I Have Hit My Lowest Point

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    Im Worthless

    I finally got a job at a local cafe (mom and pop) kind of place, this morning with out thinking i text her and said good morning and i was headed to work. i had some coffee and realized she had said if im not going to call i cant text her any more. I then sent another telling her...
    BurntCrispy BurntCrispy
    36-40
    1 Response Dec 18, 2011

    Come Live My Hell!!

     I tell you I feel like absolute **** right now!!! There are times my 12 yr old son will look at me and scream "It's all YOUR FAULT that we're gonna be homeless MOM!!!! It's YOUR FAULT cause YOU"RE CRAZY!!!!" and that damn near makes me burst into tears every single time...
    BlueHaze09 BlueHaze09
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Apr 20, 2010

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