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I Have Lost My Faith In God

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    I Am Forgotten

    My life has always been filled with God, and I have always done my best to do God's will. I followed him and made choices because I felt that is what He wanted. Now it has become clear what He wishes, and where His plan has taken me. It is awful. I started out with a horrible and...
    faithnomore1965 faithnomore1965 46-50 3 Responses Aug 15, 2012

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    He Doesn't Hear Me...

    I've prayed until it my head explodes.... I have completely given up. I have my share of problems like the rest of the world. I only pray that my family can stay healthy and together while we go through anything that we are ever going through and so far the only thing that has...
    queeniegirl queeniegirl 31-35, F 17 Responses Jul 21, 2009

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    At one point of time YOU did have some faith in

    God, because you wouldn't had said you "lost" faith in Him. Whatever your going through, don't let it cloud or darken your love and faith for God and His Son Jesus Christ. Read the Bible for YOURSELF !! Talk to Jesus and God Yourself !!! John 14: 9-10 I am the gate; whoever...
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I see the believers couldn't find any evidence

    for any God, so they block me out, so much for their discussion. Religious zealots of all denominations are both delusional and dangerous, shouldn't they be peaceful and articulate?
    AidanMac AidanMac 51-55, M 3 Responses Sep 23

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    It's so humanistic for humans to create god in

    their image. A god who believes what they believe, who agrees with them on moral grounds, who dislikes who they dislike and who have qualities they would like their creator to have. Once we try to define 'god' then it is no longer god, it is an image we created from our minds...
    NyxLara NyxLara 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 7

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    Lost Faith In Him

    Hello everyone, I would like to share my story with you. I grew up in a Christian family and went to church with my mother every Sunday. As a child I had a somewhat difficult childhood. I was being  picked on quite allot and that obviously had an effect on my...
    stip stip 26-30, M 14 Responses Mar 20, 2010

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    I can't help but feel,

    from time to time like I am just wandering, with no end, lost, lonely, confused, and so far, I have not seen a ray of light, a glimmer of hope, or an act that moves me. I no longer feel love, I barely feel anger, I feel sadness but only for a second before it wavers off into...
    TermsofEndearment TermsofEndearment 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 5, 2013

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    Losing My Faith Day By Day

    I once thought that God looked out for me and took care of me and that he loved and took care of those who could not help them selves, I thought that he answered prayers. But how can there be a God if he lets my son suffer. How could there be a God if he ignores my prayers for...
    fallingfromgrace fallingfromgrace 21-25, F 2 Responses May 9, 2013

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    Give Me A Break... God

    Dear god. I'm went to church yesterday and....the friend who took me told me afterwards that you have something special for me becuz I'd all I've gone through. I want to believe her but...I can't. My life has been a nightmare and it sucks...totally. I never had a real mother...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    I lost faith in God. I don't believe he ever

    loved me, I don't think he ever cared about me, and I also feel like he hates me and is punishing me for losing faith in him. :'( I don't even know what to believe anymore.....
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 27

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    When started to study the bible ,

    I gradually lost faith in God I cannot understand all the promises that are made in the Bible to protect his children to keep them safe how much they are loved by God yet he left them alone in the garden and for the one time they did not obey him they were cast out where was the...
    willisca49 willisca49 61-65, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    Bpack Bpack 31-35 2 Responses Dec 3

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    It is a horrific brutal self abnegatory

    nightmare of a faith, and I am profoundly tortured about it, and overwhelmed. I needed nourishment after I visited you, and instead was strangulated with conviction that it's sin to have or think of or look at pictures of the love my brain has been dissociated and tortured and...
    Ajushi Ajushi 31-35, M 5 Responses Jun 23

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    Christianity.. Fake...

    This is my proof of the fraudulent, and manipulation of the bible, Don’t get me wrong.. I am not against God, Or Jesus. But, I do believe that these stories were manipulated for the purpose of control, which has succeeded greatly, First of all History back’s me up, for my...
    ShallowDreamers ShallowDreamers 22-25, M 12 Responses Feb 2, 2011

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    Disbelief...

    Yeah, I couldn't believe it when I heard this stuff exists. there are nonbelievers, Really? I don't blame them. I've spent so much time to fúcking make you humans special. Look at the nonsense; look at it! You're all killing each other for fúcking Klondike bars and going insane...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    I don't know.. I want to believe in God,

    but nothing good has come out of it. I was once a strong follower of God it's hard for me to believe he exist. How can someone so powerful let all these horrible things happen to this world? Everyone said he didn't create evil but they say he creates all of us then if we turn...
    iamj iamj 16-17, F 7 Responses May 6

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    There Is Only One Sin. That Is Weakness....

    Naked I came out of my mother's womb and naked I return. Helpless I came and helpless I go. Helpless I am now. And we do not know [the goal]. It is terrible for us to think about it. We get such odd ideas! We go to a medium and see if the ghost can help us. Think of the weakness...
    Abhih123 Abhih123 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 20, 2012

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    Are you there GOD? It's me,

    Kortnee. I'm sorry for neglecting you. Please help me to have faith in you. I want to believe in you. It's just so hard for me to believe in something when I don't have proof. I tell my friends and family that I believe in you because I so badly want to but the truth is, I doubt...
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 26-30, F 16 Responses Feb 15

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    I am considering unbelief again.

    I have been brutalized by God with convictions that have strangulated my person, and torn flesh from bone. I have sought The Lord with radical zeal, and yet faced torment, isolation, ongoing starvation for human attachment. And to this day, not a word of consolation from...
    Ajushi Ajushi 31-35, M 4 Responses Jun 7

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    There is no god, all are imaginary best friends.

    Get used to us being alone until we find life in some other world.
    AidanMac AidanMac 51-55, M 5 Responses Sep 23

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    I love God with all my heart

    and I always will, I believe in him, but lately I started starting losing faith in him. I've been so depressed lately for about a year now. Nothing good has come to me. Everyone keeps saying "talk to God, he'll help show you the way" or "call on him and he will take your pain...
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 2 Responses May 18

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    My husband had EMERGENCY heart surgery 2 years

    ago, we fell behind on all our bills. I had heart surgery a year later. Now I cannot work. I stay depressed. I worry about EVERYTHING! His health, my health, the bills, getting sick all over again. Staying out of the ER! Things just keep getting worse and worse. I have lost my...
    bet105 bet105 56-60, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I detest my sins, oh Lord.

    Remember me in your kingdom, and cast me not into the eternal fire.
    Ajushi Ajushi 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    I Have Lost My Faith In God Years Ago

    I didnt lose my faith because he let me down... I lost my faith because I realized that I didnt really believe... I worshiped someone I didnt know.. I worshiped him so he wouldnt send me to hell and I gurantee thats why alot of people do worship him.. You cant be forced to...
    ShallowDreamers ShallowDreamers 22-25, M 43 Responses Dec 3, 2008

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    There Is No God

    If there is a God?Why would He let children suffer with abusive parents?If there is a God?Why would there be Cancer?If there is a godWhy is there so much hunger in this worldIf there is a godWhy is the world like thisIf there is a godHe is a tyrantAnd someone needs to take him...
    LittleLion19 LittleLion19 18-21, F 15 Responses Apr 28, 2012

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    I posted a little while back on this specific

    topic. I've noticed a lot of people responding to my post. And I don't think they understood my message. I noticed some people judging my and others opinions on their faith and beliefs. This is exactly what i am talking about. The fighting between the different beliefs of other...
    Lalafancy Lalafancy 18-21, F May 26

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    Why is it that so much suffering comes to the

    most selfless and generous people. How can a God allow this to happen? If there were a God, how is it that these people are allowed to suffer.
    Felicia209 Felicia209 18-21, F 1 Response May 22

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    Who & where is God? What perfect being creates

    an imperfect world? Why does evil exist? How does an all mighty powerful creature hide from a mere germ in a enormous galactic solar system? These are the type of questions I asked myself everyday. I remember reading the bible and looking towards science for the answer. It...
    Mind3Body Mind3Body 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I used to love you, and pray to you every night.

    Now you have cursed me with anorexia. I lost so much cause of you. I was sent away for months to be I'm treatment away from my family who barely saw me, the nurses there treated me terribly. They didnt care for me, they ignored me every night when I cried myself to sleep cause...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 13-15, F 6 Responses May 21

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    Here is my version of religion

    if you believe me is such an eye opener lol
    lifeaintshit lifeaintshit 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 4

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    for a while now since my dad died 2008

    and i was alone in my struggles. I haven't been going to church since then either. But i wanna get it back somehow or I feel I'm not gonna make it because I don't have much to hold on to.
    Tristan421 Tristan421 31-35, M 5 Responses Oct 23

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    Fell Betrayed And Let Down!

    All my life I've lived according to what's been drilled into my mind about how a good, God fearing person should live like. I've spent 39 years believing that God is all knowing and all merciful. I've refrained myself from anything that might offend God. I've been told that if I...
    Zevaztian Zevaztian 36-40, M 21 Responses Feb 6, 2010

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    I'm About To Lose My Faith In God

    This year has made me question my faith in God and that he does love us. I have been lonely, I'm sure everyone has but I have never had a girlfriend. I've came close ones but I got burned real bad and on New Years Day of all things. Then my friends relationship goes sour and she...
    shadow1013 shadow1013 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 28, 2010

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    These things I have described,

    are issues I need answers to, and God has not provided them. He strangled me with convictions that it is sin even to think of or look at photos of the intimacy that my brain and spirit have been tortured and fractured for the lack of. What a dehumanizing horror, to take a...
    Ajushi Ajushi 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 12

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    I recently wrote my story about how much I have

    lost faith in God and how unfair He has been to me. Well, I think after the events of this last week, I am officially done with Him. He refuses to listen to me, help me, or give me a f***ing break. So much for all of the "rules" and guidelines for what a person has to do to get...
    SD4me SD4me 41-45, F Sep 22

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    I have been abused physically

    and mentally by my mother and stepfather for 6 years of my live. every night i would pray for a better family but instead things just got worse.I started hating him for the live he gave me so i started not to believe him. what kind of man lets that happen to a child
    jonathan10018102 jonathan10018102 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 18

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    I knew by age 8 Christianity was ridiculous.

    That doesn't mean you can't believe in god. That just means you don't have to hate gays, it's ok to get a divorce, believing in a different religion is not cause for war, and sex before marriage is awesome, not a damnable sin. The bible was written by humans in an ignorant...
    StellaNoir StellaNoir 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    All I needed all my life to prevent

    such torment and misery was human intimacy and attachment. But not only has no such nourishment ever come, I was instead handed over to Satan for demon torment and then there are the strangulating and suffocating convictions of the Holy Spirit that we are not even to think of or...
    Ajushi Ajushi 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 12

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    I am sad that I have lost my faith in God.

    I used to be a very strong, Christian until I started questioning and becoming involved in leadership in the church. I saw so much wrong going on at one time from the pastor on down -- from backbiting to gossip to plain out lies and meanness all the way to people committing...
    Katiegirlwasagirl Katiegirlwasagirl 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 31

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    Lost Faith

    I have lost my faith in God a long time ago. I used to revered Him, believing all the good, the fairness, and the Benevolence of Him. But now for me, He is just a cruel , unfair, blind God. I have suffered alot of injustices, cruelty, and sadness for this past 3 years...
    yazed yazed 31-35, M 10 Responses Jul 14, 2010

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    I used to think if I believe in God

    and be good and do the right thing.. Life will be simple and easy. I have done just that and nothing in my live has been easy. I have no faith in anything anymore.
    elusiongirl elusiongirl 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 20

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    I Don't Believe In God Too but BRAINWASHED

    I became a christian bec. I am suffering from lack of self confidence. I went to a church & the pastor told me about the book of life & if I my name is not written in it I will go to hell. that is the reason why I bec. a christian.  as clock work I went to church listened to...
    kaishinden79 kaishinden79 36-40 6 Responses Feb 28, 2011

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    I have a religious fanatic friend.

    .. She is too religious... She talks too much abt religion, god... She cannot tolerant or accept other's beliefs... As mine was different from her she used to frequently start arguements with me... That made me think...think too much... Now I have lost faith...and in fact I...
    shikoko shikoko 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 7

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    After trying to be a Christian with my

    girlfriend. Going to church, getting baptized, and working at a bible camp. I hated it all. Reading the bible I wondered why would anyone want to worship a dictating manipulator. Who has killed many because his perfect way for some reason did not work. If we is all knowing how...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 22

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    i got a letter in the mail

    that said i won 49,000 dollars and i called the person in charge and didnt get it **** you god!!!!!!!!!!!1
    NicoleSmith1031 NicoleSmith1031 18-21, F 4 Responses May 22

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    I am utterly exhausted

    and done with life within my soul.
    Ajushi Ajushi 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 16

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    I have gone through lots of disappointments

    lately ( out of job, failed exam, long waiting for pertinent program, being away from my aging parents ). For a very long time my husband was not loving and caring to me ( I accepted that a long time ago already). I have no real friends, I always end up with people who are just...
    sexysandra sexysandra 26-30 2 Responses Oct 20

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