I Have Lost My Passion For Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 65 People

    I Still Don't Know What I Want to Be When I Grow Up.

    I'm 43 years old, and find that nothing inspires or excites me anymore. Ever since I was young, I can't recall any profession inspiring me enough to want to pursue it as a career. I've always had interests in writing, photography, and painting, but when I try to commit to...
    passiondreamer passiondreamer
    41-45
    11 Responses Jun 7, 2009

    Stuck Beyond Belief

    Honestly don't even know where to begin.... I was a DJ since I was 21. Had a long successful music career for a solid 15 yrs. Traveled the world as a DJ, multiple weekly residencies in every major club in the city I lived in, radio shows, reporter for Billboard mag, and some...
    alechaas alechaas
    41-45
    3 Responses Jun 19, 2012

    Bent Not Broken!!

    So Here Goes!! .........................../..../.../.../.../.............!! This is life! It's bumpy, ridiculous and totally unpredictable for many of us! And we all know it! Then why are we always so sad when things don't happen exactly the way we want them to happen? Expecting...
    mylostsoul mylostsoul
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2013

    I Don't Know Anymore...

    I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I often feel so totally drained, so totally lost of wanting to do anything that I just sulk around all day and don't know what to do with myself. I have all sorts of things and plans that I've always wanted to do but I've never done...
    PowRTocH PowRTocH
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Apr 8, 2012

    Where Did It Go?

    Fifteen years ago I was passionate. I was finding independence, deep in love and finding myself with another. We would stay up talking about all the big things in the world. Ten years ago I was passionate. I was immersed in learning, still deep in love and working to make a...
    sillygexperience sillygexperience
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jan 13, 2013

    I am when I was 9 my father died in the

    bathroom of a heart attack I watched him die same with my mother I was 12 she died of a massive heart attack when I was 12 I watched her die on couch, I was very rebellious & wild afterwards. when I was 19 I got married that didn't work out I was with him a yr & 1/2 b4 I...
    1tyson 1tyson
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 18, 2014

    I lost it such a long time ago.

    I'm trying to find some sort of motivation or drive...but it's not there. I feel as if my life is a series of unfortunate events. Things will finally be ok...and then one day everything falls apart. I don't even have good friends to talk to. My ex boyfriend comes in and out of...
    VirgoBeauty VirgoBeauty
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2015

    Lost My Passion

    Okay so I will start four years back my wife and I were expecting my first and her third child. Well after 27 weeks of a fairly smooth pregnancy for my wife, we lost a our little girl (Norah). That was July of 2009 and then that next January I had one of my ex bosses call and...
    Tmg24 Tmg24
    36-40, M
    Nov 11, 2013

    I'm 14 and looking at the other posts I feel bad

    for this upsetting me, but my biological father (who I don't consider a father at all) raped and abused my mother and he recently found us again and was threatening to kidnap me and kill my whole family. then when I was two my mama remarried and that man adopted me (HE is my...
    Slytherin4Lyfe Slytherin4Lyfe
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2015

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