I Have Hurts I Won't Talk About

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 66 People

    Keeping It In

    I sometimes feel it's better to keep some hurt inside... rather than than telling someone and they using it against me.
    mysticallyinvisible mysticallyinvisible
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 25, 2011

    Some Things........

    ...........are better left unsaid. I'd be the first to tell you venting is healthy. Discussing your past hurts will help you get over them but, its easier said than done. There are things i refuse to talk about. Am getting to the point that im unsure if its because im...
    EdieQuinnz EdieQuinnz
    31-35, F
    18 Responses Jan 15, 2011

    Out Of Respect For Her....but Also Because It Is Too Hard

    And I worry I will be judged. My friendship history is appalling. As a child, I always had a lot of friends and was popular. In secondary school and college not so much so but I did have friends. At uni, I was also quite popular. I had a best friend from the age of 13 but now...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 16, 2011

    I Won't

    I do and I will not say it here. 
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Jun 25, 2011

    Some Things Are Just Too Painful To Talk About

    I experienced sexual abuse at the hands of someone who was supposed to be protecting me from such things. I have never told anyone. It's something I keep inside, not even my husband knows. It's been eating at me for many years. But I believe in Karma and this person will pay for...
    moonshyne777 moonshyne777
    31-35
    1 Response Mar 24, 2011

    The Truth

    Emotions and thoughts-- can they be trusted? Someone can feel something, think something so strongly, would die believing in it, yet in all actuality that which they believe and feel is not the truth. Then again, what is the truth but merely what the majority populace holds as...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 6, 2011

    There's

    There's just some things I need to keep to myself.  As optimistic and as happy as I am.I do have a lot of hurts deep down inside me.  But I do not like showing that side.  I want there to be joys in life, something to look forward to.  You know so I focus my energies on that...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 14, 2011

    It Helps To Let Out

    There are some-things in my life that I haven't talked to anyone about except very recently I talked about it with my best friend. This I did after keeping them inside me for 15 years. And it helped because she was not judgemental and helped me getting out of the vicious cycle of...
    solitudem solitudem
    22-25, F
    Mar 24, 2011

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