I Have Intense Emotions

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 371 People

    I want to drink. I want to listen to music,

    dance. Do things hardcore. Some things bad. Extreme. I want to feel things. Let it out. Let it all out. It might even hurt a little but I want that too. I'm messed up and perfect. A kind of perfection you may not even understand.
    angel510 angel510
    26-30, F
    Jan 17, 2014

    Rage

    There are only two emotions I experience that I have no control over. They are Anger and Depression. As far as control goes, its an impossibility. However, I 'bottle' instead...which is a very brief fix with a disasterous outcome. Just the other day I was overcome with my Anger...
    EyesOfSeraphim EyesOfSeraphim
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 20, 2011

    Right?

    *Sometimes it seems as tho being in the lives of your loved ones causes more harm than good. When coming to this reality all hope seems lost.*Being raised in an abusive environment is going to damage the rest of your life without you even knowing it, then the next thing you know...
    chararuiter chararuiter
    31-35, F
    Aug 4, 2012

    My volcanic emotion wades inside of me.

    . .writhing receding I exhale the smoke and lie awake Let it churn and exhale, or eloquently erupt? One feels like isolation and the other one feels too controlled.... Can there be a gentle medium for such intensity?
    wingedjaguar wingedjaguar
    22-25, F
    Sep 10, 2015

    They Attempt To Go Rogue!

    My emotions try and get the best of me sometimes, they even try to take over completely once in a while!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 6, 2011

    Im As Changing As the Weather Here...

      It really sucks to feel as deeply as I do.. The smallest of things can make me happy or frustrated.. I get stressed out REALLY easy.. My 2 kids bring me THE MOST joy in the world and THE MOST frustration... I feel love and loyalty so deeply and truly...
    BlueHaze09 BlueHaze09
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Jun 5, 2009

    Yes, I Have Intense Emotions: But Don't Tell Me What They Are Called!

    I am suspicious, once again, as I was over the Borderline Personality Disorder diagnosis (I wrote a diatribe over that). Intense emotions are common and wonderful as they are dreadful. We live in a time where everything needs a name and it just might be a pathology.I saw the word...
    sylvester212 sylvester212
    46-50, M
    Apr 1, 2012

    So Much Emotions.

    I always felt emotions but today at therapy, my emotions that I'm feeling are really intense, at least in the pattern of relationships, which makes me wonder if I can even get into a relationship. This shocked me because if I am feeling them intensely then some of the emotions I...
    Desolatebones Desolatebones
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Apr 25, 2012

    Another cold and lonely night!

    Tired of being alone
    awesomefrank awesomefrank
    46-50, M
    May 7, 2015

    I have intense emotions.

    I have the tendencies to be revengeful and can bear grudge for a fairly long time. I don't usually get angry but it's still scary to think how nasty my temper can be at times, to the point I even imagine murdering the other person and torturing them by disremembering their body...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 26, 2015

    If my mother gets after me

    for not doing homework, I immediately start to cry and run off alone. She thinks I do this so I can have a pity party for myself. Actually, I'm crying because I'm a terrible person and I don't deserve all the grace I already get. I shouldn't even be allowed to go to school.
    theabsurdistunicorn theabsurdistunicorn
    16-17, F
    Mar 10

    I crave to escape from all emotions; enthusiasm,

    anger, irritation, regret, despair, disappointment, sadness. Thoughts are not obstacles, only emotions.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 10, 2015
    OddButResilient OddButResilient
    46-50, M
    1 Response Feb 10

    Embers Trembling Below The Surface Of Tranquil Waters

    To say I have intense emotions would be an understatement. The littlest criticism can wound me greatly why the most racist slur will roll off my back like a duck. I brood alot and despite seeming to remain calm, rest assured that within these tranquil waters are embers that...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2010

    I Might Be a Grouch

    I suffer from anxiety and depression. I get panic attacks, but I have learned how to control these, so that's a plus. I attract some people who are sad, it always ends badly. I have started to realize that I am very blunt, possibly even rude sometimes when unhappy topics come up...
    melliebray melliebray
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jun 25, 2009

    My Addition To The "i Have Intense Emotions"

    Its so funny because I saw this "experience" and was like "HOLY ****" this is TOTALLY me!!!! My emotions are not only intense but they switch SO damn fast. I can literally be high on life one minute and then the next I am literally wanting to cut myself....right now I am actually...
    HeLovesMyCrAzY58 HeLovesMyCrAzY58
    22-25, F
    Sep 1, 2011

    Trying To Underdtand Who I Am.

    Just recently figured out I have borderline personality disorder. Trying to figure how what it all means and how to cope with minute by minute emotions. I can be high as a kite and happy one minute and a hate full and screaming about nothing the next. How do you control this. I...
    mywaves mywaves
    46-50, F
    Feb 10, 2013

    Words Of Love..

    Sometimes they tumble, thick and fast, Telling stories ,or the past. Deep emotions,things I feel, some imagined, some are real.But when It comes to you they slow, Saying things for you to know.The words are slow , my heart is fast, the words I give to you must last. The words for...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 18, 2013
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