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I Have Just About Lost Hope That a Loving God Exists

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    Does a Loving God Exist?

    I have just about lost hope that a loving god exists. I used to believe. But I have yearned, cried, asked, even begged for some connection to Him (Her) and have been unable to find even a kernal of response. Anything would have done it for me...finding a good mechanic, winning $5...
    frito414 frito414 56-60, F 38 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    It's all I have left. It makes me want to cry, tears if happiness if course, when I see this trending. People still have faith in a faithless world in our God and it makes me so...
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    Our father who art in heaven Hallowed be thy name Thy kingdom come thy will be done On earth as it is in heaven Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us out trespasses as we...
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    I love you all! None more than others! Unless you racist, then you can go to hell!
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    I know that God exists. I can only speak for myself and I have living proof every single day that he is a live- not that I would need proof because my love for him is so strong...
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    angelicahcah angelicahcah 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I really need some Christian friends on this, I need to talk about this I can't sleep.
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    1: live to be at least 15 2: show God to as many people as possible 3: gain my confidence back 4: become a better, strong person 5: help others overcome their past
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    Why is that? Is it the many years of constant berating at home, school and other activities that I've come to the conclusion of hating myself?? So I have to listen to this mantra...
    Starfishgirl Starfishgirl 26-30, F Jul 31

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    Not even sure what "it" is.
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    A popular phrase I use quite often. Hahahahaha
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F Aug 9

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