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I Have Lost My Mind

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 164 People

    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    But What I Got In Return

    was a renewed one which is so much better!!
    lilnursygrl lilnursygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2011

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    Bit By Bit

    I know I've lost it as my head seems to be empty. If you look in one ear you can see clear through to the other side. There is a tiny rattle in there but I think it's just a lost rock. I've decided to put out a APB and if you find it please return it to me. It's not very useful...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Dec 3, 2007

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    derpdarling derpdarling 70+ 1 Response May 9

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    My Mind

    i have literally gone crazy. im talking off the wall and i cant make up my mind on what i want. i think i need to ................................. well i dont konw what i need. i just need someone to talk to at the moment.
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 1 Response May 7, 2007

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    I'm a trail of the calf.

    I wish it wouldn't have been such..
    yeyoil yeyoil 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 21

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    I'm Having Imaginary Conversations With Pictures.

    I'm having imaginary conversations with pictures. Do you think I've lost it? Screw it. I'm always having imaginary conversations, or fragments of conversations that sound like conversations in their own. It all started when I started talking to the voices in my head. Chaff...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 2 Responses Feb 14, 2012

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    Lost N Trying To Get Over It

    its for a long time that i felt nothing was under my control.. a horrible experience when i wanted to run away from everywhere but now i have again taken courage to take control over it little by little.. :)
    90colors 90colors 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2013

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    I don't know what I feel It rushes back

    and forth From hate to love, From person to person I can't sit still and feel any stability The circle entraps me and makes each of my thoughts bounce off pillars and come straight back to torture me So in reality, I do it to myself Yet I'm out of control Racing thoughts...
    ArtemisAncestor ArtemisAncestor 26-30, F 1 Response May 9

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    Was It There To Begin With

    those feelings of wanting to run and not stop. those feelings of wanting to feel the sting of the razor blade as it runs accross your skin and see the red of the blood come to the surface and feel the release of pain. those feelings of wanting to take those pills and feel all the...
    neverunderstood4 neverunderstood4 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2013

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    I Had Lost My Mind

    I had lost my mind. I lost my head for a while was off my rocker outta line, outta whack. See I had this tiny crack in my head That slowly split open and my brain snoozed out, Lyin' on the sidewalk and I didn't even know it. I had lost my mind. Why, i was sitting in the...
    strawberrybootlaces strawberrybootlaces 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    Gonna trim hair. Lmao.

    No interview. No court date. No date. But before winter. And as summer ends. Lol.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 19

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    Lalala

    by now i should be crazy. at least i think i should be. with a past as ****** up as mine at least
    wildlark wildlark 18-21, F May 7, 2007

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    You don't truly know darkness

    until your mind finally breaks. Everything around you that matters dissolves. You are an alien in your own skin. Suddenly everything around you becomes dull and dark; you are constantly enshrouded by a mist that follows you everywhere you go. Everything is ugly. Everyone is...
    papergirl15 papergirl15 26-30, F Nov 10

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    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    Actually added kesha to my playlist.

    Wow. World may end soon.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Sep 21

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    Oh How I Have Lost My Mind

    Maybe I will tell all of my story someday!  Right now it is just too; so very painful  that I just cannot write about at this time!  I have been crying all day and just dont want to do anything now! Sorry!
    samaritan samaritan 61-65, F Apr 4, 2009

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    Lost It

    i have completly lost it. i have started about 4 groups on the feeling of nothing but pain and pissed. if my mood dosent change quick i feel that im not going to make it to may 8th or to the end of this day for that matter. i believe it would have helped if we would have done...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 3 Responses May 7, 2007

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    My husband had EMERGENCY heart surgery 2 years ago, we fell behind on all our bills. I had heart surgery a year later. Now I cannot work. I stay depressed. I worry about...
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    Everyone I love is gone. I don't think loving anyone is a good thing. In the end you end up with a broken heart, tears and a heart and head full of sorrow. I can't lose anything...
    Nothingleft2lose Nothingleft2lose 70+, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    It has been over a year since my separation and I feel I have lost the ability to feel love. I have met two guys the past six months but I did not feel anything and I believe they...
    Aileen73 Aileen73 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    Over the course of my life I have lost all of my immediate family. I am 38. not too old, not exactly a spring chick either. this is the first year that I will have not family at...
    happyhopiindian happyhopiindian 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    It's day two and I still feel sad. I lost a good friend on here yesterday. We use to talk every day about different things sometimes it was about her life in Quebec. Sadly, she...
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    It's really hard to focus on my finals when you still appear in my mind. You should be here right now, crying over finals with me instead of crying over you. Why?
    MacabreCannibal MacabreCannibal 16-17, F Dec 16

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    It's almost Christmas. God I hate Christmas. It use to be this magical time of the year. Rachel and I would be cooking for days in advance. This will be the second Christmas. With...
    sckimmy sckimmy 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's almost Christmas. God I hate Christmas. It use to be this magical time of the year. Rachel and I would be cooking for days in advance. This will be the second Christmas. With...
    sckimmy sckimmy 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I lost my husband at age 29, he died when our son was only 2 mos. old. Then my mom died from cancer. My dad remarried before the grass could grow on my mothers grave. He moved...
    SeaGenieTx SeaGenieTx 51-55, F Dec 9

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    My mom passed away from breast cancer about two years ago. I often come to this website to read other stories as it helps me realize I am not alone. I often blame myself for not...
    lostwithoutherr lostwithoutherr 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 12

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    In 1990s I lost my father and at start of last month I lost my mum.....so I feel like an adult orphan...... With mum dead if I'm out then there is no need for me to rush home...
    writer68 writer68 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 14

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    When I was in middle school I was very over weight.I got picked on a lot,especially in band,even though I was first chair clarinet,my talent was looked over and people focused on...
    Katherine27 Katherine27 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I used to be so ambitious. In fact I was aggressively ambitious with more goals than I had time to achieve them. I don't know what I want out of life anymore. I lost my confidence...
    Kingshelman Kingshelman 31-35, M 4 Responses Nov 27

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    Being young and struggling with severe chronic migraines and acid reflux.. I can tell you my life and physical appearance has changed like if I was some drug addict. Recently I've...
    littlemac64 littlemac64 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 29

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    I lost 3 of my kids it's going on 5 years and there death still hunts me I dream about it every night i sleep idk how to move on
    demonchild616 demonchild616 26-30, F Nov 30

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    To lose someone you love is to alter your life forever..... The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes... This hole in your heart is the shape of the one you...
    BlueEyes31 BlueEyes31 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    When started to study the bible , I gradually lost faith in God I cannot understand all the promises that are made in the Bible to protect his children to keep them safe how much...
    willisca49 willisca49 61-65, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    I lost my cat to a deadly virus this week and I buried him but an animal desecrated his grave. I don't have anyone to talk to because I don't want to burden anyone with my sorrow...
    DubsChemGirl DubsChemGirl 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    Coffee mornings...a piece of toast.. feed the pets.... pause. an act You used to do..... shake it off...sip caffeine....take a shower and roll off my back. towel dry, wander...
    NixGnome NixGnome 22-25, F Dec 8

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    I lost my dad to leukemia almost five years ago.Words can't even begin how much I miss him,ever since he went life has never been the same. sometimes I wish I could see him just...
    mariaaonzo mariaaonzo 18-21, F Dec 8

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    The Death of My Mother She has Always been there Smiling most of the time And some times just a bit stern But always with kind words Advice designed to help And help me to get...
    dragonfang dragonfang 51-55, M Dec 13

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    My dearest dad has passed away for five months. I just couldn't stop missing him. I often cry at night. Oh, How I want to hear his voice calling me again! He loved me so much. When...
    constantiajeng constantiajeng 51-55, T Dec 14

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    I lost him a month ago. We were together for 4yrs. He said he's unhappy, that I'm complex and he's basic, that he can't see me in the future anymore, that I don't hang out with his...
    misskc22 misskc22 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 14

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    Sadness and Loss Tears falling Like sprays of salt From a sea wave Like rain from The skies above To fall from sad eyes' Eyes that see into A soul filled with sadness A soul that...
    dragonfang dragonfang 51-55, M Dec 14

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    I watched my Father die of cancer. For 3 years my dad fought terminal lung cancer. He died 3 years ago. I was by his side the whole time. I can never stop thinking about him. I can...
    heathermal123 heathermal123 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 14

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    I've lost a lot of weight this year because college, and the stress that comes with it. 😒
    Japanties Japanties 18-21, F Dec 16

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    It was October 10th 2008 I had just gotten home from school and I thought that nothing could down me on a good day because tomorrow was my birthday around 5:00 I get a call from my...
    Mrgreenthunder96 Mrgreenthunder96 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I lost my right index finger while at work. For a time after the accident I felt depressed. But in the end I got over it.
    chunkyal chunkyal 46-50, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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