I Have Lots of Scars

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 505 People

    All over my back, as well

    as my shoulders from years of being physically abused. Just serves as a reminder of who not to become.
    CongratulationS CongratulationS
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2014

    Have scars on my both legs

    as cons of having eczema. Currently working on it by taking supplement. Hoping to get an advice. Can't imagine to have sex with those scars anyway..
    hichoco hichoco
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 1
    Fryok Fryok
    22-25, M
    Feb 2
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 7

    I need some excuses to tell people

    when I'm asked, "How'd you get that scar?"
    Daninhell Daninhell
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 8

    "But you'd be surprised what you can live

    through..." you get points if it rings true and you know where it came from. If you google it... well you suck bit thank you playing our game please try again with more effort.
    TowerJimmyDabzs TowerJimmyDabzs
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 31

    I Have Made Them

    i do not regret what i have done to my body. yes, they are ugly in the general sense but they are mine...they are me now. i cannot hide them that well especially the one on my face. i cannot change the past, i get that. and honestly, i doubt that i will stop any time soon. i see...
    SunkinLies SunkinLies
    18-21, T
    Dec 21, 2010
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

    How To Fade Cuts

    I know bio oil is good for fading cuts or scars but does anyone know any home remedies ??
    Skinnygirlnightmare Skinnygirlnightmare
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 23, 2013

    My scars, some are just ones I got from

    everyday life but others are not. I have scars on my wrists and arms from when I cut in late middle school. My step mom left my dad and I was bullied a lot at school so I just kinda snapped. Unfortunately self harm became a habit and even now when I get very upset I want to cut...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 9

    No Regrets

    I have many scars on my body from si, and yeah sometimes I don't like them, but there isn't a single one that I regret. They all tell a story of who I am. They are a piece of me. I get told a lot on here that they make me ugly. I think that's bs. I will never be ashamed of my...
    akaJessicaJones akaJessicaJones
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 27, 2013
    nihiless nihiless
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jan 31

    Hey people today I want to share my experience.

    I have a scar on the left side of my face from my nose thrue the eyebrow and even tho everyone says you don't notice it unless you know it's there but for me knowing it's there, it's the first thing I see when I look in the mirror just there looking back at me :'( I have had...
    DalyLifeOfDee DalyLifeOfDee
    18-21, M
    Feb 1

    I have a lot of scars

    but they have faded I've never cut but I used to pick my scabs to hurt my self and always wore long sleeve shirts because when ever I didn't some one would ask what's wrong with my arm or if and parents were abusing be
    FtmTroy FtmTroy
    13-15, T
    1 Response Jan 10

    I have scars on my body from

    when i was beaten and attacked 2 months ago.
    Mary3d Mary3d
    18-21, T
    3 Responses Apr 8, 2014

    Scars

    I had to think about this for a mo-momment of how many,types of scars that there are.For me mental are the worst kind there is.I have so many mental pictures & voices
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 2, 2010

    I have a few hundred

    or so scars now, some very fine and others deep and overlapping several layers, most from knives but a few brands as well. They seem to be fading a little as I have now kicked the addiction but to be perfectly honest I don't regret it. They were made at a time where I needs the...
    alphapuppy alphapuppy
    18-21, T
    Jan 10

    Well, puberty hit me like a ton of bricks.

    And its just now that I learned ho to take care of my skin. Also I have hyper pigmentation, so if I get a bug bite, acne, or a cut or anything my skin just goes all pigmentation crazy.
    Lacrimosadies Lacrimosadies
    18-21, F
    Jan 31

    Umm... One on my right knee,

    my right elbow, my left and right thumb joints, my hand, my thigh, my shin and my chin. Altogether 12. Damn...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 9, 2014

    Yes I Did This To Myself

    But no more...I'm clean...no more scares to be...but I love my scared each one has a thought or meanin...enough said...
    Cadet1995 Cadet1995
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 6, 2011

    Hi there fokes. I'm a young guy (23) from

    Holland who was punched 5 years ago in a café. I got a punch in the face which resulted in a scar on the top of my lip (2cm). It's for me an awful thing and i'm looking for solutions to hide or remove it from my face. Does anyone has some tips for me? The one who gives me a...
    glenn1992 glenn1992
    22-25, M
    Apr 20
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 16, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 9

    Way Too Many Scars

    It got to a point they were to hard to hide... I lost count after 700 something.. and that was a year ago and i still cut a lot.
    suicidalangel suicidalangel
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 27, 2010

    **Most of Them Caused By Me**

    ~ THAT'S A REALLY HARD PILL TO TRY & SWALLOW ~ That most of my scars are self-inflicted. I caused most of the damage done to my psyche. It was me, reliving every terrible thing anyone's ever done to me or said to me. Letting it eat at me like a poison til all that's left are...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2009
    liamtwerksforme liamtwerksforme
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2014

    Yep... Lets Go In Order Shall We? Or Try.

    age two, i had to have plastic surgery on my lip. my brother shoved me into a chair that caused my lip to rip half way off.  age 6, my brother was chasing me, i feel. my knee hit hard rock and now have a three inch scar on my knee and i didnt even bleed that day or rip the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 3, 2010

    About 9 months ago I realised my friend was

    self harming I had only just recovered however I still wanted to. I knew I could because I was threatened a lot. He's like my brother so I did everything I could to make him stop I took all his blades scissors knifes everything but he'd always find a way. The only thing we cared...
    georgia2001 georgia2001
    13-15, F
    Jun 17, 2014

    I started self mutilating

    when i was 8 years old. I quit cutting when i was 14. I used other methods. But now i have found more "conventional" ways of dealing with my needs. Been free of self harm for years now but am still riddled with scars and burns.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 23, 2014

    Hmmm. When I saw this title I was thinking

    'wanna compare scars?' Like kids showing each other their badges of 'daringness' and risk taking ability. Wasn't thinking emotional scars. So let's see.. Actual scars. Fingers from putting them in a fan when I was two. Shin from jumping off bunk beds at 7. Hand from sliding...
    Nipper66 Nipper66
    46-50, F
    8 Responses Feb 5

    I'm slipping into a downward spiral,

    I feel like I can no longer cope, I'm being driven back to where I once was, a dark place, blade in hand, unable to reason my way out of it any more.. I crave the blood flowing again, the searing pain drawing me back to reality but not enough.. Never enough. I don't want to go...
    alphapuppy alphapuppy
    18-21, T
    Feb 3

    Sore Stains

    i get told i have a lot f scars, alot on my back... not from passionate sex (well not all) i have got them from falling on to fence posts, Go Karting incidents. i have one on my finger from playing with a Very sharp knife when young (stupid ripped sheath) i have one down my...
    Bobro Bobro
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 19, 2009

    I have been a cutter

    for a year now. And I've been clean for about a month. But the recent events in my life have been getting to me. A lot. My house just burned down. And I'm at a rough spot in a relationship. I have a very bad urge to cut again. Any advice out there?
    urbanangel99 urbanangel99
    16-17, M
    Mar 26, 2014

    My War Wounds

    I have quite a lot of scars all over my pale skin and most are sadly self inflicted .I was a self harmer during my youth so my arms have blade marks up and down them , there are burn marks too but the ones I'm most ashamed of are my track scars . Years of IV drug use will do that...
    certifiable certifiable
    70+, F
    2 Responses Aug 18, 2011

    Well actually only a few,

    not a lot. But I have a few scars on my legs and one small one on my cheek. I live near a park and one time a kid accidentally threw a baseball through my window and the glass cut into my legs and one on my cheek. I was lucky that the glass didn't hit my eye. I forgave the kid...
    ElizaKate ElizaKate
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

    all over my wrists,my thighs.

    scars that tell a story.scars that i hate,that i want to disappear. seeing them is a trigger for the girl i once was,a trigger that makes me relapse and start the cycle all over again
    solmerbunny solmerbunny
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 15, 2014

    I just want to began recovering.

    .. I don't know how hard this is going to be
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 1

    Brief Ponder

    Cocoa-Butter & Time Couldn't heal the crimes I've committed against myself.
    maezombiie maezombiie
    18-21, F
    Dec 1, 2013

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