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I Have Just About Lost Hope That a Loving God Exists

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    Does a Loving God Exist?

    I have just about lost hope that a loving god exists. I used to believe. But I have yearned, cried, asked, even begged for some connection to Him (Her) and have been unable to find even a kernal of response. Anything would have done it for me...finding a good mechanic, winning $5...
    frito414 frito414 56-60, F 38 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    birdsrestingonabranch birdsrestingonabranch 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    Many think, "In order to be happy, I must fix my life and THEN go to God." It's just the opposite. You don't have the ability to fix your life. That's why it's in the shape it's...
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    ive managed to reach a state or sense of much more peacefulness, not complete peacefulness, but its enough to be able to cope with dealing with myself through life a bit better...
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    A very busy week is ahead! I have a family member that will be having surgery to treat cancer! I pray for God to heal her and keep her safe. A very stressful surgery and I have...
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    While praying one day a woman asked "Who are you God?" He answered "I Am." But, who is I Am? She asked. He replied. I Am Love, I Am Peace, I Am Grace, I Am Joy, I Am Strength, I...
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    Everyone who suffers from this would be more than welcome to ask me questions to help you out getting your faith back and strengthen it so you can go to heaven.
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    this is gonna cause contreversey but each to their own. Rubbish What is one of the stupidest sayings when there is a disaster or death etc .It comes from church leaders and god...
    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M 6 Responses May 13

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    I'm not some militant Atheist but I'm not particularly fond of the idea of religion in general. I can respect it and acknowledge the many benefits it has contributed in arts and...
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    I know that God exists because the Jews exist and the world cares about what they say what things they do. We dont care about Persians, Egyptians and Mexicans as a world. The world...
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    What I find interesting is people that think they know it all. The nature of man is to be disobedient every since the beginning. Some people are confused because in their heart...
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    capehope3 capehope3 41-45 3 Responses May 12

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    jessicatong jessicatong 26-30, F 1 Response May 13

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