I Have Lost My Mom

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 107 People

    amtrup10 amtrup10
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jun 17, 2014

    My mom just passed about 3 hours ago.

    She had been fighting COPD and CHF for years and had a quadruple bypass in November. Her heart issues had cleared up for the most part, but the COPD kept sending her to the ICU. She had developed pneumonia about two weeks ago and I had to override her decision not to go to...
    Sheepdog47 Sheepdog47
    46-50, M
    12 Responses Apr 12, 2015

    few months ago i lost my mother to lung cancer

    :( it was the hardest thing for me ever to deal with for people who dont know me went i was alot younger around 12-15 i wasnt always the easiest person to get along with people wear afraid of me i mix with people i shouldn't i've been arrested a few times and i have a criminal...
    lucy2014 lucy2014
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Mar 6, 2014

    Although it has been a long time

    since I lost her, I still think of her quite often. I always wish that our relationship could have been closer and that her life wouldn't have been so hard which led her to make some very wrong choices. I wish she would have really loved me and shown it so that I, as an adult...
    mistripom mistripom
    36-40, F
    Apr 12, 2015

    It's been two weeks. Mom is really gone.

    I'm amazed and shocked at how time has flown and yet every second has been felt. Counting my blessings does not help in the dark moments.. Neither does the concept of time will heal. Breathing is the only thing I can do. I don't need to be fixed because I'm not broken. This is...
    swimstertsao swimstertsao
    26-30, F
    Jul 14, 2015

    I lost my mom three months ago I feel like it

    was three minutes ago. The thought that I will no longer see her on this earth is shaking me to the core. I'm not one to post on forums but I am totally besides myself and have no idea how to go on. Sometimes I wish I were dead along side her. I would NEVER do anything stupid...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses May 29, 2015

    She fell from the stairs in their new home at

    age 55. She broke her skull and suffered hemmorage to her frontal lobes. In the next 10 years this damage developed from first only minor memory issues, up to the point she couldn't undress, eat or do anything without help, lost her ability to speak and became hospitalized in a...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 11, 2015

    My Mum committed suicide

    when I was about 14, I came back from town and I called out for her but no answer, so I went upstairs into her room and I found her hanging from the curtain railing, I started to panic and cry. I always looked at pictures of her from when we were on holiday and I remembered the...
    Darknes24 Darknes24
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 12, 2015

    2 years ago I came out gay to my family

    and my mother disowned me. And that's sort of like losing her, because I never see her anymore only by accident.
    HandsomePrince1 HandsomePrince1
    18-21, M
    Sep 18, 2014

    I lost my mom and sister in a car accident.

    I almost lost myself in grief.
    Andrew269 Andrew269
    13-15, M
    May 29, 2015

    Have you ever seen your whole world come

    crashing down? Have you ever felt explode into a million pieces? Have you ever felt your brain completely quit working with you, only allowing you to cry and cry until absolutely no tears can come out again? I have. Three years ago, in 2013. I lost my mom, my bestfriend, my...
    XoAmber XoAmber
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 20, 2014


      My Mother is living and breathing. I did not "traditionally" lose her as some may think when seeing "I have lost my Mom". I have lost her in contact. She sits two and a half hours east of my school, alone. This eats at my heart everyday knowing that she will not...
    tvr7625 tvr7625
    18-21, F
    Mar 8, 2010

    10 years ago my Mom died of leukemia.

    All I have are photographs and memories and the memories will never fade. I love you Mommy.
    SweetSillySusan SweetSillySusan
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2014

    I lost my mom a year

    and 4 months ago. It's been one of the hardest things I've ever dealt with...
    MarisoleLane MarisoleLane
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 2, 2014

    Missing You Everyday

    My birthday is February 3rd. I turned 11. It was February 22nd. My mom started complaining of side pains. Dad and I took her to the hospital. Then we had to go home because I had school tomorrow. We told mom we could see her tomorrow. I went to school. Then we went to see mom...
    Teenmommy16 Teenmommy16
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 28, 2013

    It will be 5 months on the 18th of

    when I lost my mom..celebrating her birthday with out her and holidays that have been pasted and are yet to come have been horrible. I feel as if I have no family. It's only me, my sister and her fiance. My mom once told us that we only had her and no one else..we didn't listen...
    kennadek kennadek
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2015

    Gosh my mother was murdered in 1989.

    For years I was angry. That anger crippled me deeply. It's only as of this year in feel free to let the memory and anger of her death go. I enjoy remembering who she is and forgiving her for leaving me the night she died for drugs she didn't need. I forgive her and I'm free...
    funnyface815 funnyface815
    36-40, F
    Jun 4, 2014

    The Mother Angel

    today my dad in his airforce uniform took my mom to heaven. i know they are dancin and laughing . im going to miss my mom . going to miss her biscuits and molassie.IM playing old songs for my mom and dad. my dad has been waiting for my mom for a long time, but...
    BlackParade BlackParade
    31-35, M
    Nov 11, 2012

    I haven't lived with my mom

    since I was 7, so about 10 yrs now. She has come in&out of my life for all these years, she runs away to go back to my abusive step dad and takes my sisters with her. Things have gotten better for them now but the damage has been done for my mom. She called my gma last night if...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 1, 2015

    I can tell you losing my Mama

    and my best friend has been horrible. I have a loving husband, 2 beautiful stepsons, and my own amazing son, but the pain of knowing I can not call her is killing me. I went to visit her after work and found her deceased on the floor. She was only 64. She and I were...
    Mamagonetoosoon Mamagonetoosoon
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 5, 2015

    My mom passed away from breast cancer about two

    years ago. I often come to this website to read other stories as it helps me realize I am not alone. I often blame myself for not doing enough to save her. I was too busy working and never really was around the house. Looking back, I remember her looking sick or laying in bed...
    lostwithoutherr lostwithoutherr
    31-35, M
    1 Response Dec 12, 2014

    I Miss My Mom I Dont Know How To Continue

    I lost my mom a month ago on her birthday, I lost her to a cancer she didnt know she had....it was all very sudden...in a way I am thankfull for that because she didnt suffer for a long time ...and I thought I could be strong... I am an only child my father was never very close...
    Trintiydoll Trintiydoll
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2013

    woke up today, wanted to call her.

    tell her how things are since she's been gone, tell her how much I miss her.....
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 19, 2015
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