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I Have Lost Too Many People

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    If you can forgive but not forget, is it worth forgiving and being reminded? So lost.
    DHggmu DHggmu 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Bleh, I’m utterly and completely tired of presenting the friendly aspects of my personality to people in my life who are if not complete arseholes, pretty close to that category...
    morea morea 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    I probably am a girl you don't want to mess with! 1. I can get get guns and ammo and the flick of my wrist. 2. I have people in gangs 3. I have money to get drugs and said wepons...
    XXimdeadinsideXX XXimdeadinsideXX 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    Tonight I found the courage to tell my roommate about my depression(: And I told her about the screening and the counseling. I even showed her my scars. She reacted perfectly. She...
    tarara0414 tarara0414 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    By in large i don't like people. I don't trust them. Perhaps its a situation of my own creation but the fact remains i have had people put the screws to me more often than not...
    southernfried southernfried 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    Always hid behind the mask of a good, docile, polite girl. I could not say the truth, I have to keep up appearance. I cannot be who I am. Because it would bring shame to the family...
    littleowlet littleowlet 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    It takes a lot for me to trust someone.. It takes a LONG time.. Because I have made mistakes, I have trusted and they have let me down, and I'm not going to make that mistake more...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 9 Responses Jan 7

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    I've never thought of being without a father figure. I've never had one. I'm not sure what its like. Maybe my fear of men would be less vibrant. I've never trusted an older man...
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F Jan 12

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    Ever since I was 16 I've been very careful about who I let get close to me. I was dating a guy I thought I could trust, then I find out he was not only cheating on me but talking...
    SexyBustyGoddess SexyBustyGoddess 31-35, F 7 Responses Jan 14

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    Just me not a great quality but its there
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 30, 2014

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    I find it hard to trust in the first place, but when that trust is betrayed, I don't know what my next step is. And thinking about it isn't helping.
    DHggmu DHggmu 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I think I'm a bad person I struggle in public I carnt make friends or really hold conversations. I'm 26 tomorrow and was finally dumped by my ex of five years for the second time...
    teacupsandroses teacupsandroses 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Do u hav any idea how fukn qt this boy is?
    frijolespicante4466 frijolespicante4466 16-17, F Jan 11

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    I am one of those people who never talks about there problems. I watch so many people complain about the stupidest things when I'm hiding the lost terrible things to myself. I've...
    hailey29223 hailey29223 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Wow..so much for being honest. In the wonderful world of the internet it doesn't get you far. People are interested in fantasy and clandestine affairs. I might be honest, but I can...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 12

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    It's easier to keep it in because then I don't have to worry about how people might react. The one time I allowed myself to be completely vulnerable with someone I find out that it...
    ShakenButNotBroken ShakenButNotBroken 18-21, F Jan 4

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    Today i read something online doing some personal research about people feeling unloved and it mentioned how those who grew up in homes where their parent(s) didn't show them any...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I have lost about 110 lbs so far. One interesting part of the experience is how differently people treat me. It is somewhat disturbing how stark the difference is. People are...
    zooomzoom zooomzoom 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    I keep too many things to myself. I find the right time - which usually is too late - and tell people what's on my mind.
    Nakedness8 Nakedness8 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I am amazed as to how many people admit they use diapers, whether for for need or fun. The stigma of wearing diapers is breaking down, and more ads for adult diapers are showing up...
    Ibein Ibein 51-55, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    I have lost a lot of weight since being pregnant, I'd say it's from all the morning sickness and not being able to eat much, apparently it's pretty normal so yeah, I weighed 75kg...
    moonlighteclipse moonlighteclipse 16-17, F Jan 16

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    Not just men that are disrespectful..... I have lost respect for anyone that is disrespectful
    ElissaAcosta ElissaAcosta 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    As I sit here contemplating it all, I just cannot believe that I have lost someone whom I have cared very deeply for here on EP. I respect that my friend must leave I guess? And I...
    allsfinebime allsfinebime 51-55, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am a believer. I believe god has protected me in many situations. I have really been distanced with him. I losted my grandpa November 2012, right after my mom shot herself in...
    shygirl1986 shygirl1986 26-30, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I am 22 and my everyday life is becoming so difficult. I have so many things to be grateful for, family, friends, boyfriend. However I am at the point where I have such bad anxiety...
    anxietykills12 anxietykills12 22-25, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    Help please. Please someone read this and guide me in the right direction. I need to get you informed of my current situation so a quick background of my family from prospective...
    lawsonbrayjules lawsonbrayjules 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    Uncle Adam There are a lot of alcoholics in my family, including my father, now sober. But the first in our family to be recognised for this disease was my uncle, Adam. He was...
    PersonalGenesis PersonalGenesis 22-25, F Jan 7

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    I have had family members overcome Cancer and beat it, but I have also lost family members from it too. A few years ago, I lost my grandmother. She had stage 3 bone cancer, and...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    I just got a call from my mom. My aunt will not be making it out of the hospital. She could pass away tomorrow...They are taking all the tubes and stuff out of her so her 7 year...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    I've lost someone dear to me. this happened awhile ago but I feel like I need to tell this story. I knew this girl her name was Christina and she was my very first girlfriend. we...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I must have heard them all; things people say to someone widowed early. The most meaningful one came from a beautiful old widow. "Be grateful your husband died in your arms. Isn't...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    How callous when people place a time frame for grieving. You are expected to "get back in the saddle", and some are more concerned about your productivity and profitability. I...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Is the expression of desire, want, lust from a woman that isn't overtly flaunting herself surprising? A woman having set standards, high intelligence, and knowing what she desires...
    Nyx1978 Nyx1978 36-40, F 15 Responses Jan 11

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    The core of this achievement lies in that ah-ha moment. I was a chubby child but never obese. I was thin throughout most of my adult life, but graduate school, having a child...
    moonchild0315 moonchild0315 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I lost my dad to cancer. He had lung cancer and he didn't realize it until it was too late. I was 7 years old when he passed away. He was 44 when I was born. Yeah I was definitely...
    srb76 srb76 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    So I will share with you guys my story: Dave, died from cancer last year I don't know it just seems like yesterday. So ahhhh We always hang out with the gang and have fun. One...
    Regkid Regkid 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I have kept many things to myself. Now that I’m older and certain circumstances have occurred, I wished that I’ve have been more open. Now if I would talk about some of them...
    Raven57 Raven57 56-60, F 4 Responses Jan 4

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    Few days ago i made tattoo dedicated to my baby boy. He was born on Nov,23 and God took him back 5 days later. My lovely angel died on Nov,27. I miss him so much. :-(  What do...
    yuliano4ka yuliano4ka 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    So many things I regret telling people and the fact I actually confided in them at one point makes me so angry!!!! What was I thinking...
    persayous persayous 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    This is a site for people to let out their feelings and problems to take it off their chest or get advice into how to combat situations to the problems...It is also a site for...
    LegendBattles LegendBattles 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The Valley of Unknowns There were no warning signs to prepare me for all the emotional and physical unknowns. As early as during the wake of my husband, I was already in the valley...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I just really can't believe this is happening to her. She was living such a happy life with her family. She would go off on facebook about all the fun and amazing things they were...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I feel like the reasons I keep things to myself is due to past friendships going down the hill. I feel like when whenever I over do something, like trying to be more honest to them...
    50shadesofsena 50shadesofsena 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Well, almost lost I think. I have widespread cancer, but it is actually a worm infestation. Various parasitic worms have mutagenic properties that could easily lead to cancer being...
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 3 Responses Jan 6

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    Why are people so stuck with x, y, z gender and how it should behave? Look at the rainbow man! they are NOT just different colors, it's a spectrum- each color merges into the other...
    blasphemy666 blasphemy666 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 7

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