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I Have Hurt Others

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    It Hurts Just To Know It

    I have lived most of my life the way you may have or possibly will come to know me here. I have always taken great pride in my transparency as it allows people to see deeper and learn more and possibly even understand and believe they are not alone. However there was a period...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 14, 2011

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    Haunted

    I can remember almost every moment that I hurt someone since kindergarten. In most instances I didn't mean to, and I regret every one of those moments. I'm certain the vast majority of them don't remember it at all, but my memories of it will haunt me for the rest of my days. I...
    FordPrefect42 FordPrefect42 36-40, M 6 Responses Apr 16, 2010

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    I have this friend and

    for now let's just name her Eve. Well this past year I've been going through a lot and I have been asking her for help and guidance for over a year. She's delivered the help to me and made sure I was well. I kept coming back and forth to her for every little problem. At first...
    FutureMARSOCMarine FutureMARSOCMarine 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    Tourette's

    It's not my intention, but I cannot control it. Well, a bus driver was rude to me, & I cursed him out. Hey, he hurt me 1st, & that triggered off my outbursts, & because of that, the company wants to ban me from their transportation services.
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F Oct 16, 2009

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    I'm Sorry I Hurt Him, But...

    I broke up with someone four years ago. We were together for two years. Back then, I thought I loved him. But I know now that it wasn't true. I think he loved me, because I could see the tears in his eyes when I told him I don't want to be his girlfriend anymore. His heart was...
    MaybeSunshine MaybeSunshine 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2009

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    I Just Want To...

    Apologize to all that I have hurt. I was an insecure, immature and jealous little girl, that was not happy with herself and he live. I'm sincerely sorry to all. My self denial and doubt of certain things about myself caused me to take those angers and frustrations out on others...
    NewPersonUnderConstruction NewPersonUnderConstruction 18-21, F Jun 24, 2011

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    It makes me mad knowing that there are people in the world that will do or saying anything to hurt someones feelings. They have no idea how much they are truly hurting someone...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    A long time ago there was a boy. He was smart, talented and handsome. However, he was very selfish and his temper was so difficult, that nobody wanted to be friends with him. Often...
    TheShalottLady TheShalottLady 61-65, F 6 days ago

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    I read something sad today from a friend who is now in a similar situation as i was this time last year and my heart goes out to her. As it was a time when i myself felt so very...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    I understand what you did, I am not angel too, I have my flaws. I don't feel anger or hatred, we don't need that. But I want you to know, I forgave you. It still hurt, it's not a...
    voslung voslung 36-40, M Sep 7

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    They always say forgiveness isn't for the other person and I get that, but I still don't want anyone thinking it's okay to hurt me
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I honestly do wish it was easier to forgive the ones who hurt me. But once i think about what they did to me i become so angry and i don't want to feel this way anymore. I don't...
    luvabl3 luvabl3 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've got so many reasons to be a bad person. From my father abandoning my mom and me to my mom allowing her new husband to abuse me. In the grand scheme of things, I guess my...
    LittleGirlCrissy LittleGirlCrissy 18-21, F Sep 14

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    I have a peaceful phlegmatic temperament, I found this description after taking an online personality test. It is me almost to the letter. It explains why I'm so forgiving and able...
    SignalSarge SignalSarge 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    Sometimes, I feel nothing at all. Nothingness. Numbing nothingness. Pain. I need it. The constant dull aching inside, I need it. It makes me feel human. It keeps me from wanting...
    SimonFlarerington SimonFlarerington 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I think it's time for me to come out and admit this. I was diagnosed at 17 with Schizoaffective Disorder. I don't like to talk about it much because it's very personal and it tends...
    Shinook26 Shinook26 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I hurt myself because it feels good to me and me and my best friend Alpha will continue to hurt other people see I like to make people feel my pain and my hurt that's why I hurt...
    dangerousperson dangerousperson 26-30, M Sep 1

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    "THE MUD HOLE - The Story of a Premonition" Thursday evening to Friday morning, 1st November 2013 (after Halloween) I woke up, after a disturbing dream. In my dream, there was...
    TNTandCHOCOLATE TNTandCHOCOLATE 31-35 Sep 20

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    That glowing energy from the joke I told you, that smirk you show when something amazing happens to you, that job promotion you got because of how hard working you are! I really...
    QuietFreedom QuietFreedom 22-25, M Sep 14

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    I have suffered with CVS my entire life, from age two to now (Im 17). Along the way I've learned how to cope and help my episodes. All these helpful tricks may work for you but are...
    Platinumryan Platinumryan 16-17 Sep 4

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    I told some horrible things to my dad today. I feel so bad. Is that why I put in this life for? To hurt others? And be ungrateful? I wish I wasn't so mean but I'm just unhappy with...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 17

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    What's in must come out. Anyone who spews negativity, insulting and belitting others has a lot of bitterness and hatred built up inside of them . Don't let people who insult you...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 21

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    Being around other people helped me realize I will always truly be alone. No one will ever understand me fully or have respect for me as an individual as a result. I am not a robot...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    You know who I am talking to and I have unblocked you for a time because unlike the friends you are deceiving, I will spare you from being the last to know what is going on. After...
    Joseph84 Joseph84 31-35, M 15 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's too true! If I can tell that something I said has emotionally effected someone in a negative way. I want to die. I want to go back in time kill myself before I hurt that...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    never ever. I love you too much. If I were to ever say anything that hurt you in any way then I am sorry and I want you to let me know right away so I can apologize and make it up...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M a week ago

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    There is a saying… the more it changes, the more it stays the same. Words pronounced, promises made, new encounters or old ones, activities, relationship, friendship, family...
    womanonly womanonly 41-45, F Sep 10

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    Discovered by a family member, client, co-worker, or close friend on EP. I wonder how many people would be embarrassed by any of their posting on EP if they were...
    Jones47 Jones47 61-65, M 5 Responses Sep 20

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    Not that i want a relationship with the piece of Sh1t ...but i really wish i could have a father...Any kind of figure that is like a father to me...I have always been without a...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F a week ago

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    Be myself and I end up with no one. Be someone else and I end up fake. Be half myself and I end up have some people who don't really understands me. Be half someone and I end up...
    Artz4Life Artz4Life 16-17, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    The Confession of a Drunk Driver In all my life I never thought that I would be that guy. I never thought that I would be one walking in a straight line at 3 a.m. I never...
    timmybee timmybee 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I seem to be messing up more and more often and I wonder how much more she will put up with. I seem to take everything to heart that is said and over react and end up pushing her...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    My nipple hurt really bad :/..
    kaikae kaikae 22-25, F 14 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    In my humble opinion... the best place to cry is in the shower. Everything just washes away (imma real snotty cryer; **** gets messy quick), it's nice and warm, isolated.... Any...
    jhyland2 jhyland2 18-21, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I've only told one person about this my entire life, and now that person is no longer in my life yet even then, I didn't tell him the whole truth. Such is my disease. I am a...
    FireCoyote FireCoyote 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I wish I could do more to truly help others. I try my best to inspire and council others. If I could I would have it so no person has to suffer in any manner and have all people...
    Feistywizard Feistywizard 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 6

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    I have a lot of things. It's weird how I go on my daily life blending in with everyone else while my head is so chaotic. I have split personality: the other personality I have is...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    Dear Friend, I am so sorry that I hurt you. Please forgive me. You've been such a great friend to me. You've been loyal to me, patient, kind, and gentle . Even at my worst, I want...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I was not born with a whole brain. I was born physically disabled and physically able. I have been given natural talents and special inside gifts. I do not look disabled to many...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Sep 11

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    I manifest connection to all the projective demons possessed in the thoughts being used by my psychic attackers so be it in christ amen, I surrender love and joy and thanks for...
    verndewd verndewd 41-45 5 hrs ago

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    Five years ago i get my first anxiety and panic attack, it takes me one and a half year to understand what it is, doctors were wrong in my case, what i needed is a psychiatric and...
    whispersgod whispersgod 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    Five years ago i get my first anxiety and panic attack, it takes me one and a half year to understand what it is, doctors were wrong in my case, what i needed is a psychiatric and...
    whispersgod whispersgod 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    Five years ago i get my first anxiety and panic attack, it takes me one and a half year to understand what it is, doctors were wrong in my case, what i needed is a psychiatric and...
    whispersgod whispersgod 26-30, M 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    So I was being chewed out over texted messages, some very hurtful things were said to me. I simply replied, "I'm terribly sorry but I have to go now, bye" My friend asked "how did...
    suicideDepression suicideDepression 13-15, M 34 mins ago

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    I have really bad back pain and its getting worse, especially with weight gain. I think I might need a back brace, hope not. Today my shoulders and mid back really hurts. Ow! :( I...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F 20 mins ago

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    I was already sick and tired of the severe pain, weakness, fatigue, blurred vision, brain fog, hurt so bad can't get out of bed, the shooting pain like your bones are crushing...
    selfstruggle selfstruggle 41-45, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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