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I Have Lost Hope

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    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 Sep 14, 2013

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    I've been for someone all my life and when I found him he pushed me away
    KryBesideTheRiver KryBesideTheRiver 26-30, F Feb 16

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    The Worst Thing To Loose - The worst thing to loose is hope. Nothing's going to get better, it will always be horrible. I looked at everybody else who had a better life than me...
    NicolePear NicolePear 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2012

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    Lost Hope - There are certain kinds of hope that we can no longer feed. Hope for a future with a certain person. Hope that the love we once shared will return.It is done. It is...
    lisa36 lisa36 36-40, F 1 Response May 18, 2011

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    Blaaaaaahhh - So I went to see my doctor a little while ago and he made me feel like crap. I cried and **** and all he did was give me some tablets to keep me calm. They ran out...
    ForeverOnABoat ForeverOnABoat 18-21, F 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    At night when the moon is full, i hide in the sheet beginning to drool. Dream of wonder and love, filled with nightmares of pain and hatred. Two halves collide in war that cannot...
    MussiociZinni MussiociZinni 16-17, M Jan 4

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    In Humans - I still would like the world to be a better place. I still support these in pain and living injustice. But I don't relate to "people", to the mass...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 27, 2009

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    Just realizing after some time that I can't keep living like this. Like my first entry I did on this site, I'm still alone. I have to keep lying to people saying "I'm fine...
    Inasda Inasda 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 4, 2013

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    For anyone that declares they have lost their faith in God raises the question, which God?. To state that the concept of God means different things to different people is an...
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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
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    Running , my heart finally beating , I was out of breath and alone . I sat next to a tree & heard crickets chirping my harmony of freedom. I looked up at the moon & thanked my...
    BelieveTheEscape BelieveTheEscape 13-15, F a week ago

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    I don't even know how or why it happend and I guess it dosent't even matter anymore. I was so blinded by the depression and anxiety,all the lonelyness and desperation just drove me...
    NARS1 NARS1 16-17 1 Response 3 days ago

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    He was my best friend. He was my brother. He was always there for me and anybody else for that matter. He was a great person. There are so many things I wish I had a chance to say...
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    I used to have a cat named Bowie who was a gorgeous white cat with one eye green and the other blue. He made me really happy and I always hope that somehow he'll come back
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    I had a strong faith in till I I had a crush on a guy. I was asking God if its time for me to be in a Relationship, I new that I liked him so much but thin that I wasn't ready to...
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    In my experience, God is extremely cruel. I have a severe case of schizoaffective disorder, and I also have bipolar disorder. I have suffered unusually for almost all of my adult...
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    I lost my best bud I love so much his name is fegaro and the moment I found out he was missing I tried my best to find him I search the whole neighborhood even the streets but his...
    Empress14 Empress14 13-15, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've been praying for the past 2 weeks for him to my grandad up to heaven.... Why does he want my grandad to suffer.. All that I asked was that he didn't suffer anymore.. But he...
    Daisyellenrose Daisyellenrose 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    I lost my dad 5 years ago and ever since then I've changed. I had to grow up on my own and look after myself because my mam was really depressed and in a state all the time, so she...
    OverThinker123 OverThinker123 18-21, F Mar 20

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    I lost my best friend who I was like in love with back in 2010 to a drunk driver. To lose someone you love is to alter your life forever. You don’t get over it because ‘it...
    krorenae krorenae 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I lost my dear dog Elvis to cancer last summer. It still hurts so bad
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    Did I say too much, more than likely, did I say the wrong thing, very possibly, whatever it was he had gone. We were getting on so well, or so I thought, he seemed to understand so...
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    harperm97 harperm97 16-17, F Mar 24

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    I have not posted on here in two weeks. Because of the last two weeks I've lost someone else that I love. I cannot believe how bad 2014 is. Every month brings a new death. I've...
    Shmily68 Shmily68 41-45, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My life has forever changed from the past 2 years. I am no longer myself! Who used to just live in today and not worry about anything. Now I have become this hard rock. Someone who...
    endlesslyyyforever endlesslyyyforever 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    My grandpa died from cancer and we really didn't have a really good relationship since he lived so far. But I think that's what hurts the most, the fact that I didn't have that...
    omgchapstick omgchapstick 16-17, F Apr 3

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    Try being fat all your life. Try being made fun of,day in and day out. Imagine trying all your life to lose weight,dreaming of being skinny. Dreaming,wishing,hoping. You know...
    RedeemingRose RedeemingRose 18-21, F Apr 4

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    as a teen boy, I assume that this may be normal... but sometimes I just feel like I don´t want to go on with this comedy. My dad left, my uncles left, my grandmother left, my mom...
    jsabina11 jsabina11 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4