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I Have Lost the Will to Live

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    I Have Lost The Will To Live.

    I'm not suicidal, I just don't care whether I live or die. I wake up in the morning (evening/afternoon) disappointed that I survived the night. I don't do anything anymore, I never go outside unless I have a doctor's appointment, (unless I cancel it) There's nothing I want to...
    Beastweaver Beastweaver 41-45, M 9 Responses Oct 20, 2011

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    Tony’s Universal Theory – On “mental Health, And Other “problems”

    Hi ! Yes, I have a positive theory on “mental health”, so-called, which may apply to other areas also ? It is a little long, please forgive? Am discovering, as I write. Theory is simple. People, are just people. Not “patients”, “offenders&rdquo...
    TonyCantlay TonyCantlay 56-60, M Nov 10, 2010

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    I've Dedicated My Life To The Military.

    I spent my Junior and Senior years of high school in Air Force JROTC. And they were the best two years of my life. I knew what I wanted to do with my life. So, I enlisted in the Air Force last May. And I have been extremely proud of that decision. It's the only thing I can...
    davosalexander davosalexander 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 5, 2013

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    I Want To Go Home.

    I have lost my will to live. I only wish to sleep and never wake up. I used to love playing the violin as a professional violinist but having played recently I just feel dead inside. I feel terribly for my 13 year old daughter. I raised my older two children 23 and 20 with...
    Pleasegod Pleasegod 41-45 1 Response Dec 24, 2011

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    I've Done It All

    My life has started off pretty rough but I never let that stop me from achieving whatever it was I wanted or needed. My parents separated before I was born. My mother and my father both had drug addictions. I grew up on and off with my mother because she would get so bad that she...
    Ricole123 Ricole123 22-25, F Apr 24, 2012

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    I Have Nothing To Add To The Dalai Lama

    Http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Listen-To-The-Buddhist-Dalai-Lama/1283818 . Message me, if you want ? Also, Dalai Lama Website has "Contact" Link. Tony.
    TonyCantlay TonyCantlay 56-60, M Nov 23, 2010

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    Well, I new here and heck I may

    even be too young. But excuse me if i'm doing this wrong but, I have recently lost the will to live. I have a high case of social anxiety, a sleep disorder that makes me always sad and tired. I'm failing school, my sister is a honour student and that causes high expectations for...
    MatthewNS MatthewNS 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 21

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    My life does not mean anything to me.

    ..i have been brought here to suffer...there's a reason for my punishment from god...I hope that there is an end time cause this world sucks
    PuppetMaster87 PuppetMaster87 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    Everyday Is A Chore.

    I've hated myself for years and have cut myself many times but before now i've always wanted to keep going, i've always had something to keep going for , long term or short term. Now those things that I would once keep going for don't give me that will to survive like they used...
    thedemonandtheangel thedemonandtheangel 16-17 1 Response Jul 15, 2013

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    What's The Point?

    I've been struggling for too long, finally (after years of medical neglect and misdiagnoses) I had the surgery I needed and my life is supposed to be getting better, problem is it took so long to sort out now there's nothing left of my life to salvage, I've also been left with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 4, 2012

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    I Can't Believe

    i can't believe that no one else has started this group yet.  i frequently dream that i die, and when i wake up, i realize that dying would be fine by me.  life has been a lot of wasted, futile effort for me.
    markgreen markgreen 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 15, 2008

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    Understanding Myself - The Greatest Challenge

    Let's say I have two options to chose from, one of which will have a good outcome for me, the other will not. Surprisingly I can't stop myself from choosing the one that won't. I can't stop myself from doing this, and no matter how much I want my life to become less chaotic...
    mattjl mattjl 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 13, 2013

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    I only go to doctors.

    My husband and I argue all the time. Our grandkids are with their sex addicted dad. I can't stand that. I don't know what to do.
    JBT3618 JBT3618 56-60, F 1 Response May 19

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    Hi From TonyCantlay

    Well, I'm not too bothered about privacy, for a start !  I don't understand the internet very well, and can't make head or tail of how this group works.  Anyway, I'm a 55 year old married man who has fallen out of love with life in a big way.  Live in London U.K...
    TonyCantlay TonyCantlay 56-60, M 6 Responses Feb 21, 2010

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    Still Lost The Will To Live ....

    Hi - I just don't understand this site, but then I don't understand very much at all. How can the group have 13 members - or whatever, but only two stories ? I seem to be the only person in living memory who admits to having lost the will to live. Why is this ? Has everyone else...
    TonyCantlay TonyCantlay 56-60, M 4 Responses Oct 10, 2010

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    myleslus myleslus 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    Just Don'T Feel Like Living Anymore

    I'm a woman who has lost interest in living. I've been not very interested in living this life, for my whole life. It's so pointless, the races we run and the contests we enter. What is there to be excited about? I'm just dreadfully tired of being on the Earth. Any doctor...
    Colliebird20 Colliebird20 41-45 4 Responses Apr 21, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    So here's me roughly 10 years ago. Artist, musician, technician, teacher, touring with my band part time, working on some kids books and short movie scripts. Owned my own business...
    platoflats platoflats 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    One day 7 yrs ago I woke up to hearin my grandfather died. By afternoon my kids got taken away by CPS By 3 my best friend hung herself her little boy found her by 8 I found my man...
    Lonely30Girl Lonely30Girl 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    I used to be a very happy person. In the last 4 years I have lost so much of myself that I don't know if I can ever find me again. I married my second husband and thought we would...
    GrannyC4 GrannyC4 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    I have lost 100lbs total and 70lbs in the last 6 months. My recent friends never saw me when I was heavier and now don't understand where I'm coming from. I started at 220lbs. They...
    Changeallaround Changeallaround 22-25 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have lost 3 stone in 7 months and i am very proud of myself! I have always been a yo yo dieter but within the last 6 years of being in a long term relationship i found it hard to...
    OrangeLemons24 OrangeLemons24 22-25, F Oct 13

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    "It's better to have lost at love, then never to have loved at all!" "I Won't Forget Ypu" by Poison http://youtu.be/BJJ_HJ-9JNM
    scootter01 scootter01 31-35, M Oct 13

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    I am not sure if I actually have lost her as a friend. But it has been more than a week since we last talked. She told me she is going trough hard times. And that I am maybe the...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I have been at this weight loss thing for 2 and a half months and I am proud to say I have lost almost 30 pounds. Now I'm at the point where I am border lining under weight weights...
    AnUnknownOne AnUnknownOne 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    I also have an xbox live account
    jon200547 jon200547 26-30, M Oct 4

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    I understand she is my mother and I am supposed to respect her yet I can't respect anyone who treats me the way she does. If we have a disagreement and we try to talk it out she...
    Saphic33 Saphic33 26-30, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    And one day out of the blue i lost you too...Maybe it was my fault not having screamed at the tops of my lungs for what you did but it certainly wasn't me to blame you did it again...
    Eternelleme Eternelleme 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I lost both my parents in my young adulthood, well I just turned 24, so technically I still am a young adult, but I feel so old. I lost my dad to Potts disease (TB of the spine...
    Priya07 Priya07 18-21, F Oct 16

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    I lost a part of me when someone very important to me left. I was too dependent on him and didn't think anything bad would happen. If I were to say I lost a part of me a year ago...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I lost my little sister in December 2008. She was only 19 and had just given birth to her son. She was able to enjoy her baby for 12 days before she was murdered by the baby's dad...
    tobelikeme tobelikeme 26-30, F Oct 4

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    I have been abused physically and mentally by my mother and stepfather for 6 years of my live. every night i would pray for a better family but instead things just got worse.I...
    jonathan10018102 jonathan10018102 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Two months ago I thought she hated me, like everything I do is bad. But a month ago I found out that she was 6 weeks pregnant. :O my sister informed me via text, and I was excited...
    Trishhh Trishhh 22-25, F Oct 15

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    I had success with a great family, with work where I was respected and valued by my company and by my customers. I worked hard on improving my health, and had finally reached my...
    gmeza98 gmeza98 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    I love you my ****. I dont want to say your name, as I want to protect you still even though you have abandoned me. Just let me know you are happy and I will be ok to know that...
    dreamingdarkness dreamingdarkness 26-30, M Sep 28

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    If you have read my other story that I posted in this experience, you would know I lost a lot of important people throughout my life, people who I love dearly, I posted that story...
    Secret179688 Secret179688 18-21 Oct 10

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    I had an eating disorder as an athlete. I lost my friends, the trust only fmaily, and myself. I no longer play national tennis tournaments or get straight A's in school. I no...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I lost my virginity when I was 14. I was a **** addict and I tried self-pleasuring. My classmates taught me to watch ****. It felt good, yes, but now that I am 20, I regret all of...
    arielle444 arielle444 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    My boyfriend and the father of my child was very dear to me. He was a wonderful and amazing person. It's actually very recent. His buddies went out to a bar in Baltimore city one...
    Saywhatyouwantdragon Saywhatyouwantdragon 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    OH MY GOSH u don't know how many people will turn on me and how many people are fake in my life ! Just really!??!?!?! I know you don't wanna be my friend so just go away stop...
    Emoheartbroken Emoheartbroken 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 24

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    It hurts like a *****!!! Healing will come one day.
    Kindal Kindal 46-50, F 4 Responses Sep 24

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    Working in retail is a great way to see the fall of humanity. Not many people want to talk, or even show any signs of emotion. They usually just blarp out what they want and go...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Oct 8

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    I found out I was 5 weeks pregnant on august 14th. I was so happy and from the moment I found out about my angel I loved him/her more than words could say. I carried that little...
    Roadtorecovery31997 Roadtorecovery31997 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    Tonight my beloved cat, Dunkin, was sent to heaven to be with his sister. You were a good boy everyday of your life. You will be with me forever my baby.
    funlecy1 funlecy1 46-50, F 7 Responses Oct 11

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    Harrison(16) and Joseph(15) you will always be in my heart why did you have to leave!!! I wish you never killed yourself and we're still here with me where you belong.
    MusicFreak81314 MusicFreak81314 13-15, F Oct 12

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    Just wanted to apologize for not answering most of my messages this past week. Very sad about the loss of Dunkin and haven't been in a chatty mood. Don't give up on me, I will...
    funlecy1 funlecy1 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    I one day woke up to see that my uncle had been shot and killed and then on lost friends, my friendship with my mother got worse, school got harder, EVERYTHING GOT WORSE :(((( Now...
    Emoheartbroken Emoheartbroken 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Everytime I trust people I feel they let me down, it's always me running around telephoning my friends they never invite me out when they go down the pub - so I stopped running...
    DexterUk DexterUk 41-45, M Sep 24

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