I Have Lots of Scars

i do not regret what i have done to my body. yes, they are ugly in the general sense but they are mine...they are me now. i cannot hide them that well especially the one on my face. i cannot change the past, i get that. and honestly, i...

I had to think about this for a mo-momment of how many,types of scars that there are.For me mental are the worst kind there is.I have so many mental pictures & voices

i get told i have a lot f scars, alot on my back... not from passionate sex (well not all)
i have got them from falling on to fence posts, Go Karting incidents.
i have one on my finger from playing with a Very sharp knife when young...

age two, i had to have plastic surgery on my lip. my brother shoved me into a chair that caused my lip to rip half way off.  age 6, my brother was chasing me, i feel. my knee hit hard rock and now have a three inch scar on my knee...

But no more...I'm clean...no more scares to be...but I love my scared each one has a thought or meanin...enough said...

I have countless scars all over my body. It looks so disgusting. 

~ THAT'S A REALLY HARD PILL TO TRY & SWALLOW ~
That most of my scars are self-inflicted. I caused most of the damage done to my psyche. It was me, reliving every terrible thing anyone's ever done to me or said to me. Letting it eat...

I have quite a lot of scars all over my pale skin and most are sadly self inflicted .I was a self harmer during my youth so my arms have blade marks up and down them , there are burn marks too but the ones I'm most ashamed of are my...