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I Have Lost the Will to Live

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    Tony’s Universal Theory – On “mental Health, And Other “problems”

    Hi ! Yes, I have a positive theory on “mental health”, so-called, which may apply to other areas also ? It is a little long, please forgive? Am discovering, as I write. Theory is simple. People, are just people. Not “patients”, “offenders&rdquo...
    TonyCantlay TonyCantlay 56-60, M Nov 10, 2010

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    I Want To Go Home.

    I have lost my will to live. I only wish to sleep and never wake up. I used to love playing the violin as a professional violinist but having played recently I just feel dead inside. I feel terribly for my 13 year old daughter. I raised my older two children 23 and 20 with...
    Pleasegod Pleasegod 41-45 Dec 24, 2011

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    I Have Nothing To Add To The Dalai Lama

    Http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Listen-To-The-Buddhist-Dalai-Lama/1283818 . Message me, if you want ? Also, Dalai Lama Website has "Contact" Link. Tony.
    TonyCantlay TonyCantlay 56-60, M Nov 23, 2010

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    My life does not mean anything to me.

    ..i have been brought here to suffer...there's a reason for my punishment from god...I hope that there is an end time cause this world sucks
    PuppetMaster87 PuppetMaster87 26-30, M Jan 10

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    I Can't Believe

    i can't believe that no one else has started this group yet.  i frequently dream that i die, and when i wake up, i realize that dying would be fine by me.  life has been a lot of wasted, futile effort for me.
    markgreen markgreen 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 15, 2008

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    Understanding Myself - The Greatest Challenge

    Let's say I have two options to chose from, one of which will have a good outcome for me, the other will not. Surprisingly I can't stop myself from choosing the one that won't. I can't stop myself from doing this, and no matter how much I want my life to become less chaotic...
    mattjl mattjl 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 13, 2013

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    I only go to doctors.

    My husband and I argue all the time. Our grandkids are with their sex addicted dad. I can't stand that. I don't know what to do.
    JBT3618 JBT3618 56-60, F 1 Response May 19

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    Well, I new here and heck I may

    even be too young. But excuse me if i'm doing this wrong but, I have recently lost the will to live. I have a high case of social anxiety, a sleep disorder that makes me always sad and tired. I'm failing school, my sister is a honour student and that causes high expectations for...
    MatthewNS MatthewNS 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 21

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    I've Dedicated My Life To The Military.

    I spent my Junior and Senior years of high school in Air Force JROTC. And they were the best two years of my life. I knew what I wanted to do with my life. So, I enlisted in the Air Force last May. And I have been extremely proud of that decision. It's the only thing I can...
    davosalexander davosalexander 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 5, 2013

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    Everyday Is A Chore.

    I've hated myself for years and have cut myself many times but before now i've always wanted to keep going, i've always had something to keep going for , long term or short term. Now those things that I would once keep going for don't give me that will to survive like they used...
    thedemonandtheangel thedemonandtheangel 16-17 1 Response Jul 15, 2013

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    Just Don'T Feel Like Living Anymore

    I'm a woman who has lost interest in living. I've been not very interested in living this life, for my whole life. It's so pointless, the races we run and the contests we enter. What is there to be excited about? I'm just dreadfully tired of being on the Earth. Any doctor...
    Colliebird20 Colliebird20 41-45 3 Responses Apr 21, 2013

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    Still Lost The Will To Live ....

    Hi - I just don't understand this site, but then I don't understand very much at all. How can the group have 13 members - or whatever, but only two stories ? I seem to be the only person in living memory who admits to having lost the will to live. Why is this ? Has everyone else...
    TonyCantlay TonyCantlay 56-60, M 4 Responses Oct 10, 2010

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    I Have Lost The Will To Live.

    I'm not suicidal, I just don't care whether I live or die. I wake up in the morning (evening/afternoon) disappointed that I survived the night. I don't do anything anymore, I never go outside unless I have a doctor's appointment, (unless I cancel it) There's nothing I want to...
    Beastweaver Beastweaver 41-45, M 9 Responses Oct 20, 2011

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    What's The Point?

    I've been struggling for too long, finally (after years of medical neglect and misdiagnoses) I had the surgery I needed and my life is supposed to be getting better, problem is it took so long to sort out now there's nothing left of my life to salvage, I've also been left with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 4, 2012

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    Hi From TonyCantlay

    Well, I'm not too bothered about privacy, for a start !  I don't understand the internet very well, and can't make head or tail of how this group works.  Anyway, I'm a 55 year old married man who has fallen out of love with life in a big way.  Live in London U.K...
    TonyCantlay TonyCantlay 56-60, M 6 Responses Feb 21, 2010

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    I've Done It All

    My life has started off pretty rough but I never let that stop me from achieving whatever it was I wanted or needed. My parents separated before I was born. My mother and my father both had drug addictions. I grew up on and off with my mother because she would get so bad that she...
    Ricole123 Ricole123 22-25, F Apr 24, 2012

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    I have finally accepted that i have lost what i had for my husband a long time ago, maybe i have held on for so long because i have been scared to be on my own. I know my mental...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jul 3

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    My name is Kelli. Attached is my before and after picture!!! I'm 24 years old and a I would love to share my short but great story about weight loss that might help you in your...
    kellirae22 kellirae22 22-25, F Jul 8

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    Yes, I'm talking about religion. My family contains a mixture of Buddhists and Christians, so I grew up respecting both (if not, all) religions. Heck, I think I was ready to slap...
    Serendipiity Serendipiity 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I am sad that I have lost my faith in God. I used to be a very strong, Christian until I started questioning and becoming involved in leadership in the church. I saw so much...
    Katiegirlwasagirl Katiegirlwasagirl 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have lost the most important woman in my life, my mother, 5 years ago. It's still the most painful event in my life. Losing her unexpectedly, when everything seems okay after...
    BakerQueen14 BakerQueen14 22-25, F Jul 3

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    I have been on this diet since June 10th and I have lost 26 pounds! This is really working for me. I do not eat any dairy products, or drink them, I am gluten-free, high fructose...
    alyjrose alyjrose 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have not eaten any solid food past 3 days. Yesteday morning i had a slice of bread and yet i couldnt finish it all.. Today i just weigh myself and have lost 3 kgs.. Im not happy...
    prettygoddess prettygoddess 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Ricky- US Navy Air Pilot .I was blessed to have my soldier for the time I did but it was his time to go and he did it serving our country I miss him everyday it hurts deeper than...
    ChandlerTitus1 ChandlerTitus1 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    So ever since i got back from the clinic ive had no interest in life. i just lost about everything. and dont tell me i still have people because i dont have friends and i havent...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M Jul 22

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    My Mom's Death I remember it clearly as though it happened yesterday. She was an amazing woman. Very independent yet not. My dad really held her together. I remember the...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    September 2010: Sometime this month, without knowledge, I conceived my second child. I was living in Dodge City, KS with my ex fiancé and his son. We were constantly fighting and...
    Krissysheart Krissysheart 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    When I was 7 years old, I lost my dog. It was very hard since he was my best friend, he was getting to old (17 years old). When I was 12 years old, I lost my great grandfather...
    HorseBeauty HorseBeauty 13-15, F Jul 8

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    i used to be so happy, when i was younger i lived in a huge family home with 2 spare bedrooms... however after my dad fell into financial difficulties because of his affair that...
    introducingmyself introducingmyself 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I lost 2 cat, both brothers. I lost one of them 2 years ago because he was extremely ill. Then I lost the other one last year because his brain was failing so my dad got him put...
    samdavis3 samdavis3 16-17, M Jul 3

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    So I'm on the road AGAIN to losing weight. Always tell myself that it's better to do something than nothing at all. So in two weeks lost 7lbs. My husband was really supportive but...
    helensave helensave 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 11

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    So people always ask me why they have trouble loosing weight and a hard time wanting to eat the right way. The best way to start on that rewarding journey is to get your hormones...
    CaseyHiemenz CaseyHiemenz 18-21, M Jul 23

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    My family has a history of diseases, especially cancer. These diseases were what left my mother and her siblings orphans at young ages. I knew that one of my grandparents was...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 16-17 2 days ago

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    I lost 2 of my family cats. One of them pass away 2 years ago from being very ill. He was suffering so we had to put him down. The other one passed away recently because his brain...
    samdavis3 samdavis3 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 3

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    I've been losing a lot of weight lately, I lost 4 stone in 18 months. I hadn't checked the scales for a while because I'm scared that I've put loads of weight on, well I finally...
    BeautyOfSuffering BeautyOfSuffering 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    For a while, whenever I got stuck in stressful situations, I would just turn off my thought process until they passed. I think it's also a meditation technique but I would simply...
    spenerish spenerish 22-25 Jul 2

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    Cancer is a terrible thing. From losing my Grandfather and my Aunt. My grandfather had liver cancer and passed away not long ago, maybe a couple months. I miss him. He means so...
    Kaylamarie9413 Kaylamarie9413 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    Greed, lies, materialism, depression, egotism, and misinformation rule the world. I wish I would die in my sleep so I could forever live in my dreams.
    stonedbear stonedbear 22-25, M Jul 14

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    Most people don't join this "club" until well late into life. They have the pleasure of knowing and having their parents around for many years. My father died of Melanoma 6 months...
    blovedsmle blovedsmle 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    Log Off! God. I feel sick. It's like the world is no longer important to people... life is no longer being experienced the way it should be. It's pretty sad going to a concert and...
    aviodthisnoid aviodthisnoid 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    It will be a year on Monday the 14 th that my father went up to heaven. He is at rest with no more pain and suffering. I love and miss him so much.And i will always be daddy's...
    hazeleyes71 hazeleyes71 41-45, F 5 Responses Jul 12

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    i lost my 3 year long gf and just lost my best friend for good just the other day and im just so confuse about it all and idk what to do with it and i recentally just started to...
    woota woota 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    I lost my Dad 2012 and I have recently lost my Mom on June 7 it's been a little over a month and I am just now starting to feel depressed. They both passed from cancer and I don't...
    LifeSucksxoxo LifeSucksxoxo 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    As humans we are drawn and driven to have social contact, that drive grows stronger when you meet someone that has things in common with you, I personally start to grow a bond to...
    truededuction525 truededuction525 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 2

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    I have been feeling this increasing uneasiness. I don't know whether it's anxiety over nothing, or that I'm feeling more and more hopeless. I'm so tired and more often apathetic...
    danielle1423 danielle1423 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    this time I lost a lot of weight of 215 lbs which was 167 drops to staying thin. All my friends and cousins, sister's farm, where she was fat and now in my town was being fat...
    pedorretes2 pedorretes2 22-25, F Jul 7

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    God I wish I had a friend. I feel like I need someone to tell me that I am okay, that things will get better if I try. I guess I don't believe in myself anymore... sometimes I...
    crazyhobo crazyhobo 26-30 1 Response Jul 8

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    When I was little, my dad promised me a little puppy, I loved animals as this was the first. My father received a call from a lady saying she had a little puppy three months but...
    ferrer95 ferrer95 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I lost a cocker spaniel, Penny and a cat named KFC. Penny was given to me when she was 1 year old. She was supposed to be fixed and had a litter of pups at age 7. A 7 year old...
    tenderheart3 tenderheart3 66-70, F 1 Response Jul 15