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I Have Lost My Mind

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    Was It There To Begin With

    those feelings of wanting to run and not stop. those feelings of wanting to feel the sting of the razor blade as it runs accross your skin and see the red of the blood come to the surface and feel the release of pain. those feelings of wanting to take those pills and feel all the...
    neverunderstood4 neverunderstood4 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2013

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    I'm Having Imaginary Conversations With Pictures.

    I'm having imaginary conversations with pictures. Do you think I've lost it? Screw it. I'm always having imaginary conversations, or fragments of conversations that sound like conversations in their own. It all started when I started talking to the voices in my head. Chaff...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 2 Responses Feb 14, 2012

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    I don't know what I feel It rushes back

    and forth From hate to love, From person to person I can't sit still and feel any stability The circle entraps me and makes each of my thoughts bounce off pillars and come straight back to torture me So in reality, I do it to myself Yet I'm out of control Racing thoughts...
    ArtemisAncestor ArtemisAncestor 31-35, F 1 Response May 9, 2014

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    Bit By Bit

    I know I've lost it as my head seems to be empty. If you look in one ear you can see clear through to the other side. There is a tiny rattle in there but I think it's just a lost rock. I've decided to put out a APB and if you find it please return it to me. It's not very useful...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Dec 3, 2007

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    You don't truly know darkness

    until your mind finally breaks. Everything around you that matters dissolves. You are an alien in your own skin. Suddenly everything around you becomes dull and dark; you are constantly enshrouded by a mist that follows you everywhere you go. Everything is ugly. Everyone is...
    papergirl15 papergirl15 26-30, F Nov 10, 2014

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    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    Oh How I Have Lost My Mind

    Maybe I will tell all of my story someday!  Right now it is just too; so very painful  that I just cannot write about at this time!  I have been crying all day and just dont want to do anything now! Sorry!
    samaritan samaritan 61-65, F Apr 4, 2009

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    But What I Got In Return

    was a renewed one which is so much better!!
    lilnursygrl lilnursygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2011

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    Die. Die. Die! You self-deprecrating feeble

    minded fool! Do you honestly believe those good things you told to yourself? Yes, I did, but not anymore... Which means I shouldn't believe the negative things you tell me. I will stand up to myself. You idiot... Ha-ha! You can't escape yourself, lest you want to die you...
    SelfUnaware SelfUnaware 18-21 Jul 10

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    Lost It

    i have completly lost it. i have started about 4 groups on the feeling of nothing but pain and pissed. if my mood dosent change quick i feel that im not going to make it to may 8th or to the end of this day for that matter. i believe it would have helped if we would have done...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 3 Responses May 7, 2007

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    Lalala

    by now i should be crazy. at least i think i should be. with a past as ****** up as mine at least
    wildlark wildlark 18-21, F May 7, 2007

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    I'm at that place in my life,

    where my mind has broke. Insanity follows me like a disease. I just... Idk...
    Drifter15 Drifter15 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 3

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    Outside what I once called reality is bleak

    and gloomy; I see woods of thick dead trees, a night sky devoid of stars, and the grass is ugly and stagnant. The only light here in this morbid place of death comes from the moon, yet it looks so menacing. It's so silent here too, besides the occasional eerie whistling of the...
    SelfUnaware SelfUnaware 18-21 Jul 18

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    Lost N Trying To Get Over It

    its for a long time that i felt nothing was under my control.. a horrible experience when i wanted to run away from everywhere but now i have again taken courage to take control over it little by little.. :)
    90colors 90colors 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2013

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    I Had Lost My Mind

    I had lost my mind. I lost my head for a while was off my rocker outta line, outta whack. See I had this tiny crack in my head That slowly split open and my brain snoozed out, Lyin' on the sidewalk and I didn't even know it. I had lost my mind. Why, i was sitting in the...
    strawberrybootlaces strawberrybootlaces 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    I'm a trail of the calf.

    I wish it wouldn't have been such..
    yeyoil yeyoil 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    My Mind

    i have literally gone crazy. im talking off the wall and i cant make up my mind on what i want. i think i need to ................................. well i dont konw what i need. i just need someone to talk to at the moment.
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 1 Response May 7, 2007

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    God Allowed It

    God allowed me to fall in love twice in one life time and i feel like i'm killing my relationship with the love of my life
    tinkabella tinkabella 18-21, F May 9, 2007

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    This mental tedium is spreading everywhere

    within my mind. The erosion of my mind is draining. Soon enough my mind will be a desolate land in which only I can disdain. There won't be anymore reveries that I can escape to... I struggle with the fact that I will soon have to bear with reality... My greatest fear. My mind...
    SelfUnaware SelfUnaware 18-21 Jul 8

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    Pain can make you insane,

    it's so strange. Every day I feel like I've been caught in the rain.
    SelfUnaware SelfUnaware 18-21 Jul 3

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    MY EXISTENCE AND THE SERIOUS PROBLEM Innoncent

    me is not innocent. Innocent me once was a boy who was able to enjoy life, even if it was little. Innocent me hates. It... It! No! No! No! Innocent me is insane. Innocent me must die! So... Overwhelmed! Too much? My goodness it's too much!!!!!! For one person... To bare...
    SelfUnaware SelfUnaware 18-21 Jul 17

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    Ok. So I have run 24 miles over the past week and walked at least that much. Thus I have lost a little weight and part of an inch from the waist (down to 36 1/4" when fully...
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    I have lost everything from my children, my car, money, and love. I am alone and am very curious about voodoo and Santeria. I want to regain all that I have lost and maybe a new...
    memorymaker1980 memorymaker1980 31-35, F a week ago

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    I lost my cat Mr. Tinker last night. I burrid him today.
    HONAW HONAW 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 26

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    She wasnt on a leash and no name tag. I lost one of my most beloved pet. She was such an obedient and desired thing for me
    SunshineDom SunshineDom 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    I lost my father in April to throat cancer. I'm his only child.
    Pattycake1234 Pattycake1234 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 26

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    Lost someone I loved a lot two weeks ago and it sucks.
    kshine27 kshine27 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    This is the second time I've lost her the first time I was lied to then now and its over for me I have nothing to live for. My best friend has become so distant because he is...
    oharu oharu 13-15 1 Response Jul 25

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    lost faith.. a looong *** time ago. smh
    bruhtf bruhtf 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    September 22, 2013 I was really happy when Lady Gaga put out Applause in August. But in September my grandma was hospitalized. Her body was negatively reacting to a medication was...
    TheDopeAura TheDopeAura 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    please help I feel like a dumb *** I am afraid that I lost someone i care about this girl means the world to me I would do anything for this girl I would move heaven and earth for...
    josephpiper josephpiper 22-25 Jul 22

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    Actually I have lost ALL of my self-worth and self-esteem. I'm completely empty.
    1sososad 1sososad 46-50, M Jul 21

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    I lost a friend due to Crystal meth and I'm losing another to the same thing.
    mrsaturn9682 mrsaturn9682 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    When I was 13 I knew this guy his name was David and our moms were friends and stuff so we'd see each other a lot. Well one day we went down to my basement and he said you should...
    Loser5lyfe Loser5lyfe 22-25, F Jul 20

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    I lost my mother to a rare leukemia last September 13th. the last thing that happened between her and I was a huge fight. I have so many regrets.
    PrincessMouse86 PrincessMouse86 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I was 13 when I lost my dad to cancer. we found out right before my 10th birthday. He was such a good dad and I miss him every day. .
    rissrose rissrose 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 20

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    I want to share a verse to all of the strugglers in sin and in their relationship with God. But first i want to send a powerful message, and that is God sent his son to die for us...
    TemptaionWontShakeMe TemptaionWontShakeMe 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    "The Gods had decided to mirror my disposition. Grey skies with the rain cascading down like some deity's wet fury. My four wheeled, not to be trusted, steed passes one of the...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M 3 Responses