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I Have Lost Hope

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    The Worst Thing To Loose

    The worst thing to loose is hope. Nothing's going to get better, it will always be horrible. I looked at everybody else who had a better life than me. Not perfect but better. You lie, you just live in a web full of lies and you have a better life than me?! Then you decide to...
    NicolePear NicolePear 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2012

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    Lost Hope

    There are certain kinds of hope that we can no longer feed. Hope for a future with a certain person. Hope that the love we once shared will return.It is done. It is said. It is made clear that his hope can no longer be acknowledged. This hope becomes self aware. It is put into a...
    lisa36 lisa36 36-40, F 1 Response May 18, 2011

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    Blaaaaaahhh

    So I went to see my doctor a little while ago and he made me feel like crap. I cried and **** and all he did was give me some tablets to keep me calm. They ran out after 2 weeks. Over a month later, I get a counselling appointment, this then gets cancelled and I get another one...
    ForeverOnABoat ForeverOnABoat 18-21, F 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    I had hope, now that I've lost

    that there's nothing much else
    mrennie61 mrennie61 51-55, M Jun 13

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    On guys, they're all the same

    and there's none with good intentions out there and yes I've heard it all before "they're all not the same" "you'll find someone" but no.
    Mariejxy Mariejxy 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Just realizing after some time

    that I can't keep living like this. Like my first entry I did on this site, I'm still alone. I have to keep lying to people saying "I'm fine". There isn't much left I have but my hope. I don't even know if I have any left. I'm lying in my bed, knowing I have lots of work to...
    Inasda Inasda 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 4, 2013

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    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 Sep 14, 2013

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    I've been for someone all my life

    and when I found him he pushed me away
    KryBesideTheRiver KryBesideTheRiver 26-30, F Feb 16

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    In Humans

    I still would like the world to be a better place. I still support these in pain and living injustice. But I don't relate to "people", to the mass. And I don't want to. It can be taken for coldness and arrogance, but it's more rebellion and disgust...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 27, 2009

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    I just feel as if, for me,

    there is no reason to live. I don't have any talents, though I've reached out to many things (examples include multiple sports, drawing, writing, acting, math, etc, etc) and haven't found anything I'm good at. I am surrounded by so many people that have true talent and are...
    tamingllamas tamingllamas 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    At night when the moon is full,

    i hide in the sheet beginning to drool. Dream of wonder and love, filled with nightmares of pain and hatred. Two halves collide in war that cannot be broken, my heart has lost its last token. The only love in which lives now, is beaten by the other forces that are rotten and...
    MussiociZinni MussiociZinni 16-17, M Jan 4

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    i think we should understand the meaning of our dad and mom before we have lost them :(
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    I recently wrote my story about how much I have lost faith in God and how unfair He has been to me. Well, I think after the events of this last week, I am officially done with Him...
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    Have Lost My Best Friend Well it's been 4 years today since you were taken away from Mr Jamie my best friend my gay soul mate you made me laugh always you made me smile when I was...
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    I feel like I lost all hope on ep I give up my heart it's broke good bye
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    I had success with a great family, with work where I was respected and valued by my company and by my customers. I worked hard on improving my health, and had finally reached my...
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    Part 2. Patience. Another version of listening. Or vice versa. Why impatient ???? Lonely. Fearful. Leaking hope. Hope Pushed out of me by disgust. And fear...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    Had to sell my lizard since we were moving. Never cried this hard in my life. I'll miss you Spikey, you were the best bearded dragon anyone could ask for. Hope you have fun in...
    blackveilbride1318 blackveilbride1318 16-17, M Sep 9

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    I am almost sure I'm going to hell. Like I don even try anymore. I give up. I feel like it's easier to be controlled by the devil than continue to struggle and then not working out...
    kellylopez kellylopez 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I dreamt of being a mom as far back as I can remember. My dad had decided I was going to college and I was going, but I wanted to be a mom too.I can remember that I wanted twins. A...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 17 Responses Sep 2

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    I lost a part of me when someone very important to me left. I was too dependent on him and didn't think anything bad would happen. If I were to say I lost a part of me a year ago...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    11 weeks ago I lost my mom to cancer... she was been diagnosed in March, a week before my 39th birthday... Three weeks after she passed my dad committed suicide. I am...
    spiritvoyage spiritvoyage 36-40 1 Response Sep 11

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    One day 7 yrs ago I woke up to hearin my grandfather died. By afternoon my kids got taken away by CPS By 3 my best friend hung herself her little boy found her by 8 I found my man...
    Lonely30Girl Lonely30Girl 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    JamisonKs JamisonKs 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I lost 10 pounds in one month, I'm 5/10 and I'm 148pounds I know that is a bad thing, what should I do
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M Sep 5

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    Quite proud, lost a bit of weight.
    teebagg teebagg 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    After some self discovery and life changing experiences I started working out and eating healthy dally. Nearly 6 month ago i weighed 300 pounds. (thats 21.428 stone for my english...
    aFuzzyBlouw aFuzzyBlouw 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I miss my mom. I lost her 4/1/2013 and it still hurts like yesterday. She battled ovarian cancer for 17 long months. I was with her when she passed and it wasn't peaceful. It...
    jusloveme jusloveme 36-40, F Sep 14

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    I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, this is after a very bad manic few months and time in a psychiatric unit. I lost my children and my husband. I am on the road...
    Fastheart14 Fastheart14 31-35, F Sep 15

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    About three and a half years ago I lost my beloved Blitz. We'd been together since i was a baby. She passed from kidney failure. She was only 11. Blitz had long calico hair and...
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    I lost both parents by the age of 18. My dad died of a brain tumour when I was 17, then my mum died also of cancer when I was 18. I have to live the rest of my life without them.
    Jen97 Jen97 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 20

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    Do you know anything worse then rolling into your driveway and seeing your unconditionally loving pet whom you've had since he was a puppy's lifeless body lying there? He was just...
    Someoneatschoolfoundme Someoneatschoolfoundme 16-17, F 11 Responses Sep 20

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    Listening. Lost it. Attacked. Undefended. Discriminated against Invalidated. All of these caused me to lose my gift. Reviewed my day. Noticed. Sought...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 3 Responses Sep 22

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    Who & where is God? What perfect being creates an imperfect world? Why does evil exist? How does an all mighty powerful creature hide from a mere germ in a enormous galactic solar...
    Mind3Body Mind3Body 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I one day woke up to see that my uncle had been shot and killed and then on lost friends, my friendship with my mother got worse, school got harder, EVERYTHING GOT WORSE :(((( Now...
    Emoheartbroken Emoheartbroken 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Everytime I trust people I feel they let me down, it's always me running around telephoning my friends they never invite me out when they go down the pub - so I stopped running...
    DexterUk DexterUk 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    I lost my left pinky toe. What about you?
    PointlessSafety PointlessSafety 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I lost part of myself. I'm finding it hard to be happy with who I am & who I'm with anymore. Used to be the one to make everyone laugh now I'm so full of self doubt that I can...
    MyNameIsKita MyNameIsKita 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I lost faith in God. I don't believe he ever loved me, I don't think he ever cared about me, and I also feel like he hates me and is punishing me for losing faith in him. :'( I don...
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Very much so. I mean there was years I couldn't look in a mirror without crying. I really don't like myself. There's only a cple of things about myself I really like but other than...
    lostwithin25 lostwithin25 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    shmaves shmaves 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 18

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    nothing has changed since all of this begun...every effort i make to return to god only makes things worse...i have prayed, tried to stand on faith, cried[still do] begged and...
    brokenhope4ever brokenhope4ever 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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