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I Have Lost a Friend

A group for those grieving the lost of a friend, co-worker or some one they knew well 469 People

    Train Accident :(

    The other day a good person called Brian also know as Yoteslaya died. He tried to out run a train. I never met him but he was a gaming legend. Great at playing zombies like me. I went to America hoping to live stream kino der toten with him but he's dead now. Only 32 years old...
    PROSyndicate PROSyndicate 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 28, 2013

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    luis96e luis96e 18-21, M Jan 28

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    The Reason I Am On Ep

    You know what?.. Since the time i joined ep i had in mind what i was looking for.. i was never here to make girlfriends or be in a relationship(seriously that sounds impossible for a physical guy like me).. i was here in a hope that i might find someone who would be there for me...
    Thatsmystyle77 Thatsmystyle77 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    Today is a very sad day .

    .. I got bad news some one close to my heart passed away . I can't stop crying . She was a wonderful soul .... I hurt more because I wish I could have been there for her more before she left us... She was fighting a terrible disease ... Lung cancer an she was slowly killing...
    ev23 ev23 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 9

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    Last Sunday was the year anniversary of my

    friends suicide. He was like a brother to me and I wish he was still here. I am planning on holding a sigil for him. I think it will help me let go of the void he left when he took his own life. Stay gold my friend.
    Zibble Zibble 18-21, M Jun 10

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    More Than One Friend

    I have lost some good friends on here; sometimes; I wish they come back but I'm not sure it will happen. I hope they are all okay and doing well in their lives. It's very sad to lose friends. Though I'm used to losing friends both in real life and online; but it still hurts when...
    LittleLena LittleLena 36-40, F Oct 9, 2012

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    When Did This Happen?

    I'm not gonna say much cause I don't know much. I'm looking out the window just hoping. I have a friend in hospital dieing from blood cancer. Not excactly a BFF kind of friend. But a class mate. And all the things I could tell him yet. He has a hope. Not big but a hope. Is this...
    LivLov LivLov 13-15, F 7 Responses Oct 14, 2012

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    It's day two and I still feel sad.

    I lost a good friend on here yesterday. We use to talk every day about different things sometimes it was about her life in Quebec. Sadly, she faced many issues with her family one of them was verbal abuse from her father. She was hurt by what her dad did to her emotionally and...
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Now It Is Forsure

    David B. rest in peace my friend i only got the news today but my friend did jump from the lions gate bridge in vancouver BC you will be missed my dear friend i wish you hadnt done what you did but i hope you are finally at peace.   Good bye my friend may you rest in...
    C11H26NO2PS C11H26NO2PS 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 8, 2009

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    I Miss Her..

    I had a friend her and i loved each other like we were family. we hung out nearly everyday and often skyped and often talked over the internet too. during this summer i was in Florida for the whole summer. she had family fairly close to where i was staying and wanted to surprise...
    ShadowOkami ShadowOkami 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 19, 2013

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    My landlord became my dearest friend,

    when we fell on hard times, money ruined our friendship, we were evicted (I understand the business relationship) but I'll never get over the severed friendship
    133jenn 133jenn 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Tears For ??

    Some people in my circle left EP.  Its hard not knowing what happened to them.  I deliberately keep my circle small and all my friends are precious to me. I miss them.  Now,  Do I accept that there is no room in their lives for EP (and me) and delete them from my circle or...
    avatarunknown avatarunknown 51-55, F 4 Responses May 14, 2011

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    And Gained A Few

    And so on it will go like that until I die. Most of the people I become friends with remain my friend unless they do something that can't be excused or explained away for any reason. It's not like I think so effing much of myself that I have to have a set of rules for you to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 7, 2011

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    Lisa- My Mentor, My Friend

    Lisa...  She was my Sunday School teacher from grade 4-8.  She was into God, horses, swimming, camping and life in general.  Her enthusiasm always seemed to rub off on me.  She was always appeared to be prepared for whatever would come her way. She was...
    kritterbug kritterbug 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2008

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    Turns out she's fake

    and when she gets what she wants she leaves. I don't like her anymore, this is the first time I've actually disliked somebody and after everything my mom and I have done for her....
    countrygirlISTaylor countrygirlISTaylor 16-17, F Jul 28

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    Missing You Always

    There are moments late at night when my mind won't let me sleep, that I find myself thinking of you.  I was at your funeral, but it still doesn't seem real.  I feel you, your energy, your spirit, the essence that was you is all around me.  Are you with me?  Do...
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 19, 2008

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    Its hard to believe that 3 months ago today you

    left this world, you are a free man....how does it feel? I wish u could tell me....we went to your grave me your mom and sisters and your friends.....and lit candles and wrote to you on balloons and let them go....I just want to let you know you will forever be in my heart in my...
    ripevan ripevan 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    Depressed

    Its been ages, i have visited EP. But today, i felt really depressed by a horrible death of my friend. He was young, married and his wife was carrying his kid. They loved and as usual their parents not accepted intially, later they got their blessings and married. Last week he...
    tsanandh tsanandh 26-30, M May 22, 2013

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    Mirror

    I love my friends very much. Because i pointed out their lies, manipulative nature and hypocritical judgment i lost the people i put alot of work and heart into. I feel i was just there to use and respect was not a factor in our relationship. I feel angry and sad.
    Moose98 Moose98 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2012

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    Ok so this is what happend i.

    .. I made a fake kik account and talk to my bestfriend pretending that i was just like her... btw she is kinda weird... well anyways i tricked her in giving me nudes of her with her face in it... she send me one of her boobs and her vagina... then i post them in her instagram...
    imjustagirl101 imjustagirl101 18-21, F Dec 22, 2013

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    This coming up Saturday,

    it will be two months since our family friend passed away. She was 75 years old. I don't grieve ALL the time. I just do when I feel like it. I tell myself, "Stop grieving and suck it up!" I know she's in a better place and she's not suffering anymore. I tell myself to buck up...
    ArtLover24 ArtLover24 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    Miss U My Old Friend :(

    i knew her through the internet .. i was surprised how similar we are !! we have the same habits ,, we have the same characters ,, we listen to the same music ,, etc she had a big problem and started to go away from all the people ,, I was so sad for her and tried to be in her...
    MissVampire MissVampire 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Madison Victoria Pearce-- RIP 8/23/14 Can't

    even describe the feeling.
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M Aug 24

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    I Lost The Person I Cared About Most

    Please read my story I need someone to know what happened. Someone to hear me. To a friend sorely missed: I wish there was some way you could read this from wherever you are now. Because I want you to know I remember you. I remember your smile and how you'd laugh with anyone. I...
    Melody84 Melody84 18-21 4 Responses May 26, 2012

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    Reflection

    Last week a friend of mine was killed when a drainage ditch at his home collapsed. He was a business owner, a church leader, a husband and father who was in perfect health. At 55, he was just beginning to experience his grandchildren. He wasn't a close friend, but someone that...
    Trackcoachred Trackcoachred 51-55, M 3 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    My best friend passed away this past summer

    from mouth cancer. He used smokeless tobacco and chewed on cigars. I was to be his auxiliary deputy until one day when there was an emergency at the school where I taught. I called and he arrived on scene before the ambulance. I waited around for him to take care of all the...
    belugagirl70 belugagirl70 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    I was shot but my best freind was killed I was

    walking down the street with my best freind and girlfriend about at 6 P.M. White car stopped right in front of us and shot my best friend in the leg and me in the sholder my girlfriend called 911 but when we got to the hospital my bestfriend died when we got their he had lost to...
    Nikki978 Nikki978 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    This day feels strange.

    I lost another friend only for being a jerk. Well, isn't exactly so bad. That friend used to come to my house and invade my personal space, it was pretty annoying. I hated when she used to say me "hey, let's gonna walk to the center" or "hey, let's gonna take some photos...
    aestheticisms aestheticisms 18-21, F Apr 9

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    Many

    Over the years I've lost many due to different things. Sometimes when I hit my dark mode I push and not everyone has the energy to hold on long enough to keep up. Then there are the more recent events where I've managed to hurt a friend, not intentionally but I'm sure it doesn't...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    I seem to repel the ones I want the most.

    Friends for 11 years and then we just stop speaking, "Speak some other time" every single time.
    4Ana 4Ana 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    Ladystone Ladystone 18-21, F 2 Responses May 18

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    Its Life

    We all lose friends from time to time. Many different reasons people come into our lives aswell as leave our lives. Maybe you just grow apart, or maybe there is a fight were words are said that can't be taken back. Maybe old ages comes and takes them away. Live long enough and we...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 20, 2010

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    (angelroto )sophia, Who I Loved With All My Heart

    What is love? Longing to hold the hand of a someone you never physically met. feeling them in your heart so much it hurts, even after they've passed on. She was truly my angel. The best person I knew on this earth. She was my other half, if there was one on this earth, and I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 20, 2011

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    *** I Love You Seester! ***

    My sister died in October, she was the sunshine. I feel like she is with me all of the time and yet I feel so lonely and like this Earth is really the end. Some people speak to her out loud, as if she is still around but, in the air, I just can't muster the words to say. I...
    harvestfestival harvestfestival 31-35, F Jan 17, 2013

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    I thought you told me you'll always be there

    from me when I needed you remember when we promised we'll grow up together and conquer the world now when everything starts getting good for you and new ppl come in your life my messages are being missed you don't Skype me no more and when we talk it's one word answer or I was...
    nsmoov nsmoov 18-21 1 Response Oct 21

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    It's getting close to a year ago

    that he took his own life. I still wonder why. I wish I could have helped him. He would have gone far. I miss you my friend. RIP Austin.
    Zibble Zibble 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 1

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    The Friend I Lost

    Prettycattz.....a friend I lost over a year ago. She was just a child. Around 14 years old. She was in the wrong place at the wrong time and she got shot. Eariler that same day, I talked to her. She was so happy about her getting a cat. She was so happy, she was funny and really...
    Shadowscar Shadowscar 18-21, F Jul 9, 2013

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    Darlene- May You Rest In Peace

    Yesterday I find out in an email from a co-worker that a former co- worker had collapsed at home and died.  Darlene was a wonderful woman.  She worked with the homeless, got her social work diploma in order to help her clients even more.  She was always there for...
    kritterbug kritterbug 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2008

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    Too many, I lost 2 friends one to suicide,

    the other to a bad heart, 5 years ago same time as my dad to ms n my unborn kid, that was a rough year for me, but I can't give up hope, I have to keep pushing on, I only hope I have become the person they would have bin proud to see
    lloydac lloydac 18-21, M Jun 3

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    I have no words to explain ,

    I wanted him in my life not even romantically , he had so many problems I thought I can help with hr shunned me and basically told me to F off , I hate myself for caring , I hate that I want to help , I resent him for rejecting my help , I wanted nothing In return , I was even...
    Missreedy Missreedy 31-35 4 Responses Jun 26

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    Losing a friend I can sense the thoughts

    from faraway Of a man left alone to ponder over his long lost wishes He sought freedom using the paint-brush But found himself crippled because of his past mistakes. It always gets dark and lonely when the dawn approaches He’s scared to face death only at that time Yet he...
    prettyfate prettyfate 31-35, M Apr 22

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    Why?

    I have lost two friends. Why do they go? They die. And we are left to pick up the pieces. I have read speeches at both funerals. Every week I put flowers on one grave- the other had her ashes scattered. We have a website for both of them, separate, raising money for separate...
    LolliPopSmile LolliPopSmile 22-25, F Apr 28, 2013

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    Time To Say Goodbye, My Friend

    The struggle has been long. The pain on the increase each day. To see Paul, my dearest and closest friend suffer was just too much to take. Why would someone have to go through so much pain? Even animals have better options as we have "mercy killings" to end the suffering. Many...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 3 Responses Oct 14, 2013

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    A Friend Remembered

    Where did you go my friend?  With your humour and bravery?  And baggage.  Under what stars do you sleep?  Do you sleep, now?  It used to be difficult for you, a thing we had in common.  Late night/early morning chats when all other friends were abed.  I thought we were...
    avatarunknown avatarunknown 51-55, F 6 Responses Oct 24, 2011

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    Today, it just hit me

    that he is gone. We we weren't best friends or anything, but he meant a lot to me. I loved his passion about music, his weird mannerisms, and the two times he made my day when I felt like crap. The one day I was leaving school and he was randomly passing by and I started...
    Shamandora Shamandora 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    What Did I Do?

    I didn't know her and yet we lived in the same building and went to the same college. We're even in the same major. Talk about coincidences. It was my third term, and I met this guy in class. He was very nice for someone I just knew. He talks a lot for a guy. And too helpfull...
    aclicheword aclicheword 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I have online friends and I am thankful for that. But offline I don't have any friends. A part of it is my situation at the moment and the other part is my fear and mental issues.
    Lovelife090994 Lovelife090994 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    When I first met my wife, I had lost my faith. Years of being married to a cruel, gambling b#@!h had just drained my faith in marriage, in myself and in people in general. I was...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 23

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    I feel like i have lost a part of myself because of loving someone that doesn't care about me. Just walked away from this ****** up relationship, i feel good and bad at the same...
    zz0828 zz0828 18-21, F Nov 30

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    My husband had EMERGENCY heart surgery 2 years ago, we fell behind on all our bills. I had heart surgery a year later. Now I cannot work. I stay depressed. I worry about...
    bet105 bet105 56-60, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    Everyone I love is gone. I don't think loving anyone is a good thing. In the end you end up with a broken heart, tears and a heart and head full of sorrow. I can't lose anything...
    Nothingleft2lose Nothingleft2lose 70+, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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