I Have Her In My Heart N Soul Forever Till Paradise

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    Never Forget First Love

    what more can i say we loved each other very young we got marrried very young we never had children asneather of us good so we just had each others and the ones in out group and there kids we would have been married 50 years this decemeber but her life was taken at age 19
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Aug 19, 2011

    Away Still In My Heart And Thoughts

    How to translate beauty that is before me?  she has a child's heart and wonder  " painting with her showcase of rainbow colors across the sky ... lives her life through the eyes and wonder of a hungry innocent child.. Yet the wisdom and beauty of a " Angel Goddess" that...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls
    41-45, F
    9 Responses Jul 25, 2011

    Desert Rose

    Traveling... In your eyes  In your smiles  In your secrets Forever „love“... in my heart and soul   *A glance is worth  a thousand words*   I dream of rain eley eleey I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in pain eley eleey I dream of love as time runs through...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 16, 2011

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