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I Have Lost My Mind

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 153 People

    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    Lalala

    by now i should be crazy. at least i think i should be. with a past as ****** up as mine at least
    wildlark wildlark 18-21, F May 7, 2007

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    Oh How I Have Lost My Mind

    Maybe I will tell all of my story someday!  Right now it is just too; so very painful  that I just cannot write about at this time!  I have been crying all day and just dont want to do anything now! Sorry!
    samaritan samaritan 61-65, F Apr 4, 2009

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    Gonna trim hair. Lmao.

    No interview. No court date. No date. But before winter. And as summer ends. Lol.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 19

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    I'm Having Imaginary Conversations With Pictures.

    I'm having imaginary conversations with pictures. Do you think I've lost it? Screw it. I'm always having imaginary conversations, or fragments of conversations that sound like conversations in their own. It all started when I started talking to the voices in my head. Chaff...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 2 Responses Feb 14, 2012

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    derpdarling derpdarling 70+ 1 Response May 9

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    Bit By Bit

    I know I've lost it as my head seems to be empty. If you look in one ear you can see clear through to the other side. There is a tiny rattle in there but I think it's just a lost rock. I've decided to put out a APB and if you find it please return it to me. It's not very useful...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Dec 3, 2007

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    Lost It

    i have completly lost it. i have started about 4 groups on the feeling of nothing but pain and pissed. if my mood dosent change quick i feel that im not going to make it to may 8th or to the end of this day for that matter. i believe it would have helped if we would have done...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 3 Responses May 7, 2007

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    I Had Lost My Mind

    I had lost my mind. I lost my head for a while was off my rocker outta line, outta whack. See I had this tiny crack in my head That slowly split open and my brain snoozed out, Lyin' on the sidewalk and I didn't even know it. I had lost my mind. Why, i was sitting in the...
    strawberrybootlaces strawberrybootlaces 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    Lost N Trying To Get Over It

    its for a long time that i felt nothing was under my control.. a horrible experience when i wanted to run away from everywhere but now i have again taken courage to take control over it little by little.. :)
    90colors 90colors 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2013

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    I don't know what I feel It rushes back

    and forth From hate to love, From person to person I can't sit still and feel any stability The circle entraps me and makes each of my thoughts bounce off pillars and come straight back to torture me So in reality, I do it to myself Yet I'm out of control Racing thoughts...
    ArtemisAncestor ArtemisAncestor 26-30, F 1 Response May 9

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    Actually added kesha to my playlist.

    Wow. World may end soon.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 21

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    But What I Got In Return

    was a renewed one which is so much better!!
    lilnursygrl lilnursygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2011

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    Was It There To Begin With

    those feelings of wanting to run and not stop. those feelings of wanting to feel the sting of the razor blade as it runs accross your skin and see the red of the blood come to the surface and feel the release of pain. those feelings of wanting to take those pills and feel all the...
    neverunderstood4 neverunderstood4 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2013

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    I'm a trail of the calf.

    I wish it wouldn't have been such..
    yeyoil yeyoil 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 21

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    My Mind

    i have literally gone crazy. im talking off the wall and i cant make up my mind on what i want. i think i need to ................................. well i dont konw what i need. i just need someone to talk to at the moment.
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 1 Response May 7, 2007

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    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    So here's me roughly 10 years ago. Artist, musician, technician, teacher, touring with my band part time, working on some kids books and short movie scripts. Owned my own business...
    platoflats platoflats 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    I have lost 3 stone in 7 months and i am very proud of myself! I have always been a yo yo dieter but within the last 6 years of being in a long term relationship i found it hard to...
    OrangeLemons24 OrangeLemons24 22-25, F Oct 13

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    "It's better to have lost at love, then never to have loved at all!" "I Won't Forget Ypu" by Poison http://youtu.be/BJJ_HJ-9JNM
    scootter01 scootter01 31-35, M Oct 13

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    I have lost 100lbs total and 70lbs in the last 6 months. My recent friends never saw me when I was heavier and now don't understand where I'm coming from. I started at 220lbs. They...
    Changeallaround Changeallaround 22-25 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am not sure if I actually have lost her as a friend. But it has been more than a week since we last talked. She told me she is going trough hard times. And that I am maybe the...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I have been at this weight loss thing for 2 and a half months and I am proud to say I have lost almost 30 pounds. Now I'm at the point where I am border lining under weight weights...
    AnUnknownOne AnUnknownOne 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    I had success with a great family, with work where I was respected and valued by my company and by my customers. I worked hard on improving my health, and had finally reached my...
    gmeza98 gmeza98 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    Quite probably my mind;p**********
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Sep 25

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    Somebody asked me if I knew you. A million memories flashed through my mind, but I just smiled and said...... I used to
    Delta14 Delta14 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    My boyfriend and the father of my child was very dear to me. He was a wonderful and amazing person. It's actually very recent. His buddies went out to a bar in Baltimore city one...
    Saywhatyouwantdragon Saywhatyouwantdragon 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I lost a part of me when someone very important to me left. I was too dependent on him and didn't think anything bad would happen. If I were to say I lost a part of me a year ago...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I had an eating disorder as an athlete. I lost my friends, the trust only fmaily, and myself. I no longer play national tennis tournaments or get straight A's in school. I no...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I lost my little sister in December 2008. She was only 19 and had just given birth to her son. She was able to enjoy her baby for 12 days before she was murdered by the baby's dad...
    tobelikeme tobelikeme 26-30, F Oct 4

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    I lost my virginity when I was 14. I was a **** addict and I tried self-pleasuring. My classmates taught me to watch ****. It felt good, yes, but now that I am 20, I regret all of...
    arielle444 arielle444 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I lost both my parents in my young adulthood, well I just turned 24, so technically I still am a young adult, but I feel so old. I lost my dad to Potts disease (TB of the spine...
    Priya07 Priya07 18-21, F Oct 16

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    I lost my left pinky toe. What about you?
    PointlessSafety PointlessSafety 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I lost part of myself. I'm finding it hard to be happy with who I am & who I'm with anymore. Used to be the one to make everyone laugh now I'm so full of self doubt that I can...
    MyNameIsKita MyNameIsKita 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I lost faith in God. I don't believe he ever loved me, I don't think he ever cared about me, and I also feel like he hates me and is punishing me for losing faith in him. :'( I don...
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    Very much so. I mean there was years I couldn't look in a mirror without crying. I really don't like myself. There's only a cple of things about myself I really like but other than...
    lostwithin25 lostwithin25 22-25, F Sep 28

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    It hurts a lot. You find someone who becomes a big part of your life, and you need them. Then one day, they aren't there anymore and you're left with that empty space feeling lost...
    rirxalri rirxalri 16-17, F Oct 1

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    I'm so lonely. It's been a year since my ex left me - I'm still not over it. His name still comes into my head everyday. Our relationship was good, until I got depressed and that...
    ems177 ems177 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    If you have read my other story that I posted in this experience, you would know I lost a lot of important people throughout my life, people who I love dearly, I posted that story...
    Secret179688 Secret179688 18-21 Oct 10

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    I lost my v card when I was 13. I regret it so much people bullied me for 3 years because I made one mistake.
    lovelymaddi lovelymaddi 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    Dunkin has been gone for 24 hours now. My beautiful boy was always by my side, purring, and cuddling. I feel lost and alone.
    funlecy1 funlecy1 46-50, F 8 Responses Oct 12

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    Two months ago I thought she hated me, like everything I do is bad. But a month ago I found out that she was 6 weeks pregnant. :O my sister informed me via text, and I was excited...
    Trishhh Trishhh 22-25, F Oct 15

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    My younger brother died a month ago from blood cancer. He was 18 years old. I can't stop thinking that it should be ME, not him. He was such an amazing guy, he could have achieved...
    cyanesque cyanesque 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    In 2008 my 3 year old Nephew Chaince died from strangulation from a mini blind cord. He died a week after Christmas, in some ways I am lucky to have known and lost many people in...
    davidmuhn davidmuhn 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    And one day out of the blue i lost you too...Maybe it was my fault not having screamed at the tops of my lungs for what you did but it certainly wasn't me to blame you did it again...
    Eternelleme Eternelleme 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    I had a bad day at work. It wasn't directly my fault. But it happened on my watch which makes me look bad. I'm really pissed off about it too. Now it's playing on my mind. What a...
    bonnieandclydedog bonnieandclydedog 46-50, M 3 Responses Sep 29

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    I don't like it when my mind will not shut its self down. That's what my night meds are for. I won't get any sleep with out them.
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 29

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    You don't understand how this "issue" of having an overactive mind during the night is ruining my life, literally it's ruining my life. It is causing so many problems for me during...
    MondoEG MondoEG 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 30

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