I Have Killed Someone

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 224 People

    A Night I Will Never Forget

    One night I was driving home from school... went to a friends house and after that left to go meet a friend... I choose to use my GPS to help me get there... I was in an unfamiliar area... I hesitated as I turned onto a road I would never ever forget... Thinking I was on the main...
    justmyluck207 justmyluck207
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 18, 2012

    When I was 13 I stole a vehicle from my teacher.

    (economics) During the commission of this crime I shot the teacher in the face and killed him. I am now 44 years old. He is right here, every day of my life, all the time. By my side, all the time. All the time.
    Jerkkotze777 Jerkkotze777
    46-50, M
    1 Response Aug 25, 2015

    He was on his way home from Candletop,

    been two weeks gone and he thought he'd stop at Web's and have him a drink for he went home to her. Andy Wo-Lo said, "Hello." He said "Hi what's new?" And Wo said "Sit down I got some bad news that's gonna hurt." Said "I'm your best friend and you know that's right, but your...
    farmertann farmertann
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 30, 2014

    Ya I've killed....with my good looks!

    !! Ooo seriously why do they have this category if someone really did kill someone wouldn't they be in jail or if it was they line of duty like being a cop or soldier why wouldn't it be "I have killed in the line of duty" or something like that or "I killed in defense"
    kendralyn kendralyn
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2014


    I was the fourth member of a small team send into Africa to document the problems of war, poverty and crime. The trip was scheduled to last two months; travelling throughout Africa, visiting various cities and towns and document how crime and other problems have detrimental...
    TwoZeroTen TwoZeroTen
    41-45, M
    8 Responses Jul 8, 2010

    It is the worst thing I have ever done in my

    life. I don't know what to do.
    nevgivup nevgivup
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Dec 25, 2014

    It Was a Job

    I was in the Army infantry for about 8 years most of it as a scout/sniper. I never had a problem doing what I did but I realize it affected me in subtle ways later in life. I haven't had a dream that I remembered in about 10 years, I have to get stoned to go to Wal-mart during...
    WedgedBear WedgedBear
    36-40, M
    5 Responses May 16, 2008

    My Story

    I was visiting my parents for fathers day weekend, I needed to drop my car off at the mechanic for a tune up before I drove back to my college.  As I was making a left into the mechanic a motorcyclist hit me going near 90 mph, he came through my passangers side window...
    dznicki dznicki
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Jan 9, 2010

    I was 11... I started a fire "by accident",

    and it killed 4 people. I never went to jail, or suffered for it, but I need to. What should I do?
    adamspoint adamspoint
    22-25, M
    Nov 8, 2014

    Stephanie, I'm Sorry.

    She was one of many I had shown how..  I put the needle in her arm for the first time, with a steady hand. Three months later she was dead of a massive staph infection, and AIDS from sharing dirty needles. She was the only one that I knew for sure had died. In reality...
    Vox Vox
    31-35, F
    16 Responses Dec 21, 2008

    It Still Hurts

    I was 16, I had recently gotten my drivers license. My brother had left a day before to go back to the military. I was depressed. I borrowed a friends car and drove to BK to get a triple cheeseburger and choc shake. On the way back, I passed a car on the side of the road. I didn...
    Mikenstein Mikenstein
    36-40, M
    10 Responses Apr 16, 2009

    Semper Fi

    Its not real easy to talk about this but during my second tour we got ambushed in the mountains. The first person to get shoot was one of my high school friends. I was to the right side of him when he fall. We could not see were the shooters were so we had to duck down I saw a...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 3, 2013

    this happened last year.

    .. I didn't mean to didn't want to.. I loved him. I was 15... it happened on march 10th. I went over to my boyfriends house and we were sitting in his room which is down in the basement when we heard a real loud crash upstairs. so naturally we went up to investigate. we found two...
    spinning661310 spinning661310
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Aug 1, 2014

    killing is inhumane. I

    rather turn my back on my enemy
    JBStoner JBStoner
    3 Responses Nov 8, 2014

    If I killed someone. I would cry in jail

    for a long time. They would think I'm a soft ball. I don't think I can handle jail. I be crying till I get headaches begging to get out
    lorrena19 lorrena19
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 9, 2014


    I dont know yet.     There is still a chance she could die from this. Hospitalisation might not be enough. IP might not be enough. She might be too far gone.       I still have the note 'hunger hurts but starving works'     those girls...
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    23 Responses Jan 8, 2009


    Im glad I used to do boxing. It came in handy when I got raped. It would have taken one more punch and the poor bastard would be 6ft under by now.     Im also glad that diamonds cut the way they do, he now has a huge scar where most of his nose used to be
    deleted deleted
    20 Responses Dec 15, 2008

    I pushed her but I didn't mean to kill her.

    Still miss her. Still have nightmares. Still feel guilty. :'( RIP Bethany.
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe
    22-25, F
    Nov 14, 2015

    I drown a mouse tonight.

    I feel so guilty. I'm sick to my stomach. We have a mouse problem. I have snap traps and sticky traps and the sticky ones are awful! The poor lil mice are stuck there for a day or two before they die! I heard one caught. It was squeaking and squealing and struggling to get...
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Feb 11, 2015

    He threatened to end my life just

    because of things I have believed in, and he said "if you believe in such cause, why don't you believe my words on killing you?" And I simply replied "the cause is non of your business, and if you want to kill me then go right ahead" and he pulled the blade and was going for my...
    Gino19 Gino19
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jun 3, 2015

    I've Repented...

    a 1,000 times I've killed someone in my head. I use to wish there was a "free" day to kill as many people as you want and not get in trouble for it. God says: "Vengeance is Mine!" So, I let Him handle all of my enemies, that way I don't have to deal with the consequences. I'm not...
    TrustNobody TrustNobody
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jan 10, 2010

    I Have Killed Someone.

    When I was in Afghanistan I shot 3 people, 2 died pretty slowly and horribly and the other got away but probably died later on. It was my job at the time, but I also feel like my life has been changed in a profound way and I feel guilt in that I have ended lives. They were just...
    tashy01 tashy01
    4 Responses Dec 14, 2012

    I was 11... I started a fire "by accident",

    and it killed 4 people. I never went to jail, or suffered for it, but I need to. What should I do?
    adamspoint adamspoint
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 8, 2014

    06/13/13 I was raised around the "family" I

    was walking with sonny. When the O'tomases drove by...and shoot and killed him. I got a stray bullet in the arm. I called trigger and doc. They came and picked him up and took him to the docs house. He later died. After that I swore I would kill at least two of the O'Tomases...
    Tryme4 Tryme4
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 14, 2014

    I killed two of the gang

    that raped and beat me for 7 years. I burnt them, I made it look like an accident :) I wish I could have seen it happen =D
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Oct 10, 2014

    Not Even a Minute Ago!

    A mosquito hovered over my head, and you know what happened next!   I hate mosquitoes, that is one race I want to eradicate from the face of universe!
    Floydian Floydian
    26-30, M
    55 Responses Dec 16, 2008
    Plainkyle Plainkyle
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jan 11, 2015

    When i was 15 a guy robbed me

    and my family my so
    Nikki978 Nikki978
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 4, 2014

    First Firefight

    It was my first tour we were moving to another base. When the pilot screamed out RPG it hit the propeller the pilot couldn't control the the helicopter we crashed. I got out first we were near some ruins I got everyone to get out we took cover in the ruins. There was only one...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 12, 2013

    I have killed someone.

    The girl I used to be.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    grsahni grsahni
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 21, 2015

    I was young .. I was hurt

    and he was just in the wrong place wrong time I will never forget it ...
    kentucky89 kentucky89
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 25, 2014

    I killed a friend in 7th grade.

    I had a knife and was cutting in a quiet corner, and she walked in. I didn't think just threw the knife. Everyone thought she had killed herself. I'm going to kill myself soon.
    Xaxus193 Xaxus193
    22-25, M
    7 Responses Feb 8, 2015

    Yeah !! My aunt just came to my room in search

    for the gun that her daughter was killed with.and it was me she got into my room saw the gun,as she tried to pick it up I jumped in it I took the fun and shot her 3-4 times and there she was on the floor... god all my life I wanted to kill my this aunt and in this dream I did...
    Scorpio95117 Scorpio95117
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 10, 2015

    I....I killed and ate him.

    ...Pope Benedict the 43rd....was a great man...Or woman...Whatever he/she was...Anyway, he tasted good with farfalle...He was a fine tasting chicken...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jun 28, 2015

    There Is No Glory

    There is no glory in being a killer. One may play video games inwhich individuals are killed and bathe in the glory of winning, watch movies and shows inwhich people are killed and view the killer as a hero. The reality is that killing eats at the soul, even when your duty to...
    Jones47 Jones47
    61-65, M
    6 Responses Jul 1, 2010
    StarBurst79 StarBurst79
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 25, 2016

    Never wanted to do it,

    never enjoyed it, always tried to avoid it. First few times it really bothered me until after a while I realized that this what people do and this is the world we live in. Soon it became second nature as if it was normal. Being back home I know it's not normal, but back home I...
    jbm67 jbm67
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Aug 26, 2015

    A True "accident"

    January 28th 2011...going to work..had plenty of time. So much traffic. I remember passing two vehicles in an attempt to be in the correct lane I needed to turn at the light. Not speeding just driving. Phone off, no distractions. Three cars darted through the stop signs at a...
    dare2byou dare2byou
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 20, 2012

    I was 11... I started a fire "by accident",

    and it killed 4 people. I never went to jail, or suffered for it, but I need to. What should I do?
    adamspoint adamspoint
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 8, 2014

    I Killed

    In the US military I work EOD so my job was to blow people up/defuse bombs...I have seen so many things,...done so many things...I think I am fuked in the head because of all the bad things I saw over seas...In third world countries and Saudi...Iraq was the worse for me... The...
    deleted deleted
    25 Responses Mar 29, 2008

    I killed my classmate.

    I think I was 9 or 10. The whole thing was fuzzy, because i repressed it for years until i recently allowed myself to remember. I sitting at my desk sharpening my pencil and pretending it was a spear that needed to be sharpened, like a tribal person. I had recently made friends...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jan 15, 2015

    i have killed 2 peepsi cleared a room

    and have seen brains and the open body of a subject lol but i liked it
    cpltew cpltew
    Aug 30, 2015

    Am I proud of it? No Should I have done it?

    Probably not Did I gain or lose anything from it? Gained a new view on the world....but lost my sense of Humility
    XavierSenpai XavierSenpai
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 29, 2015

    Perhaps... But It Was Self-defence.

    I don't know if the guy died, or if he recovered. I had ****** with his little sister, gotten her into drugs (I was a heavy user then) and generally screwed her life (you know, destructive relationship, compulsive drug use, rough breakout). The guy was understandably...
    Fenrisderwulf Fenrisderwulf
    10 Responses Aug 7, 2009
    BjKhann BjKhann
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 21, 2015

    A man is doing the time

    for my crime. If it werent for the fact I sympathize with his indignation for the world, I would still be laughing and belching up worm liquer in san luis potosi. But ive come to consider redress for the schemes of October 31, 2005, in that little town in Wisconsin, if for no...
    rodentsalesmen rodentsalesmen
    26-30, M
    Apr 9, 2016

    I was 11... I started a fire "by accident",

    and it killed 4 people. I never went to jail, or suffered for it, but I need to. What should I do?
    adamspoint adamspoint
    22-25, M
    15 Responses Nov 8, 2014

    Mountain Hiking Accident.

    I'm not sure whether to post or whether to hit the back option on the browser and not post; there are so many trolls on this group talking about killing Mosquitos and wasps, or making up nonsense about shooting seven Congolese rebels with the rebels' automatic rifle on their gap...
    TheWhiteDevil TheWhiteDevil
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jul 17, 2013

    I Want To Share This Burning Secret With You

    Yeah. I'm a murderer. . She was a intruder wearing yellow who had invaded the peaceful little room of where me my little bro and elder sis were watching funny videos. I watched my sister run away shrieking as she saw her going towards the light. She told me to...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    26-30, M
    15 Responses Apr 14, 2010

    After I Was Widowed, A Man Boke Into My House While My Kids Were Sleeping

    When I was 38, I was living in Manhattan with my three children, who were 14, 10, and 7 at the time. It had been two months since my husband had died, and I had been having a difficult time sleeping. I had been tossing and turning for hours, so I went out to the kitchen and had...
    rumspringa01 rumspringa01
    61-65, F
    8 Responses Jan 10, 2012

    More Than Once...

    Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those I had to kill....
    Blesseddarkness Blesseddarkness
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Apr 6, 2010
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