I Have Hit Rock Bottom

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 85 People

    I Am Lost.

    I somehow feel better expressing myself to a blank screen even though I know complete strangers will read it.  I used to care so much about everyone and everything that I could just open myself up to a complete stranger and even listen to what they had to say.  I...
    Dracena Dracena
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 11, 2009
    BrokenWingedAngel BrokenWingedAngel
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 18, 2015

    Nothing

    I'm sure this is nothing to some but Ill share my story. I lost my job, partner, and I have no money for rent or food. I'm f^*%ed. I have nothing. They say this the greatest time in a person time well I am not having fun. What do I do ? I don't want to go back home to my parents...
    Ix6o Ix6o
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 2, 2013

    Lost The Will To Live

    I have hit rock bottom, I have no job, no friends, no girlfriend and most important of all I have no will to live... Is it my fault that I am at this stage in my life... Is it my fault that I look like ****... and have no self confidence. I have 2x2 inch big teeths, receeding...
    mysadlife mysadlife
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jun 26, 2010

    It feels like like time is passing by & I can't

    keep up with society. It's like I don't know what to do seriously. I do have ADD, it's like I can't focus or pay attention. My car just got repossessed & no job. Still live with my parents. I don't want someone to feel sorry for me but its like if I was to be thrown out into...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 17, 2015

    It's happened..I always heard of people hitting

    rock bottom, never thought I would. I lost my job, started snorting and inhaling, cocaine and meth. Lost everything.. Including my friends ended up in another state living with druggies, traded sex for drugs, got pregnant and lost it... and that's when I finally realized I...
    jessmess44 jessmess44
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 13, 2014

    Low, Lower Than The Low You Know

    "Oh, woe, there is always a low lower than the low you know." I heard some woman say this years ago on NPR. Never forgotten it. So since I have hit rock bottom, there is a new rock bottom even lower that I hope to never have to explore.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 11, 2013

    Believer !*@^#*!!!! Deceiver

    In the beginning you wowed me & thrilled me to the core. You made me feel incredible, and I wanted you all the more. You shown me things I’d never seen, you opened the door to many things. One thrill ride after another, I never wanted to sleep. I feared I might miss out on...
    JessBcuz JessBcuz
    31-35, F
    Nov 21, 2011

    Basically... I don't think it's going to get

    any better either. Not any time soon.
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94
    22-25, F
    Feb 5, 2015

    I'm not sure where to start,

    I met the girl of my dreams sever years ago, a nice sweet little Chinese girl, we fell madly in love and ended up getting married, after that we wanted to have kids as everyone does :) we ended up with my son Harry who is now 5 so cute however I don't get to see him anymore, I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 25, 2015

    Replacement Parts

    REPLACEMENT PARTS   Caught up in a tangled web of "He said, she said", I allowed it to hurt me deeply inside. Nay Sayers, haters, and gossipers, successfully damaged my pride .Instead of behaving rationally, I let it affect my whole life. All that built up anger...
    JessBcuz JessBcuz
    31-35, F
    Nov 21, 2011

    My Soul Was Literally Dead......

    Well first of all sorry if this story seems long but it is the only way i can really explain everything in full detail, so here it goes....I was always the happy, outgoing person who had an amazing personality, and someone who always made things interesting and fun everywhere i...
    240gordy 240gordy
    22-25, M
    Jan 28, 2010

    Play The Violin

                   Play the violin  I’ve found myself here at rock bottom yet again.In fact, I’ve hit an all time low. I have no idea where I’m at or which way that I should go. I’ve never felt so unwanted  , I’ve never felt so alone.I live under a roof...
    JessBcuz JessBcuz
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2011

    Replacement Parts

    Caught up in a tangled web of "He said, she said." I allowed it to hurt me deeply inside. Nay Sayers, haters, and gossipers, successfully damaged my pride .Instead of behaving rationally, I let it affect my whole life.All that built up anger & frustration consumed me to the...
    JessBcuz JessBcuz
    31-35, F
    Nov 21, 2011

    2 years ago I was a different person.

    I was not the person you see today. I would get drunk every day and would take pills. I was addicted to xanax and opiates. I started doing black tar. I did it 8 times but I remember loosing myself. I lost 30 pounds and I was super underweight. I would steal to support my habit...
    Jasmin1017079 Jasmin1017079
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 9, 2014

    The Year Was 1998

    I had been depressed for a long time ... in my childhood from sexual abuse and the house fire...werners suicide then when I got bashed at central railway and my uncle ron sexually assaulted me... I went to see therapist joyce jasminlei poorter ... she made my life hell, saying I...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2011

    I'm in university, dropped a course

    because I can't finish a project that's worth 20% of the mark, I am pretty sure I'm gonna fail if I don't get the mark on this project... I feel like a ******* disgrace to my family, all the other kids from other families that my parents know of are doing great, I'm the only one...
    fmylifeda fmylifeda
    18-21, F
    Nov 7, 2014

    And I can do nothing

    but look up:)
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    Aug 26, 2014
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