I Have Lost My Mind

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 230 People

    I don't know what I feel It rushes back

    and forth From hate to love, From person to person I can't sit still and feel any stability The circle entraps me and makes each of my thoughts bounce off pillars and come straight back to torture me So in reality, I do it to myself Yet I'm out of control Racing thoughts...
    XLonelinessKillsX XLonelinessKillsX
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 9, 2014

    Die. Die. Die! You self-deprecrating feeble

    minded fool! Do you honestly believe those good things you told to yourself? Yes, I did, but not anymore... Which means I shouldn't believe the negative things you tell me. I will stand up to myself. You idiot... Ha-ha! You can't escape yourself, lest you want to die you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 10, 2015

    I'm Having Imaginary Conversations With Pictures.

    I'm having imaginary conversations with pictures. Do you think I've lost it? Screw it. I'm always having imaginary conversations, or fragments of conversations that sound like conversations in their own. It all started when I started talking to the voices in my head. Chaff...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 14, 2012

    waiting for this girl to come

    for the past 6 hrs this has got to be the longest wait ever, yes she did come but f*** 6hrs, all for a cup of coffee with her. The coffee was amazing
    listener01 listener01
    22-25, M
    Dec 11, 2015

    Lost It

    i have completly lost it. i have started about 4 groups on the feeling of nothing but pain and pissed. if my mood dosent change quick i feel that im not going to make it to may 8th or to the end of this day for that matter. i believe it would have helped if we would have done...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo
    18-21
    3 Responses May 7, 2007

    You don't truly know darkness

    until your mind finally breaks. Everything around you that matters dissolves. You are an alien in your own skin. Suddenly everything around you becomes dull and dark; you are constantly enshrouded by a mist that follows you everywhere you go. Everything is ugly. Everyone is...
    papergirl15 papergirl15
    26-30, F
    Nov 10, 2014

    I'm a trail of the calf.

    I wish it wouldn't have been such..
    yeyoil yeyoil
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 21, 2014

    My Mind

    i have literally gone crazy. im talking off the wall and i cant make up my mind on what i want. i think i need to ................................. well i dont konw what i need. i just need someone to talk to at the moment.
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo
    18-21
    1 Response May 7, 2007

    This mental tedium is spreading everywhere

    within my mind. The erosion of my mind is draining. Soon enough my mind will be a desolate land in which only I can disdain. There won't be anymore reveries that I can escape to... I struggle with the fact that I will soon have to bear with reality... My greatest fear. My mind...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 8, 2015

    Outside what I once called reality is bleak

    and gloomy; I see woods of thick dead trees, a night sky devoid of stars, and the grass is ugly and stagnant. The only light here in this morbid place of death comes from the moon, yet it looks so menacing. It's so silent here too, besides the occasional eerie whistling of the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 18, 2015

    Lalala

    by now i should be crazy. at least i think i should be. with a past as ****** up as mine at least
    wildlark wildlark
    18-21, F
    May 7, 2007

    Was It There To Begin With

    those feelings of wanting to run and not stop. those feelings of wanting to feel the sting of the razor blade as it runs accross your skin and see the red of the blood come to the surface and feel the release of pain. those feelings of wanting to take those pills and feel all the...
    neverunderstood4 neverunderstood4
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jan 29, 2013

    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella
    18-21, F
    May 9, 2007

    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella
    18-21, F
    May 9, 2007

    Bit By Bit

    I know I've lost it as my head seems to be empty. If you look in one ear you can see clear through to the other side. There is a tiny rattle in there but I think it's just a lost rock. I've decided to put out a APB and if you find it please return it to me. It's not very useful...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    Dec 3, 2007

    Pain can make you insane,

    it's so strange. Every day I feel like I've been caught in the rain.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 3, 2015

    I Had Lost My Mind

    I had lost my mind. I lost my head for a while was off my rocker outta line, outta whack. See I had this tiny crack in my head That slowly split open and my brain snoozed out, Lyin' on the sidewalk and I didn't even know it. I had lost my mind. Why, i was sitting in the...
    strawberrybootlaces strawberrybootlaces
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

    Lost N Trying To Get Over It

    its for a long time that i felt nothing was under my control.. a horrible experience when i wanted to run away from everywhere but now i have again taken courage to take control over it little by little.. :)
    90colors 90colors
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 22, 2013

    Oh How I Have Lost My Mind

    Maybe I will tell all of my story someday!  Right now it is just too; so very painful  that I just cannot write about at this time!  I have been crying all day and just dont want to do anything now! Sorry!
    samaritan samaritan
    61-65, F
    Apr 4, 2009

    I just wanna slit my wrist

    and end this bullshit.?? cry after cry I can't take this anyone,?? might as well disappear for ever??
    lovelyevaa lovelyevaa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2015

    Biatch can't you tell

    that I'm not well?
    SarcasticBitch1738 SarcasticBitch1738
    18-21, F
    Dec 12, 2015

    MY EXISTENCE AND THE SERIOUS PROBLEM Innoncent

    me is not innocent. Innocent me once was a boy who was able to enjoy life, even if it was little. Innocent me hates. It... It! No! No! No! Innocent me is insane. Innocent me must die! So... Overwhelmed! Too much? My goodness it's too much!!!!!! For one person... To bare...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 17, 2015

    But What I Got In Return

    was a renewed one which is so much better!!
    lilnursygrl lilnursygrl
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2011

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