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I Have Lost My Mind

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    I don't know what I feel It rushes back

    and forth From hate to love, From person to person I can't sit still and feel any stability The circle entraps me and makes each of my thoughts bounce off pillars and come straight back to torture me So in reality, I do it to myself Yet I'm out of control Racing thoughts...
    ArtemisAncestor ArtemisAncestor 31-35, F 1 Response May 9, 2014

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    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    Lost N Trying To Get Over It

    its for a long time that i felt nothing was under my control.. a horrible experience when i wanted to run away from everywhere but now i have again taken courage to take control over it little by little.. :)
    90colors 90colors 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2013

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    I Had Lost My Mind

    I had lost my mind. I lost my head for a while was off my rocker outta line, outta whack. See I had this tiny crack in my head That slowly split open and my brain snoozed out, Lyin' on the sidewalk and I didn't even know it. I had lost my mind. Why, i was sitting in the...
    strawberrybootlaces strawberrybootlaces 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    I'm Having Imaginary Conversations With Pictures.

    I'm having imaginary conversations with pictures. Do you think I've lost it? Screw it. I'm always having imaginary conversations, or fragments of conversations that sound like conversations in their own. It all started when I started talking to the voices in my head. Chaff...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 2 Responses Feb 14, 2012

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    Oh How I Have Lost My Mind

    Maybe I will tell all of my story someday!  Right now it is just too; so very painful  that I just cannot write about at this time!  I have been crying all day and just dont want to do anything now! Sorry!
    samaritan samaritan 61-65, F Apr 4, 2009

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    Was It There To Begin With

    those feelings of wanting to run and not stop. those feelings of wanting to feel the sting of the razor blade as it runs accross your skin and see the red of the blood come to the surface and feel the release of pain. those feelings of wanting to take those pills and feel all the...
    neverunderstood4 neverunderstood4 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2013

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    But What I Got In Return

    was a renewed one which is so much better!!
    lilnursygrl lilnursygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2011

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    Lalala

    by now i should be crazy. at least i think i should be. with a past as ****** up as mine at least
    wildlark wildlark 18-21, F May 7, 2007

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    I'm a trail of the calf.

    I wish it wouldn't have been such..
    yeyoil yeyoil 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    My Mind

    i have literally gone crazy. im talking off the wall and i cant make up my mind on what i want. i think i need to ................................. well i dont konw what i need. i just need someone to talk to at the moment.
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 1 Response May 7, 2007

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    Lost It

    i have completly lost it. i have started about 4 groups on the feeling of nothing but pain and pissed. if my mood dosent change quick i feel that im not going to make it to may 8th or to the end of this day for that matter. i believe it would have helped if we would have done...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 3 Responses May 7, 2007

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    You don't truly know darkness

    until your mind finally breaks. Everything around you that matters dissolves. You are an alien in your own skin. Suddenly everything around you becomes dull and dark; you are constantly enshrouded by a mist that follows you everywhere you go. Everything is ugly. Everyone is...
    papergirl15 papergirl15 26-30, F Nov 10, 2014

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    Bit By Bit

    I know I've lost it as my head seems to be empty. If you look in one ear you can see clear through to the other side. There is a tiny rattle in there but I think it's just a lost rock. I've decided to put out a APB and if you find it please return it to me. It's not very useful...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Dec 3, 2007

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