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I Have Lost My Mind

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 166 People

    But What I Got In Return

    was a renewed one which is so much better!!
    lilnursygrl lilnursygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2011

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    Lalala

    by now i should be crazy. at least i think i should be. with a past as ****** up as mine at least
    wildlark wildlark 18-21, F May 7, 2007

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    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    Was It There To Begin With

    those feelings of wanting to run and not stop. those feelings of wanting to feel the sting of the razor blade as it runs accross your skin and see the red of the blood come to the surface and feel the release of pain. those feelings of wanting to take those pills and feel all the...
    neverunderstood4 neverunderstood4 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2013

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    I don't know what I feel It rushes back

    and forth From hate to love, From person to person I can't sit still and feel any stability The circle entraps me and makes each of my thoughts bounce off pillars and come straight back to torture me So in reality, I do it to myself Yet I'm out of control Racing thoughts...
    ArtemisAncestor ArtemisAncestor 31-35, F 1 Response May 9, 2014

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    I'm Having Imaginary Conversations With Pictures.

    I'm having imaginary conversations with pictures. Do you think I've lost it? Screw it. I'm always having imaginary conversations, or fragments of conversations that sound like conversations in their own. It all started when I started talking to the voices in my head. Chaff...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 2 Responses Feb 14, 2012

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    Lost N Trying To Get Over It

    its for a long time that i felt nothing was under my control.. a horrible experience when i wanted to run away from everywhere but now i have again taken courage to take control over it little by little.. :)
    90colors 90colors 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2013

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    My Mind

    i have literally gone crazy. im talking off the wall and i cant make up my mind on what i want. i think i need to ................................. well i dont konw what i need. i just need someone to talk to at the moment.
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 1 Response May 7, 2007

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    You don't truly know darkness

    until your mind finally breaks. Everything around you that matters dissolves. You are an alien in your own skin. Suddenly everything around you becomes dull and dark; you are constantly enshrouded by a mist that follows you everywhere you go. Everything is ugly. Everyone is...
    papergirl15 papergirl15 26-30, F Nov 10, 2014

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    Lost It

    i have completly lost it. i have started about 4 groups on the feeling of nothing but pain and pissed. if my mood dosent change quick i feel that im not going to make it to may 8th or to the end of this day for that matter. i believe it would have helped if we would have done...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 3 Responses May 7, 2007

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    Bit By Bit

    I know I've lost it as my head seems to be empty. If you look in one ear you can see clear through to the other side. There is a tiny rattle in there but I think it's just a lost rock. I've decided to put out a APB and if you find it please return it to me. It's not very useful...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Dec 3, 2007

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    I Had Lost My Mind

    I had lost my mind. I lost my head for a while was off my rocker outta line, outta whack. See I had this tiny crack in my head That slowly split open and my brain snoozed out, Lyin' on the sidewalk and I didn't even know it. I had lost my mind. Why, i was sitting in the...
    strawberrybootlaces strawberrybootlaces 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    I'm a trail of the calf.

    I wish it wouldn't have been such..
    yeyoil yeyoil 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    Oh How I Have Lost My Mind

    Maybe I will tell all of my story someday!  Right now it is just too; so very painful  that I just cannot write about at this time!  I have been crying all day and just dont want to do anything now! Sorry!
    samaritan samaritan 61-65, F Apr 4, 2009

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    demoisellecapulet demoisellecapulet 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    In the weeks following my selfies in thongs being shared online I lost over 12lbs in weight because of the stress and humiliation
    ryanwearsthongs ryanwearsthongs 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    when people ask why I lost my faith I tell them because I lost my gf while trying to be a good brother to my dying sister.then they say so you will only have faith if you get...
    skykidx1 skykidx1 22-25, M 3 Responses May 3

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    I feel like I never want to have friends again. I've lost all 5 of my friends in my life and I just lost the best friend I ever had, and it hurts the worst because it was so...
    Anais92 Anais92 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    This post is coming something that I wish I didn't have more than one experience in. When I was a kid I lost my father to cancer after about 15 months from his diagnosis. After...
    Imnotreelyhere Imnotreelyhere 31-35, M Apr 29

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    I lost it. All my faith that I got just a few years back. They are gone. Drained out. I prayed and prayed. Slowly depleting. Slowly finding myself in more and more dire situations...
    Bernsch Bernsch 18-21, F 10 Responses May 2

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    "He was your friend, your partner, your defender. You were his life, his love, his leader. He was yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart." My dog Kovu was my best...
    EskimoRae EskimoRae 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    I am already an orphan. My mom died when I was ten years old, ever since, she is bedridden. My grandmother is the one who's supporting me financially, since she is also old, my...
    MAHUNNIE26 MAHUNNIE26 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Today, the world lost a beautiful soul. Most importantly, I lost a man who was a father to me. My heart is deeply saddened. He was my best friends dad and he always treated me...
    YankeeGirl14 YankeeGirl14 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Any woman who lost or experience miscarriage? You can always send me message if you want someone to talk to. Because me? Im dying to hear from someone.
    tiffanyalcalei tiffanyalcalei 26-30, F Apr 23

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    I am happy to say that I lost five pounds! I'm currently 201 pound and I am two pounds away as seeing 199. I guess is all about walking I've been doing to work and all that stuff...
    ArtLover24 ArtLover24 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 23

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    On April 21 2015 we lost our pit bull Atti, she fell into our pool, we think that she killed herself because she had a mini stroke a month ago and it messed up the right side of...
    traebramlett traebramlett 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 23

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    Hello. My name is Zelo. I think I'm making this group, I'm new to this app, and I want to make this a place where people can share their stories and grow, so I'll just share my...
    Zelolol Zelolol 18-21, T Apr 23

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    Soooo..... I lost 182 lbs total. Now I'm 163. It feels awesome, but I hate having a bunch of loose skin. People are definitely nicer to me now, which is unfortunate when you think...
    danteflorz danteflorz 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 26

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    Lost my girlfriend 3 weeks ago. whoever takes people took the wrong one. She was a beautiful person.
    mallysim6259 mallysim6259 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 26

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    Lightning and I lost Thunder on 3/10. Not even 2 minutes in the vet office, and he died. Still don't know what he had that had him lose a lot of weight since sept. I didn't even...
    skcamper skcamper 51-55, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I lost my mum to lung cancer the very same day that my first child was born. After throwing myself wholly into being a mother and wife, I have never grieved for her. My son was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 4

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    I lost it a looong time ago, way back in the early years of elementary school. Will I ever go back? No. I don't believe in fairy tales, I grew out of them. I'm just glad I was able...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    On January 12th, 2013 I lost my mother-in-law Susan A. Grant. ... You were one of the most influential women in my life, next to my own mom. You took me in at a time when I...
    KierstenJ671 KierstenJ671 22-25, F May 8

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    One, I secretly still love, others I feel bad for now, and others I lost 6 this year
    StevieOakley14 StevieOakley14 13-15, F May 9

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    ive lost 18 in the last year
    Oddgirllili Oddgirllili 13-15, F 1 Response May 9

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    I didn't just lose a few, I lost all of my friends when I decided to join the military. The worst part was when I went back home for the first time (9 months later) and no one...
    CodeyL CodeyL 18-21, M May 10

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