I Have Lost My Baby

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    i was due this april but had her by emergency c section on march 17th I was just 4 weeks shy the cause of it was placenta abrution they said there was nothing I could have done that it is very rare,but I feel like there was something I could have done.and now im to the point...
    christy86 christy86
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 7, 2013

    This isn't a story about a miscarriage.

    I had a beautiful baby girl last year in june. but I had her in an already abusive relationship. After I gave birth I stayed up for weeks at a time because her father didn't want to help me at all. on top of that, he raped me on a daily basis. before I healed from giving...
    LotusFlower994 LotusFlower994
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2014

    Tiny Fairy Belle

    I was 23 weeks and 3 days pregnant (the days important or not so in my case), I woke up for work just like any other morning but started to have some pains while I was getting ready for work. I had a bath but the pains began to get worse they started to come in waves. I felt so...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Aug 4, 2012

    Sorrow And Joy

    We were so happy to find that I was pregnant. Such an over powering amount of joy. A joy we need so much considering I had buried my mother 4 wks before. I have high blood pressure so I knew there would be some issues but for some reason I had no fear. I trusted that all would go...
    EZ1011 EZ1011
    May 21, 2012

    Staying Strong For Our Little One...

    I grew up for the most part independent and taking care of my self as well as my younger sister. I had a to make my own money to buy clothing and such at a very young age. I had my own car by the time I was 13 so this kinda painted the picture of me getting pregnant at 16 being...
    faith1389 faith1389
    22-25, F
    Jun 27, 2012

    Little Angel

    26 weeks pregnant i went in to labour, my son was so tiny at 2lb 1oz but he was perfect, the doctors worked as fast and as hard as they could to stabilize him but nothing would work, i saw the life fading out of him slowly, there was nothing else they could do, the nurse gave me...
    Lauren1307 Lauren1307
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 12, 2013

    I gave birth to a live baby girl last july 1

    through CS because she was in transverse lie position. When I saw her, i saw the most beautiful creature God has ever made. She had my eyes. Her nose and lips was from her dad. I loved her the moment I knew I had her but I loved her even more when I met her. She was crying but...
    cassandrabrienne cassandrabrienne
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 13, 2015

    Burying My Son Jakoby

    June 15, 2013 I had to do the hardest thing I ever had to do bury my son. I stood up in a funeral home for 2 long hours weeping and in so much physical and mental pain. 4 days prior I had given birth to my stillborn son and suffered from a 4th degree tear. People poured in from...
    jakobysmom jakobysmom
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Oct 17, 2013

    Remembering My Little Angel :(

    On the 9 of October 2012 I experienced cramps but didn’t take notice of it as I thought it was just an infection. Later during the day my feet started swelling en I started getting back aches but still didn’t think much all I said to Vivian was that he should massage my back...
    vivzangel vivzangel
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 10, 2013


    I was 18, recently married and pregnant for the first time. I was suprised and excited a the thought of being a mother. My pregnancy went well and I didn't have any problems. I was 33 wks along when I went in for an ultrasound and everything was fine and they gave me a pic of my...
    bv830 bv830
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 12, 2012

    We lost him around 6 months in to the pregnancy.

    she had to birth him. i almost tore the side rail off the bed when they couldnt find the heart beat. everyone was so worried about her. I just wanted to die! the other day we watched a episode of Grey's Anatomy and it was when one of the main couples loses their son. all i could...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 2, 2015

    Please read. I hope I find on here the help I'm

    looking for. One of the best days of my life was when I found out I was pregnant that same day I found out I was expecting twins. That was the most amazing news ever. The first weeks were pretty good. Just a little bit of nausea but nothing mayor. At 13 weeks i was told I had a...
    Deyi90 Deyi90
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2015

    No Title

    A morning warm  with sunshinewho thought such pain would comeNot IAn afternoon of blue skieswho thought such loss would comeNot IAn evening veiled in ebony darknesswho thought such despair would comeNot IIn the years that followedwho thought  this woman would still cryShe...
    Tgilly Tgilly
    51-55, F
    5 Responses Sep 22, 2011


    My wife wrote on here about our daughters few days ago...now I want to get my feelings out . Eloise, or Elle as I called her, was my pride and joy. Niomi and I dated for awhile before marrying, but I'd always pictured having children with her. I'm older then Niomi, and before...
    matthewh matthewh
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Oct 16, 2013

    My Little Angels

    my husband and i have been together for 5 years and married for 2 in march my husband and i have wanted a baby for as long as we can remember he is the love of my life and all i want to do give give him a baby . I have a condition called polocystic overian syndome witch causes...
    rachellemurray89 rachellemurray89
    2 Responses Aug 17, 2011

    Mother Intuition

    I went to full term plus two weeks past my due date. It was a wonderful pregnancy so problems not even false labor. I did notice my stomach was huge and felt like my son might be to big for delivery. At 41 weeks i calles around and tried to get an ultrasound. The places i called...
    steph11912 steph11912
    26-30, F
    3 Responses May 21, 2013

    Words Can't Express..

    .. Words can't express the pain, hurt, anger and depression you go through when you have lost your child. Your baby is a part of you growing inside you and you feel the natural instinct to protect, nuture and care for it but what happens when you lose that? So many emotions its...
    Blackbarbie27 Blackbarbie27
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 23, 2014

    I had a miscarage. And to make it all Worse my

    nephew just passed away from sids at 5months:(
    Sjk15 Sjk15
    18-21, F
    Aug 29, 2014

    Letter To My Son.

    When I found out I was going to have you I was happier than I had ever been in my life. When I lost you my world was shattered. Every plan I had made was gone. Decorating your room, holding you, shopping for you was no longer an option. I will never hear you cry, or see your...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy
    1 Response Oct 10, 2012

    I found out I was pregnant at 18wks

    and it was a baby girl at 21wks on April 12, 2013 I lost her due to my placenta being infected it made me go into labor early she was so precious just shy of 1pound it seemed so quick when everything happened I had been trying for a long time. About 2months later I found out I...
    shae616 shae616
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 3, 2014

    My Princess Lives In My Heart

    On September 24th, I had my monthly prenatal appointment. I told the doctor of symptoms I had that I was worried about. My doctor just told me everything was fine. The next day, my baby was born. I went into preterm labor. All my symptoms that I had told my doctor about were...
    sweetnightmare sweetnightmare
    26-30, F
    37 Responses Oct 21, 2007

    My Darling Baby Born Sleeping

    on the 1st of november this year my baby boy was born sleeping i had a normal pregnancy until i caught swine flu at around 26 weeks since having it i had really bad  period type pains in my lower back and belly no one bothered to send me for a scan to check on my baby on...
    ebony2009 ebony2009
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Nov 30, 2009


    Me and my Partner went for our 20 weeks scan on the 12th of April and we was very happy before the scan when we went into the scan and the lady was measuring the baby and took a long time and I said something is wrong and my partner said no babe don't worry. The lady went and got...
    kirsty23 kirsty23
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Oct 13, 2013

    Eloise Madison

    My husband and I welcomed Eloise Madison on August 7th 2013. She was perfect. 8 pounds 5 oz. beautiful. Healthy. Amazing. Eloise is our first child. We were married in September of 2012. Eloise was our everything. In the early morning hours of October 3rd we lost our baby...
    Niomi1986 Niomi1986
    26-30, F
    32 Responses Oct 12, 2013

    The Angel I Only Held Once

    I only got to hold my angel one day after he was born stillborn. Losing my child is the hardest thing I deal with everyday. I miss that little boy so much. He will always be my little superhero. To read the full story of my pregnancy check out my story- Jakoby Anthony
    jakobysmom jakobysmom
    31-35, F
    Oct 17, 2013

    My Angel Princess Jaylie

    It was November 20th 2012 , I was 5 months into the pregnancy when I lost my baby girl . " No young girl should go through this , im so sorry but there isn't a heartbeat " keep re-playing in my mind . " You're 15 you didn't deserve the baby " , " You were stupid enough to open up...
    RIPJaylie RIPJaylie
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 11, 2012

    I Lost My Precious Baby Girl

    hi all , i had a normal pregnacy my whole time up until my 37wks 5days appt . Went in at 8am the doc couldnt find a heartbeat now i am thinkin somethings wrong with his machine so he says lets have a look on the ultrasound. i seen my baby girl but noooooooo heartbeat how could...
    knockout30 knockout30
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2013

    Few days ago i made tattoo dedicated to my baby

    boy. He was born on Nov,23 and God took him back 5 days later. My lovely angel died on Nov,27. I miss him so much. :-(  What do u think about my tattoo? Have u ever made it in memory of people u love? 
    yuliano4ka yuliano4ka
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 11, 2015

    I'm So Done With This

    So I posted my miscarriage story a little while ago. The father of my baby, I found out the day after I posted it, had gotten engaged THAT DAY to the girl he walked out on me for. The girl he'd known for less than two months. I don't understand. I hate him, but it hurts. I've...
    LetMeSmile LetMeSmile
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 12, 2013

    Mommy's Lil Butterfly

    I was dating the love of my life for 3 1/2 years, our relationship ended badly we broe up and dident speak nor talk for a yer 1/2. Finally we saw each other and feelings started to come back and thats how I became pregnant with my my Angel. My daughters father wasn't there for me...
    Nevaeh62511 Nevaeh62511
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 9, 2012

    This is a poem I wrote shortly

    after it happened, when I had finally come face to face with what happened. You don't have to read it, I just felt like sharing it. Cracked, sanguine seeping fissures, Biting, raw gorge, flesh aflame. Unquenchable fire, all moisture disintegrating. A phantom heart beating...
    FatalOrca FatalOrca
    22-25, F
    Jan 6, 2016

    Words Can't Express....

    Words can't express the pain, hurt, anger and depression you go through when you have lost your child. Your baby is a part of you growing inside you and you feel the natural instinct to protect, nuture and care for it but what happens when you lose that? So many emotions its hard...
    Blackbarbie1987 Blackbarbie1987
    26-30, F
    13 Responses Jan 19, 2013

    My Heart Grew Wings

    10 months ago my heart grew wings....I gave birth to my baby girl at 26 weeks. After 6 weeks on hosptial bedrest, numerous blood transfusion and every doctor urging me to terminate I insisted keeping her until nature took it couse. My baby was born at 1 lb 11 1/2 oz and 16 inches...
    emmyloveseva emmyloveseva
    2 Responses Apr 11, 2013

    My Warrior ≪3

    On the 19th of July me and my partner were watching football and as I am a big football fan I was screaming for my team and jumping off my chair. after a while I was getting pains in my back and in front I was only 22 weeks pregnant, and I remember telling my partner and I just...
    kirstent kirstent
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2013

    Please feel free to read my story about losing

    my daughter, Bella, at nine days old at, timewithbella.com -Miranda
    jmccb jmccb
    36-40, F
    Sep 17, 2014

    I was eight months pregnant.

    ..i fell on ice...we went to the er they told us Desirea was ok...i went for an ultrasound two days later...they told me there was no heartbeat...that she was gone...im devastated...my husband sort of shows his emotion about loosing her but it feels like i have no one to talk to...
    howdoimoveonnow howdoimoveonnow
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 13, 2014

    Letter To My Son 2

    Dear Ryder, Your first birthday is coming up. I should be going overboard. Getting you a new birthday outfit so everybody can admire how cute you are. Buying you lots of presents so you can decide the boxes are more fun. Getting a piñata that others could...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy
    2 Responses Aug 16, 2013

    Someone I Can Never Have

    In April 2013, I became pregnant with my baby. Her father and I were no longer a couple, as he said he wanted to wait until he got done with military training to resume our relationship. Instead, he had been fooling around behind my back. I found out a little while later that I...
    LetMeSmile LetMeSmile
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 4, 2013

    A Big Peice Of Me Gone.

    I wasn't due til October. But last night my Fiance and I came to the ER because our baby wasn't moving. They messed around wi th the dopplers and big machines, but no heartbeat could be found. So then came the ultrasound, again nothing. They broke the news to us as best they...
    dontknowanymore9 dontknowanymore9
    3 Responses Aug 4, 2013

    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 13, 2014

    An Angel Born Who I Had The Pleasure To Hold But Had To Send Back To Be Told He Would Come Again

    My child i was told when having not such a good day - that i had given birth to an angel little boy. I had the honour to hold in physical form, who touched me and blessed me with their love before he went back home again. I write down the the minutes i cry in the day to see that...
    justinevandeweg justinevandeweg
    31-35, F
    Apr 22, 2013

    The Part Of Me That Was

    I was away at work when i found out that me and my partner were going to become mummy and daddy i couldn't wait to tell him. When i told him we were both over the moon we had only been trying for 2 months we had planned a week away but decided just to stay home and take it easy...
    shayhollier shayhollier
    22-25, F
    May 3, 2013

    Baby Star,Flower Tot And Baby Boo Xx

    I had three miscarrages in a matter of three year, i was in bad pain and bleeding alot,i had to go for a scan to make sure nothing else was there. It was heart breaking i couldnt get my head around it i lost them all at 7 weeks so i didnt know the sex of them, thats why i called...
    westlife213 westlife213
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2013

    28 Days

    o one holds me at night I am a woman but I feel like a child I Look around me seeing all the women with children yet I am thirty with no children for if I tried to carry a child I could die I wanted to try so I had to take a bag of blood to save my life I look around me at all...
    poet4God poet4God
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 13, 2012

    It was a rape baby.The rape was hard enough

    and then I was getting better till I went to the docter where they told me I lost the baby.I was so ready to raise a rape baby and it had to die.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Aug 31, 2015
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