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I Have Had The Worst Year Of My Life

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    And It All Started With...

       At the beginning of the year my brother in-law died. I had been living with him, my sister, her daughter from another relation and their newborn baby. The day started with me waking up late for work, I called a cab, ran upstairs and was greeted by my cousin saying bluntly...
    Tripjointswithdope Tripjointswithdope 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 22, 2011

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