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I Have Lots of Scars

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    Many.

    each one tells a diffent story. some fo sorrow, some of anger, some of pian. some are bigger some smaller. some are skinnyer and some are fater. but there is one thing they have in comman. that they all tell storys of painful i couldnt deal with
    LelouchZero LelouchZero 18-21, T Mar 10, 2010

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    Yep... Lets Go In Order Shall We? Or Try.

    age two, i had to have plastic surgery on my lip. my brother shoved me into a chair that caused my lip to rip half way off.  age 6, my brother was chasing me, i feel. my knee hit hard rock and now have a three inch scar on my knee and i didnt even bleed that day or rip the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 3, 2010

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    Yes I Do, But They Do Not Determine Whom I Am!

    We all have scars! Some way worse than other's! I could never speak of being molested or raped, and though those are the most terrible scars I could ever think of enduring. I have no idea how terrible it would be to ever experience and to have to live through or with after wards...
    wjk1849 wjk1849 46-50, M Mar 20, 2013

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    Way Too Many Scars

    It got to a point they were to hard to hide... I lost count after 700 something.. and that was a year ago and i still cut a lot.
    suicidalangel suicidalangel 18-21, F Jul 27, 2010

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    Scars

    I had to think about this for a mo-momment of how many,types of scars that there are.For me mental are the worst kind there is.I have so many mental pictures & voices
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 2, 2010

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    About 9 months ago I realised my friend was

    self harming I had only just recovered however I still wanted to. I knew I could because I was threatened a lot. He's like my brother so I did everything I could to make him stop I took all his blades scissors knifes everything but he'd always find a way. The only thing we cared...
    georgia2001 georgia2001 13-15, F Jun 17, 2014

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    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    Sore Stains

    i get told i have a lot f scars, alot on my back... not from passionate sex (well not all) i have got them from falling on to fence posts, Go Karting incidents. i have one on my finger from playing with a Very sharp knife when young (stupid ripped sheath) i have one down my...
    Bobro Bobro 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 19, 2009

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    all over my wrists,my thighs.

    scars that tell a story.scars that i hate,that i want to disappear. seeing them is a trigger for the girl i once was,a trigger that makes me relapse and start the cycle all over again
    solmerbunny solmerbunny 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 15, 2014

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    My War Wounds

    I have quite a lot of scars all over my pale skin and most are sadly self inflicted .I was a self harmer during my youth so my arms have blade marks up and down them , there are burn marks too but the ones I'm most ashamed of are my track scars . Years of IV drug use will do that...
    certifiable certifiable 70+, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2011

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    Brief Ponder

    Cocoa-Butter & Time Couldn't heal the crimes I've committed against myself.
    maezombiie maezombiie 18-21, F Dec 1, 2013

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    I have been a cutter

    for a year now. And I've been clean for about a month. But the recent events in my life have been getting to me. A lot. My house just burned down. And I'm at a rough spot in a relationship. I have a very bad urge to cut again. Any advice out there?
    urbanangel99 urbanangel99 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 26, 2014

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    I have scars on my body from

    when i was beaten and attacked 2 months ago.
    Mary3d Mary3d 16-17, T 3 Responses Apr 8, 2014

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    I started self mutilating

    when i was 8 years old. I quit cutting when i was 14. I used other methods. But now i have found more "conventional" ways of dealing with my needs. Been free of self harm for years now but am still riddled with scars and burns.
    ambular1006 ambular1006 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    liamtwerksforme liamtwerksforme 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    Way Too Many Scars

    It got to a point they were to hard to hide... I lost count after 700 something.. and that was a year ago and i still cut a lot.
    suicidalangel suicidalangel 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2010

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    I Burned Myself

    YES... WHOEVER READING THIS MIGHT BE SHOCKED BUT ITS TRUE.. AT AGE 17 I FELL IN LOVE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE TO SUCH AN EXTENT THAT I DINT WANT ANY LOVE FROM ANYONE ELSE I JUST COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT HIM SO I DID SUICIDE ATTEMPT.... I HAVE 40% BURN ON MY BODY....... AND AT THIS...
    madhu7 madhu7 18-21, F May 9, 2013

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    Umm... One on my right knee,

    my right elbow, my left and right thumb joints, my hand, my thigh, my shin and my chin. Altogether 12. Damn...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 9, 2014

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    aishastewie aishastewie 13-15 1 Response May 16, 2014

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    **Most of Them Caused By Me**

    ~ THAT'S A REALLY HARD PILL TO TRY & SWALLOW ~ That most of my scars are self-inflicted. I caused most of the damage done to my psyche. It was me, reliving every terrible thing anyone's ever done to me or said to me. Letting it eat at me like a poison til all that's left are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 19, 2009

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    All over my back, as well

    as my shoulders from years of being physically abused. Just serves as a reminder of who not to become.
    CongratulationS CongratulationS 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    I Am Not My Scars

    Like a lot of people here, I have a lot of scars from self-harm. They are mostly on my arms and legs. For a long time, cutting was my only coping method - and I have to say, it did get me through some really tough times. I'm now in recovery. I have my slip-ups, but I have...
    starquake starquake 18-21, F Jun 8, 2013

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    No Regrets

    I have many scars on my body from si, and yeah sometimes I don't like them, but there isn't a single one that I regret. They all tell a story of who I am. They are a piece of me. I get told a lot on here that they make me ugly. I think that's bs. I will never be ashamed of my...
    ughalltimelow ughalltimelow 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    Yes I Did This To Myself

    But no more...I'm clean...no more scares to be...but I love my scared each one has a thought or meanin...enough said...
    Cadet1995 Cadet1995 18-21, F 4 Responses May 6, 2011

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    Well actually only a few,

    not a lot. But I have a few scars on my legs and one small one on my cheek. I live near a park and one time a kid accidentally threw a baseball through my window and the glass cut into my legs and one on my cheek. I was lucky that the glass didn't hit my eye. I forgave the kid...
    ElizaKate ElizaKate 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

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    I Have Made Them

    i do not regret what i have done to my body. yes, they are ugly in the general sense but they are mine...they are me now. i cannot hide them that well especially the one on my face. i cannot change the past, i get that. and honestly, i doubt that i will stop any time soon. i see...
    SunkinLies SunkinLies 18-21, T Dec 21, 2010

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    Too Many To Count

     I have countless scars all over my body. It looks so disgusting. 
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    How To Fade Cuts

    I know bio oil is good for fading cuts or scars but does anyone know any home remedies ??
    Skinnygirlnightmare Skinnygirlnightmare 16-17, F Jul 23, 2013

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    I have many scars, but I think they are beautiful because they are unique to me and tell my story. I have a scar on my forehead, where my head was busted open at five years old...
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    I have many scars but one of my most worrisome ones, is one that I received in the spring of 2008, I went in for a regular check up at my local Dermatologist office. I usually go...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 12

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    I have been there I still have my scars and I want them to go away😒
    Alejandra13 Alejandra13 13-15, F Mar 18

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    i currently am not working. So i have lots of free time. Oh but don't get me wrong. I'm not always stay at my home and here lol My days like this. When i wake up,i go to care...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F Mar 18

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    Death in the dark mirror This will be the possible title of a fictional story that I'm working on but part of it will be based on personnel life's events that have taken place in...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Mar 19

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    I have many scars...........,
    chuelove chuelove 16-17, F Mar 6

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    I like to have a nice boyfriend. I work full time and am a single mother. I don't have any family around me and don't have many friends. It would be really fun to have a nice...
    marion13 marion13 36-40, F Feb 28

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    Pro Tip: If someone asks you if you "have a sec" and you answer "I have lots of secs", they will forget their original question.
    esmer2496 esmer2496 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 9

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    Believe it or not I do! lol. Ep is a fun place to hang out though! I like all the cool people on Ep but yeah I do have a life outside it! I have lots of friends honestly- though...
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    I'm so tired of being judged based on my stories and experiences. Like yeah, I have some experiences that may not be the ones I'm proud of, but I have them as my experiences...
    TheArtisticOne TheArtisticOne 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Been cut free for about four years I still live with the scars, four from wrist to elbow on my left arm lots on my chest and a couple on my thighs. I still get cravings for it when...
    toreybella toreybella 18-21, F a week ago