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I Have Lost Hope

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    The Worst Thing To Loose

    The worst thing to loose is hope. Nothing's going to get better, it will always be horrible. I looked at everybody else who had a better life than me. Not perfect but better. You lie, you just live in a web full of lies and you have a better life than me?! Then you decide to...
    NicolePear NicolePear 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2012

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    Lost Hope

    There are certain kinds of hope that we can no longer feed. Hope for a future with a certain person. Hope that the love we once shared will return.It is done. It is said. It is made clear that his hope can no longer be acknowledged. This hope becomes self aware. It is put into a...
    lisa36 lisa36 36-40, F 1 Response May 18, 2011

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    I had hope, now that I've lost

    that there's nothing much else
    mrennie61 mrennie61 51-55, M Jun 13

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    Just realizing after some time

    that I can't keep living like this. Like my first entry I did on this site, I'm still alone. I have to keep lying to people saying "I'm fine". There isn't much left I have but my hope. I don't even know if I have any left. I'm lying in my bed, knowing I have lots of work to...
    Inasda Inasda 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 4, 2013

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    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 Sep 14, 2013

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    I've been for someone all my life

    and when I found him he pushed me away
    KryBesideTheRiver KryBesideTheRiver 26-30, F Feb 16

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    At night when the moon is full,

    i hide in the sheet beginning to drool. Dream of wonder and love, filled with nightmares of pain and hatred. Two halves collide in war that cannot be broken, my heart has lost its last token. The only love in which lives now, is beaten by the other forces that are rotten and...
    MussiociZinni MussiociZinni 16-17, M Jan 4

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    On guys, they're all the same

    and there's none with good intentions out there and yes I've heard it all before "they're all not the same" "you'll find someone" but no.
    Mariejxy Mariejxy 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    In Humans

    I still would like the world to be a better place. I still support these in pain and living injustice. But I don't relate to "people", to the mass. And I don't want to. It can be taken for coldness and arrogance, but it's more rebellion and disgust...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 27, 2009

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    Blaaaaaahhh

    So I went to see my doctor a little while ago and he made me feel like crap. I cried and **** and all he did was give me some tablets to keep me calm. They ran out after 2 weeks. Over a month later, I get a counselling appointment, this then gets cancelled and I get another one...
    ForeverOnABoat ForeverOnABoat 18-21, F 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    Lonelyndepressedgirl Lonelyndepressedgirl 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am sad that I have lost my faith in God. I used to be a very strong, Christian until I started questioning and becoming involved in leadership in the church. I saw so much...
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    I have been on this diet since June 10th and I have lost 26 pounds! This is really working for me. I do not eat any dairy products, or drink them, I am gluten-free, high fructose...
    alyjrose alyjrose 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27

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    I have not eaten any solid food past 3 days. Yesteday morning i had a slice of bread and yet i couldnt finish it all.. Today i just weigh myself and have lost 3 kgs.. Im not happy...
    prettygoddess prettygoddess 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    i think we should understand the meaning of our dad and mom before we have lost them :(
    berealistic81 berealistic81 26-30, M 3 Responses Aug 4

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    So people always ask me why they have trouble loosing weight and a hard time wanting to eat the right way. The best way to start on that rewarding journey is to get your hormones...
    CaseyHiemenz CaseyHiemenz 18-21, M Jul 23

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    I feel so bad about all this ****** up things happening in this world. We don't notice but this world is literally burning itself down. So many fights in so many countries, so many...
    maee96 maee96 16-17, F Jul 22

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    My mother died of breast cancer two years ago next week. I still think about her a lot, and I hope she'll always be a part of me.
    aaronbernardo aaronbernardo 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    So ever since i got back from the clinic ive had no interest in life. i just lost about everything. and dont tell me i still have people because i dont have friends and i havent...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M Jul 22

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    I lost my Dad 2012 and I have recently lost my Mom on June 7 it's been a little over a month and I am just now starting to feel depressed. They both passed from cancer and I don't...
    LifeSucksxoxo LifeSucksxoxo 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    I'm 167.5 CM tall and I used to gain up to 65kg from 55 kg in 2 years.I've been drinking all the weekend and never watch what I eat and what time I eat. Slowly I felt like I can't...
    Ashleyoo0 Ashleyoo0 22-25, F Aug 2

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    Everyone tries to understand, but it's impossible for them to. At 14 I lost my mother to pancreatitis, which of course was difficult. Even more difficult however was losing my...
    mushumulan mushumulan 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    This year I've lost 12 kg due to my motivation, healthy eating habits and regular exercises. But today I was talking to my mom's friend who is a doctor, and she said I should be...
    brzdreamer brzdreamer 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    It started last year. My journey to shed the pounds that were making me so unhappy. I got to my heaviest weight, about 73 kilos or 160 pounds near the end of last year. Mind you...
    Ally95xx Ally95xx 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I lost 1 and a half stone without even doing anything
    Bluenox Bluenox 18-21, F Jul 25

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    I lost my marble collection. Again. :(
    ThereIsNoName ThereIsNoName 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 26

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    We'll not lost just he left when I was born I am depressed just got everything dumped on me
    battleships10 battleships10 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 28

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    My fluctuates a lot, I was really pumped and motivated for a while and Lost 20 pounds, I let go of that for a month and now I'm back, I'm pretty happy with my body! I'm just...
    katd1234 katd1234 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I lost my best friend, and grandmother, to cancer 4 years ago on christmas eve.She was always happy and smiling, and laughing.,You could not leave her house without first having a...
    Anth9012 Anth9012 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    Can I rewrite our love story? Place you and I within the perfect space in time. The perfect century on the perfect day in the perfect season. Rewrite our wrongs with rights...
    VerucaRose VerucaRose 22-25, F Aug 4

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    I think I had lost weight :( now my jeans don't really fit me. They look to big on me and weird as if I got my jeans from a fat girl. I'm no longer a size 5 :( I'm a size 3. I...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    As far as I can remember I can't recall the last time my parents ever said I love you or we are proud of you hugged me or even had a discussion with me, I'm originally francophone...
    alexaz66 alexaz66 26-30, M Aug 11

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    September 2010: Sometime this month, without knowledge, I conceived my second child. I was living in Dodge City, KS with my ex fiancé and his son. We were constantly fighting and...
    Krissysheart Krissysheart 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    Turns out she's fake and when she gets what she wants she leaves. I don't like her anymore, this is the first time I've actually disliked somebody and after everything my mom and I...
    countrygirlISTaylor countrygirlISTaylor 13-15, F Jul 28

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    Some days are good. Some aren't, I've always been told life is hard , Get over it. Why should it have to be. I can't do this...
    arabella1108 arabella1108 18-21, F Jul 29

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    John Boehner Calls Impeachment Talk A 'Scam' By The White House WASHINGTON -- Sarah Palin may have demanded that President Barack Obama be impeached, and tea party Republicans...
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    My family has a history of diseases, especially cancer. These diseases were what left my mother and her siblings orphans at young ages. I knew that one of my grandparents was...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 16-17 Jul 30

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    Ricky- US Navy Air Pilot .I was blessed to have my soldier for the time I did but it was his time to go and he did it serving our country I miss him everyday it hurts deeper than...
    ChandlerTitus1 ChandlerTitus1 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    So after a year, yesterday, of working on weight loss, eating healthy, exercising, etc, I’ve finally hit my first weight loss goal. This time last year I was an embarrassing 320...
    jbar291 jbar291 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 2

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    Sen. Rand Paul (R-Ky.) wants you to "Stand With Rand," but for all the work he has done to revise his record lately, it's getting a little hard to figure out where to place one's...
    Mrperfectstranger Mrperfectstranger 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 5

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    Actually there were two. My parents got my sister a dog in middle school. It was a shelty. It was a good dog. It liked to run around and bark at you. It would bite at your...
    nemo669 nemo669 41-45, M Aug 8

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    Once I was at a water park with two kids that I was babysitting. The kids were 10 and 12 year old boys. The park had one of those big slides that goes almost straight down with...
    Becky7171 Becky7171 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 8

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    I was meditating earlier this evening. Thoughts came and went about past loves and partners who I've been fortunate to spend time with. Then I heard the words "How sad it is to...
    ollierosser ollierosser 26-30 21 hrs ago

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    Hooray went from 194 - 189 in a few days without dieting or excercise wheuuu xD
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    Yes I had a pet Beagle and i loved her so much and feel that i killed her, i was the last person in my family to take her on a walk and it was a long one, and i had no water for...
    skull55 skull55 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 20

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    just ran across like 5 people that like to **** animals. I know there are people like that out there, but for the love all things good in the world keep it to yourself
    RavenRena17 RavenRena17 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    All they do is mess and mess till your as fragile as a porslin doll that is cracked and could shatter at any time leavin nothing but shards of bloody glass in its wake i just wish...
    noolybabe14 noolybabe14 13-15, F Jul 21

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    abbyhh25 abbyhh25 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 25

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