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I Have Lost The Will To Be Chipper

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    I'm a couple months away from turning 30 and it's something I've been dreading for some time. I was always told that gay life ends at 30 and if you're still single it's pretty much...
    gfhq2002 gfhq2002 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    As I sit here contemplating it all, I just cannot believe that I have lost someone whom I have cared very deeply for here on EP. I respect that my friend must leave I guess? And I...
    allsfinebime allsfinebime 51-55, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I have lost a lot of weight since being pregnant, I'd say it's from all the morning sickness and not being able to eat much, apparently it's pretty normal so yeah, I weighed 75kg...
    moonlighteclipse moonlighteclipse 16-17, F Jan 16

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    Not just men that are disrespectful..... I have lost respect for anyone that is disrespectful
    ElissaAcosta ElissaAcosta 18-21, F Jan 22

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    Well, almost lost I think. I have widespread cancer, but it is actually a worm infestation. Various parasitic worms have mutagenic properties that could easily lead to cancer being...
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 3 Responses Jan 6

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    years and years of my daddy fighting off cancer . years 5 years on and off . he was such a good man . last month i lost him . he passed at night when i was in dance class . when i...
    Neroforlife Neroforlife 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I am a believer. I believe god has protected me in many situations. I have really been distanced with him. I losted my grandpa November 2012, right after my mom shot herself in...
    shygirl1986 shygirl1986 26-30, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I lost a dog recently. He was such a sweet and gentle pet,... a friend.. a brother to me. RIP Milkshake. I will miss u dearly...
    biggerbro biggerbro 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 1

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    I've lost someone dear to me. this happened awhile ago but I feel like I need to tell this story. I knew this girl her name was Christina and she was my very first girlfriend. we...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    They're pulling the plug on my aunt on Monday... My mom just got off the phone with my aunt...talked to her one last time...my aunt was unable to talk, but she listened... my mom...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 3

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    So I will share with you guys my story: Dave, died from cancer last year I don't know it just seems like yesterday. So ahhhh We always hang out with the gang and have fun. One...
    Regkid Regkid 13-15, F Jan 23

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    I just got a call from my mom. My aunt will not be making it out of the hospital. She could pass away tomorrow...They are taking all the tubes and stuff out of her so her 7 year...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    I believe there is a God, although it's hard for me to believe in him. I was laid off my job in April and have had an impossible time getting hired for a job that gives 40 hours a...
    mengetpedicures mengetpedicures 26-30, M 6 Responses Jan 4

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    The core of this achievement lies in that ah-ha moment. I was a chubby child but never obese. I was thin throughout most of my adult life, but graduate school, having a child...
    moonchild0315 moonchild0315 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    i lost my wallet awhile ago and good thing i was able to placed my atm card inside my side pocket just before my wallet got lost. there isn't a lot of money in there but i have a...
    altec1243 altec1243 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    He was only 36 years old and left two small children behind. He dies only two weeks after he was first diagnosed, he didn't have a chance. He was a quite and sweet person who was...
    Amillionstars Amillionstars 36-40 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Uncle Adam There are a lot of alcoholics in my family, including my father, now sober. But the first in our family to be recognised for this disease was my uncle, Adam. He was...
    PersonalGenesis PersonalGenesis 22-25, F Jan 7

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    Tears rolling down my cheeks. Close to 3 months since my Dunkin passed I don't think I will ever be the same.
    funlecy1 funlecy1 46-50, F 10 Responses Jan 2

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    I just wrote a goodbye post on my aunts facebook wall, along with everyone else who is sending her love and prayers...I broke down in tears as I was writing it...she wont even be...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    "Tread softly! All the earth is holy ground." ~ Christina Rossett "Where there is sorrow, there is holy ground." ~ Oscar Wilde If that is true, then the four walls of my bedroom...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    My aunt just passed. Right after she saw her daughter for the last time... I don't know what to say. RIP Aunt Kathy. You're loved and will always be loved. I'll miss you.
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 5

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    Lost my dad when i was 3 . I think how it would of been if he was still alive . Would i have more siblings? Things like these is what i ask myself everyday. Its all part if my...
    TonyMontanah TonyMontanah 13-15, M Jan 9

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    I had to euthanize my wonderful dog, Jake, earlier today. It's possibly one of the worst experiences I'll ever have, as he was with me my whole life. His heart and lungs were...
    nightglider nightglider 16-17, F 19 Responses Jan 9

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    I lost my dad to cancer. He had lung cancer and he didn't realize it until it was too late. I was 7 years old when he passed away. He was 44 when I was born. Yeah I was definitely...
    srb76 srb76 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    Wow..so much for being honest. In the wonderful world of the internet it doesn't get you far. People are interested in fantasy and clandestine affairs. I might be honest, but I can...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 12

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    I lost my best friend to a guy. We'd been friends since we were 12 years old, and she used to be one of the most important people in my life. There were a lot of other factor...
    someonelikeyou9 someonelikeyou9 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    So m33lad has been writing rather disgusting comments to women consecutively here I've unfortunately been a witness to many of his comments I answered him with factual information...
    MNI1982 MNI1982 31-35, F 6 Responses Jan 21

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    Timeline part 4. And the story continues. Leave it to me to make the simplest things as complicated as any novel. After Caryn's death I continued to live and work as before. My...
    bcvegas4u2 bcvegas4u2 66-70, M Jan 21

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    In 2009 I found a craigslist posting for a male 5-6 year old cat named Cain. I'd just gotten my first place of my own and was excited to share it with a kitty friend. He ended up...
    WhatAMadWorldWeAreIn WhatAMadWorldWeAreIn 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    The Valley of Unknowns There were no warning signs to prepare me for all the emotional and physical unknowns. As early as during the wake of my husband, I was already in the valley...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I WILL ALWAYS LOOOOOOOVE U CHICKEEEEEEEEEENNNN
    rachel96826 rachel96826 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    I "found God" about 15 years ago after a somewhat nasty divorce. Call it a rebound relationship. Odds are, they never work out. I was on fire for the first several years. I...
    Geonome333 Geonome333 46-50 3 Responses Jan 23

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    Her name was Shadow ... she was my partner's dog - a bull mastiff. She was getting old - nearly 9 and like a lot of big dogs was feeling her age. I called her 'The Savage Attack...
    shaggynz shaggynz 41-45, M 4 Responses Jan 23

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    His name is Doobie (that's him in the picture). He is a 12 year old red nose staffordshire bull terrier. He has recently been diagnosed with cancer. He has two tumors in his...
    Sapphic33 Sapphic33 26-30, F 15 Responses Jan 24

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    I was fifteen when I lost my mother to cancer. after a five year battle. I ended up on the streets. could not continue school. I joined a carnival. and traveled all over the U.S...
    mcguiverman mcguiverman 51-55, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When I tell you my dad was my world, I'm not lying. He was always there for me no matter what and he was the only person I thought was perfect. No one will can ever take the place...
    lpfeffer22 lpfeffer22 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I can't bring myself to care about anything anymore. I can't handle adult life, and after years and years of trying, I don't have any energy to try anymore. I don't want to do...
    justsomegirloutthere89 justsomegirloutthere89 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Deep In My Heart I've carved your name deep into my memory that you live in the depth of my soul. I've engraved it in my mind to adorn the pages of my life. I've thawed your name...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    my 7 year old cousin called my mother today and talked to her on the phone. I am proud of her and shocked with how well she is taking the news of her mother. They raised her well...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    In the past I have had to deal with at least 2 sh^tty bosses who gave more of a d^mn about their job and business than about whether someone gets stabbed in their business or if...
    PaperPlanes88 PaperPlanes88 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I must have heard them all; things people say to someone widowed early. The most meaningful one came from a beautiful old widow. "Be grateful your husband died in your arms. Isn't...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    By in large i don't like people. I don't trust them. Perhaps its a situation of my own creation but the fact remains i have had people put the screws to me more often than not...
    southernfried southernfried 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    In the hospital where my husband and I worked, the cardioresucitator/defibrillator was put in his charge. Everyone knew how strict he was; meticulously careful with whatever was...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    I can no longer see purpose in my life. But I'm so physically and emotionally, drained of life, I don't have the strength to take my life. Haha, I'm so physically alone. I hate how...
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M Jan 9

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    Few days ago i made tattoo dedicated to my baby boy. He was born on Nov,23 and God took him back 5 days later. My lovely angel died on Nov,27. I miss him so much. :-(  What do...
    yuliano4ka yuliano4ka 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 11

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