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I Have Hurts I Won't Talk About

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    I Won't

    I do and I will not say it here. 
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Jun 25, 2011

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    The Truth

    Emotions and thoughts-- can they be trusted? Someone can feel something, think something so strongly, would die believing in it, yet in all actuality that which they believe and feel is not the truth. Then again, what is the truth but merely what the majority populace holds as...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2011

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    There's

    There's just some things I need to keep to myself.  As optimistic and as happy as I am.I do have a lot of hurts deep down inside me.  But I do not like showing that side.  I want there to be joys in life, something to look forward to.  You know so I focus my energies on that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 14, 2011

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    Out Of Respect For Her....but Also Because It Is Too Hard

    And I worry I will be judged. My friendship history is appalling. As a child, I always had a lot of friends and was popular. In secondary school and college not so much so but I did have friends. At uni, I was also quite popular. I had a best friend from the age of 13 but now...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 16, 2011

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    It Helps To Let Out

    There are some-things in my life that I haven't talked to anyone about except very recently I talked about it with my best friend. This I did after keeping them inside me for 15 years. And it helped because she was not judgemental and helped me getting out of the vicious cycle of...
    solitudem solitudem 22-25, F Mar 24, 2011

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    Some Things Are Just Too Painful To Talk About

    I experienced sexual abuse at the hands of someone who was supposed to be protecting me from such things. I have never told anyone. It's something I keep inside, not even my husband knows. It's been eating at me for many years. But I believe in Karma and this person will pay for...
    moonshyne777 moonshyne777 31-35 1 Response Mar 24, 2011

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    Keeping It In

    I sometimes feel it's better to keep some hurt inside... rather than than telling someone and they using it against me.
    mysticallyinvisible mysticallyinvisible 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2011

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    Some Things........

    ...........are better left unsaid. I'd be the first to tell you venting is healthy. Discussing your past hurts will help you get over them but, its easier said than done. There are things i refuse to talk about. Am getting to the point that im unsure if its because im...
    EdieQuinnz EdieQuinnz 31-35, F 18 Responses Jan 15, 2011

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    I can't tell anybody about it, I have avoidant personality disorder and one of the symptoms are difficulties telling people about it in fear of rejection. I think my parents will...
    xForgottenOne xForgottenOne 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Scared shitless, alone I stand! Hurting for the answers that I will never have. Lift my head high and carry on, with or without letting it out.
    Froggy420 Froggy420 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    I've been judged before because I believe in god, so I won't judge anyone else for it, I just encourage you to love with all your heart.
    MTBlake33 MTBlake33 22-25, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I'm in the mood to listen to someone right now. So if you have a story you want to tell, a problem u need want to talk to someone about...don't hesitate to pm me. I won't judge you...
    lookingatthelights lookingatthelights 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Hello reader :) Just a brief description of my background; I'm 17 becoming 18, Chinese and my family is very strict, probably a little more laid back than "tiger parents" but they...
    turtlemonster turtlemonster 16-17, F Feb 10

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    If anyone wants to talk about their sexuality, I am here. :D I won't judge unless you want me to.
    geminidragon geminidragon 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I'm being courted by a polyamorous man. I'm meeting his wife for coffee tomorrow. I'm very nervous about this situation. I really like him. We have a lot in common and he is very...
    sugarbabysub sugarbabysub 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    There are times like these where I'm just waiting for the storm to pass and I don't feel like trying. I don't want to do anything but cry. This emptiness in my heart is getting...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Feb 10

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    For university I moved roughly 1,000 miles away from where I grew up DELIBERATELY(I didn't apply to any university within 600 miles of where I grew up.) and haven't left the town...
    MimsatheQuiet MimsatheQuiet 18-21, F Feb 12

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    I guess it's weird how I want that, although I always had a friend like that they would leave. I would never talk to them again, if i did we would drift apart. I've always been...
    moondrip182 moondrip182 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I don't think I'll be adding anyone really because I'm not looking for online relationships, I've tried them before and I'm not really good at them. I tend to walk away after a...
    louisetiger1 louisetiger1 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    If no one wants to hear what I have to say, then that is fine. If no one wants to listen to me, then they don't have to. I won't make anyone have to put up with me when no one...
    Guest4111 Guest4111 13-15, M Feb 18

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    No I won't be... One guy ruined it for the rest. I'm not as trusting as I once was... slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F Feb 17

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    I feel like I hit a mental roadblock sometimes. It usually happens when I'm overwhelmed and I'm trying to express myself. Like I feel like I'm talking but words don't come out. I...
    Thefightingangel Thefightingangel 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I used to have a dream. it's about me being pilot but something came up it freezes me it's like my whole plans is burning in front of me but I keep telling myself that I'm not...
    turki2550 turki2550 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    I don't talk to my dad for many reasons. 1 he is an ignorant abusive ****. when I was just a baby my mother would sleep around and my dad would find out about it so he would beat...
    Just1OriginalMe Just1OriginalMe 22-25 3 Responses Feb 4

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    I am a 40-year-old married woman who befriended a 25-year-old man on social media. We spend a year and a half talking about sports and random day-to-day things. A couple months ago...
    flytygal flytygal 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    We have all made choices some good some bad, some we regret later, some we wish we never gave up on. When I was young. I made many poor choices. Drinking, smoking weed, women. I...
    Leeza1964 Leeza1964 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I remember when I was little and my dad would come to visit once every 2 years. He used to get us a hotel and not get 2 beds I remember being scared that he would rape me at some...
    AllysaLee AllysaLee 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    My husband says things to me that really hurt. When I tell him that what he said has hurt me, he gives me a half-assed apology. If I tell you that you hurt me, please don't say...
    babygirl42priceless babygirl42priceless 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't care what problem you have but if your angry don't yell we will calmy talk but see I have anger to so yeah but it takes time for me to build up anger so yeah wait till I go...
    deaththinker911 deaththinker911 16-17, M Feb 20

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    Okay so.. I may not prefer to be filthy rich, but I do expect to be wealthy.. If I were to get a dude, he'd have to be wealthy also... there is nothing wrong with that. Everyone...
    CharleeLuv CharleeLuv 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    been six years. I love him. I miss him. I just can't trust him. that hurts the most
    simplyafriend simplyafriend 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    As hard and bleak as it seems, my life isn't something I'm going to waste. I have come to this realisation that I don't want to regret anything I've done at any point of time. I am...
    BeingMe98 BeingMe98 16-17, M Feb 5

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    There is absolutely nothing you can tell me that I haven't seen, done, or heard about. I may not want to associate myself with particular activities, but in all honesty, that isn't...
    PoliteDeviance PoliteDeviance 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    So I ran away a couple of days ago, and they made me come back (they= police and family). They said they were gonna change and so far that's bullshit. I am leaving when I turn 17...
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F Feb 18

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    So I went through a year and a half on and off thing with my bf sexually. He could go months without and I wanted it. (Weird I know) since the start of 2015 though he's initiated...
    RjMommy245 RjMommy245 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 8

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    We do talk when we have to but we just don't get along very well. We never agree on anything and we argue about everything so we just don't converse much. Even as a kid I've never...
    Mariyah22 Mariyah22 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    If you have a lot of adult experiences and/or an adult icon, I think it's safe to assume that you are contacting me for entertainment. Just so you don't waste your time or mine, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 29

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    but sometimes it takes a while to realise the person is one! by which point you're engaged in argument... and pride screams "don't back down, he'll win"... thankfully logic kicks...
    jahosijhs jahosijhs 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    I will not open the doors of my heart to you. I will not let you in to my vault of secrets. I will not let you swim in the lake of the innermost thoughts of my mind. I can't let...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30

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    Please message me. I've been feeling this and other weird things for a while now. Sometimes I feel like I have a connection with the world around me, like I can sense people and...
    BlackholeEP BlackholeEP 18-21, M Jan 31

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    I hate judgemental people it's like u come as u r n if people don't like it they can **** off cus what your doing is none of theyre business
    unicorns345 unicorns345 13-15, M Feb 1

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    I'm so sick and tired of people asking me what's wrong with me or why I'm upset or them wanting to know what the goes on with me. I'm not going to tell you, I can't say anything...
    savvy1998 savvy1998 16-17, F Feb 5

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    Today is #timetotalk. I never used to think about mental health, depression or suicide until it happened to me. You never know how much difference it could make to someone's...
    WeLiveAndDieInTheseTowns WeLiveAndDieInTheseTowns 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I made a mistake I'm trying to fix. 7 months ago, I told you I never want to talk to you again. Well, I just sent you an email explaining what happened. I had a mental breakdown...
    MidnightLaughter MidnightLaughter 18-21, F Feb 5

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    Hello this is Ernie222, if you are a person that likes to make up sexy stories ( adult woman) there are no boundaries. If this is what you like to do then I am interested. It's...
    ernie222 ernie222 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    I may put some dirty stories up but that's because I'm a sexual person. Can't help myself. I like sharing details. But that doesn't mean I want people to tell me how much they...
    Sxculent Sxculent 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 6

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