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I Have Him On My Mind Everyday

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    During the day, many thoughts stay in the back of my mind, but as soon as I crawl into the bed to sleep, they come to the forefront of my thinking. From the stress of school to...
    JustAnotherHuman34 JustAnotherHuman34 18-21, M Apr 6

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    I have a feeling it's going to be another sleepless night. My minds constantly running and there's no one to talk too. I just want to scream into my pillow or cry. I feel tired...
    nottheaveragegirl nottheaveragegirl 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 21

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    I lay in bed and think of everything. It's like during the day my mind soaks up so much and it's during the shelter of my covers when I let it all out. Sometimes I lay in bed for...
    nicolemarie3 nicolemarie3 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I'm going through an especially stressful time and my mind becomes very thoughtful when I just want to sleep.
    iiArial iiArial 16-17, F Apr 3

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    Honestly, I've had enough. I just want to sleep and stop my mind from wondering.
    kristinaloo kristinaloo 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Late nights are all I experience because my mind constantly wonders
    ChrisMackin ChrisMackin 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    My mind is not wanting to rest. I could not sleep all night! This is going to make a long day!😞
    dawwnrenee dawwnrenee 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 8

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    My girlfriend is always on my mind and sometimes thought of her keeps me up. I love that girl with all my heart and I'd do anything to keep her in my life. She makes me so happy...
    CDraven CDraven 18-21, T 1 Response Apr 9

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    I haven't slept yet ... My mind is all over the place Uggghh someone please come hit me over the head so I can get some sleep
    AngelinaRosa AngelinaRosa 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    My mind keeps me up long nights. Sometimes I can't sleep, sometimes I can't survive without living in my own world. Sometimes it's dark and sometimes it's dangerous. I just want to...
    blakechapman21 blakechapman21 13-15, M a week ago

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    Racing, racing, racing.. My mind keeps me up for three days straight sometimes. Most nights I dont sleep but I try to tell myself stories at night. Make up my own imaginary casts...
    DiosesOscuros DiosesOscuros 22-25, M 11 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I go to sleep, I end up thinking about everything, my past and all the mistakes I have all the people meaning ex's I wish I never met anyone else do this??
    charbarx charbarx 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    It's always been me against the world. I've never leaned on anyone even though they've told me I can trust them. Never have I met someone I can trust 100% of the time. Everyone...
    treegurl94 treegurl94 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I think I might have insomnia but idk. I think it's just me thinking about the next day,and worrying about it. Also 1D! -SG
    StRiKiNgEEk StRiKiNgEEk 18-21, F Apr 5

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    I haven't gotten a good night's sleep in a while now. I've just been feeling so restless and tense lately. No matter how tired I am or how late it is, the anxiety in my head just...
    lesliemonster lesliemonster 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I think about all the things that I wish would happen but end up with thoughts of bad things that have already happened
    Hypnoticc Hypnoticc 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I have a bad habit of comparing myself to others. Why can't I be fun and outrageous like her? Why can't I be gorgeous like her? Why can't all the boys want me like her?.. It drives...
    nottheaveragegirl nottheaveragegirl 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I can't sleep at nights i remember all the bad words that i have been told and it get's me crazy i feel like i can't control myself i just want to cut and cut as deep as i can i...
    rawan99 rawan99 13-15, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I hear rumors that your leaving. It's been six months since we actually talked, not counting the one sentence you spoke to me in court, which looking back I'm not sure was spoken...
    ophelia379 ophelia379 26-30, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think way too much and it's usually never about the positive things in life. I'm thinking about how everyone is happy without me, how nobody cares about me. I just put a smile on...
    amandavynes amandavynes 13-15, F Mar 27

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    I am a massive overthinker. Whenever someone says something to me I instantly think of all the other meanings that could also be implied. I look into things with way too much...
    thisisanick thisisanick 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Sometimes I'll stay up till four in the morning thinking about my purpose in life
    lizmarps lizmarps 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I think about death and the afterlife at night
    jwpepper jwpepper 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I hate the fact that I can't sleep at night overthinking
    Reynastaxx Reynastaxx 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Because I'm thinking too much what going to happen every second, I'm on ep cause I CAN NOT SLEEP! -SG
    StRiKiNgEEk StRiKiNgEEk 18-21, F Apr 6

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    It's quite annoying. During the day when I need it to be focused and help me with classes, it's just brain dead and slow. But when I lay down to try to sleep it starts up and gives...
    Lynzee13 Lynzee13 18-21, F Apr 8

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    Any night owls out there? Just want someone to talk to for a little while.,
    Rainyaviel Rainyaviel 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    My thoughts run my night life, for the past 6-7 years the most sleep I've ever gotten was about 4 hours. I am always awake, due to the things I'm always thinking about. :'/
    TheBlazingRedAugust TheBlazingRedAugust 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Any night owl out there that would like to chat?
    Rainyaviel Rainyaviel 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wish i can turn my brain off and finally rest a bit
    FunnyEnglish FunnyEnglish 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I get so wound up at night thinking about the past I end up crying. I always get so lonely.
    wiccanscorpio wiccanscorpio 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Don't you hate it when you're lying in bed, wrapped up comfortably, waiting for the sweet blissful wave of sleep to pull you in... And suddenly you're like, "****, I could really...
    Endstar Endstar 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    To many things to think about, the silence of night is too good of a time to think about all of the things at once.
    CaptainBenza CaptainBenza 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I'm in love with someone I know I can't have, and I've never felt so confused and alone. My story begins three years ago- I was an underclassman in high school when I fell very ill...
    lalarose lalarose 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    A guy liked me for three months and asked me to be with him. I rejected him. But everyday in the past three months i was falling in love with him. When i realized it, it was too...
    missavayang missavayang 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    This is hard because I never really was able to talk about it til now. In 2011 I received a phone call on the 4th of July. A mom who was outraged with me had thought her son ran...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6

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    Bare with me... this might turn into a novel. My boyfriend and I have been together for almost two years now. It's been a roller coaster of events with his gambling. What makes it...
    evamestanza evamestanza 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    My grandpa died from cancer and we really didn't have a really good relationship since he lived so far. But I think that's what hurts the most, the fact that I didn't have that...
    omgchapstick omgchapstick 16-17, F Apr 3

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    and maybe that is why is hurts... but the way he talks to others... sucks... it makes me feel like we are just a fling... which I tried to ask about and he wont answer... was I...
    WendyBlabs WendyBlabs 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Before I got pregnant with my son I wanted NOTHING to do with kids. While I was pregnant I wanted to NEVER get pregnant again. When he was a sleepless newborn I told EVERYONE I was...
    Purplesloths Purplesloths 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I can probably be most of you'll, older sister... Before today, I didn't think of responding to most experiences here on ep, because I can tell when some really wants help, or...
    Chabelle Chabelle 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    i been having bipolar since i was 14 im 23 now and i been in and out of hospitals more than 6 times. i recently been diagnosed with schizophrenia as well. i really want to die. i...
    starfire0 starfire0 18-21, F Mar 31

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    The time I have spent on Experience Project has been the most valuable time I have ever spent anywhere. I have written almost everyday. I have ben here since 2009 under another...
    MsOracle MsOracle 66-70, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I just lost a friend for being stupid and for listening to someone saying it would be a fun joke... Sometimes I need to have a mind of my own and just say no. And because I didn't...
    mangadrawer12321 mangadrawer12321 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    It's been almost three years now-- I just can't shake my feelings for him. I was in 7th grade when I had him as a teacher and I had a little thing for him right from the start...
    wonderdummied wonderdummied 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    So in June of 2013 I was with my best friend one night and she made me go on this teen dating site. At first I was hesitant bc I didn't do that kind of stuff. But after a day or so...
    atlrauhlin atlrauhlin 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    For a little over a year I have been trying to explain the reasons and motivations behind the way I have lived my life since I married my husband. I have never been able to explain...
    isis55 isis55 56-60, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    There is a man I'm deeply in love. I met him 6 years ago in an online chat room. I was skipping through a bunch of rooms and I was fortunate enough to end up in the room he was. We...
    oathtoorder oathtoorder 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Life is not fair. Love comes at the most inopportune times. I wish we had some insight into our future and could choose our own paths. I am constantly wondering, why? Why do I let...
    SubmitandServe SubmitandServe 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    My best friend is AWESOME. (No, it's not myself, he really does exist). :D We've been best friends for a few years, and he's cheered me up when I felt sad. He has been there for...
    Knicksfan20 Knicksfan20 18-21, M Mar 23

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