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I Have Lost My Passion For Life

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    I am when I was 9 my father died in the

    bathroom of a heart attack I watched him die same with my mother I was 12 she died of a massive heart attack when I was 12 I watched her die on couch, I was very rebellious & wild afterwards. when I was 19 I got married that didn't work out I was with him a yr & 1/2 b4 I...
    1tyson 1tyson 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2014

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    I lost it such a long time ago.

    I'm trying to find some sort of motivation or drive...but it's not there. I feel as if my life is a series of unfortunate events. Things will finally be ok...and then one day everything falls apart. I don't even have good friends to talk to. My ex boyfriend comes in and out of...
    VirgoBeauty VirgoBeauty 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2015

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    I Don't Know Anymore...

    I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I often feel so totally drained, so totally lost of wanting to do anything that I just sulk around all day and don't know what to do with myself. I have all sorts of things and plans that I've always wanted to do but I've never done...
    PowRTocH PowRTocH 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 8, 2012

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    Where Did It Go?

    Fifteen years ago I was passionate. I was finding independence, deep in love and finding myself with another. We would stay up talking about all the big things in the world. Ten years ago I was passionate. I was immersed in learning, still deep in love and working to make a...
    sillygexperience sillygexperience 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    I Still Don't Know What I Want to Be When I Grow Up.

    I'm 43 years old, and find that nothing inspires or excites me anymore. Ever since I was young, I can't recall any profession inspiring me enough to want to pursue it as a career. I've always had interests in writing, photography, and painting, but when I try to commit to...
    passiondreamer passiondreamer 41-45 11 Responses Jun 7, 2009

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    Lost My Passion

    Okay so I will start four years back my wife and I were expecting my first and her third child. Well after 27 weeks of a fairly smooth pregnancy for my wife, we lost a our little girl (Norah). That was July of 2009 and then that next January I had one of my ex bosses call and...
    Tmg24 Tmg24 36-40, M Nov 11, 2013

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    Bent Not Broken!!

    So Here Goes!! .........................../..../.../.../.../.............!! This is life! It's bumpy, ridiculous and totally unpredictable for many of us! And we all know it! Then why are we always so sad when things don't happen exactly the way we want them to happen? Expecting...
    mylostsoul mylostsoul 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 7, 2013

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    Stuck Beyond Belief

    Honestly don't even know where to begin.... I was a DJ since I was 21. Had a long successful music career for a solid 15 yrs. Traveled the world as a DJ, multiple weekly residencies in every major club in the city I lived in, radio shows, reporter for Billboard mag, and some...
    alechaas alechaas 41-45 2 Responses Jun 19, 2012

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    I'm 14 and looking at the other posts I feel bad

    for this upsetting me, but my biological father (who I don't consider a father at all) raped and abused my mother and he recently found us again and was threatening to kidnap me and kill my whole family. then when I was two my mama remarried and that man adopted me (HE is my...
    CheyCheyAislinn CheyCheyAislinn 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2015

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    My mother died when I was little. Less than a year later, my dad married my evil stepmother, and they were together for eight years before, well, I'm pretty sure she killed him...
    anonyme23 anonyme23 22-25, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    so sad, its bad time your life
    morsanjeet morsanjeet 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I lost my dad in 2005 to cardiac arrest. It was all very sudden, we were watching a movie and having ice cream. Something suddenly happened and next minute my mother and elder...
    VarshaJ VarshaJ 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Lost my sister this past may. I'm still working through the grief. She had a rare autoimmune disease that was killing her slowly for years, so it wasn't totally unexpected but that...
    BlissfulBoredom BlissfulBoredom 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I lost me, my passion for life itself. now I'm antisocial, daydreaming of being a highly successful person. I have a natural talent writing and music, I think. nobody believes in...
    claytonspain claytonspain 31-35, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    15 years ago I loved him. I adored him and I respected him. Now, for the life of me, no matter what good he does I have little feelings at all. For the longest time I tried to...
    Mallory38 Mallory38 36-40, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have never believed that if your love doesn't happen to come to "Lived Happily Ever After" and you have a heart ache in love because the person you really thought would be their...
    Bareen Bareen 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have lost it, but other people think I found it. I haven't. It's my sanity.
    MrPoolofsouls MrPoolofsouls 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I think as we get older, and we learn more, we all lose certain things. It isn't a bad thing; sometimes parts disappear so we evolve into stronger people, full of wisdom. Hopefully...
    ZenGrrrlLioNESS ZenGrrrlLioNESS 46-50, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    to be honest..I have lost alot of myself inside, all this time spent inside myself with wonderings and what should I do's and trying to understand this ****** life I call my own I...
    Cocrispy Cocrispy 22-25, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    yes I have lost a part of me too well actually had it stolen from me without my consent at eleven years old my hoodie my foreskin thanks to my mom tricking me into going into the...
    Abbenburnner Abbenburnner 56-60, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    just recently i had lost my grandma to pancreatic cancer .we bearly found this out right after thanksgiving or last year .she went into the hospital cause she has stomach pains and...
    rayy17 rayy17 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    You were my main ingredient for the last seven years. You seasoned my life with the way you were. The way you would dance on your hind legs when you begged, or the way you would...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 16 Responses a week ago

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    In 2009, my father was diagnosed with esophageal cancer and was given a 3% survival chance of longer than a year. My world was crushed, I couldn't lose my daddy. He went through...
    kmhitz kmhitz 22-25, F 10 Responses Feb 2

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    I have lost both of my parents to cancer. It is a terrible disease that hopefully we can end. Too much pain has been caused because of it. Too many people lost.
    aaronfunn aaronfunn 41-45, M 3 Responses Feb 2

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    Yes I do and I also have a thing for seeing sexy white women with BBC penetrating them and creaming all over the massive members that black men have! ;)
    1645jw1645 1645jw1645 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    I have lost 2 stone since last April. I was overweight and really self-conscious about it but now I'm at a healthy weight and really pleased. :)
    emjm013 emjm013 18-21, F Jan 31

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    It's not something I usually like to talk about but, I figure that I'm in good company here. I lost my father to COPD when I was 16. He had smoked for 40 years and it just did him...
    thealouwho thealouwho 18-21, F 40 Responses Jan 30

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    Reason, Season, or Lifetime People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I met Karen over 30 years ago my sister-in-law introduced me to her. She was fun to be with and we had a few good years together. Sadly we split up but stayed good friends and kept...
    johnvcook johnvcook 56-60, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    A letter I swore I'd never write: I know I said I wouldn't write to you anymore... But I'm not going to send this to you so I guess I'm still ok. I just want you to know where I...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Even though I hit bottom once and a while I've found so many positive people here on ep each of ypu have helped me look at life in a more positive and upbeat nanner. I just wanted...
    peachstring peachstring 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I lost them when I was 1 I don't know how they died, but after then I was living with my grandparents till I turned 3 and they no longer had the physical ability to take care of me...
    Fighter1999 Fighter1999 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    I don't have much patience for people who look for attention to the extreme. There are several peoppe on here, who I've blocked simply for that reason. At first, I usually trust...
    FatalOrca FatalOrca 18-21, F Jan 27

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    I am 22 years old and just lost my dad exactly a month ago today. I joined this site by searching google for grieving for a lost parent chat(who knew you'd ever have to google that...
    SouthernZombie22 SouthernZombie22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    well not exactly reAlly my new car is the 89 f150 xlt larit long bed 2 door bench seat 5.0 v8 oil breather new exhaust minifold and heater core as well as twin tank fuel system...
    Anastas17 Anastas17 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 25

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    I have lost my grandpa, aunt, and friend. I'm finally over it but not them, just the trauma of the experience of the cancer loss. I still miss them.
    DoIknowmenow DoIknowmenow 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    Damn, I have just lost anther friend to cancer.
    nakedoutdoors nakedoutdoors 51-55, M 5 Responses Jan 24

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    Oscar...For Love About three years ago I was working with a woman who had alzheimers and a broken hip. She lived in a lovely beach home, and she had found a cat who had been...
    Rolle2323 Rolle2323 61-65, F Jan 24

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    I lost both my parents the past two years at age 14. I'm now 15 and living with my aunt in Chicago, but man does it still suck at times. My family was very close knit and we were...
    madclair madclair 16-17, F Jan 24

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    I have been with my husband for 10 years, married for 6. We have 3 children together and I have an older son. My spouse is younger than me by a few years. When we were dating...
    jpslone0821 jpslone0821 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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