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I Have Lost Someone I Love

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    Best Friend

    I've posted one story here, so I think this is also about that... He was the love of my life, yeh it really sucks loosing the love of my life... but he was also my best friend. You know after a great day, when something good happens, you want to run to someone, the one person...
    s1lenc3 s1lenc3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Moving On

    I woke up sad today From the conversation of last night They sold house and it’s time to move on A nice family bought the home but, But that house will never be a home again I will never again feel the warm of your laugh The aroma of you Italian cooking Or the words of your...
    americanidiot87 americanidiot87 16-17, F May 24, 2012

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    True Happiness

    Its been almost a year since weve talked. The worst year of my life. iv made it closer to hell than heaven. Iv lived in darkness,struggling to find light. Wrapped myself in more tears than smiles. Slept to more nightmares than dreams. & worst part in that year i could no longer...
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose 16-17, F Feb 20, 2013

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    This is hard because I never really was able to

    talk about it til now. In 2011 I received a phone call on the 4th of July. A mom who was outraged with me had thought her son ran off to be with me. I was very confused and after the conversation ended I came to find out a friend of mine had disappeared and I was the last...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6

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    I have not posted on here in two weeks.

    Because of the last two weeks I've lost someone else that I love. I cannot believe how bad 2014 is. Every month brings a new death. I've never been so pessimistic against my future. I dare not challenge worse.
    Shmily68 Shmily68 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 14

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    Lost My Big Brother

    I guess the first thing I should confess is that he wasn't really my brother. He was my first cousin ... half-cousin at that (dad's half sister's son) ... but when his parents died he came to live with us and "became" my big brother.  He was six months older than me.  His...
    GwennaJane GwennaJane 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2012

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    Lost Him to the Sea.

    I loved him in that 6th grade, innocent way. His smile reminded me of the children I once ran the playground with. The boy who'd brush the dirt off my knee when I'd trip, even if his friends made fun of him. THAT was him. Even at 25, his presence made me kick at the tiny...
    ofthegallows ofthegallows 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 13, 2009

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    My Little Brother

    I lost my younger brother last year. He was two weeks from his 21st birthday. He was shot at point blank range in the head by a family friend around the corner from our house. My older sister is now a drug addict because of his death and she has abandoned her kids. I am also...
    Skyler715 Skyler715 22-25 Feb 19, 2013

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    Grandpa You Will Be Missed!

    This is the 3rd. Close relative I have lost now....my sister Amber was killed in a car accident at 16...I was 19 at the time...it has been 10 years since then...and nearly 2 years ago my Grandfather on my Mom's side passed...now just a few days ago my Grandfather on my Dad's side...
    lnp020507 lnp020507 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 25, 2012

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    Someone? No, I Lost More Than One.

    Nate- suicide Charlie- heart attack Kelsey- murdered Uncle- cancer Etc etc etc I've lost many people that I loved, most to suicide. Ive thought of joining them, but my plans always get ruined by the damn doctors. I miss all of them ya know, I dont trust easily but when I do start...
    LikeBrokenRecords LikeBrokenRecords 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 19, 2013

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    Taken.

    I share story's... not a story, my freaking life. I met him when I was 11, on my birthday. We were running around chairs, he was lower than me, funny looking. I was trying to be a women already :D He said he loved me, I laughed. He was 14. We grew up. I loved him... I love him. I...
    s1lenc3 s1lenc3 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I Miss You Grandpa...

    It's been nearly two years since my Grandfather died. He was an amazing man; an aircraft mechanic in the second World War, and a big-time contractor for most of his life in our home city. He was of Ukranian descent but born in Montreal. Some of my best childhood memories are...
    JackMann JackMann 18-21, M Jan 11, 2013

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    4 years ago I lost my cousin.

    he was overseas and something happened to him. when I got to the hospital to see him, I had ready started to shut everyone out. when I saw him he had just gotten out of surgery and he didn't want to see anyone else but me. about 2-3 hours later he died with my arms around him...
    brown2306 brown2306 16-17, F Jan 20

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    Maybe Only Once

    Walked into a little place looking for a piano, As I opened doors and walked around looking finally the bartender said "excuse me mate but what the bloody hell you looking for"? I asked where the piano was ? Suddenly a young lady sitting at the bar on a stool asked "what makes...
    BAPhoto BAPhoto 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 16, 2013

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    My Mom's Death I remember it clearly

    as though it happened yesterday. She was an amazing woman. Very independent yet not. My dad really held her together. I remember the night that he died. The fastest 24 hours of my life. And when we took her home, I cannot recall her ever crying so loud for so long. It broke my...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    New Begginning

    Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.Saying goodbye doesn't mean anything. It's the time we spent together that matters, not how we left it. when my grandpa died in front of me his last words were "i cant breath". it was hard on us all. he ust to call me his...
    maverick321 maverick321 70+, M 1 Response Jan 26, 2012

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    When i was 10 years old i was going to dance in

    the roll as Clara in the Nutrcracker, one of the most famous ballet shows. My Twin brother was dancing the prince role. On the rehearsals... My brother collapsed and was sent to the hospital. My brother had gotten leukemia. He did, only 10 years 7 months and 14 days old. Every...
    Leona248 Leona248 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 27

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    This past week I lost someone

    that I loved very much. Not in a sexual sense but in a way like a mother. This is going to sound funny but my mother-in-law. She was 88 and passed on Tuesday Jan 14. We are going to miss you Oma. (Oma in german is grandmother) She was an amazing women. My wife, daughter and...
    Rescuediver1874 Rescuediver1874 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 20

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    Emotionally Stupid Lovers

    I lost her because i did not know how to help her or myself. She lost me because she did not know how to help me or herself. Moral of the story: do not fall for someone who tries to help you but cannot even sort their own shitttt out!!!
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jun 29, 2013

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    I lost my grandpa and grandma

    and I want them because they were so kind to me and I loved them soo much
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Feb 28

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    One Month.

    Today marks one month. I gave up the glimmer that he was just too weak laying on the shore somewhere. He's where he loved being the most.   It's going to become more and more easy to talk about. It's going to become less and less difficult to breathe.   I just want...
    ofthegallows ofthegallows 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Valentine's Day Is The Worst Holiday For Me.

    Well to start off with in 2008 my cousin Emma died at the age of 13 months. She died Friday February 13. The day before Valentine's Day. Last night my grand-father died. Valentine's Day is always going to be the sad reminder of those I have lost.
    ryan6413 ryan6413 16-17, M 4 Responses Feb 14, 2013

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    I got a phone call yesterday night.

    "perri, it's Lucy. your uncle is ...." right there I knew what the phone call was about. my uncle was killed overseas in combat. he's my best friend and isn't here anymore.
    brown2306 brown2306 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    raullimon raullimon 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 13, 2013

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    My Dear Friend

    I have lost a very close friend, someone online, don't say anything ok. But she was such a good friend I love her so much, she stabbed herself in the lung and died in hospital. I believe although she's biologically dead a soul as beautiful as hers isn't going anywhere just yet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    I had this friend for 2 years,

    then she started having sex and getting knocked up (she's 14 OML..) and so I kind of just told her she isn't a good influence on me and I don't want to get with the wrong crowd, but now I miss her a lot.
    zennarts zennarts 13-15, F Aug 24

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    We loved each other for 33yrs we got lost .

    .came back and got lost again ...my heart aches ..he never calls nor asks to call I miss him terribly
    ladygone ladygone 46-50, F Mar 3

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    Goodbye

    I wrote this poem yesterday. I might ask to read it at my grandfathers funeral. Goodbye Today you passed away I know it was too much, You were in too much pain to stay But I didn't know till now The pain of losing someone I love Is the worst kind of sorrow I cried from dawn...
    lunatwo128 lunatwo128 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 17, 2013

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    The Most Painful Loss

    After I lost my father I had to go live with my mother in Scotland, because she would not allow me to continue to live with my stepmother. It was a difficult transition, and I think I hated her for at least a few months. I hated school, I hated (still hate) my stepfather, I didn...
    MusicLoveAndPeace MusicLoveAndPeace 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2013

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    Zachary

    I've lost many people I love in my life, both family and friends. The pain never goes away you just learn to live with the emptiness their absence leaves in your heart. Some you can at least say they lived a long and good life...but for some that is just not the case. We lost...
    magiceyes28 magiceyes28 36-40, F 4 Responses May 23, 2013

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    I just lost the guy I love.

    he want to be friends. I can't stop crying, and I started cutting again last night. I have suicidal thoughts, and I intend to kill myself to night. but I don't know if can fix it, if we're just friends, can it lead to something more? sry about the bad english, I'm from norway
    cfny cfny 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    I need help I recently found out

    that my first love has past away...... He past away some time ago. I'm having a really had time with this andI'm not sure why!!!yes I loved him however being young and stupid I treated him very very badly. Hell the last time I see him he came up tome still complimenting me and...
    kentucky1014 kentucky1014 31-35, F Jan 14

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    I Have Lost My Best Friend.

    We never really got on. And we both stopped trying. Sad really, because once she was gone, i was heart broken. And still am. If it wasn't for the children we would probably not speak to each other at all. And that would be finality. My best friend. I did not realize just how much...
    aussie1156 aussie1156 51-55, M 1 Response May 8, 2011

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    A Girl That Was My Inspiration.

    There was a girl I adored. I wanted to be like her. I looked up to her because she was amazing. I wanted to meet her one day, but that will never happen... If it wasn't for the doctors, she would still be living. She was my inspiration. The doctors told this girl she had Mano...
    katilynn43013 katilynn43013 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2013

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    Our Crazy Angel

    I was shattered; emotionally torn, wiped out, and as hard of heart as you could get. Then I met Daniel. And within minutes, all that had melted away. It was the same for him. A uniting of souls, a shared passion. Against all odds I had fallen in love again. Under the WORST...
    wolvescry2 wolvescry2 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 20, 2011

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    Sometimes I want to scream into the sky,

    even though you can't hear me I just want to cry..... I feel like I'm all alone sometimes and you just left us here :( Colten started 4th grade and all he said he wished for is that you were here.... How oh how is this fair :( Colten's so brave, and I'm so close to breaking...
    butterflykisses21 butterflykisses21 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    Heartbroken

    My heart is broken because I had to let him go I didn't want to hurt him. I knew I have 6 more days left and really don't want to hurt the people I love. It's so close.
    graywolf322 graywolf322 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2013

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    There is two people I lost my baby girl faith

    she is 2 years old. She is my daughter I love her so much my mom has her ..... I miss her every single day. And then the only girl I loved who I dated she died I miss her to this day.... R.I.P baby girl I'm sorry all the things I did I wish I treat you better and I'm sorry for...
    daisym1995 daisym1995 18-21, F Dec 11, 2013

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    Mother Of My Heart

    I’ve never been close to my biological mother. My aunt filled that place in my heart. After years of health problems, she passed away earlier this year. The one person, who really knew me (because we had shared such similar lives) and still loved me in spite of it all, was...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F May 4, 2012

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    My Grandpa

    It's been 17 days now so I figured I'd write him a tribute- You will be missed dearly!!! Who am I going to have to pick on all my bf's, and tell mine and Cait's friends our dresses look crazy? You were a tough man and will never be forgotten in our family for sure.. We can all...
    babyblueeyes0417 babyblueeyes0417 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2011

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    I lost my very first girlfriend i was devestated

    and very depressed. For the first time in my life someone other than family and friends loved me and god took her away from me
    Dynamite500 Dynamite500 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I don't know if it can be said that I lost someone to suicide, when I didn't know her at all. You can't loose what you never had. My mother killed herself exactly two weeks after...
    whitemut whitemut 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Last summer i lost someone in a quading accident, plus six wonderful souls in a car accident. Last night my friend passed away in a car accident. This has been the worst year of my...
    Highamongstars Highamongstars 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Words Can't Express.... Words can't express the pain, hurt, anger and depression you go through when you have lost your child. Your baby is a part of you growing inside you and...
    Blackbarbie27 Blackbarbie27 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Recently I have lost an uncle and his life was a crazy one he lost his leg to a logging accident and later spent his time in china and Mexico teaching English he never married but...
    gigapo gigapo 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I have lost almost everyone close to me,I have my daughter, grandson a sister, nephew and an uncle left and I am so grateful to still have them. With in about 2yr period I lost my...
    rompinrob rompinrob 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    Soooooo...I have a male friend that was close to me for very long time. We were friends for four years and know so much about each other that it was more than exciting to me to...
    fairytale24 fairytale24 22-25, F Sep 10

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    I have lost my puppy. I only had him for a year but I feels like longer. I just can't deal I don't see how someone can hit a dog and not even stop to see if he's ok. Husky kins...
    forders forders 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    1997........when I was 19 I lost my Mum to cancer, I was just about to start my A Level finals and head off to Uni when she was diagnosed with lung cancer but then died 3 days...
    aronpaul8778 aronpaul8778 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 26

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