I Have Left Ep Before And Returned

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 101 People

    I Leave Every Day

    I am never coming back. I am back, but I am leaving again. I'm back, oh wait no way, see ya, heeeheeeeheeeeee! What a mess!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 7, 2011

    Who The Hell Are You?!!

    ya know one of the suckiest things bout returning after bein away for a while?.. summa my epfwends screen names/avatars have changed and i dunno who the hell summa ya'll are!! lmao.. i know i know, swat i get fer bein gone so long. lolz sux to be me right now bwahaha!
    whisperingsunshine whisperingsunshine
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Aug 31, 2012

    I've done this a couple of times.

    When I logged into my account today, after having been gone for a very long time, EP-standard-time anyway, I was amazed to still have any friends left. Anyone who says that online relationships aren't real are very wrong. Many of my truest friends were met on this site. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 15, 2014

    I was on EP a few months prior to this account,

    under a different account. I was referred by a man who said he used EP as a way to share his life experiences for his cancer. Once he added me to his circle of friends, I checked out his experiences. They were all "mature content" and not one was related to cancer or anything...
    ImKeepinItReal ImKeepinItReal
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Dec 9, 2015

    More Then Once....

    Ive roughly been on ep for about 3 or 4 years...gosh that long! And ive left about 3 times, for various reasons, and always returned, its like a drug lol! Even when i wasnt part of ep id find myself stopping by for a fix, or to browse the confessions. I wonder how many people...
    Blondevixon Blondevixon
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Feb 17, 2010

    And I'm rotten about it too,

    I don't let those I had become friends with when I return know, well 9 out of 10 times I don't. The reason I left all those times is gone now, and it's good to reflect openly and self critically a bit perhaps. I was mostly wrong, and I misbehaved even after it was long over...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 6

    I haven't really been on EP in months.

    So far I've noted more so-called activists and less creepers. So far it's a positive change.
    Shirousa Shirousa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 11, 2015

    It's weird thinking about it.

    .. This is probably my 5th account, to be honest. My very first account was a blast, it was me just letting the world have it. I would vent about anything and everything, I never thought that my words would meet the eyes of anyone I knew in person, but I guess I forget that...
    thejoneses thejoneses
    26-30, F
    May 21, 2014

    Well, it's hard to explain,

    but... have you ever posted honest stories about things you like that are "weird" (I refuse to define what I mean), and at first find it liberating to be getting so many messages from people with the same likes and dislikes... and then after a couple of days, you start to hate...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 4, 2014

    You that have known me

    for the last 3.5 years, I wonder if a smile crept on your faces as you read this title? It seems like every six months, sometimes less, I exited the arena. Why? Oh, boy! Well you asked for it: I had trolls harass me. I spent so much time on here I was neglecting my college...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 6

    Did A Few Times Myself

    when i first signed up all i wanted to do was share different experiences of my own and maybe chat with some cool people. never to met them personally. i did find someone who i'd thougtht was ok and he wanted to met me turns out he was just adding females for his ego...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 4, 2012

    Tadaaa

    boy its been a while since I wrote anything on here.. I came back because my innocent fantasies needs an outlet. Second to that is I am still lonely, boyfriend wise. [sigh] Not many fish in this sea.. I couldn't imagine being nothing more than friends. They tell me who they...
    amejad amejad
    22-25, F
    Sep 14, 2011

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