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I Have Lost My Mind

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    I'm a trail of the calf.

    I wish it wouldn't have been such..
    yeyoil yeyoil 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    Pain can make you insane,

    it's so strange. Every day I feel like I've been caught in the rain.
    TotidemVerbis TotidemVerbis 18-21 Jul 3, 2015

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    Lalala

    by now i should be crazy. at least i think i should be. with a past as ****** up as mine at least
    wildlark wildlark 18-21, F May 7, 2007

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    Lost It

    i have completly lost it. i have started about 4 groups on the feeling of nothing but pain and pissed. if my mood dosent change quick i feel that im not going to make it to may 8th or to the end of this day for that matter. i believe it would have helped if we would have done...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 3 Responses May 7, 2007

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    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    This mental tedium is spreading everywhere

    within my mind. The erosion of my mind is draining. Soon enough my mind will be a desolate land in which only I can disdain. There won't be anymore reveries that I can escape to... I struggle with the fact that I will soon have to bear with reality... My greatest fear. My mind...
    TotidemVerbis TotidemVerbis 18-21 Jul 8, 2015

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    Was It There To Begin With

    those feelings of wanting to run and not stop. those feelings of wanting to feel the sting of the razor blade as it runs accross your skin and see the red of the blood come to the surface and feel the release of pain. those feelings of wanting to take those pills and feel all the...
    neverunderstood4 neverunderstood4 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2013

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    Oh How I Have Lost My Mind

    Maybe I will tell all of my story someday!  Right now it is just too; so very painful  that I just cannot write about at this time!  I have been crying all day and just dont want to do anything now! Sorry!
    samaritan samaritan 61-65, F Apr 4, 2009

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    I'm Having Imaginary Conversations With Pictures.

    I'm having imaginary conversations with pictures. Do you think I've lost it? Screw it. I'm always having imaginary conversations, or fragments of conversations that sound like conversations in their own. It all started when I started talking to the voices in my head. Chaff...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 2 Responses Feb 14, 2012

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    waiting for this girl to come

    for the past 6 hrs this has got to be the longest wait ever, yes she did come but f*** 6hrs, all for a cup of coffee with her. The coffee was amazing
    listener01 listener01 22-25, M Dec 11, 2015

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    MY EXISTENCE AND THE SERIOUS PROBLEM Innoncent

    me is not innocent. Innocent me once was a boy who was able to enjoy life, even if it was little. Innocent me hates. It... It! No! No! No! Innocent me is insane. Innocent me must die! So... Overwhelmed! Too much? My goodness it's too much!!!!!! For one person... To bare...
    TotidemVerbis TotidemVerbis 18-21 Jul 17, 2015

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    Biatch can't you tell

    that I'm not well?
    SarcasticBitch1738 SarcasticBitch1738 18-21, F Dec 12, 2015

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    Outside what I once called reality is bleak

    and gloomy; I see woods of thick dead trees, a night sky devoid of stars, and the grass is ugly and stagnant. The only light here in this morbid place of death comes from the moon, yet it looks so menacing. It's so silent here too, besides the occasional eerie whistling of the...
    TotidemVerbis TotidemVerbis 18-21 Jul 18, 2015

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    But What I Got In Return

    was a renewed one which is so much better!!
    lilnursygrl lilnursygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2011

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    I don't know what I feel It rushes back

    and forth From hate to love, From person to person I can't sit still and feel any stability The circle entraps me and makes each of my thoughts bounce off pillars and come straight back to torture me So in reality, I do it to myself Yet I'm out of control Racing thoughts...
    XLonelinessKillsX XLonelinessKillsX 31-35, F 1 Response May 9, 2014

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    I Had Lost My Mind

    I had lost my mind. I lost my head for a while was off my rocker outta line, outta whack. See I had this tiny crack in my head That slowly split open and my brain snoozed out, Lyin' on the sidewalk and I didn't even know it. I had lost my mind. Why, i was sitting in the...
    strawberrybootlaces strawberrybootlaces 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    Lost N Trying To Get Over It

    its for a long time that i felt nothing was under my control.. a horrible experience when i wanted to run away from everywhere but now i have again taken courage to take control over it little by little.. :)
    90colors 90colors 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2013

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    Die. Die. Die! You self-deprecrating feeble

    minded fool! Do you honestly believe those good things you told to yourself? Yes, I did, but not anymore... Which means I shouldn't believe the negative things you tell me. I will stand up to myself. You idiot... Ha-ha! You can't escape yourself, lest you want to die you...
    TotidemVerbis TotidemVerbis 18-21 Jul 10, 2015

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    Bit By Bit

    I know I've lost it as my head seems to be empty. If you look in one ear you can see clear through to the other side. There is a tiny rattle in there but I think it's just a lost rock. I've decided to put out a APB and if you find it please return it to me. It's not very useful...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Dec 3, 2007

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    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    My Mind

    i have literally gone crazy. im talking off the wall and i cant make up my mind on what i want. i think i need to ................................. well i dont konw what i need. i just need someone to talk to at the moment.
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 1 Response May 7, 2007

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    You don't truly know darkness

    until your mind finally breaks. Everything around you that matters dissolves. You are an alien in your own skin. Suddenly everything around you becomes dull and dark; you are constantly enshrouded by a mist that follows you everywhere you go. Everything is ugly. Everyone is...
    papergirl15 papergirl15 26-30, F Nov 10, 2014

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    I just wanna slit my wrist

    and end this bullshit.?? cry after cry I can't take this anyone,?? might as well disappear for ever??
    lovelyevaa lovelyevaa 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 12, 2015

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    yes I have lost a part of me too well actually had it stolen from me without my consent at eleven years old my hoodie my foreskin thanks to my mom tricking me into going into the...
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    My mother told me that trust has little to do with lies. It's about opening up your heart and handing the keys. Who will lock eyes with your demons, and declare them human. The...
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    Death is solace . I think the most satisfying thing would be to have nothing at all. I think the mind needs a break, I'd consider it hell if I died and woke up in another body with...
    Shahedansharif Shahedansharif 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    anyone who sees my posts and actually reads them knows this very well. my mind is constantly going like crazy. and what you see here on ep, is just a few percent of what it is...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My father was a pretty heavy smoker since the time he was a teen. A few years ago, he died from lung cancer. It was a slow painful death that i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I...
    ben243 ben243 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My mind is in a place full of noise. Constant buzzing, full of thoughts, ruminating, contemplating. I figured that there's no use complaining on this gift/curse but it's hard to...
    Shahedansharif Shahedansharif 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's 3am and my mind won't stop thinking about the worst possible scenarios. What if I end up getting kidnapped? What if I end up in the hospital? What if I finally admit I have...
    MeeeKazz MeeeKazz 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    In 2009, my father was diagnosed with esophageal cancer and was given a 3% survival chance of longer than a year. My world was crushed, I couldn't lose my daddy. He went through...
    kmhitz kmhitz 22-25, F 10 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have lost both of my parents to cancer. It is a terrible disease that hopefully we can end. Too much pain has been caused because of it. Too many people lost.
    aaronfunn aaronfunn 41-45, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    My friend tried committing suicide yesterday and again today... Im trying to act like everything is okay so I don't worry or bother anyone but I seem to be massively failing at it...
    Izzy143 Izzy143 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I lost my Nana to lung cancer in 2004. I recently been cancer myself and my mom is currently fighting lung cancer :(
    sikkacyanide sikkacyanide 22-25, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    hey dad. I could use your advise. Its been over ten years so I know asking you now is a little out of the ordinary. I am not your little guy anymore. Its been far too long for...
    PilotofStorms PilotofStorms 41-45, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have lost 2 stone since last April. I was overweight and really self-conscious about it but now I'm at a healthy weight and really pleased. :)
    emjm013 emjm013 18-21, F a week ago

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    It's not something I usually like to talk about but, I figure that I'm in good company here. I lost my father to COPD when I was 16. He had smoked for 40 years and it just did him...
    thealouwho thealouwho 18-21, F 41 Responses Jan 30

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    will the person that i lost was my cousin he die when i was 4 mouths old so i never even got to see him or meet him before
    AK407 AK407 13-15, F Jan 30

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    She threw herself at me. I took things slowly. After a few months, we were official. I was a part of her family's dinners. She was "the happiest they've ever seen her." She treated...
    standardmale standardmale 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Everyone that I've ever cared about is dead. I only have my mom. I don't know what I would do if I lost her.
    AManOfFewWords AManOfFewWords 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    Today, my family and I mourn the list of a very special lady, my most amazing aunt, she and my Uncle had 17 children lost count how many grand kids, and great grand youngons, they...
    AngeleyesUponU AngeleyesUponU 41-45, F 6 Responses