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I Have Hurt Others

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    Haunted

    I can remember almost every moment that I hurt someone since kindergarten. In most instances I didn't mean to, and I regret every one of those moments. I'm certain the vast majority of them don't remember it at all, but my memories of it will haunt me for the rest of my days. I...
    FordPrefect42 FordPrefect42 41-45, M 6 Responses Apr 16, 2010

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    I'm Sorry I Hurt Him, But...

    I broke up with someone four years ago. We were together for two years. Back then, I thought I loved him. But I know now that it wasn't true. I think he loved me, because I could see the tears in his eyes when I told him I don't want to be his girlfriend anymore. His heart was...
    MaybeSunshine MaybeSunshine 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2009

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    I have this friend and

    for now let's just name her Eve. Well this past year I've been going through a lot and I have been asking her for help and guidance for over a year. She's delivered the help to me and made sure I was well. I kept coming back and forth to her for every little problem. At first...
    FutureMARSOCMarine FutureMARSOCMarine 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    I Just Want To...

    Apologize to all that I have hurt. I was an insecure, immature and jealous little girl, that was not happy with herself and he live. I'm sincerely sorry to all. My self denial and doubt of certain things about myself caused me to take those angers and frustrations out on others...
    NewPersonUnderConstruction NewPersonUnderConstruction 18-21, F Jun 24, 2011

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    Tourette's

    It's not my intention, but I cannot control it. Well, a bus driver was rude to me, & I cursed him out. Hey, he hurt me 1st, & that triggered off my outbursts, & because of that, the company wants to ban me from their transportation services.
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F Oct 16, 2009

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    It Hurts Just To Know It

    I have lived most of my life the way you may have or possibly will come to know me here. I have always taken great pride in my transparency as it allows people to see deeper and learn more and possibly even understand and believe they are not alone. However there was a period...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 14, 2011

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    "I have hurt someone I really really care about and right now am feeling lowest of the low right now, I don't think I can even go any lower in terms of what I have said and done to...
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    having lived a life trying so hard to make others happy I have realized how am badly hurt at this moment.and am hereby seated alone in an open park enjoying the breeze from nearby...
    mbithi mbithi 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    I also am in a Very Dark place in my life. Probably the DARKEST in 36 years. I have been in a mentally abusive realtionship for 3 years now. I just recently found out this past...
    gutierrezgia7 gutierrezgia7 36-40, F Nov 30

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    Yes. I have a lot of anger cos my crushes rejected me over years. I was rejected so many times , i cant remember. Im not even ugly, they were just not into me. I saw so many ugly...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35 Dec 4

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    I went away for what? 3 hours. And someone else is trying to mess up the only good things I have. I haven't done anything to anyone else. So why would they go out of their way to...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 5

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    I have no clue if you even know how much you hurt me without even saying a word. You will always be a challenge to me now and it sucks. I want to feel like I am his only one, but...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F Dec 7

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    I don't mean to do this :'( I'm not used to caring for people cos people don't care about me. I have a lot of psychotic problems and I get episodes where I'm really dangerous. I...
    kyleishurt kyleishurt 16-17, M Nov 24

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    "Little Things" Your hand fits in mine Like it's made just for me But bear this in mind It was meant to be And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks And it all...
    kitkat2797 kitkat2797 16-17, F Nov 29

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    every word is a scar on my heart... every tear is a knife plunged into it. between the two. I'm never at peace.
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M Nov 29

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    How can you not care... my heart is bleeding for you. quit pushing me away.
    FuckedupNow FuckedupNow 16-17, F Dec 5

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    Why cant one just go on a chat site and meet real people?????
    Feeldead Feeldead 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    My lil sis who is 6 was jumping off all the chairs and was just being silly I guess. Well my dad was watching his favorite show and my lil sis was jumping on his back then reached...
    fifidogg fifidogg 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    3 whole years to this very day and I'm still full of resentment and hatred. 3 years since my dreams were shattered. I just don't know when i'll stop my resentment.
    Paleandpolluted86 Paleandpolluted86 26-30, F Dec 4

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    Every time I find someone I like I push them away because I'm afraid of getting hurt. I don't want to be hurt again so I'm hurting others. I just want to get better and be able to...
    meganleslie meganleslie 13-15, F Dec 1

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    Even when you put your mind to things, when you know everything can and will work out....it is hard. Hard not to feel terrible. Even just a few short hours in the evening can feel...
    saturnsdaughter saturnsdaughter 26-30, F Dec 1

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    One thing that terrifies me most in this world is the idea of hurting others through something I feel I have no control of. Nothing pains me more than to feel responsible for the...
    Kattastrophe Kattastrophe 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I just feel like I deserve intense mental and physical pain. After the many variations of bad events that have occurred within my life.. It just so happens that I just feel like I...
    DWIA DWIA 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I feel like a fool I don't want to be a tool I have been hurt and I in turn have hurt I have loved deeply years ago but now I have run dry I am hesitant to even try All I do is...
    tan54321 tan54321 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 19

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    One of my biggest regrets right now is a recent (ish) ex boyfriend. I have come to realize how much I really hurt him and I'm starting to get really upset about this. It gets to a...
    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    When I first met my wife, I had lost my faith. Years of being married to a cruel, gambling b#@!h had just drained my faith in marriage, in myself and in people in general. I was...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 23

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    dear: person I am angry at. I looked up to you. You didn't notice because you were busy looking at yourself in the mirror. I did everything you said to please you, to not get on...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    On the outside I smile, using humor and sarcasm to hide the inner turmoil inside me. When I take a moment and let myself feel, it hurts.....I avoid this as much as I can. It's one...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    there is a paradox of trust and caring. those i trust to talk to are ones i care deeply for....and i dont wish to upset or burden those i love. if i talked about how i feel ...to...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 3 hrs ago

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    and this is why i have trust issues. I won't hurt you, I'll be there for you, seeing you cry would kill me....blah blah blah
    lehcar1977 lehcar1977 36-40 11 hrs ago

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    No matter how hard I try, I always find a way to hurt myself emotionally, not physically. Always. I ******* hate it so much and yet I keep doing it... always wanting things I can't...
    AnnaJackson12345 AnnaJackson12345 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    "I won't hurt you or leave you, i promise." What a load of bull. I believed you and all you gave me was a heartbreak. Whatsmore, you just made it harder for me to trust someone...
    Shimmerz479 Shimmerz479 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    This seems weird, but I can tell by a persons voice or how they form sentences when chatting that something's changed. I can feel pain in others.
    Dreampoet Dreampoet 41-45, M 13 hrs ago

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    so my ex-BFF just totally destroyed me, just riipped me out of her life(besides the fact i see her every day at school) now i will refrain from cursing so i can post this but hes...
    DaveEatsToast DaveEatsToast 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    Usually I care for others more than myself.. Then I get way over my head, and I'm hurt in the end... As I started getting older, I realized that not everyone will be pleased with...
    MsShortiie MsShortiie 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's the way I was raised. Help others, serve others, my wants or needs will take care of themselves. Maybe that's why I am good at my job in customer service. But on a selfish...
    cocanola cocanola 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    I'm so tired of this... I'm so tired of wanting someone who I'll never have, tired of denying my own feelings, tired of not being able to tell any of my friends about this, tired...
    auntnichole auntnichole 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 19

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    I'm not a person seeking attention. Nor do I delude myself, or others, about who I am. I've been faking emotions since I was a young teen, just like the majority of us. I work...
    poetrygonebad poetrygonebad 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Alexander6935esh5 Alexander6935esh5 31-35, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    My sister in law just told me that my anxiety is aggravating to her. You think it's not aggravating to me? I have to live with it, day in and day out. Put yourself in my shoes for...
    reneeo11314 reneeo11314 18-21, F 4 Responses 15 mins ago

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    My third anniversary on EP was in August 2014. I am a bit behind. You know how life keeps you busy. So it is time for me to share what I have learned in this past year. I hope you...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 19 Responses Nov 27

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    I get hurt by a different person everyday emotionally not physically whether Its A Friend Of Mine Or A Best Friend Or Heck Even My Boyfriend & I'm So Tired Of Being The 1 Girl Who...
    dessmart1 dessmart1 13-15, F Nov 28

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    I think others can help me only as much as I'm vulnerable enough with others to let them help me.... And I seem to be like a steel trap sometimes. God... its so much. Maybe I've...
    chimbie88 chimbie88 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    Everyone who has an actual conversation with me tells me that they trust me and either say or imply that they are comfortable speaking to me. Please do not get me wrong; I truly...
    kimb27 kimb27 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have believed in people, and thought that they were real, and fair dinkum, only to find out once I had given all of me to the relationship, that they were not what the said they...
    Shamrock40 Shamrock40 36-40, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    There are a lot of great posts on EP, and a lot of heart-wrenching experiences. Sometimes, when I read them, I am at a loss for words. On these occasions I hit the "heart" button...
    unluckE unluckE 31-35, M 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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