I Have Lost Someone I Love

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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 30, 2015

    This past week I lost someone

    that I loved very much. Not in a sexual sense but in a way like a mother. This is going to sound funny but my mother-in-law. She was 88 and passed on Tuesday Jan 14. We are going to miss you Oma. (Oma in german is grandmother) She was an amazing women. My wife, daughter and...
    Rescuediver1874 Rescuediver1874
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Jan 20, 2014

    It's been 3 years since my boyfriend left this

    place, it could be yesterday and it could be an eternity, all I know is nothing will ever prepare you for the sight of a body with a a heart that has long stopped beating. Our story was beautiful, we were young lovers, I had him for 4 years of his short life, 4 years which will...
    littlesnowyeti littlesnowyeti
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 3, 2015

    Not just. It has been three months.

    This is the first time I've been able to mention it at all. Distance. Time. Makes it easier to live with. I try to keep busy, even staying active here so I do not think about him. Everything is hard now. Everything. Not 'hard to get out of bed' hard. 'Hard to take that next...
    khewster khewster
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 25, 2015
    Aubree1 Aubree1
    18-21, F
    Jan 26

    True Happiness

    Its been almost a year since weve talked. The worst year of my life. iv made it closer to hell than heaven. Iv lived in darkness,struggling to find light. Wrapped myself in more tears than smiles. Slept to more nightmares than dreams. & worst part in that year i could no longer...
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose
    16-17, F
    Feb 20, 2013

    My Grandpa

    It's been 17 days now so I figured I'd write him a tribute- You will be missed dearly!!! Who am I going to have to pick on all my bf's, and tell mine and Cait's friends our dresses look crazy? You were a tough man and will never be forgotten in our family for sure.. We can all...
    babyblueeyes0417 babyblueeyes0417
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 4, 2011

    My grandpa...the only one

    that meant anything to me out of my blood relation. I never met him until I was 13. We weren't super close, we didn't visit often, but I could completely trust him. When I was 17....One day some guy brought in a car and wanted him to buy it. He refused. A week later 3 men jumped...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 15, 2014

    It is hard to believe

    that we were once part of each other's life. Always together. Laughing. Dreaming. Now we are nothing but strangers. I wonder if you still think about me. I try not to think about you. I've tried to forget. I succeed almost every day, but sometimes I fail. Sometimes I think too...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 30, 2015

    When i was 10 years old i was going to dance in

    the roll as Clara in the Nutrcracker, one of the most famous ballet shows. My Twin brother was dancing the prince role. On the rehearsals... My brother collapsed and was sent to the hospital. My brother had gotten leukemia. He did, only 10 years 7 months and 14 days old. Every...
    Leona248 Leona248
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 27, 2014

    Lost Him to the Sea.

    I loved him in that 6th grade, innocent way. His smile reminded me of the children I once ran the playground with. The boy who'd brush the dirt off my knee when I'd trip, even if his friends made fun of him. THAT was him. Even at 25, his presence made me kick at the tiny...
    ofthegallows ofthegallows
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jun 13, 2009

    Life is so hard I wish I wasn't a bishop

    daughter... My mother died last year in July and I haven't been making good decisions.
    Aubree1 Aubree1
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 5

    My Dad died last January.

    He was 62, no signs that it was going to happen, he was working on his boat when bam, heart attack. He was the greatest man I ever knew, and I still feel so fortunate to have had him as long as I did, He was able to see me to young adulthood and give me the tools he needed to go...
    WhirlwindR WhirlwindR
    22-25, M
    Apr 21

    8years ago today I got

    that early morning phone call I'd never forget telling me I'd lost one of the best men I've ever known my grandfather. He is terribly missed. He worked hard for everything he had from Sun up to Sun down everyday. I remember fishing, hunting and working in the garden with him. He...
    beautifullybroken29 beautifullybroken29
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2015

    I always remember the good times

    and the blessings brought to us by the ones we lose. It's ok to be sad about it too but be reminded that they are carried in our hearts and minds. Though they are not here physically they are still with us.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 24, 2015
    Billira Billira
    31-35, F
    Jan 4, 2015

    Today is the funeral of my long time online

    girlfriend who died much too young in a car accident. Her leaving a tragedy for her family and all who were touched by her professional and personal talents. I miss her comments, ideas, encouragement and thoughtfulness. I always will. http://youtu.be/3p_xAToFzck
    storyteller4u2 storyteller4u2
    51-55, M
    7 Responses Dec 10, 2015

    I fell in love with my friend

    when I was just 14 years old. He passed away 3 years ago. He was the love of my life and even know I miss him so much. I cry myself to sleep every night. I don't know if i will ever get over him
    infinitytimestinfinity infinitytimestinfinity
    22-25, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    My Dear Friend

    I have lost a very close friend, someone online, don't say anything ok. But she was such a good friend I love her so much, she stabbed herself in the lung and died in hospital. I believe although she's biologically dead a soul as beautiful as hers isn't going anywhere just yet...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Oct 24, 2013

    When I was 16, my boyfriend passed away four

    days before my birthday... and our second anniversary. I'm still heartbroken about it and I can't get over it.
    caffeineaddict95 caffeineaddict95
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 10, 2015

    It finally happened to me.

    My aunt passed last year and then my uncle a few months later (this year). It hurt. I would like to not do that again.
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon
    31-35, F
    Apr 8, 2015
    kshine27 kshine27
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 25, 2015

    Zachary

    I've lost many people I love in my life, both family and friends. The pain never goes away you just learn to live with the emptiness their absence leaves in your heart. Some you can at least say they lived a long and good life...but for some that is just not the case. We lost...
    magiceyes28 magiceyes28
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 23, 2013

    Taken.

    I share story's... not a story, my freaking life. I met him when I was 11, on my birthday. We were running around chairs, he was lower than me, funny looking. I was trying to be a women already :D He said he loved me, I laughed. He was 14. We grew up. I loved him... I love him. I...
    s1lenc3 s1lenc3
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Dec 29, 2012

    I know I will feel it

    for a long time..........
    New2face New2face
    18-21, M
    Jul 10, 2015

    Sadness and Loss Tears falling Like sprays of

    salt From a sea wave Like rain from The skies above To fall from sad eyes' Eyes that see into A soul filled with sadness A soul that knows loss A soul of a person Who has lost a friend, A loving kind woman And a good friend Up in Heaven Where the angels dwell Some where above...
    RedEyesBlackDragon RedEyesBlackDragon
    51-55, M
    1 Response Dec 14, 2014

    I lost my grandpa and grandma

    and I want them because they were so kind to me and I loved them soo much
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    13-15, F
    Feb 28, 2014

    Was it really so easy

    for u to just leave? After telling me u loved me? Ik we have found other people but it just bothers me that i didnt even get to say goodbye. U said ud do anything for me and i said no matter what id always be by ur side and u just made me break my promise...ive never broken a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 12, 2015

    Uncle Adam There are a lot of alcoholics in my

    family, including my father, now sober. But the first in our family to be recognised for this disease was my uncle, Adam. He was also the first to die because of it. He had always been an alcoholic as long as I could remember. He hadn't worked much in my lifetime, having...
    PersonalGenesis PersonalGenesis
    22-25, F
    Jan 7, 2015

    My father is the one

    that i lost when i was sixteen. My father was visiting me in hospital for a stomach operation that i was about to have, strangely enough dad was having stomach pains as well, he admitted himself to hospital to get it all checked out to make sure it wasn't something bad, and the...
    Alanuin Alanuin
    26-30, F
    May 22, 2015

    We all have. I liked to think

    as each and every person that I'd lost in my life as a 'purposeful' loss - one that had meaning, one that was determined by fate and had pushed me forward in some way when I was able to see the big picture. Every person was a lesson learned, or a doorway to another part of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 4, 2015

    We used to chat all night long sometimes.

    We were like the perfect pair. Then one sad day she left me for no reason . I am still deeply wounded . I still think she is pretty and i love her . But she has other stuff in mind :(
    Agugu Agugu
    13-15, M
    Jan 29

    My Mom's Death I remember it clearly

    as though it happened yesterday. She was an amazing woman. Very independent yet not. My dad really held her together. I remember the night that he died. The fastest 24 hours of my life. And when we took her home, I cannot recall her ever crying so loud for so long. It broke my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jul 5, 2014

    Well, this past christmas might of topped it

    all. On december 23 my grandfather had a heart attack on a plane. In his whole life he has been on it. Either from racing, working on trucks, or his health. then on december 24 he died. Lack of oxygen to his brain. God how i miss you so much. Only if i can hear your voice one...
    copenhagenkyle copenhagenkyle
    18-21, M
    Apr 25, 2015

    New Begginning

    Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.Saying goodbye doesn't mean anything. It's the time we spent together that matters, not how we left it. when my grandpa died in front of me his last words were "i cant breath". it was hard on us all. he ust to call me his...
    maverick321 maverick321
    70+, M
    1 Response Jan 26, 2012

    Today at 2 am, my cousin

    who is like a sister to me, died of sickness. It hurts so bad that I had been too busy at work so I did not get the chance to visit her when she was still alive. Our family is still shocked over this tragedy since we do not really understand yet how leg pain can make her...
    DiwaYata DiwaYata
    26-30, F
    Jan 1

    Well my grandfather just recently past 3 days

    ago and it's been really bad for me. I miss him so much . I just want to hear his voice one last time. Me & my grandfather were pretty close. The funeral is on Saturday and I don't know how I'm going to take it . At least I get to say my final goodbye to him . Ever since we have...
    Heyitsjalenn Heyitsjalenn
    16-17, F
    May 7, 2015

    For anyone who had a rough time growing up I'm

    sure you'll understand when I say you always have those people who made you feel safe. I had 2, my grandmother who passed over 10 years ago and an uncle who passed last night. I always wished he was my dad and he was an inspiration and well loved and respected by everyone who...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 5, 2015

    I've lost someone dear to me.

    this happened awhile ago but I feel like I need to tell this story. I knew this girl her name was Christina and she was my very first girlfriend. we would do everything together be it from walking on the beach to just relaxing by the fire pit in my back yard. haha once she...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Jan 4, 2015

    I hope the pain is gone

    and you can finally move on. A place where you can be at ease and blissfully free from the **** this world piles on us. I hope you can feel my love and that you knew before you went that no one could ever replace you. You have changed my life and filled it with memories that...
    heyaboxisabox heyaboxisabox
    22-25, M
    Oct 20, 2015

    Yep, I know people probably have it worse

    but I lost my brother, he died while hiking, the worst part was he was really far away from our family and I hadn't gotten to see him for a year until I saw him on the news I honestly have thought about being with him so many times, but then I remember he wouldn't want me to do...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 16

    So, Monday night I lost my grandpa.

    .. He lived in Cali. and we live in Kansas. My aunt called my uncle and mum (my siblings and I live with mum and uncle, auntie lives in Co.) saying that she hasn't heard from their dad (my siblings and I called him papa) in about a week. Uncle and mum thought nothing was wrong...
    FeferiPisces FeferiPisces
    16-17, F
    Jan 8

    My grandpas service was yesterday

    and I don't think it did him justice. Lots of his oldest friends didn't even show up. The one thing that keeps bothering me is my sister showed up and ate almost all the peanuts I brought home from his room just after he died. For some reason that really ****** me off. It's...
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

    I know deep down inside your never coming back

    but even so the hope you might one day return keeps me going on. I can't wait to see you again even if it is only in my dreams.
    ilovediapers153 ilovediapers153
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 16, 2015

    4 years ago I lost my cousin.

    he was overseas and something happened to him. when I got to the hospital to see him, I had ready started to shut everyone out. when I saw him he had just gotten out of surgery and he didn't want to see anyone else but me. about 2-3 hours later he died with my arms around him...
    brown2306 brown2306
    18-21, F
    Jan 20, 2014

    Our Crazy Angel

    I was shattered; emotionally torn, wiped out, and as hard of heart as you could get. Then I met Daniel. And within minutes, all that had melted away. It was the same for him. A uniting of souls, a shared passion. Against all odds I had fallen in love again. Under the WORST...
    wolvescry2 wolvescry2
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Oct 20, 2011
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