... This takes place at work (fast food), and normally the way I carry myself...
    listlesslovely listlesslovely 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    WARNING GRAPHIC PICTURES. CLICK THE CROSS IF EASILY OFFENDED BY THE IMAGES. On the second of July 2014 I had a my surgery. It was the most exciting and happiest day in my life - I...
    sophiejon sophiejon 18-21 Oct 6

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    During spring break in college I had a sudden fore knowledge that the new stereo that I'd purchased three months earlier during Christmas break had been stolen from my apartment...
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 5 days ago

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    From my picture, I'm sure you can tell that I'm not the most handsome. I'm not saying I'm hideous but I'm not attracting the ladies either. So when you read, keep that in mind...
    jpiper5 jpiper5 26-30, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Yesterday I had sex with three different women in one day. I woke up next to a girl who called me for a booty call in the town I was staying in. We had sex the night before and...
    dfwtravels dfwtravels 36-40, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Okay so my old house was a two storey house that was at a end of a drive way and from the road it look only like a one storey, it was kinda in the bush and one of the two rooms...
    LLAMAAAA LLAMAAAA 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    Today I had to go to my school (Which I never look forward too) because of how bad my anxiety is, and while I was on campus, I tried giving myself a challenge to overcome my...
    Born2Inspire Born2Inspire 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 23

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    About three years ago I finally stopped what was at least three and a half years of ECT. I would have treatments anywhere from multiple times a week to two or three times a month...
    sonja82 sonja82 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 23