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I Have Lost a Friend

A group for those grieving the lost of a friend, co-worker or some one they knew well 309 People

    Now It Is Forsure

    David B. rest in peace my friend i only got the news today but my friend did jump from the lions gate bridge in vancouver BC you will be missed my dear friend i wish you hadnt done what you did but i hope you are finally at peace.   Good bye my friend may you rest in...
    C11H26NO2PS C11H26NO2PS 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 8, 2009

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    Mirror

    I love my friends very much. Because i pointed out their lies, manipulative nature and hypocritical judgment i lost the people i put alot of work and heart into. I feel i was just there to use and respect was not a factor in our relationship. I feel angry and sad.
    Moose98 Moose98 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2012

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    Its hard to believe that 3 months ago today you

    left this world, you are a free man....how does it feel? I wish u could tell me....we went to your grave me your mom and sisters and your friends.....and lit candles and wrote to you on balloons and let them go....I just want to let you know you will forever be in my heart in my...
    ripevan ripevan 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    And Gained A Few

    And so on it will go like that until I die. Most of the people I become friends with remain my friend unless they do something that can't be excused or explained away for any reason. It's not like I think so effing much of myself that I have to have a set of rules for you to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 7, 2011

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    Ok so this is what happend i.

    .. I made a fake kik account and talk to my bestfriend pretending that i was just like her... btw she is kinda weird... well anyways i tricked her in giving me nudes of her with her face in it... she send me one of her boobs and her vagina... then i post them in her instagram...
    imjustagirl101 imjustagirl101 16-17, F Dec 22, 2013

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    Sean

    The day I began my sophomore year at Edward H. White Senior High school was the day I would meet a person that I would never forget. Unbeknownst to me, this person would cause me to feel emotions I had never felt before. I would never have imagined that this one person could have...
    Jiova Jiova 18-21, M 3 Responses May 15, 2012

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    This day feels strange.

    I lost another friend only for being a jerk. Well, isn't exactly so bad. That friend used to come to my house and invade my personal space, it was pretty annoying. I hated when she used to say me "hey, let's gonna walk to the center" or "hey, let's gonna take some photos...
    aestheticisms aestheticisms 18-21, F Apr 9

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    What Did I Do?

    I didn't know her and yet we lived in the same building and went to the same college. We're even in the same major. Talk about coincidences. It was my third term, and I met this guy in class. He was very nice for someone I just knew. He talks a lot for a guy. And too helpfull...
    aclicheword aclicheword 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2013

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    Miss U My Old Friend :(

    i knew her through the internet .. i was surprised how similar we are !! we have the same habits ,, we have the same characters ,, we listen to the same music ,, etc she had a big problem and started to go away from all the people ,, I was so sad for her and tried to be in her...
    MissVampire MissVampire 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Reflection

    Last week a friend of mine was killed when a drainage ditch at his home collapsed. He was a business owner, a church leader, a husband and father who was in perfect health. At 55, he was just beginning to experience his grandchildren. He wasn't a close friend, but someone that...
    Trackcoachred Trackcoachred 51-55, M 3 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    More Than One Friend

    I have lost some good friends on here; sometimes; I wish they come back but I'm not sure it will happen. I hope they are all okay and doing well in their lives. It's very sad to lose friends. Though I'm used to losing friends both in real life and online; but it still hurts when...
    LittleLena LittleLena 36-40, F Oct 9, 2012

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    Cancer

    Kyle was my best friend and he died too young. He was 15 when he got cancer and 6 months later, he passed away. I was lonely for a long time.. My dad died about 1 year ago and I got PTSD from that. After Kyle died, it came back. It's only just gone away. I would do any thing to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 22, 2012

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    Lonely But Not Alone

    Many of you must experience the feeling of loneliness it's dark and I really don't know what to say but
    Omini2012 Omini2012 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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    *** I Love You Seester! ***

    My sister died in October, she was the sunshine. I feel like she is with me all of the time and yet I feel so lonely and like this Earth is really the end. Some people speak to her out loud, as if she is still around but, in the air, I just can't muster the words to say. I...
    harvestfestival harvestfestival 31-35, F Jan 17, 2013

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    Many

    Over the years I've lost many due to different things. Sometimes when I hit my dark mode I push and not everyone has the energy to hold on long enough to keep up. Then there are the more recent events where I've managed to hurt a friend, not intentionally but I'm sure it doesn't...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    I Only Wanted Friends...

    I used to be a pretty average kid, until I was forced to move miles away and leave behind all of my "friends" if you'd even call them that. Since I knew nobody, I was afraid to attempt to make friends, so I just kept to myself. I wanted friends really badly, but no matter how...
    Cdentremont Cdentremont 18-21, M Oct 21, 2012

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    I Can't Believe Human Nature Sometimes

    Today I read in the paper about a woman that was formerly from the city where I live , Moncton.  She was living in B.C.  She was found by hikers after being brutally murdered.  I can't believe that there are people out there that could do such horrible things to a...
    Nikki381670 Nikki381670 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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    Depressed

    Its been ages, i have visited EP. But today, i felt really depressed by a horrible death of my friend. He was young, married and his wife was carrying his kid. They loved and as usual their parents not accepted intially, later they got their blessings and married. Last week he...
    tsanandh tsanandh 26-30, M May 22, 2013

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    Train Accident :(

    The other day a good person called Brian also know as Yoteslaya died. He tried to out run a train. I never met him but he was a gaming legend. Great at playing zombies like me. I went to America hoping to live stream kino der toten with him but he's dead now. Only 32 years old...
    PROSyndicate PROSyndicate 26-30, M Oct 28, 2013

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    I was shot but my best freind was killed I was

    walking down the street with my best freind and girlfriend about at 6 P.M. White car stopped right in front of us and shot my best friend in the leg and me in the sholder my girlfriend called 911 but when we got to the hospital my bestfriend died when we got their he had lost to...
    Nikki978 Nikki978 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Time To Say Goodbye, My Friend

    The struggle has been long. The pain on the increase each day. To see Paul, my dearest and closest friend suffer was just too much to take. Why would someone have to go through so much pain? Even animals have better options as we have "mercy killings" to end the suffering. Many...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M 4 Responses Oct 14, 2013

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    Losing a friend I can sense the thoughts

    from faraway Of a man left alone to ponder over his long lost wishes He sought freedom using the paint-brush But found himself crippled because of his past mistakes. It always gets dark and lonely when the dawn approaches He’s scared to face death only at that time Yet he...
    prettyfate prettyfate 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    Its Life

    We all lose friends from time to time. Many different reasons people come into our lives aswell as leave our lives. Maybe you just grow apart, or maybe there is a fight were words are said that can't be taken back. Maybe old ages comes and takes them away. Live long enough and we...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 20, 2010

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    Three Friends Gone - Not Many Of Us Left Now

    Hi, this is only my third story here on EP, but it is one close to my heart. I have a lot of friends who have disabilities, and unfortunately the number of my disabled friends has been shrinking every year. Seven years ago I lost my first true best friend, he had a lung disease...
    AirForce687 AirForce687 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 28, 2013

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    Why?

    I have lost two friends. Why do they go? They die. And we are left to pick up the pieces. I have read speeches at both funerals. Every week I put flowers on one grave- the other had her ashes scattered. We have a website for both of them, separate, raising money for separate...
    LolliPopSmile LolliPopSmile 22-25, F Apr 28, 2013

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    Yea. I have lost a friend.

    It was all great till I did something bad, and I'm still wondering how I actually bought myself to do what I did. But I thought he would forget about it and move on but I guess he never did. I liked him and I told him and we spoke about it and everything was chilled. He went off...
    Xcinderella Xcinderella 18-21, F Feb 16

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    Did I say too much, more

    than likely, did I say the wrong thing, very possibly, whatever it was he had gone. We were getting on so well, or so I thought, he seemed to understand so well and could relate his own problems to mine, but now he's gone, I could understand if he wanted to leave and had said...
    Lulu77xx Lulu77xx 26-30, F 7 Responses Apr 4

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    Not Really Sure

    what happened, but the honest truth? It was for the best. While I'm sure she tells everyone I was some horrible, no-good friend, she was a royal b**th in her own right.After all - what else do you call someone whose abandoned you when you were suicidal? Or expected you to get...
    Treval Treval 22-25, F Mar 12, 2011

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    Missing You Always

    There are moments late at night when my mind won't let me sleep, that I find myself thinking of you.  I was at your funeral, but it still doesn't seem real.  I feel you, your energy, your spirit, the essence that was you is all around me.  Are you with me?  Do...
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 19, 2008

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    Cloudy Headed Thoughts On Human Connection, Drawn To Scale (mine)

    i'd like to blame it on life...it's too short, too busy, too full, too different, too far away..but on this path, i've lost many friends. some due to a change in location, some from a fight, some from death, and some just grew apart. It's never easy to lose a friend. At least...
    usetheforceluke usetheforceluke 26-30, F Sep 26, 2012

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    I Miss Her..

    I had a friend her and i loved each other like we were family. we hung out nearly everyday and often skyped and often talked over the internet too. during this summer i was in Florida for the whole summer. she had family fairly close to where i was staying and wanted to surprise...
    ShadowOkami ShadowOkami 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 19, 2013

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    luis96e luis96e 16-17, M Jan 28

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    My best friend passed away this past summer

    from mouth cancer. He used smokeless tobacco and chewed on cigars. I was to be his auxiliary deputy until one day when there was an emergency at the school where I taught. I called and he arrived on scene before the ambulance. I waited around for him to take care of all the...
    belugagirl70 belugagirl70 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    Two Friends Gone

    Chronologically my female friend died first but I did not find out until yesterday that she was gone. My male friend committed suicide two weeks ago. That was a shock because he didn't call me. He always called me when he was troubled. I am left wondering if he tried to call me...
    tinydragon10 tinydragon10 61-65, F Nov 18, 2012

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    (angelroto )sophia, Who I Loved With All My Heart

    What is love? Longing to hold the hand of a someone you never physically met. feeling them in your heart so much it hurts, even after they've passed on. She was truly my angel. The best person I knew on this earth. She was my other half, if there was one on this earth, and I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 20, 2011

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    Tears For ??

    Some people in my circle left EP.  Its hard not knowing what happened to them.  I deliberately keep my circle small and all my friends are precious to me. I miss them.  Now,  Do I accept that there is no room in their lives for EP (and me) and delete them from my circle or...
    avatarunknown avatarunknown 51-55, F 4 Responses May 14, 2011

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    A Friend Remembered

    Where did you go my friend?  With your humour and bravery?  And baggage.  Under what stars do you sleep?  Do you sleep, now?  It used to be difficult for you, a thing we had in common.  Late night/early morning chats when all other friends were abed.  I thought we were...
    avatarunknown avatarunknown 51-55, F 6 Responses Oct 24, 2011

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    Darlene- May You Rest In Peace

    Yesterday I find out in an email from a co-worker that a former co- worker had collapsed at home and died.  Darlene was a wonderful woman.  She worked with the homeless, got her social work diploma in order to help her clients even more.  She was always there for...
    kritterbug kritterbug 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2008

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    I Lost The Person I Cared About Most

    Please read my story I need someone to know what happened. Someone to hear me. To a friend sorely missed: I wish there was some way you could read this from wherever you are now. Because I want you to know I remember you. I remember your smile and how you'd laugh with anyone. I...
    Melody84 Melody84 18-21 4 Responses May 26, 2012

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    Dear Jaime...

    Jaime DeSpirito, you beautiful soul. It's hard to believe we lost you not too long ago. You were so ambitious, smart, funny, kind, gorgeous. Unlike anything I'd ever seen. You never ceased to amaze me with all of your accomplishments. If I could go back, just to that one night...
    taytaytayyay taytaytayyay 18-21, F Oct 19, 2012

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    Lisa- My Mentor, My Friend

    Lisa...  She was my Sunday School teacher from grade 4-8.  She was into God, horses, swimming, camping and life in general.  Her enthusiasm always seemed to rub off on me.  She was always appeared to be prepared for whatever would come her way. She was...
    kritterbug kritterbug 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2008

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    When Did This Happen?

    I'm not gonna say much cause I don't know much. I'm looking out the window just hoping. I have a friend in hospital dieing from blood cancer. Not excactly a BFF kind of friend. But a class mate. And all the things I could tell him yet. He has a hope. Not big but a hope. Is this...
    LivLov LivLov 13-15, F 7 Responses Oct 14, 2012

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    The Reason I Am On Ep

    You know what?.. Since the time i joined ep i had in mind what i was looking for.. i was never here to make girlfriends or be in a relationship(seriously that sounds impossible for a physical guy like me).. i was here in a hope that i might find someone who would be there for me...
    Thatsmystyle77 Thatsmystyle77 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    Missing You

    A year ago on Monday (15th) I lost one of my close friends. She was in a horrible train accident and was killed immediately. We weren't best friends but we knew each other since kindergarten. We hung out, drifted apart, hung out and the cycle repeated. We were on a rather long...
    LosingFaithWithEveryStep LosingFaithWithEveryStep 16-17, F Oct 17, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I remember my first best friend in 4th grade. He introduced me to one of my favorite animes and at the end of the school year he moved away. I've met people growing up and at some...
    RadicalEd4 RadicalEd4 22-25, M Mar 23

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    I have lost friends but now that I look back I realize they where not real friends and I've learned to let them go because its for the best . I pray for the right friends the only...
    REALWORDS823 REALWORDS823 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    We moved three times when I was in high school so I kind of lost touch with everyone that I was friends with and just stopped calling. I'm not sure why I did that. I have one...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I have lost all my friends. I only have two friends and they are co workers. I only hang out with them once a month. I feel so alone I miss having a bestfriend :(
    sarahhunnix3 sarahhunnix3 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I lost my father to cancer on February 8, 2014 . I was just shy of turning 16 . He's missed so much in these past 2 1/2 months . I think it gets harder everyday . He should be...
    awkwardprincess98 awkwardprincess98 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    For anyone that declares they have lost their faith in God raises the question, which God?. To state that the concept of God means different things to different people is an...
    churinga churinga 70+, M Apr 12

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    i am studying medicine. Tomorrow i have an exam but i cant study anymore i feel like i have lost my motivation i cant memorize anything anymore i can't even concentrate in any...
    lamentonnaise lamentonnaise 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    I have lost 170lbs over the last year, 130 of that in the last 6 months. I had Gastric Bypass surgery in Sept 2013 and feel like a different person. I have more to go but I am...
    AlanM73 AlanM73 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 15

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    My best friend all through elementary recently moved away. She wasn't the kind of friend you talk to, though, she was just fun to be around. We had the same sense of silly, non...
    Marvilles Marvilles 13-15, F Mar 24

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    I am a freshman at my dream school. Everything is going well. I have great grades, and I already got accepted into my program of studies. While that's all great and exciting, it's...
    Jenbean Jenbean 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Ever since highschool I can Remeber sophomore and freshman year I had this little krew but they were losers not in sports or academically gifted we just smoked a lot of pot. (I...
    Danielle1995195 Danielle1995195 18-21, F Mar 25

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