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I Have Histrionic Personality Disorder

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    I was just recently diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and narcissistic and histrionic.. However you spell it. What I battle with most is being alone because eventually I'll find your weaknesses pretty quickly I'll know all your secrets and then if you hurt me once I...
    frozenFire6767 frozenFire6767 26-30, F Nov 25, 2013

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    I Have Mixed Histrionic And Narcissistic Personality Disorder

    I hate to be disliked and hated. I hate to be thought of as immoral, corrupt, difficult, mean, weird, etc. I wish to be liked and loved. It is okay to be ignored and be hidden from those who will hate me but I can't read people. I am too forward and stupid socially. I have the...
    Darkenedsun Darkenedsun 56-60, F 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    I am deeply loving ..

    . a bit too loving, perhaps. Diagnosed with HPD 2 years ago, and struggle with it on many days. Married to my best friend ... but this disorder is ever present and affects every aspect of my life.
    yogasummer yogasummer 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2014

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    I lash out for hours at a time, then I might get depressed for hours at a time. others I'm really happy. sometimes super excited over nothing. I started looking at symptoms of...
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    Hi. Im new to this so.. please be understanding! I only have one personality. Her name is DoryBob and she is 3. Is it common to only have one alter?
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    Hi.. My names Xander I'm the other personality of Justin's. If you have any questions talk to Justin and he will let me know and I'll answer them. And by the way I am a shy nervous...
    Hellfire66 Hellfire66 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    The only criteria I don't fit into is being 18+ and having conduct disorder
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    I'm mostly always mean to people especially my mom. I would get irriated and annoyed if she ask me about something that I think it's very obvious and it answers itself or think...
    AndreaCulea AndreaCulea 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Argued with my mom today... She´s in another country with my brother... and she left me here... It´s hard comunicating with her, she doesn´t get me... My family should be close...
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    Or I think I do.. Xander it knows he's real.. He like I said before won't talk in school when he comes out.. I think I have it because my parents went through a tough divorce when...
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    I have BPD. Usually I'm quite depressed or apathetic. Occasionally, for no reason, I will wake up feeling great. Energetic, joyful, smart, and insightful. Music has deeper meaning...
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    hello im feeling dark miserabkevery lonely my mind im tired of fighting this i dont know how to cope with this i think i feel angry im not sure whant to be set free my angry...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    I was having a great day at work and coming towards the end of the day I started feeling pathetic knowing that once I left work I'd have no to call or text me. Most people...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    i need to vent although doesnt seem to help i feel like i just go on one more day i had to do some errands im a stubborn person so i close myself off i have no strengh to do this i...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    I don't understand how I can care so deeply about people and then as soon as I feel rejected in any way I cut them off like they don't exist. A big part of me is sad about it and...
    ArtemisAncestor ArtemisAncestor 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 22

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    Does anyone else constantly feel like you're not good enough, not important enough, not loved enough when you're in a relationship, even if the person you're with does all they can...
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    im not sure im o her ei just cant cope like everyone else i dont understand this i cant stand fetting up everyday i feel angry inside im tempted to go to hospital as much as i hate...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F Apr 24

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    SAffRONisGODxSATAN SAffRONisGODxSATAN 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    The other day, I was in a mood and arguing with my husband (as is common anymore) and before I could catch it, I said something pretty awful, even for me. I said, "Lately, I spend...
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    i dont really know what to qt to write really i feel like im not connected ive beenwatching tv havent been able to cope barely hangoing on i have a stubborn kid in me who refuses...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i feel like i cant go on i have apart in me well the depressed kid has rejected everything doesnt have the will to go on life is passing me bad i look for a home i never had i dont...
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    does anyone know of or have experienced and can explain dissociation in relation to BPD to me? if u don't have an answer don't bother leaving a comment...no bs.
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    It's my first day at my job and I already want to quit god I'm so pathetic I can't even talk to people without my heart racing. I'm supposed to be on medication for anxiety but...
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    i woke up to early 300pm. now im tired i feel like im in lala land i must be shut off noytthing matters pain pain thats all i know abuse is all i know abusr to me with food over...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    I need to try to stop having "episodes" when I'm with my friends... but also getting to the point where I don't give a crap what they think anymore... If I'm gonna be alone anyway...
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 8

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    My personalities are: Amber Smith, Emily Johnson, Bobby Jackson, Emo Savanna, Slutvanna, Mature Savanna, Mr. Sudsbeard.
    AmberSmith13 AmberSmith13 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Is there anyone here from Essex in the UK at all?
    TheIceQueen2012 TheIceQueen2012 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    We fight every night for something. When the sun sets were both the same. Half draped in the shadows. Half burned in flames.
    JohnVBlackburn JohnVBlackburn 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    Or honesty. EP Link
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 20

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