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I Have Lost Someone I Love

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    A Girl That Was My Inspiration.

    There was a girl I adored. I wanted to be like her. I looked up to her because she was amazing. I wanted to meet her one day, but that will never happen... If it wasn't for the doctors, she would still be living. She was my inspiration. The doctors told this girl she had Mano...
    katilynn43013 katilynn43013 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2013

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    This is hard because I never really was able to

    talk about it til now. In 2011 I received a phone call on the 4th of July. A mom who was outraged with me had thought her son ran off to be with me. I was very confused and after the conversation ended I came to find out a friend of mine had disappeared and I was the last...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6

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    Lost My Big Brother

    I guess the first thing I should confess is that he wasn't really my brother. He was my first cousin ... half-cousin at that (dad's half sister's son) ... but when his parents died he came to live with us and "became" my big brother.  He was six months older than me.  His...
    GwennaJane GwennaJane 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2012

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    I need help I recently found out

    that my first love has past away...... He past away some time ago. I'm having a really had time with this andI'm not sure why!!!yes I loved him however being young and stupid I treated him very very badly. Hell the last time I see him he came up tome still complimenting me and...
    kentucky1014 kentucky1014 31-35, F Jan 14

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    I just lost the guy I love.

    he want to be friends. I can't stop crying, and I started cutting again last night. I have suicidal thoughts, and I intend to kill myself to night. but I don't know if can fix it, if we're just friends, can it lead to something more? sry about the bad english, I'm from norway
    cfny cfny 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    Someone? No, I Lost More Than One.

    Nate- suicide Charlie- heart attack Kelsey- murdered Uncle- cancer Etc etc etc I've lost many people that I loved, most to suicide. Ive thought of joining them, but my plans always get ruined by the damn doctors. I miss all of them ya know, I dont trust easily but when I do start...
    LikeBrokenRecords LikeBrokenRecords 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 19, 2013

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    I watched my Father die of cancer.

    For 3 years my dad fought terminal lung cancer. He died 3 years ago. I was by his side the whole time. I can never stop thinking about him. I can't concentrate on school or anything else. My friends haven't lost someone that close to them so I feel like u can't talk to anyone...
    heathermal123 heathermal123 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 14

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    I have not posted on here in two weeks.

    Because of the last two weeks I've lost someone else that I love. I cannot believe how bad 2014 is. Every month brings a new death. I've never been so pessimistic against my future. I dare not challenge worse.
    Shmily68 Shmily68 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 14

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    New Begginning

    Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.Saying goodbye doesn't mean anything. It's the time we spent together that matters, not how we left it. when my grandpa died in front of me his last words were "i cant breath". it was hard on us all. he ust to call me his...
    maverick321 maverick321 70+, M 1 Response Jan 26, 2012

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    When i was 10 years old i was going to dance in

    the roll as Clara in the Nutrcracker, one of the most famous ballet shows. My Twin brother was dancing the prince role. On the rehearsals... My brother collapsed and was sent to the hospital. My brother had gotten leukemia. He did, only 10 years 7 months and 14 days old. Every...
    Leona248 Leona248 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 27

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    Best Friend

    I've posted one story here, so I think this is also about that... He was the love of my life, yeh it really sucks loosing the love of my life... but he was also my best friend. You know after a great day, when something good happens, you want to run to someone, the one person...
    s1lenc3 s1lenc3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Valentine's Day Is The Worst Holiday For Me.

    Well to start off with in 2008 my cousin Emma died at the age of 13 months. She died Friday February 13. The day before Valentine's Day. Last night my grand-father died. Valentine's Day is always going to be the sad reminder of those I have lost.
    ryan6413 ryan6413 16-17, M 4 Responses Feb 14, 2013

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    My Grandpa

    It's been 17 days now so I figured I'd write him a tribute- You will be missed dearly!!! Who am I going to have to pick on all my bf's, and tell mine and Cait's friends our dresses look crazy? You were a tough man and will never be forgotten in our family for sure.. We can all...
    babyblueeyes0417 babyblueeyes0417 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2011

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    Maybe Only Once

    Walked into a little place looking for a piano, As I opened doors and walked around looking finally the bartender said "excuse me mate but what the bloody hell you looking for"? I asked where the piano was ? Suddenly a young lady sitting at the bar on a stool asked "what makes...
    BAPhoto BAPhoto 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 16, 2013

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    My best friend growing up died over 2 years ago.

    I still find memories of him float up in my everyday life. I joined this group to see what is more common with grief. He was very young, died from drowning. I was devastated. I look forward to reading about the amazing lives that have left us, and how you cope, or even...
    Shniddleyway Shniddleyway 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    My grandpas service was yesterday

    and I don't think it did him justice. Lots of his oldest friends didn't even show up. The one thing that keeps bothering me is my sister showed up and ate almost all the peanuts I brought home from his room just after he died. For some reason that really ****** me off. It's...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 14

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    He was actually the love of my life

    and the man who I was going to marry. He passed away last year from early onset Parkinson's . We met and fell in love several years ago, before he got sick. We had a wonderful life. We would go sledding in the winter, hiking in the warm weather, boating in the summer, and...
    emeraldangel emeraldangel 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 18

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    Sometimes I want to scream into the sky,

    even though you can't hear me I just want to cry..... I feel like I'm all alone sometimes and you just left us here :( Colten started 4th grade and all he said he wished for is that you were here.... How oh how is this fair :( Colten's so brave, and I'm so close to breaking...
    butterflykisses21 butterflykisses21 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    There is two people I lost my baby girl faith

    she is 2 years old. She is my daughter I love her so much my mom has her ..... I miss her every single day. And then the only girl I loved who I dated she died I miss her to this day.... R.I.P baby girl I'm sorry all the things I did I wish I treat you better and I'm sorry for...
    daisym1995 daisym1995 18-21, F Dec 11, 2013

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    My grandpa...the only one

    that meant anything to me out of my blood relation. I never met him until I was 13. We weren't super close, we didn't visit often, but I could completely trust him. When I was 17....One day some guy brought in a car and wanted him to buy it. He refused. A week later 3 men jumped...
    orchids2blu orchids2blu 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    This past week I lost someone

    that I loved very much. Not in a sexual sense but in a way like a mother. This is going to sound funny but my mother-in-law. She was 88 and passed on Tuesday Jan 14. We are going to miss you Oma. (Oma in german is grandmother) She was an amazing women. My wife, daughter and...
    Rescuediver1874 Rescuediver1874 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 20

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    Lost Him to the Sea.

    I loved him in that 6th grade, innocent way. His smile reminded me of the children I once ran the playground with. The boy who'd brush the dirt off my knee when I'd trip, even if his friends made fun of him. THAT was him. Even at 25, his presence made me kick at the tiny...
    ofthegallows ofthegallows 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 13, 2009

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    I lost someone so dear to me.

    I was in London for two months getting a treatment for bipolar disorder. While there I met this wonderful guy, one of the most amazing person who has ever lived. We got really close in that small time I was there, and I got my first boyfriend. We did everything together, we...
    RedLineEngineer RedLineEngineer 18-21, M Nov 1

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    Moving On

    I woke up sad today From the conversation of last night They sold house and it’s time to move on A nice family bought the home but, But that house will never be a home again I will never again feel the warm of your laugh The aroma of you Italian cooking Or the words of your...
    americanidiot87 americanidiot87 16-17, F May 24, 2012

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    Our Crazy Angel

    I was shattered; emotionally torn, wiped out, and as hard of heart as you could get. Then I met Daniel. And within minutes, all that had melted away. It was the same for him. A uniting of souls, a shared passion. Against all odds I had fallen in love again. Under the WORST...
    wolvescry2 wolvescry2 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 20, 2011

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    raullimon raullimon 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 13, 2013

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    My girlfriend 3 years ago today she was the

    only person to love me for who I am and did not care about my looks We loved each other it was long distance but we always Skyped she did not care about the five year age gap between us we had are whole future planned together but god decided to take her away Why god Why...
    Dynamite500 Dynamite500 18-21, M Oct 22

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    My dearest dad has passed away

    for five months. I just couldn't stop missing him. I often cry at night. Oh, How I want to hear his voice calling me again! He loved me so much. When I felt helpless, not knowing what to do and where to go, it was always him that gave me the direction, comforted me, encouraged...
    constantiajeng constantiajeng 51-55, T Dec 14

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    I got a phone call yesterday night.

    "perri, it's Lucy. your uncle is ...." right there I knew what the phone call was about. my uncle was killed overseas in combat. he's my best friend and isn't here anymore.
    brown2306 brown2306 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 8

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    4 years ago I lost my cousin.

    he was overseas and something happened to him. when I got to the hospital to see him, I had ready started to shut everyone out. when I saw him he had just gotten out of surgery and he didn't want to see anyone else but me. about 2-3 hours later he died with my arms around him...
    brown2306 brown2306 16-17, F Jan 20

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    I had this friend for 2 years,

    then she started having sex and getting knocked up (she's 14 OML..) and so I kind of just told her she isn't a good influence on me and I don't want to get with the wrong crowd, but now I miss her a lot.
    zennarts zennarts 13-15, F Aug 24

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    I lost him a month ago.

    We were together for 4yrs. He said he's unhappy, that I'm complex and he's basic, that he can't see me in the future anymore, that I don't hang out with his friends too much, that we argue too much, he promised so many things including our future and the rest of our life. he...
    misskc22 misskc22 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 14

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    True Happiness

    Its been almost a year since weve talked. The worst year of my life. iv made it closer to hell than heaven. Iv lived in darkness,struggling to find light. Wrapped myself in more tears than smiles. Slept to more nightmares than dreams. & worst part in that year i could no longer...
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose 16-17, F Feb 20, 2013

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    It's really hard to focus on my finals

    when you still appear in my mind. You should be here right now, crying over finals with me instead of crying over you. Why?
    MacabreCannibal MacabreCannibal 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    The Death of My Mother She has Always been

    there Smiling most of the time And some times just a bit stern But always with kind words Advice designed to help And help me to get thru life No longer will i hear Her words of insight And sound advice When i think of her gone Tears seem to come to me As loss dawns on me...
    dragonfang dragonfang 51-55, M Dec 13

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    We loved each other for 33yrs we got lost .

    .came back and got lost again ...my heart aches ..he never calls nor asks to call I miss him terribly
    ladygone ladygone 46-50, F Mar 3

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    My Dear Friend

    I have lost a very close friend, someone online, don't say anything ok. But she was such a good friend I love her so much, she stabbed herself in the lung and died in hospital. I believe although she's biologically dead a soul as beautiful as hers isn't going anywhere just yet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    Mother Of My Heart

    I’ve never been close to my biological mother. My aunt filled that place in my heart. After years of health problems, she passed away earlier this year. The one person, who really knew me (because we had shared such similar lives) and still loved me in spite of it all, was...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F May 4, 2012

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    Zachary

    I've lost many people I love in my life, both family and friends. The pain never goes away you just learn to live with the emptiness their absence leaves in your heart. Some you can at least say they lived a long and good life...but for some that is just not the case. We lost...
    magiceyes28 magiceyes28 36-40, F 4 Responses May 23, 2013

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    This is the one I have been dreading.

    The year my husband died, during the first Christmas, I walked through it in a daze, numb, fog. I know I am going to have to face it again this year, 'tho the intensity may be less. There is no way around having to feel his absence. I had no one and nothing to distract me from...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    My Mom's Death I remember it clearly

    as though it happened yesterday. She was an amazing woman. Very independent yet not. My dad really held her together. I remember the night that he died. The fastest 24 hours of my life. And when we took her home, I cannot recall her ever crying so loud for so long. It broke my...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 4 Responses Jul 5

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    I lost my grandpa and grandma

    and I want them because they were so kind to me and I loved them soo much
    Ummaperson Ummaperson 13-15, F Feb 28

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    Taken.

    I share story's... not a story, my freaking life. I met him when I was 11, on my birthday. We were running around chairs, he was lower than me, funny looking. I was trying to be a women already :D He said he loved me, I laughed. He was 14. We grew up. I loved him... I love him. I...
    s1lenc3 s1lenc3 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    Sadness and Loss Tears falling Like sprays of

    salt From a sea wave Like rain from The skies above To fall from sad eyes' Eyes that see into A soul filled with sadness A soul that knows loss A soul of a person Who has lost a friend, A loving kind woman And a good friend Up in Heaven Where the angels dwell Some where above...
    dragonfang dragonfang 51-55, M Dec 14

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    I lost my very first girlfriend i was devestated

    and very depressed. For the first time in my life someone other than family and friends loved me and god took her away from me
    Dynamite500 Dynamite500 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 3

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