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I Have Intense Emotions

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    Trying To Underdtand Who I Am.

    Just recently figured out I have borderline personality disorder. Trying to figure how what it all means and how to cope with minute by minute emotions. I can be high as a kite and happy one minute and a hate full and screaming about nothing the next. How do you control this. I...
    mywaves mywaves 46-50, F Feb 10, 2013

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    So Much Emotions.

    I always felt emotions but today at therapy, my emotions that I'm feeling are really intense, at least in the pattern of relationships, which makes me wonder if I can even get into a relationship. This shocked me because if I am feeling them intensely then some of the emotions I...
    Desolatebones Desolatebones 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    Rage

    There are only two emotions I experience that I have no control over. They are Anger and Depression. As far as control goes, its an impossibility. However, I 'bottle' instead...which is a very brief fix with a disasterous outcome. Just the other day I was overcome with my Anger...
    EyesOfSeraphim EyesOfSeraphim 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 20, 2011

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    Another cold and lonely night!

    Tired of being alone
    awesomefrank awesomefrank 46-50, M May 7

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    I want to drink. I want to listen to music,

    dance. Do things hardcore. Some things bad. Extreme. I want to feel things. Let it out. Let it all out. It might even hurt a little but I want that too. I'm messed up and perfect. A kind of perfection you may not even understand.
    angel510 angel510 26-30, F Jan 17, 2014

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    Right?

    *Sometimes it seems as tho being in the lives of your loved ones causes more harm than good. When coming to this reality all hope seems lost.*Being raised in an abusive environment is going to damage the rest of your life without you even knowing it, then the next thing you know...
    chararuiter chararuiter 31-35, F Aug 4, 2012

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    Embers Trembling Below The Surface Of Tranquil Waters

    To say I have intense emotions would be an understatement. The littlest criticism can wound me greatly why the most racist slur will roll off my back like a duck. I brood alot and despite seeming to remain calm, rest assured that within these tranquil waters are embers that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 20, 2010

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    They Attempt To Go Rogue!

    My emotions try and get the best of me sometimes, they even try to take over completely once in a while!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 6, 2011

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    Yes, I Have Intense Emotions: But Don't Tell Me What They Are Called!

    I am suspicious, once again, as I was over the Borderline Personality Disorder diagnosis (I wrote a diatribe over that). Intense emotions are common and wonderful as they are dreadful. We live in a time where everything needs a name and it just might be a pathology.I saw the word...
    sylvester212 sylvester212 46-50, M Apr 1, 2012

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    Words Of Love..

    Sometimes they tumble, thick and fast, Telling stories ,or the past. Deep emotions,things I feel, some imagined, some are real.But when It comes to you they slow, Saying things for you to know.The words are slow , my heart is fast, the words I give to you must last. The words for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 18, 2013

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    Im As Changing As the Weather Here...

      It really sucks to feel as deeply as I do.. The smallest of things can make me happy or frustrated.. I get stressed out REALLY easy.. My 2 kids bring me THE MOST joy in the world and THE MOST frustration... I feel love and loyalty so deeply and truly...
    BlueHaze09 BlueHaze09 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 5, 2009

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    My Addition To The "i Have Intense Emotions"

    Its so funny because I saw this "experience" and was like "HOLY ****" this is TOTALLY me!!!! My emotions are not only intense but they switch SO damn fast. I can literally be high on life one minute and then the next I am literally wanting to cut myself....right now I am actually...
    HeLovesMyCrAzY58 HeLovesMyCrAzY58 22-25, F Sep 1, 2011

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    I Might Be a Grouch

    I suffer from anxiety and depression. I get panic attacks, but I have learned how to control these, so that's a plus. I attract some people who are sad, it always ends badly. I have started to realize that I am very blunt, possibly even rude sometimes when unhappy topics come up...
    melliebray melliebray 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2009

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    My thoughts are random and entirely mine.My way of camouflaging reality and colouring my make believe world. I keep on penning thoughts as if am talking to my other half. You...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 21 mins ago

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    I'm starting to come around to the thought that everything in dreams can and does have a speculative 'meaning' not always a truth but in the sense of we dream what we know - I...
    SoberingBabySteps SoberingBabySteps 31-35, M 10 hrs ago

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    I can't help it, I am borderline. that is the name of the game. if i could express all my emotions, i would not be a borderline. id be cured, so i have a problem expressing certain...
    morganza504 morganza504 36-40 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Well I met him when I was 18 we talked sometimes we both had a partner at the time he is a bit older well years went by I am in my 30's now we both are married now have been for...
    beautifulangel35 beautifulangel35 31-35, F 21 hrs ago

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    I don't know what I'm feeling ATM.
    mblan11 mblan11 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    It's not that I don't feel emotions, it's that I feel them deeply and violently. If I am passionate about someone I will take her and make her mine. If I am angry I will be...
    MisterGw MisterGw 41-45, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't show emotions to nobody, fear, exciting, or being horny, I just take my pants of infront of a girl right away without flirting and say (you want some, you want some of this...
    ONEPERCENTER666 ONEPERCENTER666 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I like showing emotions, just not the ones I'm feeling all the time.
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    LUST has no Mercy!!!!!!!!!!!
    JadedLass JadedLass 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It's a secluded spot in the countryside near my home. It's actually an overflow car park for a country pub, next to a railway line. Once parked up, no one would know you were...
    Littlemissshy25 Littlemissshy25 46-50, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I hate emotions.I think they r useless and painful and really unnecessary.I mean why do people have to feel pain and sadness and everything else we feel?Its a little easier for me...
    Shireene92 Shireene92 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I am not an emotions kind of person.I don't like emotions.In my opinion emotions r useless and painful.I am emotionally detached.I have been my whole life.But that doesn't mean I...
    Shireene92 Shireene92 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I do, I HAVE one :-) ~_~
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 4 days ago

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    I cant express my emotions freely so I have all these bottled up unexpressed emotions
    FadedDreams222 FadedDreams222 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was diagnosed with DM in 2009 along with Celiac's disease, I guess I didn't realize what this disease was or how serious it was, at the time the Celiac's was my bigger concern...
    Jill2006 Jill2006 51-55, F Aug 21

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    "...Agents surrounded the house at 13250 East Highway C-25 on the morning of January 16, 1935. Unknown to the FBI, Karpis and other gang members had left three days before, leaving...
    Drastine Drastine 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 20

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    The older I get the more I realize that most people dont care what you have to say or what your going through. Because everyone is dealing with there own demons their own monsters...
    RuRave93 RuRave93 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 18

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    I woke up sweaty and scared one night. I don't really remember how old I was at the time, maybe about 8 or 9? But I just had this really creepy dream. It was set in the condo my...
    AlisCookieMonster AlisCookieMonster 22-25 1 Response Aug 18

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    Okay so I was wondering about Xanax withdrawal symptoms after very short term (but heavy) usage. I suffer from General Anxiety Disorder with severe claustrophobia as a...
    bananaman1uk bananaman1uk 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I can't really tell what's real and what's not anymore
    XxBloodyLullabyxX XxBloodyLullabyxX 22-25, M Aug 17

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    My first experience with DMT WAS ******* INTENSE! I can’t even fathom what happened! I arranged some music on my pc then lied down on my bed. 20 minutes in and I felt my body...
    SoulCoffee SoulCoffee 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I had a dream that I will never forget. I was with my boyfriend on the sofa but it didn't look like it was in his house it look like it was in my exs house. For some reason we didn...
    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm 16-17, F Aug 16

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    Several months ago, I had one where I was shot by a police officer for filming him while he was shooting a friend of mine. The dream was so vivid, that I literally felt paralyzed...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I had the most prolonged and intense dream/nightmare last night. It's funny how when you're having it that it is potent but as soon as you try to write it down it becomes farcical...
    SoberingBabySteps SoberingBabySteps 31-35, M Aug 16

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    When I have intense dreams I'm usually both feeling myself as the 'protagonist' and viewing me as a 'spectator' , the two versions being also different persons but the same. The...
    TrueRedRose96 TrueRedRose96 18-21 3 Responses Aug 15

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    Of course I do, people around me seem to disagree with that though probably because I keep almost everything to myself. You won't ever see me whining about how angry, how hurt or...
    sarasakun sarasakun 18-21, F Aug 14

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    Sometimes I get scared of my emotions and just shut down. Easier to keep my thoughts to myself.
    quietrumble quietrumble 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    By the time I was 18 I had lived with 7 different families and went to 12 different schools. At 16 I entered the foster care system. None of the adults in my life cared what I did...
    G0dzilla G0dzilla 46-50, M Aug 11

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    Almost everyday, I get to experience and witness emotions, from different people, of a range of different ages and cultural backgrounds and genders. In singular forms, in...
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