I Have Lost Someone I Loved Very Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 630 People

    I never said "I love you",

    because I assumed he knew. But my dad left this world thinking he was alone and unknown. And it shattered his family. I learned recently my mother blamed herself as much as I did. And instead of that guilt bringing us closer, we started blaming each other. We'll never know who...
    FoolOfATook FoolOfATook
    18-21, F
    Nov 13, 2015

    Its My Fault Ive Lost Him And Now I Have To Deal With That, But I Dont Think I Can..

    last year it was now, he was basically my first proper boyfriend, we had a lovely relationship we were together for a month and i lost trust in him, he let me down..but i couldn't lose him completely we split up but stayed friends, i ended up moving on and i met someone else who...
    em3739 em3739
    13-15, F
    Aug 24, 2012

    Somebody asked me if I knew you.

    A million memories flashed through my mind, but I just smiled and said...... I used to
    Delta14 Delta14
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 1, 2014

    It been close to a month

    since he past away and i just hurting so bad I miss him very much ...
    girls2015 girls2015
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Nov 13, 2015

    My best friend took is life

    when I was 15 years. I never knew he was depressed. One day he just was gone. My mom got a phone call early that morning and she told me to come home fast after school. She had something she wanna tell me. I asked her to tell me right away, but she didn't. I saw in her eyes...
    realcomplicated realcomplicated
    31-35, M
    1 Response Nov 13, 2015

    I had an incredibly vivid dream about Rad last

    night. It's been a year since he passed away.
    ruca28 ruca28
    31-35, M
    Dec 25, 2013

    I love you. I won't play games with you.

    But I will hold back sometimes, Because I know that our love can be intense, Leaving bruises on our skins of just how desperately we want to melt into each other and become one for just a moment. We've known each other for years, watched each other grow up, Helped each other...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    Mar 8, 2016

    My Friend, Td

    TD was one of my best friends and mentor. He introduced me to hockey, which I now play regularly, in honor of him. The first time I met him I had a broken nose from broomball. I had raccoon eyes and a massive nose. I had been telling people I got the broken nose in a local dive...
    EG EG
    1 Response May 16, 2008

    I lost one of my very best friends

    and I still hurt over it. He was my brother from another mother, as they say. As teens, we were inseparable. He got married and I was single. His wife was jealous of our friendship. I willingly took a back seat even though he asked me not to. He still needed his BFF, but I had...
    Freckles1969 Freckles1969
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 24, 2016

    I want to hate him but I can't.

    .. So I will drown him out of my head instead.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 29, 2016

    my best friend and girlfriend is many miles

    away from me and I most likely won't see her again for a very long time
    ughsame ughsame
    16-17, M
    Dec 3, 2015

    Everyone that I've ever cared about is dead.

    I only have my mom. I don't know what I would do if I lost her.
    AManOfFewWords AManOfFewWords
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jan 29, 2016

    I lost my dad the third day into 2013.

    I was turning 13 on January 30th. That was the first birthday I had ever had without my dad. It has been the worst thing I have ever experienced. It is now almost 3 years later, I'm going to be 16. I miss him just as much as I did when I first found out he had passed. My heart...
    HannahRecord00 HannahRecord00
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Dec 3, 2015

    Two years ago (this past Christmas),

    my niece went in to have lapband surgery and never came out. She was only 45 and left behind a blind husband and a 24-yr-old son. She was the sweetest person, the kind who would give you the shirt off her back. Always taking care of others, putting herself last. Finally, she...
    sheltielady4 sheltielady4
    56-60, F
    5 Responses Mar 2, 2016

    I've lost three of my beautiful angels,

    Short may they have been to this world, But cherished they were, For 9 months I slaved, 9 months I worked for hold the 4 in my arms, But I could only do so for hardly a month, For the inhibitor of life that is the lungs failed them, And it failed me, I have lost more then 9...
    Sarabook Sarabook
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 24, 2013

    He was my best friend,

    my partner in crime, and my dad....his death was so sudden I didn't even know how to react because he was honestly the only person who took the time to understand me and be there for me, ....I thought being strong was what I needed to do but I forgot you can't hold in the grief...
    RealRee RealRee
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2016

    People are so ugly during a divorce.

    I gave him everything. Literally. Why would I need or take things from a relationship that has dissolved and causes so much doubt, angst, depression, and anxiety in my life. He took everything. Everything. Everything that matters. And now I am completely alone. I...
    Eclecticelle Eclecticelle
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Dec 5, 2015

    A letter I swore I'd never write: I know I

    said I wouldn't write to you anymore... But I'm not going to send this to you so I guess I'm still ok. I just want you to know where I'm coming from and I want you to understand me and be considerate of where I am in my life right now. You coming back into my life after 8...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 29, 2016

    I lost my whole family to a car crash on the

    motorway I was at my mates house. My mum my dad and 2 younger brothers I just don't want to live any more my life as gone down the plug hole. I lost my job as well. **** my life.
    Cameron223 Cameron223
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 20, 2015

    To my husband You yearn

    for what was. What you had. I grieve for what was. You took many things for granted, time was one. You invested in things that had no meaning and ignored what gave you purpose. Your broken I see it, I hear it. Your lost and resent the time wasted. Time is not a commodity...
    myownbox myownbox
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2015

      miss you

    so much little bear, i still can't stop thinking about you..but your always be in my heart. i'll always remember when you use to wake me up with the best kisses ever :).. i know your in heaven now and i know your happy so i'll try to be happy too
    deleted deleted
    Feb 11, 2016

    I've lost a lot of people I loved.

    .. too many, and I've lost them in many different ways...
    saigebeck101 saigebeck101
    16-17, F
    Dec 2, 2015

    Losing someone sucks.

    What sucks even more is when people that tell you that it's been long enough and to move on. I will never get over my mother's death EVER.
    batcatgirl batcatgirl
    26-30, F
    Jan 12, 2016

    Friday, December 5th,

    I found out the worst news ever. My boyfriend of 4 months passed away on Thursday after 20 days in the hospital. A year and a month after my brother passed away. I knew Mike (my boyfriend) for 5 months, and I had only gotten the chance to be with him for 4. He was an amazing guy...
    xXJustMe123 xXJustMe123
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2014

    I'm missing someone I love more

    than anything. They passed away a little over six months ago.
    Roset321 Roset321
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Mar 10, 2016

    Her name was Bethany

    and she was like a sister to me. She disappeared 10 months ago without a trace. The song "Bro Hymn" by Pennywise is about loss and shows that punk can be personal just as much as it can be political. I encourage anyone, even those without bitterness, to check out the song. They...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 8, 2016

    She threw herself at me.

    I took things slowly. After a few months, we were official. I was a part of her family's dinners. She was "the happiest they've ever seen her." She treated me well, and I did the same. She treated me better than anyone else I had ever dated. Then, like that, she started to shut...
    standardmale standardmale
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jan 30, 2016

    The final evening of my love

    as he died, I gave him permission to let go, that everyone loves him and it's ok to leave, that we understood he couldn't stay with us anymore and that we would be ok. He told me he didn't want to leave as he squeezed my hand, but his expression had changed and his words became...
    GrievingGayWidower GrievingGayWidower
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Dec 4, 2015

    it is ok to lose,sometimes we should learn

    which is real.Not everything we call 'that is it' is always real
    SuedaCeren SuedaCeren
    16-17, F
    Dec 3, 2015

    My friend passed away with drugs

    and the night before it happened she texted me she would phone me later because she didn't feel well. It's now been four years and I miss her v much. She was only 18. My mind is racing always and not a day goes past without me remembering something. I wish I could have done...
    Aimeemcb Aimeemcb
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 14, 2015

    will the person that i lost was my cousin he die

    when i was 4 mouths old so i never even got to see him or meet him before
    AK407 AK407
    13-15, F
    Jan 30, 2016

    When I was 9 months old my mom died

    because a propane tank exploded on her while she was filling it up
    yolojay101 yolojay101
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jun 3, 2015

    from the very beginning we clicked.

    he lived two hours away, but that didn't phase me. when I finally met him, I knew he was someone I always wanted in my life. we talked about dating...even joked about situations we couldn't wait to experience together. one night, he hit a utility pole and was ejected from his...
    browneyes1313 browneyes1313
    22-25, F
    Mar 31, 2016

    I haven't lost him yet.

    But what good will 2 months do? He's the kindest man ever. He never cared for himself, only others, which got him in such a situation. Why?! Why did he have to wait until this to go to the doctor? It's not fair. I can't imagine life without him. He's the glue of our family tree...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans
    18-21, F
    Aug 18, 2015

    My grandma died at age 93

    and would've got a tumor is she wouldn't have died. I miss her, but I know she died happily. Before she did, she said she saw kids everwhere in her hospital bed. I know she's home now :)
    TrapMusicCreator TrapMusicCreator
    13-15, M
    Feb 9, 2016

    The saddest part is knowing you can never love

    anyone like that ever again.
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2015

    Tuesday night my cousin fell 8 stories to his

    death. It was ruled a suicide. His name was Nando & he had just turned 20. Nando was a great man, a loving, caring, compassionate man. But he was hiding a deep sorrow. He self medicated with synthetic marijuana and mushrooms. That is what took his life. I wish I could've just...
    htx99 htx99
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 20, 2015
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