I Have Histrionic Personality Disorder

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    I got my medical records from the hospital from

    my psychiatrist. It was like a snapshot of all my worst and most shameful moments. So, I burned them. :)
    twistedxalice twistedxalice
    22-25, F
    Mar 28

    I am deeply loving ..

    . a bit too loving, perhaps. Diagnosed with HPD 2 years ago, and struggle with it on many days. Married to my best friend ... but this disorder is ever present and affects every aspect of my life.
    yogasummer yogasummer
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2014

    If you have this disorder can you please

    message me? I have some questions and I am wondering if I , myself might be.! thanks
    LunaDove LunaDove
    18-21, F
    Feb 3

    I Have Mixed Histrionic And Narcissistic Personality Disorder

    I hate to be disliked and hated. I hate to be thought of as immoral, corrupt, difficult, mean, weird, etc. I wish to be liked and loved. It is okay to be ignored and be hidden from those who will hate me but I can't read people. I am too forward and stupid socially. I have the...
    Darkenedsun Darkenedsun
    56-60, F
    Jul 12, 2012

    Well Here It Goes

    I was just recently diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and narcissistic and histrionic.. However you spell it. What I battle with most is being alone because eventually I'll find your weaknesses pretty quickly I'll know all your secrets and then if you hurt me once I...
    frozenFire6767 frozenFire6767
    26-30, F
    Nov 25, 2013

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