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I Have Lost My Father

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 8 People

    The Last Two Weeks

    It's been four years but i still vividly recall every detail of his last two weeks. I was his caregiver, so i was privy to just how scary and painful the process of dying can be. I remember the awful sounds he made in his nearly unconscious state, the fear in his eyes as he...
    ahhsweetboredom ahhsweetboredom 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 22, 2013

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