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I Have Killed Someone

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    Stories Of Murder.

    After fighting in the British army in both of the Falklands and the Troubles in Northern Ireland in the 1980s I was discharged after 4 years from 1982 - 1986 I fought in the war. Before the Army I had always been in trouble for fighting, the killer instinct was there somewhere...
    MickBanksUK MickBanksUK 51-55, M 3 Responses Nov 5, 2013

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    Stephanie, I'm Sorry.

    She was one of many I had shown how..  I put the needle in her arm for the first time, with a steady hand. Three months later she was dead of a massive staph infection, and AIDS from sharing dirty needles. She was the only one that I knew for sure had died. In reality...
    Vox Vox 31-35, F 18 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    I was young .. I was hurt

    and he was just in the wrong place wrong time I will never forget it ...
    kentucky89 kentucky89 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    I Have Killed Someone.

    When I was in Afghanistan I shot 3 people, 2 died pretty slowly and horribly and the other got away but probably died later on. It was my job at the time, but I also feel like my life has been changed in a profound way and I feel guilt in that I have ended lives. They were just...
    tashy01 tashy01 22-25 3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

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    16/5/12 :"( Rip Perry Williams! I Can't Stop Crying

    We 'dated' for six months. Perry was tall, broad shouldered, green/brown eyed, South African and athletic. He was popular amongst the girls for his stunning looks and dimples. He was four years older than me and somehow I was sucked into his clutches. He called it love and I...
    WordHustler1995 WordHustler1995 16-17, F 3 Responses May 17, 2012

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    First Firefight

    It was my first tour we were moving to another base. When the pilot screamed out RPG it hit the propeller the pilot couldn't control the the helicopter we crashed. I got out first we were near some ruins I got everyone to get out we took cover in the ruins. There was only one...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 12, 2013

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    He was on his way home from Candletop,

    been two weeks gone and he thought he'd stop at Web's and have him a drink for he went home to her. Andy Wo-Lo said, "Hello." He said "Hi what's new?" And Wo said "Sit down I got some bad news that's gonna hurt." Said "I'm your best friend and you know that's right, but your...
    farmertann farmertann 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 30

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    I Told Him He Shouldn't Have Tried To.........

    it was last week at 11:00 PM..........I was walking home with my twin brother trace and 3 of my friends shortly after we joined an organization - a secret government group recruiting kids of the ages 16-19 for taking out dangerous people or serial killers.....the organization...
    magolor magolor 18-21, M 13 Responses Oct 15, 2012

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    Nearly....

    I dont know yet.     There is still a chance she could die from this. Hospitalisation might not be enough. IP might not be enough. She might be too far gone.       I still have the note 'hunger hurts but starving works'     those girls...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 22 Responses Jan 8, 2009

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    Death!

    I know that this sounds bad...yes I've killed someone...this will probably make bloodfang hate me and idkmyname...but alas...I will pay the price in the end... which is now! this kid has lost his preasous life to a psyco like me...take me away to the looney bin! thats where I...
    AutumnLeeWindstar AutumnLeeWindstar 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    I've Repented...

    a 1,000 times I've killed someone in my head. I use to wish there was a "free" day to kill as many people as you want and not get in trouble for it. God says: "Vengeance is Mine!" So, I let Him handle all of my enemies, that way I don't have to deal with the consequences. I'm not...
    TrustNobody TrustNobody 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 10, 2010

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    I Accidentally Killed My Mother With Her Own Death Ray

    hi everyone, i think i just killed my mother with her own death ray, and i'm feeling pretty mixed up. sure, i may have saved the planet from imminent destruction, but when it comes down to it, i'm really lost without her hovering around, trying to rule every aspect of my life...
    surfnsky surfnsky 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    Perhaps... But It Was Self-defence.

    I don't know if the guy died, or if he recovered. I had ****** with his little sister, gotten her into drugs (I was a heavy user then) and generally screwed her life (you know, destructive relationship, compulsive drug use, rough breakout). The guy was understandably...
    Fenrisderwulf Fenrisderwulf 18-21 10 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    Africa

    I was the fourth member of a small team send into Africa to document the problems of war, poverty and crime. The trip was scheduled to last two months; travelling throughout Africa, visiting various cities and towns and document how crime and other problems have detrimental...
    TwoZeroTen TwoZeroTen 41-45, M 9 Responses Jul 8, 2010

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    06/13/13 I was raised around the "family" I

    was walking with sonny. When the O'tomases drove by...and shoot and killed him. I got a stray bullet in the arm. I called trigger and doc. They came and picked him up and took him to the docs house. He later died. After that I swore I would kill at least two of the O'Tomases...
    Tryme4 Tryme4 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    After I Was Widowed, A Man Boke Into My House While My Kids Were Sleeping

    When I was 38, I was living in Manhattan with my three children, who were 14, 10, and 7 at the time. It had been two months since my husband had died, and I had been having a difficult time sleeping. I had been tossing and turning for hours, so I went out to the kitchen and had...
    rumspringa01 rumspringa01 61-65, F 8 Responses Jan 10, 2012

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    I Want To Share This Burning Secret With You

    Yeah. I'm a murderer. . She was a intruder wearing yellow who had invaded the peaceful little room of where me my little bro and elder sis were watching funny videos. I watched my sister run away shrieking as she saw her going towards the light. She told me to...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M 20 Responses Apr 14, 2010

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    Not Even a Minute Ago!

    A mosquito hovered over my head, and you know what happened next!   I hate mosquitoes, that is one race I want to eradicate from the face of universe!
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 76 Responses Dec 16, 2008

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    I Didn't Pull The Trigger.

    I was raped when I was 15 by my guy friend. It was terrifying, shameful, and worst of all filled me with a hate I never new I could feel. I played with his grief and angst. I made him rely on me and need me, only so I could yank it away from him and make him feel more alone than...
    KittyKat201 KittyKat201 18-21 1 Response Dec 27, 2011

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    A Bad Job

    My profession takes me anywhere and everywhere; though my name is not well known, I have several clients in many places who recommend me. I was in Mexico at the time, cleaning up an odd entity that referred to itself as "Oleoso Jorge," in English "Oily George." After the...
    SethHudson11 SethHudson11 26-30, M 3 Responses Sep 7, 2012

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    Why I Now Carry A Shotgun As My Primary In Heavily Urban Areas

    This isn't about the first time I killed someone, that was mostly a blur. When doing Executive Protection you don't hang around, you shoot while you're getting your principal the hell out of dodge. I don't like doing it, but killing on the job has never really bothered me: the...
    crazyrico crazyrico 22-25, M 2 Responses May 5, 2012

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    A True "accident"

    January 28th 2011...going to work..had plenty of time. So much traffic. I remember passing two vehicles in an attempt to be in the correct lane I needed to turn at the light. Not speeding just driving. Phone off, no distractions. Three cars darted through the stop signs at a...
    dare2byou dare2byou 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 20, 2012

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    I Killed

    In the US military I work EOD so my job was to blow people up/defuse bombs...I have seen so many things,...done so many things...I think I am fuked in the head because of all the bad things I saw over seas...In third world countries and Saudi...Iraq was the worse for me... The...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F 29 Responses Mar 29, 2008

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    Of Course

    i served in the british army of course i killed people i feel no remorse, nor do i think i should i am not neccessarily proud of it, nor am i ashamed although i was a very good shot quite thrilling and intense. not enjoyable but not unenjoyable
    trev23 trev23 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 27, 2012

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    A Night I Will Never Forget

    One night I was driving home from school... went to a friends house and after that left to go meet a friend... I choose to use my GPS to help me get there... I was in an unfamiliar area... I hesitated as I turned onto a road I would never ever forget... Thinking I was on the main...
    justmyluck207 justmyluck207 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2012

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    A kill of hate. Knuckles pressed inside the

    skull of a familiar enemy. A kill of lust and romance. Blood covers the injury as the hate no longer boils inside me. The only kill of love. My hand wrapped around her throat, pushing her against the wall, next to her "precious" Jason. Why him, is another mystery of the universe...
    TsaddeMason TsaddeMason 22-25, M Apr 28

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    I'll Never Forget

    I was only 7 when I first killed someone, when my last relative was murdered the police placed us under protection, if we ever left the house we had to take a gun with us. They didn't expect me to use mine after all I was 7. I was walking home from a friends house it was quite...
    ImOkayNow ImOkayNow 16-17, F 9 Responses Jul 28, 2011

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    My Story

    I was visiting my parents for fathers day weekend, I needed to drop my car off at the mechanic for a tune up before I drove back to my college.  As I was making a left into the mechanic a motorcyclist hit me going near 90 mph, he came through my passangers side window...
    dznicki dznicki 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 9, 2010

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    I See Them Every Night...

    My job for almost 10 years was to kill people. I can dress it up and yes they deserved it but it is still just that. The taking of a human life. Anyone that thinks our job in the military is different has never been in battle. I was in a lot of fire fights with lots of death...
    BladerunnerJim BladerunnerJim 36-40, M 2 Responses May 11, 2013

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    It Was a Job

    I was in the Army infantry for about 8 years most of it as a scout/sniper. I never had a problem doing what I did but I realize it affected me in subtle ways later in life. I haven't had a dream that I remembered in about 10 years, I have to get stoned to go to Wal-mart during...
    WedgedBear WedgedBear 36-40, M 5 Responses May 16, 2008

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    I've Been Dying Inside Since...

    When I was 17 years old, I was jumped in a sidestreet. At the time I was used to fighting due to a quarrel I had with most of the kids on my high school's baseball and football teams. I would make fun of their hip-hop music and they would try to fight me for it. When they...
    Trembolain Trembolain 22-25, M 7 Responses Apr 7, 2010

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    It Still Hurts

    I was 16, I had recently gotten my drivers license. My brother had left a day before to go back to the military. I was depressed. I borrowed a friends car and drove to BK to get a triple cheeseburger and choc shake. On the way back, I passed a car on the side of the road. I didn...
    Mikenstein Mikenstein 36-40, M 10 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    My name is Sasha. I have killed someone.

    She was my neighbor. She was 17 years old. I was jealous of her. She had everything I don't have, including caring parents, friends and a social life. She used to make fun of me with her friends. I entered her house at midnight, when she was asleep. I smothered her with a pillow...
    09188882A 09188882A 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Ya I've killed....with my good looks!

    !! Ooo seriously why do they have this category if someone really did kill someone wouldn't they be in jail or if it was they line of duty like being a cop or soldier why wouldn't it be "I have killed in the line of duty" or something like that or "I killed in defense"
    kendralyn kendralyn 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Mountain Hiking Accident.

    I'm not sure whether to post or whether to hit the back option on the browser and not post; there are so many trolls on this group talking about killing Mosquitos and wasps, or making up nonsense about shooting seven Congolese rebels with the rebels' automatic rifle on their gap...
    TheWhiteDevil TheWhiteDevil 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 17, 2013

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    I have killed someone.

    The girl I used to be.
    DarkSoulInsaneHeart DarkSoulInsaneHeart 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Almost

    Im glad I used to do boxing. It came in handy when I got raped. It would have taken one more punch and the poor bastard would be 6ft under by now.     Im also glad that diamonds cut the way they do, he now has a huge scar where most of his nose used to be
    deleted deleted 26-30 19 Responses Dec 15, 2008

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    I Ran Over A Person On The Highway And He Died.

    Last Thursday night I was driving home from a potluck dinner at my work (I work at a real estate office as an agent).  I was on a two lane highway and it aws dark and rainy.  I noticed the car in front of me go into the oncoming traffic lane and at the same time I felt a thud...
    phyllisro phyllisro 56-60, F 9 Responses Mar 13, 2011

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    Eleven.

    That July evening changed my life. My mother's voice called through the phone, "Hey, _____, do you want a baby brother?" "Ummm.... no." Was my reply. I was eleven. She promptly hung up afterwards. I didn't know a simply "no", could ever kill. I didn't dream it would be. I had...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 56-60, M 6 Responses Oct 2, 2012

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    Semper Fi

    Its not real easy to talk about this but during my second tour we got ambushed in the mountains. The first person to get shoot was one of my high school friends. I was to the right side of him when he fall. We could not see were the shooters were so we had to duck down I saw a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 3, 2013

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    When i was 15 a guy robbed me

    and my family my so
    Nikki978 Nikki978 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 4

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    this happened last year.

    .. I didn't mean to didn't want to.. I loved him. I was 15... it happened on march 10th. I went over to my boyfriends house and we were sitting in his room which is down in the basement when we heard a real loud crash upstairs. so naturally we went up to investigate. we found two...
    spinning661310 spinning661310 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    I accidentally murederedmy mother with mu

    voodoo death ray this morning. I was just doing the usual, on my jet pack, flapping around like a bumble-fly vaguely. I always do this of a morning although today it was the afternoon, I think. My mother was walking the galactic plains peacfully and I, like a loony plum dribbler...
    blobbyflobdob blobbyflobdob 70+, M 2 Responses Feb 14

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    TrustMeBitch TrustMeBitch 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 26

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    Two Friends In A Day...

    It was summer last year I was out with my 2 friends Mark and Daniel in the woods exploring and we found a old army airbase that had been abandoned for years. We decided to walk into one of the old aircraft hangers for a bit of battle and fight practicing, Mark and Dan were wolves...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    There Is No Glory

    There is no glory in being a killer. One may play video games inwhich individuals are killed and bathe in the glory of winning, watch movies and shows inwhich people are killed and view the killer as a hero. The reality is that killing eats at the soul, even when your duty to...
    Jones47 Jones47 61-65, M 7 Responses Jul 1, 2010

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    More Than Once...

    Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those I had to kill....
    Blesseddarkness Blesseddarkness 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 6, 2010

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