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I Have Lost Track of What Truly Makes Me Happy

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    At the End Is the Beginning!!

    maybe a loss is a gain and again it is found... trying hard to meld the pieces that fit to the old archetype of you can only bring a recurring of the old new not the now you,, which is who you should always be in the now right now!!!!
    bluebeast bluebeast 31-35, M Dec 31, 2007

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    I Am Clueless

    I was asked this question just today" What makes you happy?" I could not answer it because I do not really know what the answer is. I know certain people make me happy with their presence. I guess I need to start looking at what makes me happy before it is too late...
    cinfullynn cinfullynn 46-50, F Jul 17, 2008

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    Who Am I and What Do I Want?

    Prior to moving with my husband from Missouri to his home state of Minnesota I was me.  I didn't really know what it was like to lose my identity until it happened.  My family has always had a very open relationship...we speak our minds, debate, maybe even get mad, and...
    daniv daniv 18-21, F Sep 6, 2007

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    And it feels so good. It's the only thing (of myself) that I'm actually really proud of. I used to be the type of guy that sits in front of his computer for entire days/nights...
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    I lost my mother and my best friend/biggest fan best supporter - God i miss her so much:( -to Cancer-. She was diagnosed in ***1986*** (stage 4) she was told she had 6 months to...
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    I am so hurt and feel so alone. my kitty became very I'll this past few days and I couldn't get her to eat and only would drink a little bit. I was very worried because she lost...
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    How can I not feel happy when this song is playing? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TSkN9m7kh9A&feature=player_embedded
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    The worst part is that I have to throw away all my clothes and buy a ton of clothes
    SpanishCristian SpanishCristian 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 5 days ago

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