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I Have Lost My Baby

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    The Angel I Only Held Once

    I only got to hold my angel one day after he was born stillborn. Losing my child is the hardest thing I deal with everyday. I miss that little boy so much. He will always be my little superhero. To read the full story of my pregnancy check out my story- Jakoby Anthony
    jakobysmom jakobysmom 26-30, F Oct 17, 2013

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    Elle

    My wife wrote on here about our daughters few days ago...now I want to get my feelings out . Eloise, or Elle as I called her, was my pride and joy. Niomi and I dated for awhile before marrying, but I'd always pictured having children with her. I'm older then Niomi, and before...
    matthewh matthewh 36-40, M 5 Responses Oct 16, 2013

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    Sorrow And Joy

    We were so happy to find that I was pregnant. Such an over powering amount of joy. A joy we need so much considering I had buried my mother 4 wks before. I have high blood pressure so I knew there would be some issues but for some reason I had no fear. I trusted that all would go...
    EZ1011 EZ1011 22-25 1 Response May 21, 2012

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    Someone I Can Never Have

    In April 2013, I became pregnant with my baby. Her father and I were no longer a couple, as he said he wanted to wait until he got done with military training to resume our relationship. Instead, he had been fooling around behind my back. I found out a little while later that I...
    LetMeSmile LetMeSmile 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    Burying My Son Jakoby

    June 15, 2013 I had to do the hardest thing I ever had to do bury my son. I stood up in a funeral home for 2 long hours weeping and in so much physical and mental pain. 4 days prior I had given birth to my stillborn son and suffered from a 4th degree tear. People poured in from...
    jakobysmom jakobysmom 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    I found out I was pregnant at 18wks

    and it was a baby girl at 21wks on April 12, 2013 I lost her due to my placenta being infected it made me go into labor early she was so precious just shy of 1pound it seemed so quick when everything happened I had been trying for a long time. About 2months later I found out I...
    shae616 shae616 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I was eight months pregnant.

    ..i fell on ice...we went to the er they told us Desirea was ok...i went for an ultrasound two days later...they told me there was no heartbeat...that she was gone...im devastated...my husband sort of shows his emotion about loosing her but it feels like i have no one to talk to...
    howdoimoveonnow howdoimoveonnow 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 13

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    My Angel Princess Jaylie

    It was November 20th 2012 , I was 5 months into the pregnancy when I lost my baby girl . " No young girl should go through this , im so sorry but there isn't a heartbeat " keep re-playing in my mind . " You're 15 you didn't deserve the baby " , " You were stupid enough to open up...
    RIPJaylie RIPJaylie 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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    My Baby Born Sleeping

    We found out on our 1year anniversary we were going to have a baby.  The whole pregnancy was going great.  We found out at 20 weeks we were going to have a little boy.  At 26 weeks I had really bad upper back pain.  I went to the hospital cause I just knew...
    countrygirl2185 countrygirl2185 22-25, F Jun 12, 2010

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    Baby Star,Flower Tot And Baby Boo Xx

    I had three miscarrages in a matter of three year, i was in bad pain and bleeding alot,i had to go for a scan to make sure nothing else was there. It was heart breaking i couldnt get my head around it i lost them all at 7 weeks so i didnt know the sex of them, thats why i called...
    westlife213 westlife213 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2013

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    My Little Angels

    my husband and i have been together for 5 years and married for 2 in march my husband and i have wanted a baby for as long as we can remember he is the love of my life and all i want to do give give him a baby . I have a condition called polocystic overian syndome witch causes...
    rachellemurray89 rachellemurray89 22-25 2 Responses Aug 17, 2011

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    My Little Lost Boy.

    I found out I was pregnant with my third baby when my son was only four months old. I wasn't very excited especially after the difficult pregnancy and delivery I had with him. But as time went on and my little one grew and grew I got more and more excited until my 18 week check...
    Veastia85 Veastia85 26-30 1 Response Apr 19, 2013

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    My Princess Lives In My Heart

    On September 24th, I had my monthly prenatal appointment. I told the doctor of symptoms I had that I was worried about. My doctor just told me everything was fine. The next day, my baby was born. I went into preterm labor. All my symptoms that I had told my doctor about were...
    sweetnightmare sweetnightmare 26-30, F 38 Responses Oct 21, 2007

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    Olivia-Grace

    Me and my Partner went for our 20 weeks scan on the 12th of April and we was very happy before the scan when we went into the scan and the lady was measuring the baby and took a long time and I said something is wrong and my partner said no babe don't worry. The lady went and got...
    kirsty23 kirsty23 22-25, F 9 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    Eloise Madison

    My husband and I welcomed Eloise Madison on August 7th 2013. She was perfect. 8 pounds 5 oz. beautiful. Healthy. Amazing. Eloise is our first child. We were married in September of 2012. Eloise was our everything. In the early morning hours of October 3rd we lost our baby...
    Niomi1986 Niomi1986 26-30, F 37 Responses Oct 12, 2013

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    River

    i was due this april but had her by emergency c section on march 17th I was just 4 weeks shy the cause of it was placenta abrution they said there was nothing I could have done that it is very rare,but I feel like there was something I could have done.and now im to the point...
    christy86 christy86 26-30, F 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    Words Can't Express....

    Words can't express the pain, hurt, anger and depression you go through when you have lost your child. Your baby is a part of you growing inside you and you feel the natural instinct to protect, nuture and care for it but what happens when you lose that? So many emotions its hard...
    Blackbarbie1987 Blackbarbie1987 26-30, F 17 Responses Jan 19, 2013

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    An Angel Born Who I Had The Pleasure To Hold But Had To Send Back To Be Told He Would Come Again

    My child i was told when having not such a good day - that i had given birth to an angel little boy. I had the honour to hold in physical form, who touched me and blessed me with their love before he went back home again. I write down the the minutes i cry in the day to see that...
    justinevandeweg justinevandeweg 31-35, F Apr 22, 2013

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    Mother Intuition

    I went to full term plus two weeks past my due date. It was a wonderful pregnancy so problems not even false labor. I did notice my stomach was huge and felt like my son might be to big for delivery. At 41 weeks i calles around and tried to get an ultrasound. The places i called...
    steph11912 steph11912 26-30, F 2 Responses May 21, 2013

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    My Sleeping Angel Ariana. Mummy Misses U Everyday Baby Girl.

    Wow, that was such an emotional story. I'm so sorry for your loss. U must be a very strong woman to go through all of that. It will be 6 weeks tomorrow that I gave birth to my sleeping angel Ariana. I was 38.6 weeks pregnant when I hadn't felt her move, so we went up to the...
    Ari15 Ari15 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 24, 2013

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    I Lost My Precious Baby Girl

    hi all , i had a normal pregnacy my whole time up until my 37wks 5days appt . Went in at 8am the doc couldnt find a heartbeat now i am thinkin somethings wrong with his machine so he says lets have a look on the ultrasound. i seen my baby girl but noooooooo heartbeat how could...
    knockout30 knockout30 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2013

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    Letter To My Son.

    When I found out I was going to have you I was happier than I had ever been in my life. When I lost you my world was shattered. Every plan I had made was gone. Decorating your room, holding you, shopping for you was no longer an option. I will never hear you cry, or see your...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 1 Response Oct 10, 2012

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    Remembering My Little Angel :(

    On the 9 of October 2012 I experienced cramps but didn’t take notice of it as I thought it was just an infection. Later during the day my feet started swelling en I started getting back aches but still didn’t think much all I said to Vivian was that he should massage my back...
    vivzangel vivzangel 26-30, F Apr 10, 2013

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    What Now

    on 22 august this year i went for my scan that i had privatly booked as i had a dating scan at 8 weeks that showd a heartbeat,so the hospital wouldnt give me another until 20 weeks.i was so exited for the arrival of our first  baby i couldnt wait.i shold have been 14 weeks...
    donnaleedz donnaleedz 21-25, F 8 Responses Sep 3, 2007

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    A Big Peice Of Me Gone.

    I wasn't due til October. But last night my Fiance and I came to the ER because our baby wasn't moving. They messed around wi th the dopplers and big machines, but no heartbeat could be found. So then came the ultrasound, again nothing. They broke the news to us as best they...
    dontknowanymore9 dontknowanymore9 22-25 3 Responses Aug 4, 2013

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    I'm So Done With This

    So I posted my miscarriage story a little while ago. The father of my baby, I found out the day after I posted it, had gotten engaged THAT DAY to the girl he walked out on me for. The girl he'd known for less than two months. I don't understand. I hate him, but it hurts. I've...
    LetMeSmile LetMeSmile 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    28 Days

    o one holds me at night I am a woman but I feel like a child I Look around me seeing all the women with children yet I am thirty with no children for if I tried to carry a child I could die I wanted to try so I had to take a bag of blood to save my life I look around me at all...
    poet4God poet4God 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2012

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    No Title

    A morning warm  with sunshinewho thought such pain would comeNot IAn afternoon of blue skieswho thought such loss would comeNot IAn evening veiled in ebony darknesswho thought such despair would comeNot IIn the years that followedwho thought  this woman would still cryShe...
    Tgilly Tgilly 51-55, F 5 Responses Sep 22, 2011

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    Beautiful But Sad

       In another story I lost my virginity at 26 to my then GF. As a result she got pregnant. We were very apprehensive not being ready for a baby. Her family kicked her out of the house and she came to stay with mine. Her parents told her she should have an abortion, but I told...
    PrairieDog71 PrairieDog71 41-45, M 9 Responses Jun 5, 2012

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    Staying Strong For Our Little One...

    I grew up for the most part independent and taking care of my self as well as my younger sister. I had a to make my own money to buy clothing and such at a very young age. I had my own car by the time I was 13 so this kinda painted the picture of me getting pregnant at 16 being...
    faith1389 faith1389 22-25, F Jun 27, 2012

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    The Part Of Me That Was

    I was away at work when i found out that me and my partner were going to become mummy and daddy i couldn't wait to tell him. When i told him we were both over the moon we had only been trying for 2 months we had planned a week away but decided just to stay home and take it easy...
    shayhollier shayhollier 18-21, F May 3, 2013

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    Yeah

    I am so upset I want a baby sooo badly I had one natural misscarriage in Dec 19.. My boyfriend cried so hard, and so did I .. We noticed I was pregnant like a short time after we misscarried one, and i was 7 1/2 weeks pregnant when my mom slipped me abortion pills, which she...
    JJsTear JJsTear 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2008

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    My Warrior ≪3

    On the 19th of July me and my partner were watching football and as I am a big football fan I was screaming for my team and jumping off my chair. after a while I was getting pains in my back and in front I was only 22 weeks pregnant, and I remember telling my partner and I just...
    kirstent kirstent 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2013

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    Little Angel

    26 weeks pregnant i went in to labour, my son was so tiny at 2lb 1oz but he was perfect, the doctors worked as fast and as hard as they could to stabilize him but nothing would work, i saw the life fading out of him slowly, there was nothing else they could do, the nurse gave me...
    Lauren1307 Lauren1307 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 12, 2013

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    My Darling Baby Born Sleeping

    on the 1st of november this year my baby boy was born sleeping i had a normal pregnancy until i caught swine flu at around 26 weeks since having it i had really bad  period type pains in my lower back and belly no one bothered to send me for a scan to check on my baby on...
    ebony2009 ebony2009 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    My Baby Is Dead Because Of Me

    Today i found out my baby doesnt have a heart beat, i'm supposed to be nearly 8 weeks pregnant. i was in a car accident last week and broke my nose but the adrenaline and fear was too much for my body, causing my thyroid and heart rate to fly out of control. My own body killed my...
    dancingpigtails dancingpigtails 22-25, F 6 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    Letter To My Son 2

    Dear Ryder, Your first birthday is coming up. I should be going overboard. Getting you a new birthday outfit so everybody can admire how cute you are. Buying you lots of presents so you can decide the boxes are more fun. Getting a piñata that others could...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Heartbroken

    I was 18, recently married and pregnant for the first time. I was suprised and excited a the thought of being a mother. My pregnancy went well and I didn't have any problems. I was 33 wks along when I went in for an ultrasound and everything was fine and they gave me a pic of my...
    bv830 bv830 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2012

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    Future Mother Of An Angel Baby

    My name is Jess. I am 26 yrs old & a single mother to two beautiful sons. On 12/19, I am scheduled for a medical miscarriage... aka an abortion. Please read my story before you pass judgement. Beginning earlier this year, I started having weird medical issues. First I was...
    diamondeyes13 diamondeyes13 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 12, 2012

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    Mommy's Lil Butterfly

    I was dating the love of my life for 3 1/2 years, our relationship ended badly we broe up and dident speak nor talk for a yer 1/2. Finally we saw each other and feelings started to come back and thats how I became pregnant with my my Angel. My daughters father wasn't there for me...
    Nevaeh62511 Nevaeh62511 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 9, 2012

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    Can't Do School Anymore.

    I dropped out of the best high school in my city and I cant get into any other school because of it. I am in a FreshStart program but I am having problems actually going to school for two reasons, one it's too far away, and two it is also the Catholic School Boards Pregnant and...
    NikkiAuger NikkiAuger 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    My Heart Grew Wings

    10 months ago my heart grew wings....I gave birth to my baby girl at 26 weeks. After 6 weeks on hosptial bedrest, numerous blood transfusion and every doctor urging me to terminate I insisted keeping her until nature took it couse. My baby was born at 1 lb 11 1/2 oz and 16 inches...
    emmyloveseva emmyloveseva 26-30 3 Responses Apr 11, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    My name is Kelli. Attached is my before and after picture!!! I'm 24 years old and a I would love to share my short but great story about weight loss that might help you in your...
    kellirae22 kellirae22 22-25, F Jul 8

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    Yes, I'm talking about religion. My family contains a mixture of Buddhists and Christians, so I grew up respecting both (if not, all) religions. Heck, I think I was ready to slap...
    Serendipiity Serendipiity 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    If there is anything I want or could ask for out of life, it's 2 things. I just want to be a loving wife & mother!! I'm so ready to meet my future husband.. I'm already 21 and I'd...
    FutureSouthernMama28 FutureSouthernMama28 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I have lost the most important woman in my life, my mother, 5 years ago. It's still the most painful event in my life. Losing her unexpectedly, when everything seems okay after...
    BakerQueen14 BakerQueen14 22-25, F Jul 3

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    I have finally accepted that i have lost what i had for my husband a long time ago, maybe i have held on for so long because i have been scared to be on my own. I know my mental...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jul 3

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    I have been on this diet since June 10th and I have lost 26 pounds! This is really working for me. I do not eat any dairy products, or drink them, I am gluten-free, high fructose...
    alyjrose alyjrose 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Today is the 3 year anniversary of me finding out I lost my baby girl...I was 5 months pregnant with my step-brother's baby (we weren't siblings yet our parents weren't even dating...
    BabyFox1995 BabyFox1995 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    John Boehner Calls Impeachment Talk A 'Scam' By The White House WASHINGTON -- Sarah Palin may have demanded that President Barack Obama be impeached, and tea party Republicans...
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    Some days are good. Some aren't, I've always been told life is hard , Get over it. Why should it have to be. I can't do this...
    arabella1108 arabella1108 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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