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I Have Lost My Mind

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 166 People

    You don't truly know darkness

    until your mind finally breaks. Everything around you that matters dissolves. You are an alien in your own skin. Suddenly everything around you becomes dull and dark; you are constantly enshrouded by a mist that follows you everywhere you go. Everything is ugly. Everyone is...
    papergirl15 papergirl15 26-30, F Nov 10, 2014

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    I'm Having Imaginary Conversations With Pictures.

    I'm having imaginary conversations with pictures. Do you think I've lost it? Screw it. I'm always having imaginary conversations, or fragments of conversations that sound like conversations in their own. It all started when I started talking to the voices in my head. Chaff...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 2 Responses Feb 14, 2012

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    Oh How I Have Lost My Mind

    Maybe I will tell all of my story someday!  Right now it is just too; so very painful  that I just cannot write about at this time!  I have been crying all day and just dont want to do anything now! Sorry!
    samaritan samaritan 61-65, F Apr 4, 2009

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    I'm a trail of the calf.

    I wish it wouldn't have been such..
    yeyoil yeyoil 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    Was It There To Begin With

    those feelings of wanting to run and not stop. those feelings of wanting to feel the sting of the razor blade as it runs accross your skin and see the red of the blood come to the surface and feel the release of pain. those feelings of wanting to take those pills and feel all the...
    neverunderstood4 neverunderstood4 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2013

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    I don't know what I feel It rushes back

    and forth From hate to love, From person to person I can't sit still and feel any stability The circle entraps me and makes each of my thoughts bounce off pillars and come straight back to torture me So in reality, I do it to myself Yet I'm out of control Racing thoughts...
    ArtemisAncestor ArtemisAncestor 26-30, F 1 Response May 9, 2014

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    Lost It

    i have completly lost it. i have started about 4 groups on the feeling of nothing but pain and pissed. if my mood dosent change quick i feel that im not going to make it to may 8th or to the end of this day for that matter. i believe it would have helped if we would have done...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 3 Responses May 7, 2007

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    derpdarling derpdarling 70+ 1 Response May 9, 2014

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    I Had Lost My Mind

    I had lost my mind. I lost my head for a while was off my rocker outta line, outta whack. See I had this tiny crack in my head That slowly split open and my brain snoozed out, Lyin' on the sidewalk and I didn't even know it. I had lost my mind. Why, i was sitting in the...
    strawberrybootlaces strawberrybootlaces 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    But What I Got In Return

    was a renewed one which is so much better!!
    lilnursygrl lilnursygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2011

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    Lalala

    by now i should be crazy. at least i think i should be. with a past as ****** up as mine at least
    wildlark wildlark 18-21, F May 7, 2007

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    Bit By Bit

    I know I've lost it as my head seems to be empty. If you look in one ear you can see clear through to the other side. There is a tiny rattle in there but I think it's just a lost rock. I've decided to put out a APB and if you find it please return it to me. It's not very useful...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Dec 3, 2007

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    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    My Mind

    i have literally gone crazy. im talking off the wall and i cant make up my mind on what i want. i think i need to ................................. well i dont konw what i need. i just need someone to talk to at the moment.
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 1 Response May 7, 2007

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    Lost N Trying To Get Over It

    its for a long time that i felt nothing was under my control.. a horrible experience when i wanted to run away from everywhere but now i have again taken courage to take control over it little by little.. :)
    90colors 90colors 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2013

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    I have lost enough to fit into my prom dress :D I guess not eating for days actually helps :) Plus now I actually look hot again :D
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    I have lost a lot of weight since being pregnant, I'd say it's from all the morning sickness and not being able to eat much, apparently it's pretty normal so yeah, I weighed 75kg...
    moonlighteclipse moonlighteclipse 16-17, F Jan 16

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    Not just men that are disrespectful..... I have lost respect for anyone that is disrespectful
    ElissaAcosta ElissaAcosta 18-21, F Jan 22

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    As I sit here contemplating it all, I just cannot believe that I have lost someone whom I have cared very deeply for here on EP. I respect that my friend must leave I guess? And I...
    allsfinebime allsfinebime 51-55, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    Midnight my buddy she was a stray that just showed up one day and wonted leave told she was very talkive and vey quick with those claws she was laying under atree when a PIT BULL...
    anyourviking anyourviking 51-55, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I am a believer. I believe god has protected me in many situations. I have really been distanced with him. I losted my grandpa November 2012, right after my mom shot herself in...
    shygirl1986 shygirl1986 26-30, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    The core of this achievement lies in that ah-ha moment. I was a chubby child but never obese. I was thin throughout most of my adult life, but graduate school, having a child...
    moonchild0315 moonchild0315 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I'm a couple months away from turning 30 and it's something I've been dreading for some time. I was always told that gay life ends at 30 and if you're still single it's pretty much...
    gfhq2002 gfhq2002 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Deep In My Heart I've carved your name deep into my memory that you live in the depth of my soul. I've engraved it in my mind to adorn the pages of my life. I've thawed your name...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    Uncle Adam There are a lot of alcoholics in my family, including my father, now sober. But the first in our family to be recognised for this disease was my uncle, Adam. He was...
    PersonalGenesis PersonalGenesis 22-25, F Jan 7

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    Wow..so much for being honest. In the wonderful world of the internet it doesn't get you far. People are interested in fantasy and clandestine affairs. I might be honest, but I can...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 12

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    Timeline part 4. And the story continues. Leave it to me to make the simplest things as complicated as any novel. After Caryn's death I continued to live and work as before. My...
    bcvegas4u2 bcvegas4u2 66-70, M Jan 21

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    The Valley of Unknowns There were no warning signs to prepare me for all the emotional and physical unknowns. As early as during the wake of my husband, I was already in the valley...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    The Valley of Reality "You won't pass this test; you're not strong; you are angry.", the devil kept telling me in my mind. I didn't care if I passed a test I had never signed up to...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    i lost my wallet awhile ago and good thing i was able to placed my atm card inside my side pocket just before my wallet got lost. there isn't a lot of money in there but i have a...
    altec1243 altec1243 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    I lost a dog recently. He was such a sweet and gentle pet,... a friend.. a brother to me. RIP Milkshake. I will miss u dearly...
    biggerbro biggerbro 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 1

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    I've lost someone dear to me. this happened awhile ago but I feel like I need to tell this story. I knew this girl her name was Christina and she was my very first girlfriend. we...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Well, almost lost I think. I have widespread cancer, but it is actually a worm infestation. Various parasitic worms have mutagenic properties that could easily lead to cancer being...
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 3 Responses Jan 6

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    Lost my dad when i was 3 . I think how it would of been if he was still alive . Would i have more siblings? Things like these is what i ask myself everyday. Its all part if my...
    TonyMontanah TonyMontanah 13-15, M Jan 9

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    I had to euthanize my wonderful dog, Jake, earlier today. It's possibly one of the worst experiences I'll ever have, as he was with me my whole life. His heart and lungs were...
    nightglider nightglider 16-17, F 19 Responses Jan 9

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    I lost my dad to cancer. He had lung cancer and he didn't realize it until it was too late. I was 7 years old when he passed away. He was 44 when I was born. Yeah I was definitely...
    srb76 srb76 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I lost my best friend to a guy. We'd been friends since we were 12 years old, and she used to be one of the most important people in my life. There were a lot of other factor...
    someonelikeyou9 someonelikeyou9 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    years and years of my daddy fighting off cancer . years 5 years on and off . he was such a good man . last month i lost him . he passed at night when i was in dance class . when i...
    Neroforlife Neroforlife 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I was fifteen when I lost my mother to cancer. after a five year battle. I ended up on the streets. could not continue school. I joined a carnival. and traveled all over the U.S...
    mcguiverman mcguiverman 51-55, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    And again all my regrets quickly rush into my head. My mind says *ow you want to sleep? Let's just fill your head with everything that will drive you insane goodnight* -.-
    damnitsover damnitsover 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 9

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    I have a hard time sleeping at night. I guess I'm just not ready for the day to end yet, and in my mind, my day isn't over until I go to sleep and wake up again. I keep hoping for...
    tremille1 tremille1 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    My mind is full of innovation and creativity, I put those thoughts into practical use and make them real. In fact, I've accomplished many solid modelling projects. Convincing for...
    ZADoubleMesser ZADoubleMesser 22-25, F Jan 24

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    I just got a call from my mom. My aunt will not be making it out of the hospital. She could pass away tomorrow...They are taking all the tubes and stuff out of her so her 7 year...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    I can't bring myself to care about anything anymore. I can't handle adult life, and after years and years of trying, I don't have any energy to try anymore. I don't want to do...
    justsomegirloutthere89 justsomegirloutthere89 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I believe there is a God, although it's hard for me to believe in him. I was laid off my job in April and have had an impossible time getting hired for a job that gives 40 hours a...
    mengetpedicures mengetpedicures 26-30, M 6 Responses Jan 4

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    my 7 year old cousin called my mother today and talked to her on the phone. I am proud of her and shocked with how well she is taking the news of her mother. They raised her well...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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